Deep love: the president can't control himself

In front of the bed, chu luoyue gently wiped xu jiahao's hands and face with a gentle movement. In the blink of an eye, a week had passed. Under shen xingfeng's active management, xu jiahao's condition had been temporarily controlled. Occasionally, he would wake up. However, he only whispered a few words to chu luoyue, but then he fell asleep tired. Fortunately, he was much more awake now than when he was asleep.

Chu luoyue turned around and wrung the wet towel in her hands. Now, chu luoyue didn' t dare to let anyone else approach the xu family. Everything was taken care of by chu luoyue herself. She gently wiped xu jiahao's face, but her tears couldn' t help but fall. It had only been a month, and he had already lost all his weight. The cheekbones on both sides of his face had already been revealed, and his cheeks had completely collapsed. His eyes were deeply sunken and his eyelids were lowered. Even so, he felt that his eyes became especially prominent. This was not the same xu family hao who was full of life and was full of red. At this moment, he looked like an old man with broken candles in the wind in front of chu luoyue. He never thought that a person could be so skinny to such a terrifying extent.

"Girl, thank you for your hard work ..." Xu jiahao suddenly woke up. His hoarse voice was as harsh and dry as a metal collision, and even he couldn't help but want to block his ears.

"Uncle, are you awake? Seeing xu jiahao wake up, chu luoyue quickly dried her tears and shook the bed to a suitable angle. She turned around and took the porridge from behind her. She gently scooped it out with a spoon and placed it on her lips to blow the cold air before passing it to xu jiahao." This is the porridge I just cooked. I was thinking that you could wake up and drink some. Hehe, uncle, you really woke up at the right time ..."

"Don' t cry ..." Looking at chu luoyue's tearful face, she sighed softly and wiped chu luoyue's tears with her bony hands. It was originally a small move, but it took a lot of effort to put it on xu jiahao. His dark yellow skin wrapped his knuckles tightly inside. He could see every single vein clearly. Xu jiahao shook his head and smiled bitterly. He had thought of hundreds of ways to die, either under the gun of his enemy, by accident, or by something else. However, he had never thought that he would eventually be bedridden one day, watching his children waiting in front of the bed, but there was nothing he could do about it. At this moment, xu jiahao really felt that he was getting old. He was really getting old. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart. No matter how angry he was back then, he couldn't resist the illness now. He was really in a sorry state.

"I' m just happy. Uncle, eat more. Look at how skinny you are." She sniffed, and she always looked like a child in front of him. Show him all your weakness and helplessness.

"Silly child, isn' t uncle awake? Just a few days before they came back, xu jiahao's condition suddenly worsened. He had been in a coma for almost the entire day, and he couldn't even feed his food. For the past few days, xu jiahao had been relying on an infusion to barely last until now. Although his condition had improved over the past few days, he still had no appetite to eat. Sometimes, he just drank water. Now, as soon as he ate, his stomach felt extremely uncomfortable.

"Uncle, you' ve just woken up and haven' t eaten for a few days. Once you eat something, you' ll definitely feel uncomfortable. It' ll be fine after a while." Looking at the bottom of the porridge in the bowl, chu luoyue placed the bowl on the table next to her and took a towel to carry xu jiahao to wipe the corner of her mouth." You haven' t eaten anything for a few days. Look at how thin you are." She had just managed to control her emotions and her eyes were red again.

"Silly girl, why are you always crying? I' m not dead yet. It's not too late for you to cry when I' m dead. Besides, I haven' t seen you marry sifan yet. How can I die?" Xu jiahao was already panting from exhaustion after he finished these words in a huff. Every word he uttered seemed to have used all his life's strength.

"Uncle, what are you talking about? It's not like you don' t know me ..." Chu luoyue shook the bed down and sat by the bed tightly holding xu jiahao's hand, her eyes somewhat gloomy.

"Yue' er, yue yue has been dead for a long time. Even if he is still alive, you ... You can' t be together. Perhaps it was because he had eaten that bowl of porridge that xu jiahao looked much better than before, and his voice was no longer hoarse. How could he not know that she had been so persistent for so many years? But she was afraid that if she continued to be so persistent, not only did she suffer, but even that child, sifan ...

"Uncle, you know that he didn' t die at all. There was no body found at the crime scene. Chu luoyue interrupted xu jiahao, her questions filled with longing. Xu jiahao could only shake his head, his heart aching for chu luoyue. Even after more than a decade, she still refused to admit the fact that he was dead. Rather than admitting it, she did not dare to face it. She didn' t dare to face chu yueyue's death, nor did she dare to face her mother's indifference towards her, nor did she dare to face the fact that her happy family had suddenly crumbled into pieces ...

"If it weren' t for me, my mother might still be alive and well. Our family would be very happy because of my willfulness ... Everything was because of me, so I wanted to find him and apologize to him in person. Whether he's alive or dead, I have to find him, even if I only found his bones. However, he didn' t even want to leave me a bone ..." Chu yueyue's death was a permanent injury to her. She didn' t even dare to think about that. If it wasn' t for her, he wouldn' t have died either. That premeditated murder, she was supposed to be the one who died! He had refused to appear in her dreams for so many years, was it because he was still angry with her? He was angry at her for being so willful at that time. If she hadn' t been so willful and insisted on getting into the car, he wouldn' t have been blown up without any bones left, right? Chu luoyue's emotions grew more and more agitated, but in the end, her words turned into a silent cry.

