Defeated By Love

This feeling is a bit aggrieved inexplicably.

I thought that Xie Ruhe wanted to keep the year old, but couldn't find anyone to accompany him, so I found her. Although Shunen hadn't explicitly agreed to him, he just kept thinking about this matter, and felt very anxious.

I can't fall asleep even after tossing around, thinking about it all the time.

I always think he will be waiting.

Finally she got up secretly, like a thief, for fear of being noticed by her mother, she walked out of the yard with great pains and called him.

As a result, he was sleeping.

Actually sleeping.

Shunen can hardly describe this feeling.

A little bit disappointed, and a little bit guilty for waking him up.

She sighed and squatted down next to the wooden chair. She shrank into a ball and whispered, "Sorry, I didn't know you were sleeping. Nothing, I just want to say a happy new year to you."

There was no speech, it was very quiet, not even the slight breath sound was heard.

Shunen licked her lips: "Then you continue to sleep..."

Xie Ruhe asked: "Aren't you sleeping?"

Shunen stood up and stomped his feet on the spot with the cold, with a nasal voice: "I am sleeping now."

"It's almost twelve o'clock." The phone was icy on the cheek, Xie Ruhe's voice came from the receiver, the tone was naturally cold, "Wait a little longer?"

Shunian paused, then squatted back again.

Probably after hearing the wind here, Xie Ruhe suddenly asked: "Are you outside?"

Shunen said softly: "In the yard."

"Is not It Cold?"

Shunen is very honest: "A little bit."

Xie Ruhe said, "Why don't you go back to the house."

Shunen didn't know what reason to find. There was a crackling sound in her ears. She looked sideways and saw a family setting off fireworks not far away. She subconsciously said, "Someone is setting fireworks outside. It's very beautiful."

Shiyan Town is a small place, and many things are not strictly controlled. Unlike the city, it is not forbidden to set off fireworks. The new year and the new weather, according to past practice, people will set off fireworks to celebrate this time.

A thin line of light passed through the air, and then one flower after another was exploded.

Most of the houses are still lit, welcoming the new year.

There was movement on the other end of the phone.

It was rustling, there was a sudden bang, and then there was the sound of the wheelchair turning, and the sound of the French windows being opened. The next moment, the wind in my ear overlapped with the sound on the phone.

Xie Ruhe said, "No one sets off fireworks here."

"It's not allowed in the city." Shunen looked at the sky and asked, "Did you have New Year's Eve dinner today?"

"Well, I went to Grandpa's house."

"I'm also in my grandfather's house, sleeping in my father's room. My mother came to sleep with me."

Xie Ruhe hummed again.

Shunen asked: "Do you have any New Year's wishes?"

"New Year's resolution?"

"Yeah."

"..."

"No?" Without hearing his reply, Shunen tilted his head and raised his eyes to mention it with him, "Do you remember, we were together to keep the year old together. I remember that I didn’t intend to keep the year old and chatted. It's twelve o'clock."

Xie Ruhe said: "Remember."

"At that time, I told you what I wanted to do in the future." Shunen recalled, "I also said that I would buy you cakes and set off fireworks. But then..."

Speaking of this, she stopped and said nothing.

Xie Ruhe answered her with a calm tone: "But you bought me a cake last year. You wanted to take you to set off fireworks this year, but you didn't do it."

Shunian pinched the corner of his clothes, not knowing what to say.

Xie Ruhe asked: "Do you think you can be together next year?"

Next year?

Shunen was a little dazed, always feeling that there was something else in this sentence, and worried that it was just her own illusion. She swallowed, dropped her head nervously, and whispered softly: "Should..."

Surrounding it gently, so that Shunen's small voice was amplified, drifted away in the wind, and could blow into the ears of others. As if afraid of being heard, she couldn't help lowering her voice and cautiously.

"should be okay."

Shunen stayed in Shiyan Town for almost a week.

I don't usually go out very much, and even if I want to go out, I still stay with my grandparents. Grandpa Shu and Grandma Shu have lived here for decades and are friends everywhere.

Shunen is 23 years old and has received dozens of red envelopes.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Shunian received a call from Teacher Huang Lizhi. The rough idea is to ask her if she wants to dub a translated film. The recording location is in another province, and she will register on the eighth day of the year.

It is a foreign 3D animation film with five key roles.

The character given to Shunam is one of the protagonists.

Shunen wanted to seize this opportunity, but was afraid of going to a strange environment, and said with difficulty, "Teacher, can I think about it?"

Huang Lizhi knew about her situation and said: "Yes. I will go there this time. If you go, you can live with me at that time. I have already rented a small apartment."

With Huang Lizhi's company, Shunen felt at ease in an instant: "How long will I go there?"

"It's two weeks soon." Huang Lizhi said, "at most one month."

Shunian didn't hesitate anymore, and agreed: "Okay."

The place of dubbing is in G City Translation Factory.

