Defeated By Love

Xie Ruhe calmed down and looked at Shunian's still enthusiastic appearance, without reminding her that she had understood the wrong meaning. He pursed his lower lip, then retracted his gaze.

Upon seeing this, Shunen blinked and asked, "Why did you suddenly let me say this?"

Xie Ruhe paused, not knowing how to explain, and couldn't say anything like that again.

"...Whatever."

"Oh." Shunian didn't seem to care too much, and suddenly called his name, "Xie Ruhe."

"what's happenin."

"After the sound test, I have nothing else to do."

"Ok?"

"Let's go to the movies."

The first time she heard her request such a request, Xie Ruhe still couldn't react to it. He was stunned for a while, and quickly nodded and responded: "Okay."

Shunen lowered his head and took out his mobile phone from his pocket: "Then let's book tickets first."

Xie Ruhe asked: "What movie do you want to watch?"

"That's it... I went to G city to translate a long-recorded animated film. It was released recently." Shunen looked at the phone and said softly, "What time do we order? I don't know how long the audition will take. ."

"What time is it?"

"Three forty, six thirty, and eight twenty."

Xie Ruhe thought about it: "It's at 8:20. Go and watch after dinner."

Shunian responded, "Then I will order it."

"Yeah." Xie Ruhe asked again, "what's your name."

Shunian was holding one hand by him, and didn't look at the way. Her gaze was still on the phone, she seemed very focused, and she answered his words absently: "I like you."

Xie Ruhe suddenly turned his head: "What."

Noting his reaction, Shunen also raised his head.

After the two looked at each other for a few seconds, as if embarrassed, Shunen looked away and changed his mouth abruptly: "It's called "Butter Cat"."

"..." Xie Ruhe said, "What did you say in the previous sentence?"

Shunen lowered his head, tightened his hand while holding the phone, and said vaguely: "I just said the wrong name."

"Ah." Seeing her appearance, Xie Ruhe reacted instantly, his long eyelashes drooped and the corners of his mouth curled up, "Is it called "Butter Cat"?"

His answer seems to have not heard what he said just now.

Shunen breathed a sigh of relief and nodded: "Yes."

"Okay, I see." After saying this, Xie Ruhe's voice paused for a few seconds, and then suddenly leaned down, with her lips close to her ears, and whispered, "Thank you, I like you too."

The studio founded by Huang Lizhi has just been established, so there are not many members at work. She was founded with a predecessor of voice acting, and most of the members who brought in were their former students.

Or maybe some of the relatively new voice actors I met at work before.

Probably it needs some relatively new and well-developed voices. This time, the auditions are basically half-new voice actors like Shunen, all of whom are people she knows.

Because he didn't know how long it would take, Shunian found Xie Ruhe a dessert shop nearby in advance.

Let him sit there and wait.

Because of her illness, Shunen's social skills have become very poor, and now she is still not so timid and afraid to approach strangers. In addition, her Weibo has almost completely exposed her entire life.

Therefore, in places with many people, Shunen would just stay silently and watch the phone.

The group almost knew each other.

They also have a general understanding of each other's personality and are used to how to get along with this person.

Except for Shunen, the other girls are basically noisy and talk a lot. Before Huang Lizhi came, the group chatted in the lounge, which was very lively.

Shunen listened to them silently.

After some time, a girl suddenly noticed Shunen sitting in the corner. She beckoned and shouted, "Shunen, come and chat!"

Suddenly hearing his name, Shunen looked up blankly: "Huh?"

Another girl held her and whispered, "Shunen prefers to be quiet, so don't disturb her."

"That can't..." The girl scratched her head and said stupidly, "Always let her sit there alone. I just think this lounge is not big, we are quite noisy at first, even if she sits far away He can also be heard."

As soon as the words fell, a girl with short hair asked directly: "Niannian, do you want to sit here?"

Shunen squeezed his fists subconsciously, but ashamed to refuse, he could only hesitate to stand up.

"……Great."

After that, Shunian walked over and sat in the most extreme position, a little embarrassed. Worried that they might bring up the previous events, or they might curiously ask her some of the questions.

Those words that made her feel embarrassed and helpless.

But nothing happened.

They were still talking about the TV series they talked about before, and the entertainment gossip they saw recently. Sometimes they asked Shunian if they had watched it or heard of it, but they didn't mention the things she had experienced.

As if not caring.

Shunen gradually relaxes, and will quietly participate in their topics.

at this moment.

Shunen even has another kind, returning to the time before the accident happened.

On campus, I participate in clubs I am interested in, and play games with my friends in the playground in the evening, listening to them talking about recent anecdotes.

