Disaster Strikes
Chapter 263 Qinghong
Obsidian belongs to the extreme personality category.
After he got such a result, his originally passionate longing suddenly became fragmented. He seemed to have lost his goal and was left living in confusion.
Maybe he is more like a woman at heart, and this is revenge.
He wants to use himself as a bargaining chip for revenge, letting himself live as the other party hates him most, as a moth, letting the other party live in regret.
Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help but roll his eyes.
Before he could travel through time, he had encountered something similar in school.
A female classmate wrote a love letter to him when she was a freshman in high school. After being rejected by his straight-faced man, the female classmate actually chose to sit at his desk, just to show off her affection in front of him every day.
From that day on, he knew that women's psychology was completely different from that of men.
At least men will not use themselves as a bargaining chip for revenge and use self-mutilation to carry out so-called revenge.
This Obsidian is also different.
A deformed world under great pressure will always give birth to many morbid psychology.
After listening to Obsidian's story, Chen Mo felt like his head was about to explode. He could only say that he objectively respected the mutually abusive relationship between the two.
Not to mention Obsidian's morbid psychology.
Instructor Qinghong chose to refuse at first, but now he asked himself to pass on the message. Although he knew that this must involve some abnormal background, which would lead to morbid psychological changes, he still couldn't help but want to learn more about it on a deeper level through these things. Let’s take a look at the psychological changes of ordinary victims of natural disasters in a disaster world.
"Instructor Qinghong asked me to tell you that she will leave the Disaster Academy after teaching this group of students."
"real!?"
Obsidian stood up, looking a little excited.
He kept adjusting his breathing, pacing around the room as if he was at a loss. It could be said that he was both excited and scared, and full of worries about the future.
All kinds of complex emotions appeared on his face one by one.
Now that something has happened, Chen Mo is about to say goodbye and leave.
"Wait a moment."
Chen Mo looked surprised and looked at Obsidian with confusion.
This seemingly powerful guy is actually so fragile in his heart, and he retaliates against his former admirer in a self-destructive way. He has learned a lot today.
"Thank you for listening to what I said so much, and thank you for conveying Qinghong's meaning. Please add me as a friend in your address book."
"Uh, okay."
Tip: You have added Obsidian as an address book friend.
Say goodbye to Obsidian Queen.
Chen Mo walked towards the Disaster Academy.
Standing in front of the college gate, he looked at the time and then contacted Instructor Qinghong in his address book, and got a quick response from him.
Half a minute later.
Instructor Qinghong is still wearing the same gentle dress as last time.
"tutor!"
Covering up the complicated emotions caused by Obsidian, Chen Mo smiled and waved, greeting his instructor.
"Traveler, you are here."
It can be seen that instructor Qinghong is full of expectations.
"Um."
Chen Mo responded: "I have just completed what you told me to do before. This is his address. He said he would wait for you there."
When Teacher Qinghong heard this, his expression was also extremely complicated.
Heartache, regret, and sadness all kinds of emotions flashed past, and then he silently accepted the address handed over by Chen Mo.
"Is he okay?"
"Well, how should I put it? It shouldn't be considered bad."
Chen Mo said after careful consideration of his words.
Sensing mentor Qinghong's gaze, Chen Mo bit the bullet and told Qinghong about Obsidian's living situation and attitude, and also revealed a little bit about the past that the other party had "voluntarily" disclosed.
Hearing this, Qing Hong shook her head and smiled. Then she looked up at the sky, tears actually falling from her eyes.
"You must be wondering why this kind of thing happened to me."
Chen Mo nodded.
Instructor Qinghong wiped his tears slightly and shook his head with regret.
"I think you must have heard me say many times when you were in the academy about not being a natural disaster borer, right?"
"Yes."
Chen Mo observed Tutor Qinghong's mood and said tentatively: "You were so angry about this at that time that you kicked Du Qingqing out."
Speaking of this, she nodded, thinking of the girl.
"This matter starts with my birth. My mother is one of the countless birthers outside the gathering place. As for my father...who knows, he is probably a strong man passing by."
She laughed at herself.
"I have been living in chaos and hunger since I was born. My older brothers and sisters would always take away my food. As a result, one of my brothers and one of my sisters starved to death until I grew up. , after those brothers and sisters left, I became what they once were, watching my brothers and sisters spend their time in hunger.”
Chen Mo opened his mouth.
He didn't know what to say at this time. He couldn't even imagine what kind of living environment it was like.
Because neither he nor Shitou have ever experienced it.
"Then...where is your mother? Isn't there a subsidy for the gathering place?"
