Deep Feeling In Marriage

When she came back from buying water, she saw the man leaning on the railing post. She seemed very tired. Thinking of his weakness, she hurried over and shouted, "Yan Yu? Let's go back“

She just shouted, but she didn't get a response from the man.

"Yan Yu, wake up?" thought he was asleep. Looking at the strong sunshine outside, she pushed him, "Yan Yu“

The man under the palm of his hand moved, opened his hazy eyes, raised his head, saw him and smiled weakly.

But at the moment when Lin Su saw his face, he quickly turned his eyes and blinked some ruddy eyes.

Yan Yu stretched out her hand and said softly, "come on, sit down."

Lin Su's eyes tightly looked at his stiff hand in the air.

"I know I hurt you deeply before. You think I'm in water and confused for a moment, okay?"

Lin Su looked at his gentle black eyes, but her heart trembled. She wanted to forget the unforgettable injuries and the pain of peeling bones. She didn't want to care. He wanted him to get better.

"Will you forgive my mother for hurting you? She has suffered all her life, and now she will make atonement for all those she has hurt."

Lin Su is still silent. She doesn't know whether her resentment against them is so deep. She is not a fickle person, but she also feels that she doesn't have so deep feelings for others.

She loved him deeply, but for his hatred, she was always cruel to peel her skin and bones.

Such feelings, like being hurt at the beginning, are determined to hate and revenge, but they can't really watch each other die.

She is not a soft hearted person, but she is definitely not a hard hearted person.

For those who hurt them, hate, she did not engrave how deep.

Yan Yu gently took Lin Su's hand. "Please give me a chance to forgive me." he knew he had no time and just wanted to get her forgiveness when he was dying.

Lin Su lowered his head, and tears fell on the back of Yan Yu's hand along his cheek.

Her tears pierced Yan Yu's heart like a thorn. He raised his head, stroked her small face, frowned and looked at her painfully, "Darling, don't cry. I know I'm an asshole and I'm scum! I'm sorry for you, our child, Xiaosu. No matter what I've done to hurt you, you must believe me! I loved you deeply and loved no less than anyone."

Because I love you with my life. I am willing to love you with my life.

Before, he was blinded by interest envy and anger, tortured her and insulted her, but he knew that when he was doing something, he forgot himself and became not himself.

It's like a schizophrenic patient, showing the side that he hasn't seen the sun for a long time.

While hurting her, he was in pain.

While torturing her, he himself suffered deeply.

Hatred is a twin blade. It hurts others as well as yourself.

Lin Su turned and looked at him. She didn't know if the tears blurred her sight. She thought Yan Yu looked so gentle, but so vague. She couldn't reach out.

She took a deep breath and sobbed in her voice, "I forgive you, I... Don't... Blame you... Don't blame you..."

Yan Yu smiled, a trace of relief flashed in her eyes, nodded, and her deep eyes were full of affection: "I think I can't compensate you in my life. If I have the next life, I want to meet you again, treat you well... Love you well... You should be lucky... Blessing..." After saying that, the full affection gradually blurred in the line of sight, gradually disappeared, and the light was also dimmed.

This sleep, but never wake up.

Tears suddenly burst out like a sea breaking its banks.

Lin Su buried his head and clasped him in his arms. Finally, he couldn't help crying.

Holding him crying, his body trembled violently, and his heart hurt fiercely. Tears ran away.

"Yan Yu... Why... Why did you torture me like this? Why did you make me remember you forever in this way when I was determined to forget you? Why did you treat me like this? Do you know, i... I'm really painful... Really painful... Please, don't do this... Don't sleep, will you wake up... Wake up..."

The heart lingers in love and hate, like tearing her soul, making her miserable.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... It's me. I'm sorry, Yan Yu. Don't sleep. I forgive you. I don't blame you... Do you wake up... Lin Su cried more and more sad. These days, no matter how painful and wronged she was, she stubbornly didn't want to cry in front of him.

At the moment, the pain had flooded and she couldn't control it.

