Divorce, ex-wife, doting

Gu Lingran finally couldn't hold back his emotions and burst into tears, "I don't want to live anymore. I think the people around me in this world are going to die because of me. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, it's your turn next. I'm afraid, because I, everyone, will suffer. I really don't have the courage to accept this cruel and sad truth..."

Gu Lingran wailed as she hugged Bai Yanze and said what she had been holding back in her heart.

"Why are you blaming everything on yourself? Don't think like that. It's not your fault. It's not Chenxi Ming's fault, it's not auntie's fault, it's not uncle's fault, it's not child's fault, it's not because of you. These life and death cycles can't be changed or decided by your own power. Although we, like them, want to live happily in this world for a long time, sometimes, you can't decide this kind of unexpected thing on your own. We can't decide it on our own, you know? Can you stop putting all the responsibilities on your shoulders like this? Don't you still have me? No matter what happens, let's face it together, okay?" Bai Yanze said, hugging Gu Lingran tightly and feeling distressed.

Gu Lingran listened to Bai Yanze's comforting words and slowly calmed down after venting.

After the nurse in the bathroom heard the noise of Bai Yanze and Gu Lingran arguing outside getting smaller and smaller, she patted the bathroom door and called for help from Bai Yanze and Gu Lingran outside, "Can you let me out now?"

Only then did Bai Yanze realize that he was in a hurry to comfort Gu Lingran. The nurses who had locked him in had forgotten all about it and immediately went forward to open the door for the nurse.

The nurse looked at the knife that had fallen to the ground and the mentally unstable Gu Lingran. She immediately picked up the knife on the ground, cleaned up the things she had just brought in for examination, and left the ward.

Bai Yanze had been by Gu Lingran's side all day and couldn't keep his eyes off Gu Lingran for a moment. He was afraid that one of his carelessness would happen again.

Bai Yanze's phone vibrated, and the jujube and brown sugar water that had just been made was delivered.

Bai yanze ran out of the ward and came back quickly with an extra thermos in his hand.

Gu Lingran looked at Bai Yanze, who was acting quickly and suddenly, and realized that Bai Yanze really had someone boil jujube and brown sugar water for him.

"Come on, drink it while it's hot." After pouring Gu Lingran a bowl of hot brown sugar water, bai yanze said to Gu Lingran while blowing the hot air on the brown sugar water.

Gu Lingran looked at Bai Yanze who was so nervous and felt a little sorry for Bai Yanze. Just now, he thought that when Bai Yanze went out to buy brown sugar water, he would end his life quietly in the ward. From then on, Bai Yanze should be able to live in peace in this world, far away from the nemesis of his own life, before he made such ridiculous demands with bai yanze.

"Ah Ze, I'm sorry, I just..." Gu Lingran looked at Bai Yanze, feeling guilty.

"Don't say these words, as long as you live in this world and don't have the same thoughts." Bai Yanze looked affectionately at the pale Gu Lingran.

Gu Lingran looked at Bai Yanze, who had gone through so many things on his face, and felt a little distressed. Indeed, he was just too stupid and impulsive. If he had just committed suicide, then Bai Yanze would be the one who was really lonely in the world.

Thinking of this, Gu Lingran slowly nodded to bai yanze and said, "Well, I promise you, I won't have this kind of idea in the future, but I should take some time to adjust."

"It's okay. As long as you can stay with me." Bai Yanze touched Gu Lingran's face and said to Gu Lingran.

After drinking the brown sugar water, the door rang again.

After Gu Lingran was admitted to the hospital last night, Bai Yanze had already made an appointment for Gu Lingran to use the special package to replenish his body after the miscarriage. This package was made by a special chinese chef, who Bai Yanze had specially found an old chinese chef to take it from the country. Before Gu Lingran returned to his former health, this chef was responsible for Gu Lingran's diet.

Gu Lingran looked at the dishes that were brought in and glanced at them. They were all made from very nourishing ingredients. Some of them were made from very expensive chinese herbs in china.

"Eat all of this." Bai Yanze didn't need Gu Lingran to do anything. He had already brought the food to Gu Lingran's mouth.

After eating a mouthful of rice, Gu Lingran was surprised, "These are all chinese dishes. Where did you find the chefs and ingredients?"

Bai Yanze waited on Gu Lingran and said, "The master flew in with the ingredients last night. Before you fully recovered, he was in charge of your diet."

Gu Lingran didn't expect Bai Yanze to go through so much trouble to hire a chef from the country to take care of his food.

"Actually, there's no need to be so troublesome." Gu Lingran said to bai yanze as he ate.

Bai Yanze watched Gu Lingran eat the rice one by one and felt more at ease at noon, "You deserve the best."

After staying in the hospital for a month, Gu Lingran's body slowly recovered and his complexion became as normal as before.

As for the psychological trauma to Gu Lingran, Bai Yanze stayed by Gu Lingran's side every day, had a deep spiritual communication with Gu Lingran, and constantly gave Gu Lingran understanding and encouragement. The burden and sorrow in Gu Lingran's heart had been gradually eased, and also accepted the fact that Gu Lingran and his son had died.

Soon it was time to return home.

After packing up at the Country n residence, Gu Lingran and Bai Yanze inevitably went to the place where Lin Hongxia and father of Gu lived before they died to help clean up their belongings.

Gu Lingran and Bai Yanze walked into Lin Hongxia and father of Gu's last residence with heavy hearts, and quietly packed up after looking at the clothes and items in Lin Hongxia and father of Gu's room.

After Gu Lingran and Bai Yanze finished packing, they dragged Lin Hongxia and father of Gu's seven suitcases to the door when they left the country.

Suddenly, Gu Lingran noticed the two medicines on the table in the living room and walked over.

"I bought these for my parents. Why are they in the living room? Could it be that their stomachs weren't feeling well that day?" Gu Lingran turned to ask Bai Yanze in confusion.

Bai Yanze actually had a doubt in his heart that he had not contacted Blackie since Lin Hongxia and father of Gu died, and as the drivers of Lin Hongxia and father of Gu, he should have died in the sea as the driver.