Shunian told Deng Qingyu about this, and after discussing it, decided to return to Ruchuan together on the seventh day of the year. She booked the air ticket to G city first. After arriving in Ruchuan, Wang Hao sent her directly to the airport.

Shunian mentioned this to Xie Ruhe on WeChat.

Xie Ruhe was silent for a while and asked: 【Are you going alone? 】

Shunen: [With my teacher. 】

Xie Ruhe: [How long does it take? 】

Shunen: [It should be one month. 】

Xie Ruhe did not reply, as if a little worried.

Shunian thought about it, and added: [Anyway, except for the recording studio, I basically don't go anywhere else. And they should all stay with the teacher. 】

Xie Ruhe: [Good. 】

Xie Ruhe: [Pay attention to safety. 】

From birth to now, Shunen has never traveled far. The furthest distance from home is probably only from Shiyan Town to Ruchuan City for college. Later, he settled in Ruchuan and never went anywhere else.

She is indeed afraid of life.

I am also afraid that in an unfamiliar environment, there will be some unknown dangers. But Shunian felt that she had to grow up, and she was not entirely considered to go to G City this time.

On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, Deng Qingyu sent Shunian to the airport and accompanied her to pick up the tickets and handle the consignment. At the end of the annual vacation, the number of people in the airport has doubled than usual. There are so many people, it is hard to breathe.

I was ready to go through the security check, and Shunian never asked Deng Qingyu to send it.

Holding the boarding pass, she suddenly felt the sight from behind, and subconsciously glanced back.

There are people everywhere, densely packed like ants. But in the distance can see a familiar back, wearing a simple windbreaker and slim trousers, but standing.

It seems to be Xie Ruhe.

Shunian stared at the man blankly, waiting for him to turn around.

The people behind her urged impatiently, Shunen immediately recovered and apologized. She didn't look back anymore, passed the security check, took out her mobile phone and sent Xie Ruhe a WeChat.

Shunen: [I seem to see you. 】

Xie Ruhe returned quickly: [Huh? 】

His reaction made Shunian suddenly feel that he was the wrong person.

Shunen: [...Maybe I was wrong. 】

Xie Ruhe: [Not necessarily. 】

Shunen didn't respond: [What. 】

Xie Ruhe: [I am also at Ruchuan Airport. 】

Shunen: [What are you doing here? 】

Xie Ruhe sent a voice for two seconds.

Shunen blinked and opened.

The man's low and moist voice came along the earpiece, surrounded by noisy human voices, as if there was more background music. Perhaps it was because he lowered his voice, and his tone was inexplicable.

It's like tickling Shunen's heart.

"Come to send someone off."

When I arrived in G city, it was already three hours later.

Huang Lizhi had arrived a few days ago and came to the airport to meet her in person. Shunen has always been very grateful to her. Huang Lizhi has helped her a lot from university to now.

Whether it is work or life.

Shunian got into Huang Lizhi's car and greeted her: "Teacher."

Huang Lizhi glanced at her up and down, then smiled and said, "It seems to be fat after a new year."

Shunen subconsciously took a picture of herself with her mobile phone.

"I'm kidding with you!" Huang Lizhi couldn't help laughing and started the car. "Now let's go back to the apartment to put the luggage. By the way, have you eaten?"

Shunen shook his head: "Have you eaten?"

Huang Lizhi said: "Not yet, let's go together."

Shunian said hello and didn't disturb Huang Lizhi driving. She looked down at the phone and clicked back to the chat window with Xie Ruhe. She hasn't responded to him yet.

It's not that I didn't reply on purpose, I was thinking about what to reply.

I never thought it was time to board the plane.

Shunen bit his scalp and replied: [I'm in G city, have you finished sending friends? 】

Xie Ruhe: [Well, I'm home. 】

The two of them did not continue the topic, and Shunen did not ask him.

——He came to the airport, who is he going to see off?

The next day I went to the G City Translation Factory, Shunian met a few well-known voice-over seniors, and they stumbled excitedly. There are also many dubbing newcomers here, all about the same age as Shunen.

It's not as scary as Shunen imagined.

Most of the people came here from their homes, and many of them were shared renters, living near the apartment that Huang Lizhi rented. When the group left the shed, they all went back together.

Life is very lively.

Here, Shunen learned a lot of skills and experience from his predecessors.

It is carefully crafted as a work of art.

Both the director and the voice actors are striving for perfection, and this recording was recorded for almost two weeks. Shunen didn't rush back to Ruchuan City, and studied with an old senior for a while, and stayed for another two weeks.

She loves this profession.

I feel that I have unlimited energy to do this.

Even if there is no return, you can get great satisfaction.

Huang Lizhi told her that she did not plan to return to Ruchuan in a short time. She asked Shunian if she wanted to continue working with her in this translation factory and continue learning with her seniors.

Shunen considered the time of the day, but refused.

