Devil’s Warmth

The little girl was holding an umbrella for him. The heavy rain broke, and she could not hold it for a long time.

Pei Chuan raised his hand several times, then silently put it back.

This year, Beiyao was eleven years old. The little girl had not yet opened up, and a little pony tail was tied to her head. She was wearing her cousin's clothes and pants, and she was a little embarrassed.

Everyone said that she was not as exquisite and beautiful as Minmin in a community, but Pei Chuan raised her eyes occasionally, and her cheeks with baby fat were soft and she didn't care about wiping the rain on her face. Exhausting the world in his eyes, the outline of his cheeks faintly looks like he must grow up a bit, looks good and soft.

Pei Chuan gritted her teeth and pushed the wheelchair. She did not refuse her kindness, but did not say anything to her.

Because the speed of the wheelchair was fast and slow, Beiyao struggling to hold the umbrella for him. The umbrella was lifted for a long time, and she could only adjust to Pei Chuan's speed and walk in the heavy rain.

In the end, only two of them remained under the rain.

For a moment, Pei Chuan hated her.

He listened to the sound of footsteps behind him. He hated her for controlling herself. He hated that she had been so indifferent and unpleasant. She still did not have the guts to run home.

Are they not familiar?

How much better is a poor, formatted greeting every year than a stranger?

He never seemed to hate a person like that, hate her for being ignorant, and stumbled into a small light in his dark world. The greedy and ignorant Xu Feifei did not hate her like that!

It would be nice if she disappeared from his life, he would not be so upset.

When the two and a half-old children arrived home, it was too late, and Zhao Zhilan found that her daughter was too anxious to come back from work, and wandered around the gate of the community.

I had planned to go down the school road and found my daughter came back with an umbrella for Pei Chuan.

Zhao Zhilan froze for a while, watching Pei Chuan and Yao Yao who were soaked, not sure what to say.

She was a mature adult after all, and frowning anxiously at the young man's thin but erect back.

Pei Chuan also saw Zhao Zhilan's expression. He didn't say a word and pushed the wheelchair "out of courtesy" and left.

Zhao Zhilan turned her head to look at Bei Yao. The little girl explained, "I met Pei Chuan when I came back from school, and I came back with him. Sorry mom, I got my clothes and shoes wet."

Zhao Zhilan sighed, feeling that she thought too much, and her daughter didn't understand anything.

"Go home and go back and change clothes."

After that day, everything seemed to be the same. Sometimes Pei Chuan would wait quietly at the sofa in front of his house, wait for Jiang Wenjuan to come back to see him, say that she was reluctant to leave the son and that she regretted leaving the house.

Then he can forgive her.

For the sake of her being a good mother.

However, from summer to winter, Jiang Wenjuan disappeared into Pei Chuan's life.

Pei Chuan knew that she would never return in this life.

His other "wish" came true as he grew up-after entering junior high school, Bei Yao disappeared from his life.

There is only one adult in the family, Pei Haobin. Pei Haobin has to go to work, and occasionally has emergency tasks. Pei Chuan is in a wheelchair and has difficulty returning home. He has been living in school since the first year.

The teacher looked at Pei Chuan in embarrassment. Shouldn't he want other students to serve him? Go to the toilet or something.

Pei Chuan said calmly, "Teacher, I live alone."

The most vacant dormitory that was vacated was finally left to Pei Chuan. He got up on time every day to wash himself, took his arm to a wheelchair, and then went to the classroom for a lesson.

Many times, boys living in a dormitory will be curious to see the "independent" first-floor dormitory. However, everyone also knows that Pei Chuan has a lonely personality and didn't come to talk to him.

From spring to autumn, Pei Chuan feels that life now is no different than before. The first lesson that growth brought to him was to get used to loneliness.

Pei Chuanxu's "wish" has come true, and she won't see the innocent little face downstairs, or the slick Xinger eyes.