"Girl, it was just an accident. Even though xu jiahao had sent people to silence the mastermind of the attempted murder, everything that had happened back then shouldn't have happened to her, let alone let her bear the responsibility. After all, it was because her mother was too selfish to take all the blame on her. At that time, she was only a seven-year-old child. How could she be so heartless?

"Hehe, it doesn' t matter to me anymore. It's been so many years and my mother is dead. That beastly father is now under house arrest. I have a new life, you, sifan, big brother and second brother, as well as my group of little brothers, what is not enough? At this moment, she looked really happy, but the loneliness in her eyes did not escape xu jiahao's eyes.

"Girl, although I am old, I am not confused. Don't try to be brave. Cry if you want to. He had seen her suffering and her difficulties, and he knew that he had followed her every step of the way. He was afraid that she would suffer a little. Her mother's fate was so adverse that she did not expect it to be the same. A young man should have been naive, but he had experienced such a painful thing.

"Uncle, my tears for him had dried up eighteen years ago. She saw him approach the car with her own eyes, and then there was a deafening noise. She wanted to run over but was stopped by the servants. The maid did not let her go until the fire subsided. As she approached the broken car, only her mother fell to the ground, her eyes hollow. She gently patted her mother on the back, but her mother turned around and said to her," why didn' t you die?" "Yes, why didn't she die? She was the one who insisted on getting the doll from the car, so why did it become him in the end? Damn it, it should be her ...

"Girl, do you ... Do you hate her? "No matter what, she is still her mother, and no one can change that fact.

"Uncle, I never hated her, never. I know she loves me. She stood up and placed xu jiahao's hand under the blanket. She tucked him in and looked at xu jiahao with a twinkle in her eyes." Uncle, you' re tired after talking so much. Take a break. I' m going out. Without waiting for xu jiahao to say anything else, chu luoyue quickly walked towards the door.

"Girl, forget him. The figure at the door paused for a moment, then no longer stayed and opened the door to leave.

"How ... How long have you been here? As soon as chu luoyue went out, she saw liao sifan leaning against the wall. Liao sifan turned around and looked at her without saying anything. However, in that instant, his eyes were filled with thousands of emotions, sadness, bitterness, and heartache ... Chu luoyue understood those emotions and gently smoothed his tightly knitted brows with her slender fingers. Eavesdropping is not a very moral thing. "

"Yue, you never told me this. He had never known that she had been through such a thing. She had never said anything before, so she let him misunderstand her and thought that she was heartless. She thought that she ... Stepped forward and hugged her tightly." I' m sorry, I' m sorry. Yue, I' m sorry ..." He didn' t know anything.

"Silly, what have you done to me for? No one knows about this. Uncle's mouth was too tight.the people who knew about the explosion were no longer there. She gently patted liao sifan's back and whispered softly in her ear," I should be the one who said I was sorry. I was too stubborn. Actually, I was the one who felt awkward from the beginning to the end and couldn' t get out of this corner. Chu luoyue knew xu jiahao's intentions. He wanted her to come out of the shadows and face the reality.

"I've been hiding in my shell all this time, and I look strong, but the weakness in my heart is broken with just a touch. Both brother and brother knew this, so they were very careful with me at that time. It was not until you came that I gradually changed a lot, but still did not have the courage to escape the shell. You're not like them, I know, and you're trying to build me a bigger, stronger shell so I can curl up in it. She had always known how much he cared for her, and he would not stop her from doing anything he liked. Even if she told him to get lost, he would really go far away and get out of her sight. However, as long as she called, he would immediately return to her side without any hesitation. He loved her so much that she felt sorry for him.

"Yue ..."

"Uncle is right. I should cherish the person in front of me. Liao sifan, believe me, I will try to forget him, but it will take time, I do not know and I do not know how long you will wait. So ..."

"Shh, I trust you. I' ll wait for the day when your heart belongs to me. No matter how long it takes, I' ll wait." A gentle kiss landed on chu luoyue's brows and her eyes finally landed on her delicate red lips, tossing and turning, lingering. "Yue, I know that you can' t really forget him. My request isn' t high. Can you let me live in your heart?" "

"You have always been here for me. "You hear me? Here, you ..."

"Well! "

"Good-for-nothing! They're all trash! At this moment, in another place, the man fiercely kicked the person who was kneeling on the ground out. The man who was kicked on the ground knelt on the ground without a word and trembled. He kept murmuring words of mercy.

"You can' t even handle an old man who's dying. Why should I raise you? The man sitting on the carved green wood chair looked at the man kneeling on the ground with a ferocious look on his face. He bent down and pulled the man's hair. The man was forced to look straight at him, his legs trembling. "Get your ass back now. I' ll give you a week. If I don' t see the old man's body after a week, hmph, you should know what the consequences are." "

"But ... But ..." The man wanted to say something but was interrupted by the man's harsh voice.

"But what? Don' t forget that your wife and children's lives are all in my hands. Just do as I say. It's definitely right, isn' t it ..."

"Your subordinate, I understand ..."