Dirty Games

Jing Xiaomeng goes to the kitchen and makes a piece of Qin junran's favorite almond cake. She carefully puts it into the fresh-keeping box and takes it out of the door.

Or the last compartment, she came, Qin junran has arrived.

He didn't look as fresh and sunny as he had last time, and his brows were a little haggard.

"Schoolmaster, have you been busy with your work recently?" She smiles, trying to make her expression and tone more relaxed than she thought.

"A little bit." Qin junran shrugged and went straight to the point. He was eager to know everything about her, "Xiaomeng, is your husband Lu Haoyang?"

She was stunned, lowered her head, and gently nodded.

"Is he good to you?" He asked again.

Her hand, which was hidden under the tablecloth, moved unconsciously on her legs, and a little contradictory color passed through her eyes It's good. " She said in a low voice, and her voice was like breathing through the table.

"Really?" He didn't seem to believe it, so he asked.

"Yes." She opened her stiff mouth, trying to smile at him, but the smile had not yet formed and disappeared, like being blown away by the cold wind.

With his keen eyes, he took a full view of her forced smile. "Xiaomeng, you don't have to lie to me. I can still find out what Lu Haoyang has done. He has always been entangled with Du Ruoling. Du Ruoling is pregnant with his child. Now, she has moved into lujiazhuang garden and stuck in the middle of you, right? "

Jing Xiaomeng sighs in her heart. She has no way to tell him the truth. She can only try to muddle it out. "What happened to Du Ruoling happened before we got married, so I didn't care very much. To let Du Ruoling live in is just to take care of the children. When it is born, Haoyang will have nothing to do with her. "

Qin junran's heart twisted, "Xiaomeng, if I didn't get married, would you still marry Lu Haoyang?"

Jingxiaomeng's thick long eyelashes trembled and cast a sad shadow under her white eyelids. She was silent for a long time.

Qin junran's unwilling and desperate heart found a glimmer of hope in this silence. He boldly stretched out his hand and held her hand. She convulsed violently as if she had been punctured. She wanted to take out her hand, but he held it tightly and refused to relax. "Xiaomeng, something has been hidden in my heart for a long time. Today, I must tell you."

She raised her eyes and looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he wanted to say.

He stood up, went to her side, and held her little hand in his hands. "Xiaomeng, I like you. Since the first time I saw you, I have loved you. Because of family reasons, I never told you. For the past four years, I have been following your news. Every time I come back to China, I will go to your school to see you, but I dare not show up. I don't know how to face you until I break my engagement with Fang Wenwen. "

He spoke in one breath, his pale face flushed with excitement, his eyes glowing with pain, and he looked forward to a glimmer of hope to restore their relationship.

Jing Xiaomeng was stunned. She was short of breath and had a disordered pulse. Her heart leaped wildly with his words and almost burst out of the cavity. She couldn't believe her ears. She thought she had auditory hallucinations. Her eyes were wide open, staring at him straightly, deeply and stupidly.

His affectionate and gentle eyes magnified before her eyes Zoom in Zoom in It seems that the whole compartment is full of these eyes. Then, the tears ran out of her eyes, soaking her rosy face instantly.

He raised his hand and wanted to wipe her tears. A tear fell down and broke on his fingertips. "Xiaomeng, have you forgotten me and have no feelings for me?" He asked anxiously, uneasily and heartily.

His words made her tremble and bewildered, and a burst of sour tenderness floated in her heart. And the chest seems to have an invisible hand, pinch her heart, so that her heartbeat is irregular, almost heart disease.

Her lips fluttered a few times, want to say what, but did not make a voice, what she should say, now she has no qualification to love him.

A little hurt color came into his eyes. He held her face and looked at her sadly and desolately, "Xiaomeng, do you have no place for me in your heart? None of it? " He knew that she had loved him. Every time he saw him, there would be stars in her eyes, which was the light of love.

And now, her eyes are full of tears, so that he can not understand the tears, his viscera are entangled in the twisted up.

"Schoolmaster." She sobbed, and in a low, laborious voice, "I'm married. I'm incomplete. I'm not worthy of you."

Why did God let her meet Lu Haoyang?

Her innocence, love and happiness were destroyed by him.

Qin junran gently stroked her tearfully stained cheek, with a solemn, sincere and frank expression, "Xiaomeng, what age is it now? How can I care about these. I can do anything as long as you are willing to give me a chance to save our lost fate. "She covered her face with her hand, and tears burst out of her eyes and ran through her fingers. If she had been in the past, she would have been very excited and would have danced with excitement. However, happiness came too late. For a whole year, she would have been tied to the side of land animals and animals. When his cannon fodder was used, she would be plundered endlessly by him.

She couldn't restrain her sobs, her chest bursting with grief and anger, and her hopelessness at a loss.

"What shall I do, schoolmaster, what shall I do now?"

As soon as he pulled her into his arms, he hugged her tightly, as if he was holding a lost and recovered treasure. He did not dare to relax at all. "Xiaomeng, I knew that you love me, you still love me."

Yes, she loves him, humble, longing for love, even if never greedy, even if already despair, but the heart is still full of him. Seven years of her dream, how can he erase it?

"Schoolmaster, why didn't you come back earlier and tell me earlier? Wu... "

"If Lu Haoyang is very good to you, if you are very happy, if you no longer love me, I will give up and bless you. But I know he is not good to you. He has been entangled with Du Ruoling. How can you be happy if you have an illegitimate child? " He kissed the tip of her hair, her forehead, her tears, his throat choked, his voice trembling in pain.

"Schoolmaster, actually Lu Haoyang and I are..." She was going to tell him that she and Lu Haoyang were not really married, they were just in a rental relationship. But when the words came to her mouth, the residual light from the corner of her eyes penetrated the dim curtain of the compartment, as if to see a tall and majestic figure coming towards this side like a hurricane. The shadow was like

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