Speaking of his mother, Instructor Qinghong couldn't help but clenched his fist tightly, and then gradually loosened it. The contradictory and twisted expression made Chen Mo secretly frightened.
She is indeed a natural disaster victim with severe mental illness.
"The gathering place does have subsidies, but she, who is determined to become a higher-level natural disaster mother, has used most of the subsidies to beg the strong people passing by, praying that they will leave her with better children."
Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help rubbing his forehead.
It's strange that a guy who grew up in such an environment can be mentally healthy.
It's a blessing in disguise that Teacher Qinghong has become what she is now. No wonder she hates the natural disaster termites so much and is angry about Hei Yao's love.
The environment she grew up in did not provide her with a correct value of love.
Her mother used her subsidies to beg the powerful male natural disaster to leave high-quality genes. Qinghong, who grew up in such an environment, naturally thought of various childhood scenes when facing Hei Yao's love, causing her twisted mind to burst out with extreme defensive instincts.
She can't help but bring herself to the side of the victim.
And female natural disasters like her account for a huge proportion in the disaster world.
It can be said that they have gone to two different extremes from those who give birth.
Generally speaking,
Female natural disasters like Teacher Qinghong almost all give birth to offspring under compulsion, and the number of offspring is definitely not too many.
Stone, monkey, and nectar are also among them.
"Then why do you... let me find him?"
"Because my mother starved to death in the burning curse of the gathering place this time, and died outside the gathering place. She once asked me for help, but I ignored her and was powerless. At that moment, I finally walked out of her shadow."
Teacher Qinghong leaned against the wall and sat down slowly.
"Since becoming a mentor in the academy, I have been using almost all my time to heal the trauma of my heart. Looking at everything around me, I often feel dazed and always feel full of unreality. For this reason, I keep borrowing books from the library, looking for books that can heal the soul, just wanting to be a normal person, a normal person away from all kinds of negative emotions and nightmares."
Maybe others can't understand Teacher Qinghong, but Chen Mo can understand Teacher Qinghong.
Because he once had a similar experience.
That was when he was in junior high school. After his parents divorced, he lived with his father. Then his father married a stepmother and gave birth to a younger brother. He was placed by his father with his grandmother, and the two depended on each other for life.
He had hated and complained at that time.
It was Wang Cong who told him to learn to be patient. Everything in the world has its own laws of development, and everything has both good and bad sides.
From then on.
He and Wang Cong became best friends, watching TV together, reading comics together, playing together, and studying together.
"Stop, think more, think more, and the world will be different."
This is what Winnie said in the cartoon "Winnie the Pooh".
"Only fools will be with idiots."
This is what Rukawa Kaede said in the cartoon "Slam Dunk".
The two were like inseparable friends, spending their entire junior high school career and most of their high school career together, and met their mutual friend Wu Huiteng, sharing his secrets with him.
In such a colorful life, his originally irritable heart was finally able to gradually calm down.
He learned to be patient and longed to grow up.
Because he longed to be able to look at the world correctly with the eyes of an adult one day, instead of living in the haze of negative emotions forever.
For this goal, he often read some famous quotes full of positive energy to calm the darkness in his heart, just like what Teacher Qinghong said, to comfort his heart through external forces.
"Teacher, I know, thank you for telling me so much."
Chen Mo felt the same way.
Although he was far less extreme than Teacher Qinghong, he could still understand her heart a little and sympathize with her.
Get out of the haze and learn to accept.
Just a simple sentence.
For many normal people, this is just an ordinary thing, but for Teacher Qinghong, it took three years of hard work.
During this period, she needed to defeat herself.
"Thank you too for listening to me so much."
She looked at Chen Mo, as if she saw more than half a year ago when she went to the library to borrow books on psychological treatment, and the child who was willing to repay her with more than half a month of hard work.
Over the past six months, she has also grown a lot.
Every time she comes into contact with him, it is probably also a process of healing herself.
Then she smiled with relief, and gently stroked Chen Mo's cheek with her right hand, imagining her childhood, and being able to grow up in "beauty" like him, and forget those dark things.
"From today on, I am no longer the mentor Qinghong, but just Qinghong. I have been waiting for this day for 35 years. Today is the first day of my freshman year, and I really live for myself."
After that.
She patted Chen Mo's shoulder, with a relaxed and free look on her face, and then strode out of the Disaster Academy and walked towards the direction of the Starving Ghost Lair.
Calculate the time.
She should have sent another group of students to the Starving Ghost Trial Mission a few days ago and resigned from the position of mentor of the academy.
"I wish you happiness."
After watching mentor Qinghong leave, Chen Mo walked in another direction.
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