Difficult

Lu Zhenqiu had been holding his bag in the car back, and turned to look out the car window. The driver couldn't help but ask, "Little girl, did you suffer any grievances at work?"

A stranger will have a warm question.

But Tang Yingxia, who has been in love for two years, would say, "Without me, you are not being cared for by your boss, and you are not selling your body. I am really glad that I have never had a relationship with you..."

Everything in the past was like a big slap, slapped **** her face.

She never thought that Tang Yingxia treated herself that way. Although she had already noticed it, her heart was completely cold when she said it out of her mouth.

Her dubbing, her live broadcast, in Tang Yingxia's eyes, are they not in the mainstream? So she would say such a thing? In the past, she mentioned the dubbing and live broadcast with disdain, but now, looking back, it seems that she has been blind all the time and didn't see it.

What about the relationship?

Lu Zhenqiu was biting her nails, her heart hurting. When she was with Tang Yingxia, it was not that she never thought about having a relationship with her. Sometimes the atmosphere came and it came naturally. She felt that it was too quick to decline, and she also made obvious hints several times later, but Tang Yingxia always did not respond.

Before moving to this city, she and Tang Yingxia talked about living together, and even started to choose their favorite curtain colors and buy their favorite decorations, but Tang Yingxia said to wait.

She began to doubt herself, doubted herself more than once, doubted from the bottom of her heart, thinking that she was not doing well in something, or that Tang Yingxia didn't like it.

She never thought that Tang Yingxia did not put them in the same position from the beginning. She was always on top and even brought alms when she liked it, but she was blind. When she had a cup of **** tea, she had a heart-to-heart talk all night, Tang Yingxia gave A little warmth, she thought she had everything and love.

Do you regret it?

Lu Zhenqiu never regretted having been in a relationship, but she regretted knowing Tang Yingxia. At this moment, she was extremely regretful. She was sitting in the car with the bright lights in front of her eyes flashing past her. She was dizzy for a few seconds. The cough rolled out of her throat, and the numbness and itching in her throat worsened until she coughed, and her eyes burst out from the cough, and she twitched all over her body. Girl, are you okay?"

"Little girl, you have a serious cough, do you have a cold?" The driver asked concernedly, "Should I take you to the hospital?"

Lu Zhenqiu suppressed the urge to cough and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, no need."

The driver looked at her several times before sending her to the community.

When they got downstairs, Lu Zhenqiu was carrying her bag, her eyes were swollen, her lips were bitten, she just coughed and her teeth hit that piece of skin. He Jinmei's phone number.

"Qiuqiu, are you at home? Auntie bought some spare ribs and brought some for you?"

Lu Zhenqiu stood at the door, frantically hurried for a few seconds before saying, "Yes, at home."

He Jinmei said, "Hey, then I'm here."

Lu Zhenqiu hurriedly went to the room to put on makeup. Her face was as pale as paper, her eyes were scarlet, her eyes were red and swollen, and there were still drops of water on her eyelashes. Her whole person could only be described in two words - embarrassed.

She didn't want He Jinmei to see her so embarrassed look, she covered it with make-up, she hadn't sorted it out yet, when she heard the doorbell, Mao Mao had already run to the door first, she waggled its tail and looked towards the door, wondering if she thought it was the door Outside is Jin Shuilan.

Thinking of Jin Shuilan, Lu Zhenqiu's eyes turned red again, she suppressed her emotions, walked to the door with a calm face, opened the door, He Jinmei stood outside the door, covered in frost, her mouth was still the same: "Oh, it's so cold, Qiuqiu, you need to wear more clothes."

Lu Zhenqiu lowered her head. She had just taken off her coat when she entered the door. The heater was on, but it wasn't cold.

She hummed softly, took the bag from He Jinmei's hand, and He Jinmei said, "Did you take good care of yourself during Lan Lan's absence? Why do I think you are thinner? Did you not eat well? I I heard that you little girls are busy losing weight all day long, you can't lose weight, you will lose your bones no matter how thin you are."

