Deep love only for you

Fu Yuchen was still there motionless, but suddenly a bright color jumped in his eyes. The bright color slowly grew larger. Finally, it was the girl fixed in front of him.

He looked at her in a trance and smiled, but there was still no time to hide his loneliness: "sunset, how did you come back?"

She suddenly wanted to cry, but she held back and became a little urgent: "did you go to Hyde Park yesterday?"

He nodded softly, "well."

She asked, "what about the roller skating rink?"

He said, "I went too."

Then he added, "don't always wear high heels and don't play sports that are easy to fall, especially when you are alone."

Her anger suddenly surged up again: "what does that have to do with you?!"

He was silent.

Yeah, what does it have to do with him? She has a boyfriend and someone cares about her. And he

He may not be suitable for falling in love, let alone getting married.

Seeing Fu Yuchen's silence, Han Xiyan couldn't help saying, "then why did you help me?"

He opened his mouth and said naturally, "because I don't want you to get hurt."

All the words were said here, but he still didn't like it.

She suddenly thought, perhaps, his feelings for her, from beginning to end, only adults to children like pity, no love.

She suddenly smiled, but tears burst out, more and more.

She looked at him with tears: "brother Yuchen, I was bad before. I shouldn't have broken into your life, added so much trouble to you and made you do a lot of difficult things. But don't worry, I won't disturb you or force you to do anything in the future!"

She said, trying to pull out a smile: "I wish you happiness! We'll never see each other again!"

Then he turned and ran.

He watched her disappear and knew that this time, she was really leaving.

The panic in his heart suddenly spread all over the world. He turned and went after her: "sunset!"

He shouted. He didn't know what he wanted her to do, but he was crazy and wanted her to stay.

However, she didn't look back, she didn't stop, and she was still running forward.

He could catch up with her, but looking at her back, he suddenly remembered that she said "like".

He is not stupid. He knows that women are sometimes duplicative.

However, the expression and heartfelt smile when she just talked and laughed with Luciano in front of him could not be pretended at all.

He suddenly remembered his original intention of breaking up.

Now in the past few months, has he come out of that gray past?

No, that knot is still there, lingering.

He can work normally and efficiently and joke with people, but only he knows that he has been awakened almost every night for so many months.

He will dream of the past, of the vague blood mentioned in his diary, of someone calling him and crying from the receiver

He still failed to come out after all, so he is not qualified to pursue happiness and give happiness to others.

His heart was drowned by decadence, and Fu Yuchen stopped.

For a time, he felt that the world was so big that he seemed to have lost his way.

After standing there for a long time, he walked up to the church.

In the church, many believers are chanting in a peaceful voice.

He walked through the hall into the depths and suddenly saw someone coming out of the confession room.

He had heard that sometimes he had too many things hidden in his heart. If he said it, it might be a lot easier.

In the past, Fu Yuchen was the last one to expose his affairs to others. However, he thought that it was a foreign land, so he probably couldn't understand his language. In addition, he felt depressed when he heard Han Xiyan's words today.

So he lifted the curtain and went in.

He stood quietly for a moment, wondering why the priest inside didn't speak.

However, he hasn't been to the confession room, so he doesn't know what process it should be. Seeing that the other party didn't speak, he had to open his mouth first.

"It's the first time I've been here." he laughed at himself and looked a little cramped. "Where do you start?"

Then he was silent for a while. It seemed that he was not used to telling his secret for the first time, so he paused again. Then he said, "I saw her again today."

The window of the confession room was quiet.

After he said the first sentence, he naturally said a little: "she said she was going to be engaged."

He smiled: "in fact, this is what I should have thought of when I said to break up. However, when the truth was in front of me, I found that I was not so generous at all."

"I'm so sad."

When he finished, his breathing became heavier: "but I blame myself. Who is to blame?"

"I'm not qualified to like her or love her. I can't give her happiness at all."

He sighed with a long sigh, "I'm not worthy of her now."