There is no strange look, and there is a silent conversation in private.

There is only the pleasant wind, the fragrance that never knows, and a good night's sleep.

It turns out that not everyone in this world is like that.

Will not hide his emotions, inquire about a person's scars, and don't care.

In addition, there are most people.

Shunian didn't dare to get close to those people to get to know.

They will understand your pain and feel sad to hear these things, but they will not treat this as a topic. They will accommodate you, perhaps because of sympathy, but it is always because of the kindness in nature.

They will tell you silently with actions.

Closing yourself is not the best way to save yourself.

Open the shackles, push open the heavy and solid door, leave the small opaque room, go outside to see the world you have resisted for a long time, and touch the sunshine that you haven't seen for a long time.

You will find out.

The world you treat with tenderness is not as unbearable as imagined. It will treat you the same way where you have neglected or never reached.

Sooner or later.

But one day will come.

After it was over, Shunian said goodbye to his colleagues and walked out of the recording studio building towards the dessert shop. She looked down at the phone and changed the notes of the few people she just added.

Shunian did not tell Xie Ruhe that he had come out, and planned to go to the dessert shop directly to find him.

Just now, Shunian specially chose a position for Xie Ruhe against the floor-to-ceiling glass. After crossing the road, through the glass, she could directly see Xie Ruhe who was looking down at the computer.

One could still see someone who came over and sat opposite him at this moment.

Is a woman.

Shunen's footsteps paused, staring at the woman's face, feeling a bit familiar, but could not remember who it was for a while.

The woman seems to have come in to buy desserts, with the store’s packing bag in her hand. She wears sunglasses, showing a small bridge of nose and full lips. At this moment, her mouth was closed and she didn't know what she was saying.

Xie Ruhe only raised his eyes subconsciously when she came over, and then did not look at her again.

About half a minute later.

Xie Ruhe finally made a move, but shook his head silently, as if there was still no tendency to speak.

The woman's smile became awkward, and she said a few more words before she got up and left.

Upon seeing this, Shunen lowered his head, kicked the pebble on the road, and continued walking gently. Instead of heading to the door of the dessert shop, he walked to the floor-to-ceiling glass next to Xie Ruhe.

She squatted down and struck the glass three times seriously like a small animal.

When Shunian came over, Xie Ruhe had already noticed. He wanted to go out and look for her directly, but this action caused him to stop and ask, "What's wrong?"

Through the glass, Shunen couldn't hear the sound, and could only watch his lips guess.

I guessed what he was saying all at once.

Fearing that Xie Ruhe could not understand what he was talking about, Shunian thought about it, deliberately slowed down his speech, and said every word: "Gang, Gang, that, person, person, who?"

Xie Ruhe recalled, suddenly picked up the notebook and pen placed aside, and wrote three characters.

——Lin Qiqi.

Seeing these three words, Shunen instantly overlapped the woman's face with the person in his memory.

Lin Qiqi.

Shunen asked slowly: "She, talk to you, say, what?"

Xie Ruhe wrote in the notebook.

——Introduce yourself and ask for WeChat.

"You, give, did you?"

——No, and did not speak to her.

Thinking of what he said before, "I can't talk to Lin Qiqi", Shunian was taken aback, couldn't help but bend his eyes, and stopped asking, looking at him with a smile.

Xie Ruhe turned the page of the book and wrote another sentence.

——Do you want to come in? Or am I out?

Shunen likes this way of communication a bit, saying: "Wait, one, a moment."

Xie Ruhe raised his eyes towards her, with a hint of doubt.

Shunian met his eyes: "You, Gang, Gang, Zai, Do, what, what?"

Xie Ruhe patiently guessed what she said, and then wrote the answer on the paper.

——Write lyrics.

"Oh, it's finished, is it?"

--No.

"Then, present, present, can, go, can you?"

--can.

Shunian didn't stand up because of his words, and squatted on the ground, speaking to him childishly through the glass: "Now, here, still, early, can, with, wait, you, write, finish."

Xie Ruhe thought for a while and nodded.

I thought that I would come in if I had enough study and didn't urge her.

That's it for the two.

One stretched the sound of each word when speaking, and the other responded with a pen and paper.

Like two children who have not yet grown up.

After a long while.

Shunen suddenly closed her mouth, lowered her head, and didn't speak like that before. Afterwards, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket silently, opened the note and typed a line.

—— Teacher Ahe, can you come out and pick me up?

Xie Ruhe stared at that sentence and silently asked, "What's the matter?"

Shunen squatted like a small mushroom, and pointed to his leg embarrassedly.

"The legs are numb."

"..."