However, no matter how many times he said sorry, no matter what she said, he would never hear again and would not wake up.

The air was filled with sadness. Lin Su sat with Yan Yu in his arms in the red lacquer wood triangle Pavilion. Tears fell on the floor and set off dust.

His mouth kept a stiff smile, and his heart was still satisfied. He was very satisfied when she stayed with him. Before leaving, her forgiveness made him more regretless.

Lin Su looked at the relaxed smile on the corner of the man's mouth. The bitter smile on the corner of his lips was like a puppet sewn by a needle and thread, so dead and cold..

Yan Yu, you are really cruel.

She held the man's lifeless face with both hands and asked him to turn his head and look at himself. His face was full of smile, his eyes closed and very peaceful.

Her movements were gentle, like a priceless treasure.

"Yan Yu, I will forget, I will be happy." the wry smiling face approached, and the warm thin lips were gently printed on his smooth and full forehead.

It's easy to fall in love with someone, and it's only a matter of time to forget someone, but it's a matter of going through many twists and turns to notice the important people around you and cherish them.

Wait an hour, too long

Waiting for a lifetime is too long.

As long as you look back, you will find that there is always someone waiting for you behind your back. Follow your footsteps.

At Christmas, Lin Su came to Zhong Xun's room as usual, ready to scrub him and talk. With her perseverance, Mrs. Zhong seemed to be used to her cheekiness. Later, she was too lazy to care about her.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw Mother Zhong sitting by the edge of the bed, wiping her face and hands with a towel.

There was something strange in my heart. The back of mother Zhong was warm and soft. The side faces of the people lying on the bed were as beautiful as a knife. Such a picture unexpectedly had a warmth of home.

Aware of disturbing them, she coughed awkwardly.

Zhong's mother frowned unhappily, "how come now." Zhong's tone was very different from before.

"Aunt, I'm sorry. I'll take care of him if something is delayed." Lin Su finished the work in the hands of mother Zhong.

Sorry, I didn't come back yesterday. "

"I have something to tell you." mother Zhong stood behind Lin Su for a long time and finally said.

"Aunt, as long as you don't drive me away, I'll listen to you."

Her dogleg words made Mrs. Zhong sneer twice. Why didn't you find her so thick skinned before?

"Grandma Zhong Xun has some physical problems. I'm going to s city to see her. Take good care of Zhong Xun these days."

Lin Su nodded.

"Well." after Zhong's mother explained, she snorted and went out.

When she got to the door, she looked back at the people by the bed, and her anger slowly eased. Maybe she really should give the girl a chance to try to change her attitude towards her.

After Lin Su helped him wipe it, he was annoyed to see his lips. He moistened the man's lips with a cotton swab. His thin lips turned white, and almost all gave birth to dry and cracked skin.

She painfully wiped the man's face carefully. Because she lost a lot of weight, her cheekbones vomited out, showing his beauty.

She carefully described the outline of the man. She just felt that the more she looked, the more she touched the dusty string in her heart. As soon as it fluctuated gently, it swept away the dust and bloomed his luster.

"Lengyan, wake up quickly."

In the past, his hands were always the warmest and hottest. In her impression, it was so.

For several months, she repeated the same thing every day and took care of him carefully, but her heart became more and more heavy when she saw that he had no improvement.

She cleaned up the basin, turned to the bathroom, washed things aside, and looked at herself in the mirror, a little numb.

Just when she was in a daze, she suddenly heard a sound of falling things in the room. She suddenly woke up and rushed out quickly. Just at that glance, her eyes could no longer move. Her heart stopped beating and her breathing stopped fluctuating.

The straight figure was standing against the bed cabinet at this time, and the scattered hair covered his eyes. The deep pupils were staring at her with a faint smile.

Her eyes contain her familiar tenderness, warmth and tolerance.

Lin Su saved her hands in her legs. She almost exhausted her strength and looked at the scene in front of her unbelievably.

The man smiled and walked slowly towards her.

"I'm back!"

"You..."

"I still owe you Eason Chan's concert."