Lu Zhenqiu hadn't heard such homely words for a long time. She was very heartwarming. She said, "Auntie, I didn't lose weight."

"It's fine." He Jinmei turned her head: "What's wrong with your voice? Got a cold?"

Lu Zhenqiu's voice was hoarse and dry, and she wanted to cough as soon as she spoke, but she didn't want He Jinmei to worry, she tried her best to suppress it, and when she heard He Jinmei's words, she shook her head: "I didn't... cough..." Finally, she didn't hold back, and a burst of bursts came out. Coughing hard and breathing hard, He Jinmei hurried to her side and patted her on the back several times: "Sit down quickly."

Lu Zhenqiu was sitting on the sofa, and Mao Mao was worried about her. He Jinmei went to the kitchen to pour water for her and handed it to Lu Zhenqiu. When Lu Zhenqiu took it, He Jinmei grabbed her hand: "Why is it so cold."

She didn't feel it herself.

Seeing that she couldn't take care of herself, He Jinmei smiled and went to the kitchen to get a drink bottle. It was 300ML. The bottle was not big and soft. Jin Shuilan liked to drink this kind of drink. Jin Shuilan left her to drink a few bottles, and now He Jinmei poured out a bottle of drink, washed the bottle, and finally filled her with hot water as a hand warmer.

It just happened to be held in one hand, and it was convenient and small. Lu Zhenqiu didn't expect this bottle to have this function. She lowered her head and heard He Jinmei ask, "Are you warmer?"

Lu Zhenqiu hummed, "It's hot."

"Keep warm, the weather is abnormal, and it snowed again just now." He Jinmei said, "Lanlan liked to warm her hands like this before. If you feel the water is cold, change it."

Lu Zhenqiu felt warm from the palm of her hand to the bottom of her heart. She nodded, "Thank you, Auntie."

"Have you eaten dinner?" He Jinmei stood beside the counter and started sorting out the ribs and some vegetables she brought over. Lu Zhenqiu said, "Have you eaten, the crew has dinner together."

"Oh." He Jinmei said, "I also said I'll make some soup for you."

She said that she wanted to put the ribs in the refrigerator, and Lu Zhenqiu called out, "Auntie."

He Jinmei turned her head: "Huh?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "I want to drink soup."

This seemed to be the first time that Lu Zhenqiu said in front of her that she wanted something. He Jinmei smiled and said with a show of face, "Okay, auntie will do it for you."

She said, "I'm pretty good at making soup."

Lu Zhenqiu had drunk her soup, and it tasted very fresh.

She smiled, her phone beeped twice, and a voice came from the coffee table. Lu Zhenqiu turned her head, and He Jinmei said, "Is the phone ringing? Is it Lan Lan?"

When Lu Zhenqiuguang heard the name, her heart warmed, and she said, "I'll take a look."

It's not Jin Shuilan, it's Hua Luo.

Lu Zhenqiu and He Jinmei said something and went to the living room to answer the phone.

"Hey, Qiuqiu, what are you doing?" Hua Luo said, "Why didn't I reply when I sent you a message."

Lu Zhenqiu didn't check her phone just now, but now she sees a row of messages, not only from Hua Luo, but also from Xiao Yu, she said, "It's okay, it's just in the kitchen."

"Oh." Hua Luo said, "I was afraid that you would hide and cry alone, so I called and told you that the trumpet online apologized."

Lu Zhenqiu's thoughts were sluggish for two seconds: "Apologize?"

"Yeah, I don't know which idiot. I want to confuse people by putting out a little clip. I just scolded her, and she apologized and ran away."

Lu Zhenqiu didn't care about the Internet, just hummed, Hua Luo said, "If you are not happy, do you want me to accompany you?"

"No." Lu Zhenqiu said, "I'm fine."

After she finished, she coughed twice, but Hua Luo didn't force it: "Call me if you have anything."

Lu Zhenqiu responded.

He Jinmei came out of the kitchen and asked, "Is it Lan Lan?"

"No." Lu Zhenqiu explained, "It's my friend."