In August, she also missed the cake for her birthday.

In the two final exams, Pei Chuan took the first grade.

At the same table of Pei Chuan, the boy named Sun Yuan started to speak to him. Before the summer vacation, he sent Pei Chuan a yo-yo.

Pei Chuan accepted it with no exception.

When he returned to the community, he saw Beiyao at a glance.

Her half-length hair was loosened, and she picked onions in her flowerbed, along with Fang Minjun.

The two little girls squatted in the sun, and Bei Yaoling carried a seed pod called Jiao Cao on her lips.

She whispered softly, and her clear voice passed all the way.

As a result, Pei Chuan, who was in a wheelchair, looked back. Pei Yao took it off immediately and looked at Pei Chuan with a bit of urgency.

She greeted hesitantly, "Are you on vacation?"

Pei Chuan shouldn't have responded, but the little girl greeted such a strange, and let him squeeze the yo-yo tight, he responded: "Um."

She smiled shyly and didn't seem to know what to say.

Also, I was unfamiliar, and I called my brother cheekily. But even the dull person, when he grows up, knows that he can't shout.

Relatively speechless, Pei Chuan pushed his wheelchair home.

Walking far away, Pei Chuan heard them chatting. Unlike the restraint to him, her laughter was clear and cheerful.

The "wish" became apparent, but he "hate" her even more.

Pei Chuan didn't know what kind of result he wanted.

He's fourteen this year and will be in his second year.

There was a sunny day before the end of the summer vacation, and the girls in the community played skipping in the yard.

Cicadas are crisp and crisp, and there is a cheering sound below.

Pei Chuan frowned and opened the window, and saw Bei Yao turning over.

She turned over awkwardly, not like the boy's aggression. The little girl first supported her hands with the ground, and then used her strength to stretch a high elastic band on one leg. Although clumsy, she was full of vitality in the sun. The taste of youth.

The girls laughed as they turned over.

As her clothes were lying upside down, she showed a white, tender, slender waist.

The baby fat on his face has not faded away, but the thin waist is curvy, and the sunken arc is beautiful.

Pei Chuan was expressionless and pulled the curtain with a swipe.

In the second year of Pei Chuan, Bei Yao also just rose to junior high school. This year, children go to junior high school, it is convenient for them to go to school nearby, and most of them will not go to the city. So Pei Chuan and Bei Yao had another school, but he was always one year older than her.

For that yo-yo, Pei Chuan threw it at will, and with flexible fingers, he could play different tricks.

Occasionally, Sun Yuan would speak to Pei Chuan at the same table. Although Pei Chuan was cold and indifferent, Sun Yuan was originally a nonchalant and did not care about his indifference. Over time, Pei Chuan sometimes responded to him.

Some of the boys in the second year just entered the voice changer, and they began to discuss the different gossips enthusiastically.

"Have you heard? Zeng Ziwen and Cao Fangfang are in a love relationship."

"Really fake? They are so brave."

"No, I heard someone say they kissed on the playground after school."

Sun Yuan heard a chuckle and laughed rudely, whispering and going to take a look after school.

Sun Yuan turned his head to look at the same table. When he was discussing these issues at the beginning of the year, he was like a veteran monk at the same table, and he was calculating the physics problems that should have only started in the third grade.

Cold and expressionless.

Sometimes Sun Yuan wonders, how can a person's curiosity be so low?

But that night, Pei Chuan had a dream.

The dream is the playground of their school. The sky is dark, it seems to be windy, there is no one around, his legs seem to be fine. It was only him and the girl who could stand up and be quiet.

Her cheeks were gorgeous, and a pair of water-cut pupils Xinger seemed to smile and smile, not as innocent as before. The little girl gently stroked his chin with her fingers, and tilted her head to look at him.

His throat moved and he couldn't help pressing it.

Tossing around is not enough.

