Domineering black emperor's exclusive sweetheart

Mai leisurely angrily pushed away his hand, "come on, don't play this game for me, I don't believe it. I was supposed to wait for you in the hotel and stood me up. Do you think I will always be your spare tire? No matter how you change your mind, will I always guard you? "

"There's something I can't leave, but I've renewed my fee. You can continue to live!"

A quick knock on the door came. Mai Youran looked at Lei deo and reached out to open the door. Lei deo stopped her hand, took her behind her, took out a gun from her trouser pocket with one hand, and quietly opened the door.

"It's me! Your highness! " Emma's figure appeared in sight.

Redio just opened the door. Emma was relieved to see that Mai Youran was safe and sound. She stood at the door and didn't come in.

"Miss Mai, you are busy. I'll go out and see you later!"

"Emma, don't go, I'll go out with you!"

"You are not allowed to go!" Lei Di Ao took Mai Youran back overbearing and kicked the door with his feet.

"What are you doing, asshole! Let go of me! "

"I'll let you go, but you must stay with me before the ship comes ashore. It's not safe outside. You saw the animal behavior of those people just now. If you are exposed to their sight, they will eat you."

"No, I don't want you to care. Don't pretend to be a good man at this time. For five years, you haven't cared about my life and death. Now come and tell me it's not safe outside. Don't you think you're too hypocritical? Redio, I don't care about you, no, no... "

"Come on, boy! The ship will return in three hours. "

He had a headache. He didn't expect her to appear on the ship, which messed up all his plans. Now we have a large number of arms in hand. If we return the same way, there will be problems. However, he can't ignore the woman in front of him.

"Redio, don't perfunctory me. I'll ask you again. Do you love me or not?" She looked at him seriously. Her beautiful eyes were firm expressions.

"Do you need to ask? Stupid woman! "

"Of course, you abandoned me for five years, and you dumped me silently. Oh, by the way, you said you didn't love me at that time. Yes, I'm stupid, so I ask you to give me an answer. "

He lowered his head, his hot lips printed a deep kiss on her forehead, "love, of course, love, in this life, you are my favorite woman."

"OK, then you marry me, we'll get married now, you come back with me, and we'll start over, okay?"

She looked at him eagerly, her eyes full of longing. She had been looking for the answer for five years, and she wanted him to answer her now. She really didn't have the courage to wait for the long suffering of more than 2000 days and nights. She couldn't afford to wait... It was like a long night. She looked for it alone. She couldn't see the road, the end and the terrible day of tomorrow. She had enough.

She is also a woman. She needs a man's love, care and spoil. She needs him to give her a commitment to let her move forward steadily.

Her eyes were dignified and tense, staring at him without blinking.

His handsome face was full of decadence, and the darkness was so deep that he couldn't see the light. At this moment, he hesitated. He just said that she was his favorite woman, but once he talked about two-phase love, he still wavered.

Her tears flowed down in frustration, and her voice trembled as if it were.

"I know, I know you will be like this. You won't marry me. You don't want to live with me all your life... Redio, you hypocritical bastard, I won't pester you anymore."

She reached for the door lock and tried to open it. His big hand quickly grabbed her little hand.

"Don't go!"

"Don't you think it's too much? Since you don't care about me, let me go! I will leave sooner or later. Can you protect me for a while and my whole life? "

He looked at her in shock

I will leave sooner or later. Can you protect me for a while and my whole life?

I will leave sooner or later. Can you protect me for a while and my whole life?

Her sharp words gradually enlarged in his mind. Yes, he could not protect her life. For five years, he tried his best to escape this reality, but the reality was always in front of him.

He can't give her a happy tomorrow. He can't give her a stable life like other men. He's not even sure whether he can live until tomorrow.

Under the premise that there is no way to guarantee their own life, it is a very cruel thing to bind a woman with marriage, especially that woman is still their favorite.

The feeling of pain hit like a tide. He slowly released his hand. He couldn't protect anyone

Silence, silence, there was no sound between the two people. Cold tears silently slid across her smooth cheeks. In the blurred vision, he was decadent. With a cigarette between his slender fingers, he weakly nestled on the sofa, took a deep breath, and then let the smoke curl around. His black eyes became dark and silent, like a child who lost his direction in the dark.