He Jinmei said, "Oh, she's been busy lately, and she's not on the phone."

After speaking, she said, "I don't know if I can come back during the New Year."

Lu Zhenqiu didn't ask Jin Shuilan's return, but he knew that she was very busy. The last time he called and said a few words, he heard someone calling Mr. Jin, but she was so busy, so she still sent her the first time: [Qiu] Autumn, it's alright. 】

It's fine.

Lu Zhenqiu blinked and said to He Jinmei, "It should be possible."

"It's going to be Chinese New Year soon. It's uneasy to stay outside alone." He Jinmei said, "I won't let me go to see her."

Lu Zhenqiu turned his head: "Don't you let me?"

"I'm afraid it will affect her work." He Jinmei said, "No matter, I'll go see the soup."

Lu Zhenqiu followed He Jinmei into the kitchen, the side dishes were ready, He Jinmei put the watered ribs in the pressure cooker, put the ingredients and set the time, He Jinmei turned her head while busy: "Qiuqiu, if she doesn't celebrate the new year Come back, go and accompany your aunt for the New Year."

He Jinmei asked her about the Chinese New Year before, and Lu Zhenqiu also said that she will come over when she has time. The platform will give them a week off for the Chinese New Year, but there are options to go to work. Lu Zhenqiu originally wanted to continue to work, but now she hears the words and sees He Jinmei, responded: "Okay."

Seeing her promise, He Jinmei laughed. She set the time for the pressure cooker, started the cooker again, and said to Lu Zhenqiu, "I just bought pears. I'll boil some pears with rock sugar for you. After drinking it, you won't have a cough."

Lu Zhenqiu saw her walking around the coffee table and took a pear, yellow and white, quite big. He Jinmei hollowed out the middle of the pear, and found the ingredient rock sugar from the top of the cabinet, put it in the middle of the pear, and then turned on the fire, stuffy.

The boring time was a bit long, and the pork ribs soup was not good. The two sat on the sofa and chatted while watching TV. There was a preview of the Chinese New Year on the TV. He Jinmei said, "The pork ribs soup is almost ready, I'll go watch it. Look."

Lu Zhenqiu saw her enter the kitchen, and soon came out with two bowls, she hurriedly took them, one was pork ribs soup, and the other was rock candy pear. He Jinmei said, "Drink pear water first to relieve cough."

The rock sugar pear water has a sweet and greasy taste, and you can smell it as soon as you lift the plastic wrap. Lu Zhenqiu provoked a little, and the sweetness was choking. She coughed a few times and heard He Jinmei say, "Is it too sweet?"

Lu Zhenqiu smiled: "It's a little sweet."

"I may have put too much. I'll give her the stuffed rock candy pear when Lan Lan catches a cold. She likes sweet ones."

Thinking of Jin Shuilan, Lu Zhenqiu was silent for two seconds and said, "She likes sweets?"

"I like it." He Jinmei said, "I don't know how to cook, and I still pick and choose. People who don't go to the kitchen really don't know how hard it is for those who cook. You can't get used to her in the future, so you have to teach her to do it."

Lu Zhenqiu was curious: "Has she never cooked before?"

"No." He Jinmei said, "She should go to junior high school. She doesn't know what to cook at home. She almost set the kitchen on fire, and then she stopped entering the kitchen."

Speaking of which, she said: "But she liked to cook **** tea for a while. You know, **** tea, if you don't put brown sugar, you can choke to death. It was the first time she didn't put brown sugar, and she choked in the kitchen to cry."

Lu Zhenqiu laughed when she heard the words, she smiled and turned her head: "Ginger tea?"

He Jinmei nodded, Lu Zhenqiu's voice was tight, and she asked with difficulty: "When did she learn it?"

"It's been a long time." He Jinmei said, "Two or three years ago."

She thought about it: "Oh, two years ago, when autumn was coming."

Lu Zhenqiu was sitting on the sofa, clutching the spoon tightly. The metal edge of her finger felt pain, but she didn't feel it at all.

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