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Athira Patel

Jealousy is the indication of new feelings that are giving birth in our heart without knowing us. And at the same time, it's the indication of coming hurt and heartbreak which we don't realise.

Everyone says that jealousy is good because then, we know that we have feelings for the other but what they don't know is that it's the start of new heartbreak and sadness too. I agree that the feeling of jealousy is something which we cannot express in words because it is an overwhelming emotion with the combination of different feelings like anger, sadness, hurt, insecurity and even which includes the punching. To feel that emotion is rare because not everyone can feel that kind of true feelings, only when the feelings are true then we feel this kind of possessiveness and jealousy for the other.

But the thing is I am not ready to accept that this feeling as jealousy because I am not ready to accept any kind of feelings for him in the fear of getting hurt again.

Tears are pouring out of my eyes the moment i got out from the restaurant and was waiting for the cab but instead I just took a seat near the side path and folded my legs near my body with my hands encircling it and by keeping my head on it while pouring my heart out for once lonely. For once i accept that i felt jealousy towards her and for once I accept that I like him. But i am scared to accept those feelings for him that I am running away from it as far as possible.

"Damn you Omisha. Why in the hell you have to kiss him in front of me? Why you have to showcase your feelings for him like that? Why you have to always rub in my face that he is not going to be mine? Why goddammit? WHY???" I shouted from the top of my lungs crying like an idiot on the road while clutching my stomach due to the pain.

"What have I done to you that you have to hurt me like this? I already know that he is not mine and can never be. Hell, I don't even want him to be in the first place. Then why you have to rub it on my face and mock me on that?" I mumbled to myself while crying and facing the sky to control my emotions and the pain that is radiating from the pit of my stomach.

"Go away dammit. I don't want to remember you. I don't want to get hurt because of you. Go away Abhilash..." I cried hiccuping "go away," i said by placing my head on my legs and letting the tears fall from my eyes.

I want to punch something or anything in place of her due to the frustration I am feeling right now, so while plucking the grass hardly when i got in contact with the stone, I immediately took it in my hands and threw it with all my force on the opposite side of me without even glancing upwards. When the stone hit something very hard which in turn made the big sound then I immediately glanced upwards only to see that I have hit a car and it's not even the normal car but the Audi.

"Oh my god... Oh my god.." I placed my hand on my mouth panicking by looking at the car in horror where i have damaged the side of the back door in my frustration.

I pulled my hair in frustration cursing my bad luck today. "What an interesting day it is," I said sarcastically groaning and banging my head to my legs.

Someone got out of the car and was looking at me with both amusement and a small smile? What the hell... Now I am even more confused. I think sees me as some kind of weird teenage girl who just broke for some teenage stuff.

When he started walking in my direction I just glanced at him with my hands still on my head. He might be 28 or 29 years of age and not more than that. He is looking handsome with 5'11 height and silky brown hair which is falling on his eyes due to air and his face was glowing from the light that is illuminating from the street lights. He is having brown eyes with a sharp nose and thin shaped lips. He wore blue shaded jeans with a grey colour t-shirt and denim jacket.

I just sat there on my spot not knowing how to react to this stranger since I didn't expect the reaction which he is giving towards me. I thought he might get angry but instead, there is amusement and smile on his face all the while until he reached me and took the seat beside me without even glancing at the spot that there is dust on the rock.

For a few seconds, he was watching me without saying anything and then slowly he bought his left hand towards my left cheek and wiped the tears that have been there due to my crying. Immediately I became self-conscious and wiped the remaining tears with the back of my hand and looked at his direction to see that he was watching my every move closely.

"Sorry for that," he said indicating to the cheek which he had wiped just now. I just nodded my head in acceptance and kept silent for him to talk. But then again i remembered about the damage of the car and turned towards him for apologising.

"Ah... Sorry for the car. I didn't see that it was there" I said looking apologetically at him for which he just shook his head and dismissed it by waving his hand in the air.

"Oh, it's fine. That's not a big deal. I will make it get repaired by tomorrow." he said very casually as if it was the last thing to be discussed. I just gawked at him with my open mouth to which he chuckled and closed my mouth with his left finger. "Really, It's nothing. Don't worry" he assured me with a genuine smile which made me relax. His smile is so warm that immediately I felt myself getting warmed due to it.

"That's not the reason i came to talk with you. I was observing you from the past 15 minutes and it seems that you got hurt and was crying with your heart out. So just wanted to help you in any case if you want" he said looking at me seriously and at the same time with a kind look on his face which melted my walls to some extent.

"I am sorry for invading into your personal space and asking about your personals but I couldn't stop myself from coming here when you were breaking like that in the middle of the road," he said looking apologetically at me with an expression of concern and pity.

"I don't..." I didn't complete my sentence because the sound of calling my name interrupted me from completing it. I turned my head to see that Abhilash was calling my name by looking here and there.