Shunian always felt that the promise he made to Xie Ruhe didn't seem to be realized.

It was agreed to accompany him in rehabilitation, so far, the number of times with him has been counted with one palm. If Shunian had heard Huang Lizhi's suggestion before meeting him, she would have agreed.

But now it seems that there is more concern in my heart.

It's a worry that has become more inexplicable.

Shunian did not tell Deng Qingyu and Xie Ruhe about Ruchuan in advance. She was afraid of trouble to other people, so she came back silently by herself. She arrived at Ruchuan Airport at noon, stopped a taxi to go home, took a shower and went out.

After a nap on the plane, she was very energetic.

Shunian thought about it, and talked to Xie Ruhe on WeChat. Then, she went into a nearby dessert shop, licked her lips and bought six donuts.

After leaving the store, Shunian walked towards the subway station.

Taking advantage of this gap, she looked down at the phone, but did not see Xie Ruhe reply to her.

Shunen didn't care either.

After getting off the subway, I happened to receive a reply from Xie Ruhe: [Where are you now? 】

Shunen: [Get off the subway, now it's past. 】

Shunen: [How is your rehabilitation? 】

Xie Ruhe did not answer this question: [Can you buy me a cup of milk tea? 】

Shunen: [Yes. 】

Shunen: [Which store do you want to drink? 】

Xie Ruhe: [Just the taste of tea next to the subway station. 】

Shunen: [Good. 】

When I got out of the subway station, Shunian swept around and immediately saw the milk tea shop Xie Ruhe said. She raised her foot and walked in, there was no one inside.

Shunian ordered a cup of milk tea and heard the clerk's question.

She lowered her head and asked Xie Ruhe: [Will the milk tea be hot or cold? 】

Just at this time, the glass door of the milk tea shop was pushed open, and the wind bell on the top rang. Shunen took a look and saw a man with a peaked cap, a mask on his face, and broken dark brown hair in his ears.

She retracted her gaze and happened to see Xie Ruhe's reply. She raised her head and said to the clerk: "Hot, half sugar."

The next moment, the man lifted the brim of the peaked cap slightly, lowered his voice and called her: "Shunen."

Shunen turned his head.

The man took off his mask and stared at her.

It's Xu Zeyuan.

Unexpectedly, I would see him here, Shunen was stunned, nodded at him, and withdrew his gaze.

Her indifferent attitude made Xu Zeyuan very frustrated. His Adam's apple slipped and asked softly, "Did you watch my WeChat add you?"

"I saw it."

"Then you." Xu Zeyuan's words were a bit difficult, "Why did you ignore me..."

Shunen is very sincere: "I don't think it is necessary to contact."

The clerk handed her the milk tea at this time.

Shunen took it and walked in the direction outside the door.

Xu Zeyuan pressed down the brim of his hat, followed it, and said anxiously: "I just wanted to tell you that I did something wrong before. I was too horny..."

Shunen didn't know what he wanted to do, and didn't want to listen, so he walked forward boringly.

Xu Zeyuan grabbed her wrist abruptly and shouted, "Can you listen to me!"

"..."

"I'm not so unforgivable, am I?" Xu Zeyuan took a deep breath, didn't want to lose his temper with her, and said patiently, "I couldn't figure it out before, but I really..."

Shunen struggled, but didn't break free.

Xu Zeyuan stared into her eyes with a hoarse voice, and said seriously: "I really like you still."

"..."

"Is it because you are with Ahe now?" Xu Zeyuan pressed his lips, "Even if he is rich, I don't think you will be better with him."

Upon hearing this, Shunen frowned, she raised her head, trying to refute something, and suddenly noticed the person behind Xu Zeyuan.

Looks dumbfounded.

Xu Zeyuan was still talking, as if trying to persuade her, with a particularly strong tone: "Don't forget, he is a lame. You have to take care of him for the rest of your life. You have to help him with the lame, eat and drink Lazarus, do you think it is good?"

After speaking, Xu Zeyuan paused when he noticed Shunen's gaze and looked back.

There was a man in a wheelchair behind, who seemed to have just arrived.

Shunian was a little bit at a loss for fear that he heard Xu Zeyuan's words.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and Xie Ruhe's appearance has not changed, but the hair on his forehead is slightly longer. He was wearing a long black coat, wrapped in a thin body. The skin was fair and bloodless, looking sick and gloomy.

He looked at Xu Zeyuan calmly.

Xu Zeyuan opened his mouth, and was speechless for a moment.

The next moment, Xie Ruhe stood up.

Unexpectedly.

He walked steadily, step by step to the side of Shunen. Taohua's eyes raised slightly, and then gathered again, glanced up and down at Shunian, and stopped at her wrist held by Xu Zeyuan.

Xie Ruhe yanked his hand away, with sharp eyebrows. He curled his lips and chuckled softly.

"Who are you lame?"