Divorce, ex-wife, doting

I don't know how long it has been, I will occasionally think of you, think of our past, a person secretly regret, a person secretly sad, a phone call, all the feelings in my heart, stirred up again.

How do you want me to face, tone, and answer the phone with your voice?

Even after a year has passed, your caller id appears on the phone again. Memories keep coming back, filling the brain. It hurts, it hurts.

Gu Lingran remembered the night of her first marriage. She was in a complicated, agitated state and was at a loss in her room. After all, it was her first marriage and she was so nervous that her mind went blank.

Bai Yanze did not come in for a long time. Gu Lingran sat quietly on the bed and did not look for him. She had been waiting for her. She knew that he would definitely come because it was the first night they were going to spend together.

After they left the wedding together that night, he got out of the car halfway. She was very sad, she asked him to stay, but he didn't look at her at all, ignoring her shouts in the car, and went straight away.

Gu Lingran, who was sitting in the car, felt very ashamed. How could anyone get married? The groom got off the car halfway. It was so embarrassing for her.

But she still forgave him. He knew that she was not happy with this wedding, so she gave him time to accept her slowly and love her slowly.

She went home alone, but there was no one in the big house. At that time, Grandma bai went to the company to deal with the affairs as soon as the wedding was over. Fang Caiqing was still chatting with several of her good sisters, and there was only the nanny and aunt at home.

Seeing that she was back, he greeted her politely.

She felt very cold at that time, and she regretted that she should not marry Bai Yanze, but she still convinced herself, slowly, slowly let him accept her, for a long time, it would not be like this.

She still felt lucky for him. She thought that as long as she loved him enough, she would love herself.

Although the house was big, it felt unpopular and cold.

She dragged the wedding dress alone and strolled through Bai Yanze's house. Every public area, living room, kitchen, study...

She knew that this would be the place where she would live in the future.

Gu Lingran's heart was still looking forward to it, a little excited. She did not know how much good things would happen to her here and Bai Yanze in the future. She had always fantasized about it.

The corners of his mouth rose, looking exactly like he was looking forward to life.

Walking into every place, she gently stroked the things, tv, sofa, bookshelf...

She had personally felt every piece of furniture with her hands. She felt so happy that it was like a dream that she finally married Bai Yanze, the man she had fallen in love with the first time she met him.

She already felt very satisfied. Even though he didn't kiss her at the wedding, and no matter what other people asked, he didn't look down at her and didn't have any happy expression the whole time, but she was still very satisfied because she promised herself that she would agree to this marriage with her.

Because at that time, she believed that one day, he would fall in love with her.

She looked at the family and kept thinking about what would happen in the future. She felt that she was the happiest woman in the world.

Gu Lingran slowly walked up the stairs with her skirt in her hand, as if she was walking on the stairs, about to lead to happiness.

At that moment, she felt that the whole world was bright, and she was so excited that she was about to cry. She walked slowly to the room that belonged to them, and in the future, she would live with a man that she deeply loved.

When he opened the door, Gu Lingran felt as if he was opening another life and finding the meaning of another life, which was to spend the rest of his life with the person you love the most.

However, the room was very dark, completely devoid of human breath, only red bedding, showing a little festive meaning.

The structure of the room was very simple, black and white, completely in accordance with Bai Yanze's taste, which was Gu Lingran's request at the time, she hoped that he would like it.

She turned on the lights and carried the wedding dress through every corner of the room. She hoped that every part of the house had her scent.

She was very satisfied. Even though Bai Yanze was not back yet, she knew that he would definitely come back because his bride was here.

After turning all the rooms around, Gu Lingran sat on the bed, did not wash up, and waited quietly for him to come back for a long, long time.

Grandma bai also came to see her and told her not to rush. She immediately called Bai Yanze back.

Fang Caiqing also came to see her and comforted her in a good voice, telling her to get used to Bai Yanze's temper.

She agreed politely.

Bai Yanze still didn't come back. It was a long time before she thought he would never come to see her. It was a long time before she lost her confidence and felt that she was wrong.

It was late at night, and Gu Lingran looked at her phone. It was almost midnight. She finally couldn't help but send him the first text message asking him to come home. "When are you coming back?"

But there was no response.

What she didn't know was that every day after this text message started, she would text him and ask him to come back tonight, begging him to come back tonight.

Seeing that the messages from her parents and friends on the phone were all blessings to her, Gu Lingran looked at the messages and cried silently. Tears flowed down her cheeks and she did not wipe them.

She might have been wrong. She shouldn't be so willful. She thought about it and felt her heart ache. It hurt so much that she couldn't feel her heartbeat anymore. She sat by the bed stupidly, flipping through the messages from everyone. Suddenly, she felt like a clown. She looked happy on the surface, but no one knew how sad she was.

She didn't send a single text message. She just told lin hongxia that she was safe, and sent a text message to her best friend, mia, telling her that she was fine.

She took a tissue and wiped away her tears. All she felt was that she was ridiculous.

After putting down her phone, she sat down beside the bed in a daze. There was a bottle of red wine on the table next to her. It was specially prepared by her.

She thought that if he did not come back, she would wait until dawn, when he was willing to come back.

There was only one reason why she had been waiting, because she loved him, and she couldn't help but love him deeply.

No matter how humble and pitiful she felt, she could not help but love Bai Yanze. She felt that this should not be the worst. She felt that it would be better. She just foolishly believed it, and the suspicion in her heart gradually disappeared.

She no longer felt that she was wrong. She had to be brave. She believed that he would come back. No matter how late it was, she would wait for him.