"Ughh... Why the hell does he have to come looking after me? Can't he stay with his sweet and fake doll of a bitch and leave me alone?" I thought while cursing my fate and looking at him. It's good that i was sitting and was not visible to him.

"Who? He?" asked the stranger pointing at Abhilash which made me look at him in confusion by furrowing my eyebrows together thinking that how he got to know about what i am thinking exactly.

"How did you?" I asked glaring at him to which he raised his hands in a surrender motion.

"No offence... You were talking out loud" he said looking at me innocently and smiling at me sheepishly to which I facepalmed myself mentally by shaking my head. What an idiot I am. I looked down feeling embarrassed all of a sudden.

"Sorry. It's just that... my emotions are presently overwhelming that I am unable to concentrate on anything." I said smiling apologetically once I composed myself and glanced at Abhilash to see him coming towards the entrance where we sat nearby. My heartbeat rose suddenly due to the distance between us thinking that he might see me here and come to me.

No no no... I cannot let it happen. I am not at all ready to face anyone at the moment and especially him. I need to get away from here as soon as possible without getting noticed by him. I can feel the underline rushing through my nerves due to the fear of getting caught.

Even this stranger is observing my every move and every action. Hell, i think he even knows my train of thoughts because of my stupid actions. And I am damn sure that he might have guessed my situation up to now because the next thing I knew, he was asking me if he can help me get out of here. His suggestion made me think for only a second before accepting it in a hurry of getting out of here by nodding my head in desperation...

"Want help from getting out of here?" he asked, raising one eyebrow while looking at me to which I nodded in agreement with a look of pleasing or even you might say begging on my face.

"Pleasure is mine lady," he said standing by bending his body down with a hand-folded at the front and posing at me in a dramatic way which made me chuckle slightly due to his actions. I know that he is trying to make me cheer up in his own way and i am glad for this distraction he is giving by his stupid actions.

"Common," he said winking at me while taking hold of my left hand and making me stand with him. I just smiled shaking my head and stood up completely with him while he dragged me towards his Audi which i have damaged a few minutes before. I chuckled inwardly thinking about my stupidity and thankful for this person since he didn't get any angry on me because of the stunt I have pulled on his car.

Like a gentleman he opened the passenger side of his car by gesturing it with his hand for me to enter and once I got in, he closed it gently with a smile on his face and went towards his side of seat and got in when Abhilash came out looking at us in confusion when this stranger started the engine and we drove away from the restaurant making Abhilash realise what just happened.

I can see from the side mirror that he was running towards our car with desperation in his eyes and calling my name repeatedly. When we turned the car around the corner of the road, he stopped running and bent his body by supporting it with his hands keeping it on his knees and was breathing hard.

For a second I just wanted to run back into his arms and felt like being there forever by seeing him like that but shook my head in denial and turned towards this stranger to know his name since i still didn't get his name.

"Sorry for all this drama," I said looking at him sincerely.

"Hey, not a problem. So angel.. may i know what is this angel's name?" he asked looking at me with a smile and back onto the road.

"Angel?" I asked raising my eyebrows playfully.

"Yes. You looked like an angel sitting there while crying" he glanced at me with a wink which made me smile in return. What a charmer he is.

"My name is Athira," i said extending my hand when he stopped the car at the red right.

"Beautiful name for an angel." he complimented me with a kind smile while taking my hand in his and shaking it gently. "while this handsome here is..." he didn't complete the sentence and placed his left hand on his cheek by rubbing his beard with his thumb imitating like he is thinking something so deep. I chuckled looking at his action to which he gave his cheekish smile which makes him even handsome.

"Nope. I would like you to call me as a big brother or your big saviour. Your choice though" he said giving his heart-stopping smile which made me smile in return with his smile making it impossible for me to be serious. I laughed out loud listening to his names.

God, he wants me to call him that? He is crazy.

"What's so funny?" he pouted looking innocent "i don't have a sister, so i thought of making you the one. And when i want something then i will get it at any cost angel" he smiled winking at me. "And I have already decided that you are my small angel sister. So you too accept it from today onwards kid" he ordered ruffling my hair with his left hand like a big brother he wants to possess.

I smiled kindly at him for his affection and nodded my head in agreement.

"So? Where to?" he asked looking at the road.

"Don't know. Want to get away for some time." I said looking outside the window and observing the streets in the nightlight which are like a blur due to the speed of the car moving.

"Ok then. I have a beautiful place in mind which is in the outskirts of Bangalore. But it will take at least half an hour for us to reach there. Is that fine with you?" he asked, to which i nodded in agreement since I want to get away from all these for some more time.

"Good then. Take a nap while we reach there," he suggested with a smile to which I nodded my head and placed my head on the headrest and closed my eyes thinking of all the events about today while slowly drifted off to sleep. 

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