Don’t Chase Me, No Result
Chapter 31:
Tao Youqing looked at Zhou Yirou condescendingly. When she said that, her body suddenly became more relaxed, as if something invisible that bound her suddenly broke and disappeared, and she was able to stand up again in front of Zhou Yirou. With her head up and her chest tall, she is still the impeccably beautiful Tao Fairy.
Yes, Zhou Yirou is not worthy of her, what is Zhou Yirou worthy of? In the past five years of blindness, I was treated as feeding the dog. From now on, she will have a broader road of life to go, and she will never be fettered again.
Zhou Yirou slowly raised her head and looked at Tao Youqing. The phrase "Because you Zhou Yirou, you are not worthy of me" still lingered in her ears, and finally a ray of her cold eyes appeared. Lost—She couldn't understand Tao Youqing now, she was so strange as if they had never known each other, let alone the ridiculous five years.
The former Tao Youqing had her in her eyes, and would wait obediently for her to come to see her in Baiyu's apartment, almost never disobeying her, except for the one time when she found out that she was a stand-in.
After she and Tao Youqing became a secret lover, they never touched her, even if they just kissed her lips, the closest contact between them was the hug that ordinary friends would do.
She knew in her heart that it was not Jiang Yaling, it was just a substitute she found for Jiang Yaling. She didn't want to touch anyone other than Jiang Yaling, let alone touch Jiang Yaling's stand-in. It wouldn't be the same if she touched it-Yaling wouldn't kiss her, and she wouldn't have a blind date with her skin in an ambiguous atmosphere.
She knows too well what the person she likes is. She likes her, so she respects her and will not force her to be with herself. She is the only one in her eyes. And she asked Tao Youqing as a stand-in for Jiang Yaling and to satisfy her selfish desire for her.
She pretended that she had "her", and carefully maintained that boundary, not daring to cross the boundary easily, destroying the dream. She did not allow herself to cross the boundary, nor did she allow Tao Youqing to cross the boundary. At that time, she only wanted to see Tao Youqing playing Jiang Yaling by her side, and did not want to see any traces of Tao Youqing.
But she didn't confess to Tao Youqing at first that she just used her as a stand-in instead of trying to develop another relationship with her. It's a pity that paper can't contain the fire after all, not to mention that she didn't deliberately hide her purpose, so Tao Youqing still found out.
That was a big blow to Tao Youqing. The reason why she agreed to be her invisible lover was not only because of her mother's medical expenses, but also because of her love. She thought she was the same, but she was just using her to ease her thoughts of another woman.
Tao Youqing had a quarrel with her at that time. She lost her anger, ran away from home, and didn't answer the phone, just like an ordinary young couple quarreling, but she didn't care at that time.
She knows the reason why Tao Youqing had a temper with her, and also the reason why Tao Youqing ran away from home-she wanted to attract her attention and let her have her in her heart.
Tao Youqing once said to her after returning: "No matter what happened in the past, we will treat it as if it hasn't happened, and everything should be done again, okay?"
That was a humble sentence, but she was not afraid of losing her at all, because she still held Tao mother's life in her hand-Tao Youqing is a good child, and she will come back.
The fact was as she thought, she didn't do anything, Tao Youqing first disarmed and surrendered. She didn’t even think about how her mentality changed at that time. She only knew that she had been upset and angry, and would eventually return to her side, not only because she held Mother Tao’s life, but also because she liked her. , Like her persistently and passionately.
This love gave her enough confidence that she never doubted that Tao Youqing would leave and let her go, so much so that when Tao Youqing broke up with her and ended the relationship with her a few months ago, her reaction It is also as plain as ever.
—She will come back eventually.
She thought so a few months ago, and she was so confident even during those five years.
When she looked at Tao Youqing now, she woke up like a dream, and realized that things were out of her control. Tao Youqing, who had been behind her waiting for her to look back at her, didn’t know when she had already stood. In front of her, she looked bright and charming, and confidently said to her: "You are not worthy of me."
You are not worthy of me.
The distance between them was getting farther and farther, she was almost unable to catch her.
Zhou Yirou stood up suddenly, grabbed Tao Youqing's wrist with lingering fear, and whispered to keep her: "Don't go."
