Devil’s Warmth

Still in the small interview room.

The sun was shining outside, and when Pei Chuan pushed the wheelchair past, in the late summer and early autumn season, she was standing there smiling at him.

Pei Chuan admitted that he had a momentary breathing stagnation.

She wears silky white long sleeves, and underneath is a very simple super short. A pair of slender and slender white, he is a man, no longer a little boy who sat at the same table with her and painted the Chu River and Han Dynasty.

In her first dream, it was her. The girl was sobbing and weary, and then the sky was bright and bright, leaving Pei Chuan full of pain and despair.

He sometimes hated this male instinct, why he deprived his healthy legs and legs, but still did not abate the ugly desire.

He has always treated her with the purest admiration, with little affection. Pei Chuan can look at her from afar and love her forever.

But when he saw Beiyao like this, he realized for the first time that it was not enough.

Bei Yao tilted her head, she was actually a little embarrassed, but after Pei Chuanxiong, her face was pale and she was a little panicked.

Obviously ... others didn't react like this, did she look bad?

This time, Pei Chuan was the first to speak. He said, "Yao Yao, how are you doing recently?"

She nodded, with the purest happiness, moved the small bench next to him: "Very good, the big moonlight blooms, Bei Jun grows a lot taller, and writes to me every month."

The only bad thing is that you can't see you often.

Pei Chuan was silent for a moment: "Have you met other enthusiastic boys?"

She froze. Although she knew that Pei Chuan was giving her a retreat long and long ago, this was the first time that Pei Chuan had said so straightforwardly.

Beiyao was a bit angry, she bit her lip: "What do you mean?"

Pei Chuan didn't dodge her gaze. He looked into her eyes and said: "It's been a long six years and I'm not good for you. You're cold and hungry, I'm not by your side. Yaoyao, you take a physiology class, just Understand that when you grow up, you have desires. The opposite **** will attract each other. You have waited for me for a long time. There is no place to be sorry for me. I am too late to treat you. If you have someone you like, he will treat you well ... "

Bei Yao was discouraged, and she was dressed up to meet him. As a result, he told her that when he grows up, both men and women have desires. What if she likes others.

She was shy and angry, interrupting him: "If you like someone else, go to bed with him?" She never said such explicit and shameful things, but this time Pei Chuan really made her angry. Why he just doesn't believe she has grown up, and doesn't believe her heart.

His face paled, and he scolded, "Yao Yao! You know I didn't mean that."

She was so angry: "That's what you mean, you always think I should like others."

Bei Yao still remembers that when Qin Dongni whispered to herself, she thought that Pei Chuan would be more pleased to see herself. She also quietly expected Pei Chuan's reaction before coming, and he soon cried her.

Bei Yao has never had a fight with Pei Chuan, this is the first time. She was afraid to see his joy turn into tears the next moment, gritted her teeth and planned to leave.

He is the most **** bad guy.

She shed tears, holding back the shame in the girl's heart, and stood up to leave.

The next moment she was pulled by her wrist and pulled into her arms. The man hugged her tightly, pushing his fingers to pale.

He imprisoned the angry girl and hugged her tightly: "I didn't mean that."

She sat on his lap and was tightly hugged by him, tears could not fall, two years, only then felt wronged.

Pei Chuan whispered, "I was wrong. I shouldn't say that, sorry. Don't go, don't go."

Every time he saw her, he had to wait many days and nights. Almost all his expectations and hopes, for this side, Pei Chuan can endure endless loneliness.

He didn't want to upset her, and God knew how much he wanted to be nice to her.

But there were many things that she couldn't face up to, but it was a chronic illness in his heart.

Bei Yao was also reluctant to leave. Every time she saw him, she waited as long as he did. They had a hard time meeting each other and could not stand the quarrel. She took her daughter's nasal voice: "Then forgive you this time, and you won't be allowed to say such things in the future, or you won't forgive me."

He whispered, "OK."

Then she stretched out her tender arms and hugged the man's neck, and her small head was pinched around his neck: "Why are you so angry?"

He pursed his lips and touched her hair lightly. With treasure and sadness she didn't understand.

He kissed her hair gently, and Bei Yao felt a little itchy and broke his tears.

However, she was sometimes more curious: "Why did you just get upset?"

In fact, Pei Chuan was rarely angry in front of her, and he would readily accommodate others. He said that hurting things must have touched some of his sensitive nerves.

Pei Chuan didn't want to lie to her, but in front of her, she couldn't talk about incompleteness and desire anyway.

He was just silent.

Beiyao thought about it, she whispered, "You don't like me to wear it like this, if you don't look good, I won't wear it."

His throat was dry and he whispered, "No, it looks good."

In the end, it was simple. She won the praise, and she forgot the previous unhappiness. She rejoiced, "You look good too." I also added, "It looks the best."

He smiled, his heart was indifferent to love.

He boasted that she was sincere, and she saw him only because of emotions. He is so downcast now that he can't afford to look good as a little girl anyway.

Pei Chuan will not ask her in her own circumstances.

Everyone is only young once, he can't accompany her through the youthful storms, but he hopes that she will have her own life, because he doesn't have to worry about anything.

For the first time, he held her like this. The man's chest was wide, and even after two years in prison, there was no way to offset the years of boxing exercise.