She wanted to run away and wanted to go to this sad place right away.

But she can't go. She found this man with great difficulty. She can't let go easily.

"Di Ao, I know what you're worried about! I can cure your disease. Believe me, as long as you don't avoid me, I can always accompany you and cure your disease. "

He approached her, sprayed smoke on her face and smiled helplessly.

"You're wrong. That's not a reason."

"What is the reason?"

"I'm used to loneliness, just like a stray wild leopard, you know? I like the feeling of freedom. I don't want to have family constraints. I like an exciting life. I like wandering around. I like walking on the tip of a knife. My soul is dark. I don't like to be exposed to the sun and live an ordinary life. "

He finally succeeded in putting on a cold coat for himself. Whether she believed it or not, he would try his best to play the role well.

"I like to go whenever I want, I don't like responsibility, I don't like muddling along, I don't like my wife and children..."

His deep voice spoke incoherently. Even he couldn't figure out where he heard the speech. Anyway, it didn't come out of his mind at all. The finger holding the cigarette end trembled constantly where she couldn't see it. He was afraid of being seen through by her, so he had to press the cigarette end tightly in the ashtray. The hot spark burned his thumb... The air was full of the smell of burning skin. He didn't seem to feel it at all. After a long time, he turned back, held his face in his hands and rubbed it vigorously for a while, Took a deep breath.

He didn't dare to look her in the eyes. He didn't want to see her tears. He knew that she was desperate now. Her despair was his most terrible nightmare. It was like a knife gouging out the meat on the tip of his heart bit by bit, which hurt his heart and lungs.

"When the ship comes ashore, I'll send you away. Go home and don't look for me again. This time you didn't find me, but I want you to find me. I want to make it clear to you that after five years, I am tired and you are tired. You should give up. After returning to s City, find a man, have a few children, and then live a happy life and forget me. I'm not a man you should care about. "

His voice was too dumb to speak. What he said was polished on a stone... It was a voice that showed after his emotions were extremely suppressed.

"OK, redio, I finally understand! All love is deceptive. You don't love me, you don't love me at all! "

With a cry in her voice, she stood up slowly and lost.

She loved him very, very much. For this word of love, she begged him almost without self-esteem and pestered him. In front of him, she lost her dignity, gave up her bottom limit and forgot her life goal... It seems that all the meaning of living is to follow him. If there is a Libra, each other's love is a weight, and the balance has already been seriously unbalanced. Her heavy love has already tilted the Libra. However, even so, she still couldn't get his response.

After she gave up her dignity and limit, she completely woke up. In this life, she may never get his heart, and the whole person fell into a deep despair.

He was silent, did not answer her, did not argue, as if she was right.

He knows that refutation is meaningless. Anyway, he will lose him sooner or later. It's better to let go earlier while she is still young. She still has a chance to find her own happiness.

Damn it, why do you feel so much? It's more painful than pumping his essence and digging his bones.

He grabbed the cigarette end in the ashtray, put it under his lips and took a sudden breath. For a long time, he found that the cigarette had been extinguished. When his chaotic mind woke up, her figure had disappeared at the door.

He suddenly stood up and wanted to chase her... He felt a pain, and he fell down again.

For five years, he thought that if he didn't meet or contact, he could forget her, like the previous relationship, and slowly forget her after a year.

But he was wrong. This relationship took root and sprouted in his heart like a seed, and then grew into a towering tree. When he wanted to pull it out, he found that the root system was all over his blood vessels and pores, which could not be removed at all.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of her. She smiled and looked at him, gently holding his big hand, and her sweet voice echoed in her ears.

"In this life, shall I be your eyes?"

In this life, she is his eyes and the most beautiful and precious part of his life. Because of this, he must let go and let her find her true belonging.

"Bang..." the loud sound of two ships crashing into each other interrupted his most beautiful dream. He came back to his senses and jumped up in his heart. No, there's trouble.