No abstinence, disinterest, or apathy had nothing to do with him. He slammed on her, clasped his little hands, and madly and uncontrollably expressed his desire.

The school's wake-up bell awakened him at dawn.

He sat up from the narrow bed, looked at a piece of wet pants, and lay back in silence.

Pei Chuan smiled bitterly.

The sky was not clear outside, and the school next door was not soundproof. Someone got up one after another. The cluttered voice around him is not as good as his cluttered mood. This dream shattered his long-time self-deception, and he liked her very much.

Love is just beginning her.

Where is there any "hate"? The uncontrollable upset in youth is the beginning of human beings' clear understanding of feelings.

Pei Chuan was lying still without moving. He was like a dying man, panting heavily.

The students who lived on campus had to go out for a run. He didn't use it, so he had ten more minutes than others.

He was thinking about Beiya in his dream.

That's her, not her. That little girl who was proactive and shy might be what he had longed for her to do to herself. He fantasizes about a little girl who likes himself, admiring him like women like men. It's not sympathy, it's hooking people that makes hormones fascinate.

How funny, she thought she hated her, but in the dream she twitched her fingers, and he couldn't help it.

Pei Chuan no longer "hates" her, he should be disgusted, always himself.

In the second year of the second year of Pei Chuan, thanks to a tablemate who likes to talk about gossip, he has heard of Shang Mengxian.

On the way to growing up, sometimes I am curious about the hazy emotions and sexual instincts.

Good-looking girls will also become the subject of quiet discussions among men in the class, just as boys are bored to be more normal than size.

Sun Yuan said, "Do you know Shang Mengxian's sister in the third grade? I heard she is playing very well, and sometimes she even falls in love with people in the society. She is the most courageous, but she It's beautiful and she can put on makeup. She looks great on makeup, unlike Chen Lian'an in our class, her face looks like anything. "

Pei Chuan has always been indifferent to the people and events related to his own features, so he did not react to these.

Until Shang Mengxian found him, sometimes she would trot in a short skirt and walk back to the bedroom with him.

Sometimes she deliberately said something that praised him, such as good grades and good looks.

This half-big girl is very smart. She has been with enough men. She knows that men's self-esteem and vanity like to listen to words with worship.

However, this trick didn't work for Pei Chuan. He looked at her coldly, as if looking at a beaming clown.

What vanity was dead when he was very young, nothing left.

Shang Mengxian's attitude is very ambiguous. It seems to recognize that a boy of this age is prone to seduce and seduce. Sometimes she sends chocolates, sometimes it is a collection of love poems.

However, Pei Chuan refused at first, but her legs were still on Shang Mengxian. She had no choice but to follow her.

Shang Mengxian was a little angry, but felt no face.

Her friend said, "Hey, you in a wheelchair haven't done it? How long has it been? Doesn't it mean that once you show something interesting to him, he will hold you tight?"

Shang Mengyao gritted his teeth and said, "Maybe he is ashamed."

However, she was determined to "attack" this person as soon as possible.

When he was young, Shang Mengxian regarded the incompleteness of others as a fun and novel game, cruel and unknowing.

This evening, when Shang Mengxian followed Pei Chuan to the bedroom, she deliberately bit a lollipop, then stopped Pei Chuan, and she put on makeup. However, the girl of this age had no money and the makeup was transparent Stock bad breath.

The teenager sat in a wheelchair and watched coldly what she wanted to do.

Shang Mengxian took out the lollipop in his mouth and quickly touched the teenager's pale lips: "Sweet or not?"

No matter where she learned the tone and emotion, Pei Chuan held the wheelchair tightly, her eyes suddenly became cold.

He rolled in his stomach for a while, then suddenly reached out and grabbed Shang Mengxian's chin.

Juvenile slender and hot hands, like a pair of iron tongs, Shang Mengxian screamed in pain on the spot. Only now did she see that the young boy's eyes were cold, like January's ice and snow, without any emotion. Unlike her imagination that he would blush and move, his eyes were full of violent anger, and she was going to burn her.