He had a strong texture and was hugging her in a wheelchair.

To be honest, Beiyao is something new.

She does not hold revenge, is not easy to get angry, is angry, and loves the happy place in life.

This man is sensitive. He saw her in a wheelchair when he was young, and his face would be displeased. Now he is holding a wheelchair with her, which is a great concession for him.

She buried her cheek in his chest, holding back a smile of joy and shyness.

Beyond the time of "visitor", Beiyao had to leave.

Pei Chuan watched her uncle's back disappear into the field of vision, and for the first time he had some unspeakable anxieties.

Cheng Erhai said, "Pei Chuan, are you worried?"

"No."

"Come on, boy, you have been together for almost three years, and you stopped typing more than a dozen times today. Do n’t treat me as an outsider. I made more serious mistakes than you. I have to stay in it for a decade or so. , I wo n’t tell you all about this shattering thing. I'm counting, you will go out next year, this year is the third year. "

Now it ’s "time to let off." Pei Chuan doesn't like to communicate with people. However, he was too worried today. Looking at this senior who went to prison for his daughter, he said, "I'm afraid I can't give her the future."

Cheng Haohai said: "That ’s not how you say it. You say you, we are so biochemical, we ca n’t even be poor. What are you doing, electronic technology and software development? The future is information In the era, your mind is so easy to use, it is a mobile vault, and it is no problem to build a gold house for your little girl. And you will also be engaged in science and technology, the scientist who went out properly. "

Cheng Yanhai saw Pei Chuan silent, and said, "Look at the college students these years, what would they have in addition to the book knowledge? They want to be a scientist. They have to finish their undergraduate courses and have to take a doctoral degree. During this period, I continued to publish papers and achieved certain academic results before being worthy of the title of scientist. As for you, four years of actual combat, how many things you made, you know, and the country also knows that you go out and your peers are not of the same grade. "

Pei Chuan looked at him, gritted his teeth, and finally said nothing.

The main thing is that if you want to marry someone, you must have a life ... to have a husband and wife life. He could give her the purest love and spoil her forever, but it was harder for him to take off his clothes and pants than to let him die.

Childhood was like a shadow hanging over his head. Little he sat outside the door, his mother and father quarreled in the room, and he heard the fear of the closest woman raising his stump.

Pei Chuan is a piece of meat falling from Jiang Wenjuan. If this closest woman is afraid of disgusting him, let alone Yao Yao?

At the age of four, Pei Chuan believed in Jiang Wenjuan's words, eat well, sleep well, the man does not cry, he will grow back when he grows up and become complete again. But a little bigger, he also understood that this life can only be like this.

He can practice boxing, muscles and body, but even the daily massage of the residual limbs will shrink and ugly.

He looked ugly when he looked at himself, how could he show it to a beautiful and naive girl.

Yaoyao doesn't understand these reasons. As an older man, as a normal and healthy man, he won't have such concerns when he is with his wife. So none of them understood his struggles and pain.

However, Pei Chuan today saw Beiyao. In addition to being amazed, those are the chaotic incense dreams in her youth, and she was so ashamed of waking.

Marrying a person and being responsible for her life is sometimes not enough to give love.

But to whom are these thoughts appropriate? In the end, only one person can endure the pain of cutting meat with a blunt knife.

Pei Chuan could not let go, but a man in charge would not only care about the immediate interests and happiness.

This is why he never touched Beiyao.

If she understood one day that he couldn't even give her normal life, she would know how bad he was. The more she cares about her, the more she fears that she may show a strange look.

Pei Chuan often thinks that if she is not so beautiful, she has a good-looking face and a young and seductive body. To the extent that he is too far away from her, the innate conditions are not suitable.

Normal people don't understand.

Those who understand can't talk to outsiders.

At the end of the chat, only the old senior thought that he had persuaded the young man. Cheng Yinghai really liked the young man. Pei Chuan can basically do any kind of software. Betong is one of the things that I don't understand. Pei Chuan is desperately learning.

The "Seventh Prison" is incomparable to all universities outside. There are outstanding physics professors, biochemical transfers, and even disciples who have studied h bombs.

All of them are talented people, industry tycoons, and the mistakes they can make can be corrected.

As soon as someone like Pei Chuan went out, that was awful, the scientist ordered it. The ability to write code is a breeze.

One day later, Cheng Erhai remembered an important thing: "Pei Chuan, does your little girl know that you are so capable?"

Keke ... the ability to make money is against the sky.

Pei Chuan's face was cold, and his thin lips spat out three words: "I don't know."

Cheng Qihai had asked casually, but did not expect to get such an unexpected answer.

The old senior opened his eyes and said, "Then she knows that you can go out next year?" That person always knew that he didn't have to wait for you for too long!

Pei Chuan was silent: "She thought there were six years left."

"..."

Cheng Erhai could not laugh or cry: "You kid."

How should I say? Which girl's baby is that? I don't know anything. Will she be the same as the people outside, thinking that Pei Chuan is a poor boy who has nothing? Oh, it's still hard to find a job in jail.

Plus silly thought he had to wait for six years.

Pei Chuan, don't you be afraid to go out suddenly. Will you lie to her and dump you?

Moreover, willing to wait for a "poor boy with nothing" for six years, what kind of baby girl picked up Pei Chuan!