"No matter what happened in the past, we will treat it as if it hasn't happened before, and let everything start again, okay?"
What a familiar sentence.
Tao Youqing slowly withdrew her hand, the smile on her face was alienated and cold: "As it has never happened?"
"Zhou Yirou, what qualifications do you have to say this sentence?"
Zhou Yirou and Jiang Yaling ruined her dream, leaving her to do nothing for the past five years and stay like a waste. Over the years, she watched the newcomers on TV change batch by batch, watching countless later artists standing on the stage she dreamed of shining brightly, and she could only sit at home, just watching, what Can't do it.
The Q of Hearts is her greatest limit. In a square room, wearing a mask to shoot videos is her greatest limit. But she is also someone who can stand on the stage with integrity
The shock and pain they arbitrarily inflict on her, how can the phrase "everything over" be written off?
She looked straight into Zhou Yirou's eyes and asked, "Zhou Yirou, you never feel that you are sorry for me, do you?"
From the time she came to the present, Zhou Yirou never said "I'm sorry", otherwise she wouldn't be able to say such light words as "all over again".
Why is Zhou Yirou still aloof at this point? Why is she so ridiculous?
Tao Youqing asked her every word: "You suppressed me for Tao Yaling's idiot, and you lied to me because of the decision of Xinglan's high-level officials. I mistakenly thought that you were a great and good person, and lied to my five-year favorite-Zhou Yirou. , You never thought you did something wrong, did you?"
Zhou Yirou pursed her lips in a complicated mood, and did not answer her words.
Tao Youqing got the answer from her silence, only to find it funny: "Zhou Yirou, look at you, you don't even feel sorry for me, so you are embarrassed to come back and seek reconciliation with me?"
"You are simply the funniest joke I've heard this year."
After Tao Youqing finished speaking, she turned around and picked up her bag and left. She opened the door of Yajian, and Zhou Yirou suddenly chased after her. She grabbed her wrist and said, "Youqing, give me a chance."
Tao Youqing shook her hand away boredly. Before he had time to say anything, a familiar figure slowly appeared at the door with a cloud of smoke from his mouth, and the smell of fruit-flavored cigarettes instantly filled the air. Come.
"Mr. Zhou," Yuan Churui leaned against the door casually with a white cigarette between his fingers, and gently raised his lazy eyebrows, "Why don't you ask me if this incumbent should give you a chance?"
Zhou Yirou looked at Yuan Churui who suddenly appeared indifferently. She really hates seeing Yuan Churui now!
Yuan Churui reached out to Tao Youqing, led her to her side, and arrogantly declared her "sovereignty" to Zhou Yirou: "Zhou, I should have told you that if you have anything to do, you can contact her agent or directly contact me. , I don’t want anyone to interrupt my girlfriend’s rest time."
Yuan Churui smiled again: "She is tired from playing songs, so don't let her deal with these chores."
Zhou Yirou's eyes became sharp in an instant, chores? Yuan Churui actually said she was a "miscellaneous incident"? ? ?
Yuan Churui didn't bother to pay attention to what Zhou Yirou's eyes had changed. She had been in this circle for many years and was not a fool. Only her old Yuan was afraid of him in this world-mainly because of his nagging. Director Yuan Da nagged, that was really unmatched, and Monkey King didn't want to make a noise in the palace again after hearing it.
Yuan Churui looked at Tao Youqing and asked softly, "Is there anything wrong?"
If Zhou Yirou dared to do something to her Yueyong artist here, she would never let her go!
Tao Youqing complained to Yuan Churui like a primary school student: "She grabbed my wrist twice."
Yuan Churui immediately looked at Zhou Yirou, speaking without the slightest politeness: "Zhou, don't behave like a pervert with other people's girlfriends. Be a sensible and qualified ex, okay?"
After Yuan Churui said this, Tao Youqing had already put on her mask and hat. Yuan Churui took her by the hand and took her away without leaving Zhou Yirou's eyes.
There is a trash can on each side of the corridor in Yajian. Tao Youqing stopped suddenly when passing by and turned to look at Yuan Churui. Although the appearance of Yuan Churui slowly coming out with a cigarette between her fingers was very exciting, she Now I can't help but want to say: "Smoking is bad for your health, pinch it out."