He said that, after a long time, he said, "that day, she took a picture of me and other women and asked me if I broke up because of that. I said yes. But in fact, I didn't touch any women at all!"

I don't know if it was his illusion. I always felt that after he said this, the breathing sound of the people on the other side of the window suddenly became more obvious.

He continued: "yes, I deliberately let her misunderstand and and let her find a reason to leave me and hate me!"

"What should I call you?" Fu yuchensi asked, "I'm not a believer. Should I call you a priest or something?"

Seeing that the other party was silent, he also said, "then call you a priest! Mr. priest, do you want to hear a story?"

As he said, his eyes became a little far-reaching: "there is a boy who was born in a distant Oriental family. He has been smooth since childhood, loved by his parents, and his twin sister is also very good. It can be said that everything is perfect."

"So when he was at school, he made many friends, naughty and crazy together."

"He learned from others to fall in love in junior high school, and he went crazy in high school."

"He has been like this. Fortunately, his essence is good. After college, he slowly grew up in the family company. He has a lot of management talent."

"Later, when he saw his partners getting married and having children, he suddenly felt that he shouldn't play like this. Therefore, he began to plan to stabilize, talk about a serious love and marry a woman."

"Until, he met a woman. The woman was older than him. She looked mature and cheerful. He didn't mean much to her at first, until he saw her saving people regardless of danger..."

Fu Yuchen talked about the past little by little. When he talked about the back, his voice was a little low: "until that day, he woke up in her house and inadvertently saw the inverted photo frame in her drawer, he knew that the person who had hurt his relatives and friends was his pillow man!"

He smiled low: "the beginning of his love for her is not an accident at all, but her carefully planned plot, which is to let everyone not doubt her because she sacrificed her life to save others! Therefore, he likes her root, which is deception from the beginning!"

The bell outside struck twelve.

"In fact, the person in the story is me."

"She was found and escaped."

"She was pregnant and didn't tell me..."

"The child is gone, I don't know..."

When he spoke later, he paused every time he said a few words.

"When her plot was exposed, I hated her, complained about her, and pitied her. But what's the use of everything? She was caught back and died in front of me..."

"I saw that her wrist was still wearing the bracelet I sent her. When she died, her body was wrapped in the curtain. I took her. At that time, I didn't understand why she wanted to go there until I saw her hand hanging outside, but I couldn't see her face and body... I didn't know that she didn't want me to see."

"I thought it was finally over."

"However, just when I finally came out and planned to start my new life again, a diary let all the truth be bloody displayed in front of me!"

"Only then did I know that she was pregnant with my baby, that she actually had feelings for me, and that she had been hesitating and struggling before doing those things."

"But I made that phone call when she was pregnant and informed my friend that she contacted me and tracked her..."

"I know that she is responsible for everything she has. I have a clear conscience for everyone, but I don't know how to get out of this past."

"I have nightmares, wake up suddenly at night, and think of it many times."

"I haven't had a good sleep for a long time."

"I can't escape this gray past, and I can't open this knot."

He lightened up again: "because of this, he even hurt an innocent girl."

"She is very good, pure, transparent and sunny." he seemed to see Han Xiyan smiling at him: "I feel very happy and relaxed with her."

"But when the truth was revealed that day, I found that I had always lived in the dark."

"I can't concentrate. Although I don't love that woman anymore, the past is still in my mind."

"I can only break up with her, although I can't bear it. However, she is so young and good. I don't want to delay her. Let me stay alone in the dark!"

"Just, I think it's hard for me to like a girl in the future."

"Pastor, you know what? I've known a lot of people over the years. I've had fast-food love with different women, but I find that the more I know, the more lonely I become."

Regardless of whether the priest answered or not, he took it as his answer and continued:

"Originally, I thought breaking up or getting together was just an ordinary thing. Until today, when I saw her running over with tears and saying that she would not disturb me again, I suddenly understood. It turned out that the thousands of customs and beautiful scenery in the world were not as good as the reflection of her eyes when she smiled at me."

From the other side of the small window, there was a repressive voice.