Shang Mengxian was finally afraid, and the sugar fell to the ground, desperately patting his hands.

Seeing her bad situation, her friend came to rescue Shang Mengxian.

A glance at the three fingerprints on Shang Mengxian's face directly showed bruises.

The two dared to scold Pei Chuan from a distance, panicking and running away.

Pei Chuan returned to the dormitory and washed his face many times.

He looked at himself in the mirror before slowly showing a look of ridicule and disgust.

However, this matter is not over. For Shang Mengxian, she enjoys the pursuit of boys. She was beaten in front of a good friend.

The next day, rumors of Pei Chuan's shameless pursuit of Shang Mengxian spread throughout the campus.

No matter where you go, you can hear whispers and mockery.

Sun Yuan looked at Pei Chuan with complex eyes, but did not speak.

After that day, Pei Chuan began to be retaliated by Shang Mengxian's "seekers", and Shang Mengxian released words that Pei Chuan entangled himself and made himself sick. Impulsive and immature boy when he was young, in order to prove his loyalty and bravery to those he likes, he quietly beat Pei Chuan a short time later. Pei Chuan was on the ground, protecting his head, without saying a word, but the light of his eyes seemed to be silent forever night.

Sometimes these people throw garbage into Pei Chuan's drawer. Pei Chuan cleans up the garbage and says nothing.

Once, even a cauliflower snake was put in. Pei Chuan took the cauliflower snake out of the drawer. He grabbed the seven inches of the snake and pressed it hard. The snake twisted without sound.

At that time there was an exclamation in the class.

Pei Chuan looked around, his eyes were cold and cold.

The two people who met his eyes turned away from each other casually. After that day, no one came to see him in trouble. Bullying and fear were the instincts of many people, but Sun Yuan was far away from him and stopped talking to him.

Pei Chuan sneered.

Before the third grade, he contacted the old "acquaintances".

"Old acquaintance" thanked him for helping to provide Ding Wenxiang's information, so that Ding Wenxiang learned a lesson. This time, Pei Chuan knocked on the wheelchair and asked them: "Not interested in Shang Mengxian in the third grade?"

What was said on the other side, Pei Chuanyin yelled: "No, wait until she graduates. Don't force it, seduce is enough."

Later, Shang Mengxian, who graduated from the third grade, heard that he had run away.

Many years later, someone saw her at the entertainment club.

This year's Pei Chuan was preparing for the entrance examination. Sometimes he looked at the bright sun in the sky. He squinted his eyes. When he was young, he felt something extremely warm. Now he feels that it is starting to dazzle.

Once he took a lunch box and pushed a wheelchair from the cafeteria to the bedroom, a white brand-new badminton fell into his arms.

He bounced on the lunch box and was held in his palm.

Pei Chuan looked up and saw a group of embarrassed and overwhelmed girls.

He also saw Bei Yao.

Because of the hot sweats in the autumn game, her pants legs rolled slightly, her calves were thin, and she looked back at her companions, and walked towards Pei Chuan with her scalp.

He didn't throw it back, pinched the badminton, and waited for Bei Yao to come over.

He hasn't spoken to her for too long.

The little girl asked timidly, "Did you hit you? Sorry. Can you return the ball to us?"

As he approached, he smelled the scent of her, not like the milky taste of a child, but a light clove.

The girl's voice was not as milky as she was when she was a child, but it was kind of gentle with the March spring breeze.

South, the girl's Wu Nong softly.

He stretched out his hand and spread out, the white badminton was lying on his palm.

Pei Chuan said nothing but just looked at her quietly. Beiyao was a little nervous. He took the badminton from his palm. Her fingertips were soft and she accidentally touched his palm. Pei Chuan trembled and whispered, "It doesn't matter."

In the end, Beiyao smiled at him: "Thank you."