Yuan Churui stopped to look back at her: "You have begun to control whether I smoke or not?"
Tao Youqing said calmly: "Well, as your friend, I have an obligation to pay attention to your health."
Yuan Churui took a deep look at her, then turned around and said lightly: "This is my business."
Her elder Yuan didn't control her not to smoke, Tao Youqing actually wanted to control her? Then where does she put Chairman Yuan's face?
As soon as she took a step, the clothes were gently grabbed, and she met those bright and beautiful peach eyes as soon as she turned her head.
Tao Youqing wore a hat and a mask, so that she couldn't see her expression clearly, and could only see her exposed eyes, and in those eyes, there was a moving begging at this moment.
"Pinch it out, please." Tao Youqing grabbed her clothes and said softly, looking like a cat.
Yuan Churui: "..."
As soon as Zhou Yirou walked out of the room, she saw Yuan Churui pressing the cigarette in her hand onto the trash can, compromisingly extinguished the sparks of the cigarette, and then Tao Youqing happily hugged her arm, with the other hand groping in the bag , And then put it in her ear and said something-she couldn't hear all of it, only felt that this intimate scene was very dazzling, and my heart was aching along with it.
That originally belonged to her!
Tao Youqing attached to Yuan Churui's ear and said mysteriously: "Our little Yuan Dong has performed so well and must be rewarded." Then he took out a coin from the bag and put it into her hand, and said grinningly, "Come on. , Keep it! Don't be polite to me!"
Yuan Churui: "..."
That's it? ? ?
Yuan Churui laughed and said, "I have a cigarette more expensive than this."
Tao Youqing said frankly: "This coin is also very precious, okay? One less coin, I will have one less chance to kiss you. Then I lost the opportunity to kiss Xiao Yuan Dong. Isn't it precious enough?!"
Yuan Churui: "..."
All right, as long as she has a lot of misconceptions, she is just as happy as she is.
Chen Senyu waited anxiously on the first floor for a long time, and finally waited for Yuan Churui to bring down the intact Tao Youqing, and the stone hanging high in his heart could finally be put down.
Tao Youqing is his artist. If something happens to Tao Youqing here today, he will definitely not forgive himself.
Chen Senyu let out a long sigh of relief and greeted him: "It's sunny again, how is it? Nothing happened, right?"
Tao Youqing gave him a thumbs up: "Don't worry, brother, this fairy doesn't miss a single hair."
Chen Senyu also gave a thumbs up: "That brother, don't worry!"
Yuan Churui looked at the communication gestures of the two of them with a speechless expression. If this continues, Chen Senyu will not be assimilated by Tao Youqing, and will start to become narcissistic?
Xiao Yuan Dong: Began to worry about the future of employees.
Yuan Churui slipped the one-yuan coin into her black coat pocket, and walked out with Tao Youqing and Chen Senyu, and asked, "What did you say?"
Tao Youqing: "I'll tell you when I go back."
Yuan Churui paused: "If she always looks for you like this, it's really not a problem."
Tao Youqing looked at her and said casually: "Well, do you want to be my agent personally and **** me?"
In Yueyong, only Yuan Churui was the one who could restrain Zhou Yirou from confronting Zhou Yirou boldly.
Yuan Churui fell into deep thought, and looked at her after a moment: "That's not impossible."
"Anyway, I am free now."
Chen Senyu on the side: "???"
I was laid off on the spot? ? ?
After Zhou Yirou went back, she sat alone and thought for a long, long time.
Tao Youqing said that she had no guilt and that she was not qualified to talk to her about reconciliation, which made her re-examine the things she had done in the past.
For Jiang Yaling, she used the power of a superior to expel Tao Youqing from the stage she dreamed of. On the condition of Tao Mu's medical expenses, she agreed to be her secret lover and Jiang Yaling's stand-in. She kept her silent for five years and did not allow her to do anything.
Zhou Yirou slowly leaned down and covered her face. In the dimly lit room, her figure appeared thinner and thinner.
She originally thought that she had paid her enough, and in the form of paying unlimited medical expenses for Tao’s mother, she eased her urgent need, and she thought it was a fair deal between them.
