Distinctive System Superstar

“what happened?”

Seeing Lee Sun-mi staring at herself for a long time, she said nothing. Fang Cheng looked at himself subconsciously, and when he saw that there was nothing wrong, he lifted the head and asked questioningly.

Lee Sun-mi held a drink in his hand, squeezed it, and then said, “It’s nothing. I just feel… you are different from before, as if… you were a different person. Never in your apartment before I leave my computer and never buy these carbonated drinks… But now, after a period of time, I suddenly feel that I am even stranger to you.”

Hearing Lee Sun-mi’s words, Fang Cheng couldn’t help but tighten.

The life of the original body was simple and boring, but because of the simplicity and boring, a little change will cause a great sense of strangeness to familiar people. even more how Although the appearance is the same, the soul is different, and the subconsciously habits of the original body will definitely be very different from the subconsciously habits of Fang Cheng.

The reason why Lee Sun-mi hasn’t discovered it until now is just because the original network was very weak before, and there were few people who really knew it. In addition, the original body used to be alone in the past, except for Lee Sun-mi who occasionally came here, basically, except for the original body’s mother, no third person has been here.

There is little contact and the habit of not understanding the original body, just like the previous Bong Doo-sik, naturally you will not feel weird about the change of the original body.

But Lee Sun-mi is Yuan Shi’s former girlfriend after all. The two have been together for almost 2 years. Naturally, they are more familiar with Yuan Shi’s habits and personality, and it’s easier to see the changes now appearing on Fang Cheng. .

Looking at Lee Sun-mi, who was full of doubts, Fang Cheng’s mind was moving quickly, divine light flashed, and he thought of a good rhetoric.

“Actually, last time because I was afraid of you, I was not at all to tell you the truth.”

Seeing that Lee Sun-mi’s expression gradually became tense, his attention was attracted by his own words, Fang Cheng relaxed secretly and his thinking became more agile.

“Actually, I swallowed a big bottle of sleeping pills before texting you last time.”

“you……”

“You don’t need to be nervous.”

Seeing Lee Sun-mi stood up excitedly, Fang Cheng raised his right hand, slightly pressed down, stood up again, and opened his hand and said: “Look, I am not good now. I am not at all Death, I’m standing in front of you now, so you don’t need to be excited about what has passed, just sit down slowly and listen to me quietly.”

Lee Sun-mi was seated again under the comfort of Fang Cheng, but his eyes were fixed on Fang Cheng, with a complex and difficult emotion in his eyes.

Fang Cheng not at all. At this moment, his mind is running fast and he is perfecting his own words: “At that time, after you broke up with me, I felt that the world became dark and there was no value of nostalgia, so I longed for death, and Longing to be firmly in your heart.”

“After swallowing a large bottle of sleeping pills, I lay in bed and waited quietly for death. But after waiting for a long time, death was not at all, but my past life flashed like Floating Light Sweeping Shadow in my mind. Ever.”

Fang Cheng glanced at Xuanmei inconspicuously, and saw that there was self-blaming emotion on her face. To deepen her impression and to deepen the persuasiveness of his own rhetoric, Fang Cheng began to recall the original body and Lee Sun- Mi’s past: “I remembered our first meeting, remembered the first time I saw you.

I remember that day you wore a long white printed dress with a circle of Lesbians under the long skirt, and a pair of white flat shoes on your feet. You have long hair in a shawl and light makeup on your face. There is anxiety in your expression and pain in your eyes. I don’t know why, I can feel your fear, tension and anxiety.

When I saw you, my heart seemed to be connected with yours.

I have always to disdain as beneath contempt to girls, thinking that they are all too vulgar and only use appearance to measure the value of a man.

But on that day, at that moment, when I looked at you, I suddenly felt that girl turned out to be such a person who wanted to be loved…”

Having said this, Fang Cheng paused and turned his head to look at the girl opposite. And the girl at this moment, her face was covered with tears at some point, her right hand was covering her lips, she was trying to suppress it.