She ran back and continued playing badminton with her friends.

He looked at her lively and lovely back, thinking for the first time. When did she start to alienate herself? Was it in the sixth grade that he would take the umbrella, things would be very different?

But the past is always the past, there is nothing to regret.

He rubbed his palms and pushed away in a wheelchair.

After graduating from the third year of this third year, Pei Chuan thought that life and Bei Yao would no longer intersect, and those midnight dreams would return to the lingering dreams. No one would know this life anyway.

In the third grade, the school's gossip became Bei Yao.

When she grew up, Jinghong's glimpse of the beauty predicted in the heavy rain became a reality when she was fourteen or five.

He was grateful that he had graduated and could avoid another year without having to think about her again. Something happened this year. His father remarried, and the object was a widow named Chen Xiu.

Later, Pei Haobin was injured during the mission, and he never woke up in bed.

Chen Xiu felt extremely embarrassed. She was also afraid that others would say that she was a crocodile, and she did not see Pei Haobin. Pei Chuan heard his aunt and uncle quarrel every day. A cowardly woman wanted to raise him, but the man bluntly said that he was disabled.

It was funny to be able to quarrel in the ward.

Waiting for everyone to go.

Pei Chuan looked at Pei Haobin with no blood on his face: "If you can't wake up in this life, it's fine. After all, it's great to die like a hero."

He chuckled: "It's just that you look at women so badly."

Later, he failed to "as he wished", and Pei Haobin woke up.

The woman named Chen Xiu returned without incident, wiped two tears, and the ward was like a theater.

Pei Chuan sat at the door, and looked sarcasticly when they saw two people in the distance and put away.

He heard Beiyao's name from other populations in the first half of the third year.

Now she was holding a bouquet of carnations and came in a light blue skirt. He looked at him from afar, his heartbeat accelerated indiscriminately, and his eyes dropped for the next moment.

The wispy beauty was like the light that broke through her young age and began to hurt.

Even if she didn't come to see him, she only visited Uncle Pei as a neighbor.

He was at the door, facing the warm sun in July, looking at her slender back and squinting his eyes.

In fact, Pei Chuan also understands that this repetitive and lovely light is destined to have nothing to do with himself in this life. How can a person hold light?

Just wait for him to go to high school, wait until he has seen more women, he has seen more beautiful and better, he can forget these hard-to-talk, forget the year and year no one knows.

In high school, Pei Chuan met Gao Jun and Yu Yinfan.

When he was escorted, he chose one.

After high school, Pei Chuan never returned home.

He also heard of Jinyang Yang from the third school next door, but people like Gao Jun are completely different.

They are mixed in society and tattooed, unlike the ordinary rich second generation like Jin Jinyang. These people are not so rich, but they are fierce enough.

They admire Pei Chuan. Everyone is mixed and mutually beneficial. Although they do n’t know where Pei Chuan ’s funds come from, Gao Jun will help Pei Chuan solve some tricky things.

Over time, Pei Chuan began to forget what he was like before.

He learned to smoke and drink.

Also learned to forget Bei Yao.

Anyway, it's not the girl he wants to afford, so why bother.

Of course, he also met pretty girls later.

Gao Jun is a woman who can play with women. There are differences in all kinds of clubs. Unlike Jin Jinyang, they go to the world. The place where Gao Jun goes is called "Little Imperial Court." Joked as a man's paradise.

They play with women and are very open.

Pei Chuan squinted lazily, and had no feeling for the live spring palace.

The woman climbed over his shoulder and breathed like blue orchids.

Pei Chuan smiled, feeling as if immersed in the dark mud of a certain year, without feeling.

Just like when someone suddenly touched his mouth-spitted sugar to his lips when he was young, in addition to his disgust in his heart, he even had a feeling of irritation.

He pushed the woman away, boring.

Gao Jun ridiculed: "Will Brother Chu fail?"

