Divorce, ex-wife, doting

Gu Lingran looked at a pen lying in the black box and picked it up, only to find that it was a recording pen.

Gu Lingran pressed the play button of the recording pen with hesitation and sadness.

"Lingran, when you hear this recording of me, believe that I am no longer in the same world as you. Go to another mysterious place. That is, I am dead." When Gu Lingran heard Chenxi Ming's voice, tears began to flow down again unconsciously. The sadness of Chenxi Ming's death once again surrounded Gu Lingran tightly.

"Actually, I already knew that I might not be able to be by your side for too long, because I have something to hide from you."

"Remember the day you told me about Ouyang Hanyun? As your man, I really did it. I secretly gave money to another gang boss and asked him to help me think of a way to get Ouyang Hanyun out of this place. Who knew that the operation had failed, I'm sorry... I also knew that Ouyang Hanyun would definitely find me, so I installed explosives at home a few days before I died. As long as I died, the explosives would be there. Those who come to harm me will not be spared, including our love nest..."

"I'm really sorry I didn't leave anything for you. Maybe you've already got that painting. Do you remember the day we got married in Country k? When you showed up at the door of the ward wearing a white gauze dress, I thought for a moment that an angel had arrived, and the days that followed proved that you were an angel sent from heaven. Every day, I saw everything that you could do to take care of me. I really, really, really appreciate your love for me."

"That painting, in fact, is to make up for the regret that you and I didn't take wedding photos. Although the painting is not very good, but this picture has appeared in my mind since the day of the wedding, so I have been working very hard to keep on doing rehabilitation exercises and want to get up early to give you a surprise. Unfortunately, these can only be imagined now."

"You don't have to blame yourself or feel sorry for my death, because all of this is my own selfish decision. I remember all of your kindness to me in my heart and bring it with my soul to the kingdom of heaven. And I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry I didn't fulfill my promise to you, didn't do what a husband should do, didn't give you a sense of security..."

"In my absence, you must eat well. Don't say anything about losing weight and not eating meat. You know, whether you are fat or thin, you are the most beautiful woman in the world to me. When you draw, remember to rest your eyes and exercise your body. In the long run, it is easy to get cervical spondylosis. Remember to add clothes when the weather is cold. Remember to keep in a good mood even if the weather is gloomy. Remember to smile more every day. You don't know, when you laugh, you light up the whole day. Remember to live happily without me, because I'm always by your side."

"There's one more thing, and it's a secret between us that we haven't told each other. Lingran, you still love Bai Yanze. You've always liked him. It's just that I made a mistake to break your relationship. In fact, I've always known that I was selfish enough to keep you by my side. That night, I was lying in the hospital. I heard everything you said to Mi Siya and what happened between you and Bai Yanze after that. I knew very well that I was the third one among you."

"Since you love him, you should be brave enough to love him. I will tell you in secret that I will definitely be jealous, but these are not important. Compared to other people's feelings, your own life is the most important. Don't lie to yourself. I hope you can live a happy and wonderful life than anyone else."

"Well... I'm almost done with what I have to say. It's time to formally say goodbye to you, miss Gu Lingran, the angel of my life. Goodbye, I love you..."

After listening to the recording, Gu Lingran's chest in front of his crying clothes was wet, and the ground was covered with crumpled tissue.

Gu Lingran grasped the recording pen tightly, pressed it close to his chest, and cried bitterly, "You fool, you fool, Chenxi Ming, who made you protect me on your own? Who allowed you to trade your life for my safety? Who?"

Gu Lingran wailed until he finally lay in bed a little dehydrated and weak.

Lin Hongxia and father of Gu had just returned home when they heard waves of crying coming from Gu Lingran's room on the second floor. They quickly put down their bags and rushed up.

Lin Hongxia, who opened the door, saw that there were tissues all over the floor and Gu Lingran was still lying motionless on the bed. He was shocked and thought that Gu Lingran couldn't accept Chenxi Ming's death and did something stupid.

"Lingran, are you okay? What's going on?" Lin Hongxia rushed over and grabbed Gu Lingran's shoulder.

Looking at Gu Lingran's weak face, father of Gu was so distressed that she could not speak.

"Oh my god, look at your eyes. If you keep crying like this, you will go blind sooner or later!" Lin Hongxia said to Gu Lingran in a heartbroken and reproachful tone.

Gu Lingran half-opened his eyes and muttered, "Mom, do you think there really is such a thing as heaven in this world?"

After listening to Gu Lingran, Lin Hongxia immediately understood what Gu Lingran was thinking.

"There must be some good people, good people, good people who go to heaven in the end, to the place where there is no sorrow." Lin Hongxia said slowly with a frown.

"So Ah Ming, is Ah Ming having a good time in heaven now? Are you finally able to regain your healthy legs when you first met me?" Gu Lingran continued to ask.

"It must be. Ah Ming, such a good and outstanding person, must have gone back to heaven." Lin Hongxia gently touched Gu Lingran's hair and remembered Chenxi Ming's smiling face and voice.

"I think I'm the one who should have died. If Chenxi Ming hadn't met me, he wouldn't have been paralyzed by bullets, wouldn't have married me, wouldn't have killed himself because of a complaint I made at the dinner table... Nothing would have happened, so I'm the one who should have died." Gu lingran said this with her eyes closed, her mind full of what Chenxi ming said in the recording pen just now.

Lin Hongxia's nerves tensed up when she heard Gu Lingran say that. She and father of Gu, two old people, could not bear the bad news that someone had disappeared in this house.

"Don't think so. If you die, what will your father and I do?" Lin Hongxia burst into tears.