Seeing that Xuanmei was completely immersed in the story, her face was full of self-blame and pain, Fang Cheng felt a little guilty in her heart, but the story had already begun, so naturally she couldn’t just give up like that.

“I remembered how I wanted to get your attention like a fool; I remembered how excited my heart was when you smiled at me for the first time; I remembered what I wrote to you. A poem: Love is like a circle/You are the center of a circle/I am a dot/Your point connects this point of mine/I took your hand/lightly turned a circle/Because you are in/me To perfection…”

After reciting the whole poem affectionately, Fang Cheng said calmly: “When I think of our sweet past, some scenes that I had previously ignored flashed before my eyes.

I remembered the loneliness you occasionally revealed when you laughed with me. I remembered the unnatural look when you saw Girl Group dancing on TV. I remembered that sometimes you would take a picture of WonderGirls, just like that. Looked foolishly, smiled suddenly, and burst into tears.

I used to think that you were always happy with me, but I only saw your smile, but ignored the shadow under the sun, the sadness behind the smile.

You have your own dreams to pursue, and you have your own knots to get rid of, but I have become that stumbling block.

I tripped your feet and didn’t want you to go.

Love should be sweet and happy. This kind of happiness should not be mixed with other things, especially pain. Love should not be painful, it should be a pure joy.

When I wanted to understand this, I thought of my parents again, of the maternal love that I thought should have been ignored, and the helplessness hidden under the anger of father when arguing with father. I remembered the taste of sugar the first time I ate, I remembered the joy when I got the first certificate, and the touch when I wrote the first poem…

I think a lot of it.

I suddenly discovered that there are many beautiful things in my life, but the past has been ignored by me. At that moment, I suddenly hated myself. There are that many beauty, why didn’t I cherish it? Life is so beautiful, why is it always ignored by me?

Life is mostly happy, and sufferings are all caused by me.

that many beautiful scenery, that many delicious food, that many beautiful people, that many that I once had, and that I can have in the future…

Life is so beautiful, why should I give up?

If you give me another chance, I will definitely not ignore them again.

I want to have fun in time, I want to live today. “

Fang Cheng seemed to believe in his Lies at this moment. He was immersed in the dreams he had woven, and his voice was full of touch with life: “Then, perhaps God was moved by my clear comprehension and gave me another chance. Swallow it. After taking a large bottle of sleeping pills, I did not die.

I have to say that although I do not support counterfeiting, I am grateful for it at that moment. I survived. After experiencing death, I have the feeling now.

In fact, life does not need to be painful, pain is all people seek for themselves.

In life, many things are not inevitable, but there is only one inevitable, and that is death.

All mortals are mortal.

The meaning of living is very simple, that is, to live well every day.

People live in the world to be happy, to enjoy, not to suffer.

People should live in the moment and have fun in time. “

Fang Cheng looked at Xuanmei sincerely with his eyes: “So, when I understand this truth, I am no longer confined to the narrowness of the past. I don’t want to let my prejudices dominate myself. I want to change. I want to become a no-no The same me, a different Lee Jong-hyuk from before.

The former Lee Jong-hyuk was repressive, narrow-minded, full of stubbornness and prejudice, and should be buried in the trash can of the soul.

I don’t want to go back to the past, nor do I want to go back to the past.

The old Lee Jong-hyuk died after swallowing sleeping pills. Now Lee Jong-hyuk is a brand new Lee Jong-hyuk. He is a Lee Jong-hyuk who can only see the light of life, the brightness of life, and the beauty of life. I like this Lee Jong-hyuk. I don’t want him to leave. I will always be with him. “

Fang Cheng’s tone barely fell, Xuanmei couldn’t control her emotions at this moment, she had tears on her face, but smiled, and a flying body fell into Fang Cheng’s arms.

She hugged Fang Cheng’s waist tightly with her hands, her face pressed against his chest, her hands were so hard, as if she was trying to melt herself into Fang Cheng’s body.

“Jong-hyuk! Me too. I will always be with you.”