Pei Chuan swept coldly.

Gao Jun bit his cigarette and said, "It's done, I know you don't look down on it."

Later in the senior year of high school, Gao Jun heard of Beiyao of No.6 Middle School.

How can I say, the pure beauty is so low-key in the past two years that Gao Jun is happy when he sees the photo: "This girl is right, come here for fun?"

Of course, such little girls dare not play too much, and it is not good to make a life. But it's also fun to kiss.

They also did not tell Pei Chuan, after all, Pei Chuan did not seem to be interested in this aspect.

The real **** is arrogant and good at doing this job.

When Bei Yao was stunned and sent to the "Little Emperor's Court", Pei Chuan almost looked stiff and looked stiff.

"Why is she here?"

Gao Jun was surprised: "What's wrong, Chuan's acquaintance?"

Pei Chuan gritted his teeth: "Did you get someone?"

Gao Jun didn't hear what was wrong in his tone, and said excitedly, "Yeah, be pretty! Tender enough to scoop out the water. Is Brother Chuan interested? Please first, just don't make a big noise, leave her a film, lest Seek death. "

The beast that has been silent for many years in his body seems to suddenly show his fangs, and the whole body's blood flows back.

That night the little royal court security came.

For the first time, Pei Chuan fought with others and stabbed Gao Jun several times with a broken beer bottle.

He couldn't get better by himself. Gao Jun's fists weren't vegetarian. Pei Chuan went crazy. Gao Jun wanted to survive and smashed a hole in Pei Chuan's head with a beer bottle.

Blood ran down the temple.

Gao Jun was also going crazy: "You are paralyzed, I haven't touched her yet, so I will send it back ..."

Didn't move? How else do you want to move? Pei Chuan thought wildly that almost eighteen years, he couldn't bear a finger, and they dared to get it.

However, the man in front of him looked like Shura, even if he didn't have any legs. He slammed his neck and rolled his cheek on the broken beer bottle.

Gao Jun had a blood on his face and was eventually taken to the hospital.

They played so hard, on the sofa beside them, Beiyao fell asleep quietly, not knowing that anyone wanted to kill someone for her.

Later, Pei Chuan's injury was dealt with.

Xiao Huangting's service staff said embarrassingly, "We don't know where to send that lady."

There were several words on Pei Chuan's face, and he paused: "Send it to my room first."

After a few years, I didn't expect goodbye to be this way.

He wiped his face and looked at the sweet and carefree little **** the bed, looking down on himself.

He is broken. Without their money, Gao Jun would not be so arrogant. However, he did not regret it before, he regretted it the moment he saw her.

Pei Chuan pushed the wheelchair near her.

He was the first girl to come in his room in Xiao Huangting. He thought that after a long time, he could forget her, but now he knows that some people are like moles growing in their hearts, and even if the meat is choked, they will have menstrual cramps for years.

Pei Chuan lowered his eyes.

Her long eyelashes fell down and her tiny diamond lips were red.

How old is she this year?

It's almost seventeen.

He's a jerk, and he won't be a good guy in the future. What he did was not a good thing.

Tomorrow, when she goes back to school smoothly, maybe she won't know they have seen tonight.

Maybe this is the last time they met.

He couldn't be her man, but he really liked her for years.

He put his arms on her sides and looked at her pink, tender and tender lips.

Leaned to half and got up again.

He's not worth it, he's too dirty.

"I help you get revenge. The chip needs a test product. Is Gao Jun good?"

He opened her hair.

The girl naturally cannot hear.

In the darkest night, he laughed at himself: "You may forget who I am."

But he couldn't forget her look all his life. This is really unfair.

"In this life, I will only do this excessive thing for you."

Pei Chuan's index finger lightly touched her lips.

After a long separation, he squinted and kissed at his fingertips, seemingly smelling the aroma of her lips.

"Yao Yao, this is the first time I've called you like this, and I'll send you home."