Only today did she realize that the truth was not as simple as she thought, and the harm she caused to Tao Youqing far exceeded her imagination. She deceived her and destroyed her dream with her own hands. It was not a wound that could be made up with money.
She had never thought about Tao Youqing's feeling that she personally pushed Tao Youqing farther and farther.
Guilt and anxiety began to grow in her heart. They grew like weeds, and finally wrapped tightly around her heart, making her so uncomfortable that she was almost out of breath.
She was wrong, she was wrong too badly. And her biggest mistake was that after Tao Youqing left, she fell in love with her uncontrollably, she was torturing herself!
Why didn't you like it during those five years? Why did she start to feel unaccustomed after she left? Why does her heart look at her uncontrollably when she is standing next to others? Why
Zhou Yirou stood up anxiously and looked at the night view outside the window, her mind full of Tao Youqing's appearance-she was sitting across from herself, she looked at herself condescendingly, and she was intimate with Yuan Churui
She went crazy with jealousy, and she was about to be burned out by the fire of jealousy.
—Is it too late to admit your mistakes now?
Tao Youqing nestled at one end of the sofa with a bowl of cherries in her hand. While eating, she slowly told Yuan Churui what she had said to Zhou Yirou in the teahouse’s elegant room today, and finally said: "I was really I only like her when I am lame."
Yuan Churui propped her head and said lazily: "In fact, I have always been curious about one question."
Tao Youqing blinked at her and passed the cherries in her hand: "What?"
Yuan Churui picked up a cherry with a smooth skin and a beautiful color, and gently placed it in the palm of her hand: "How can you like her and how can you like her for so long?"
Tao Youqing is such a narcissistic person, she must be able to be willing to be a substitute for five years, she must particularly like Zhou Yirou.
But what Yuan Churui couldn't understand the most was such humble likes, which was probably related to her own character. She would never become a vassal of anyone, let alone allow others to use her as a substitute.
She is her, she is just her.
Tao Youqing curled the corners of her lips when she heard the words, and said, "Because she was different from others at that time. At that time, she was a ray of light in my eyes."
She grabbed a cherry and spoke to her in a soft voice of her past—
Five years ago, she was forced to retire, facing Tao’s huge medical expenses. Zhou Yirou appeared at this time. To protect Xinglan’s reputation, she paid for Tao’s surgery. The family can take a breath in this money gap.
But Tao Qing is still working very hard to earn medical expenses for his only sister. He is so busy all day, just thinking about earning more, earning more, because he doesn't want to owe others, this world There is no gratitude for no reason.
Tao Youqing didn't even have the courage to tell him that he had retired in exchange for it. If Tao Qing knew that she was forced to retire, she would have been very uncomfortable. Tao Qing had worked hard enough at that time, and she didn't want to add fatigue to him. So she made up a lie and temporarily concealed the fact that she was forced to retire. Fortunately, Tao Qing didn't watch TV at all at that time because she was too busy.
At that time, she didn't know why she was forced to retire. She naively thought that Zhou Yirou was really a good person, and her first impression of her was so good that anyone she met.
Zhou Yirou then left her a phone number to keep her in touch, and would often send her messages asking what she was doing.
At that time, she thought that Zhou Yirou's temperament was like this, kind and warm, and would not only help her with medical expenses, but also chat with her, although she didn't talk much. I thought that Zhou Yirou just wanted to make sure that she stayed in the hospital well and didn't have the idea of getting on the stage again.
Zhou Yirou would also go to the hospital to see Mother Tao's situation in person. Although not many times, it was enough to move her. A daughter from a large company unconditionally paid for her mother's medical expenses, chatted with her, and even came to the hospital in person, which made Tao Youqing's affection for her growing day by day.
Until one day, she saw Zhou Yirou smiling. Zhou Yirou looked cold and deserted, but he looked really good when he smiled, and it hit her heart all at once.
Since she was a child, Tao Qing has been educated that love is equal regardless of gender, so she didn't worry about things that she would like girls, and carefully hid her thoughts to prevent Zhou Yirou from discovering.
But at that time, she ignored one thing. Zhou Yirou laughed because she heard Jiang Yaling's name
"In my life, I never know which of tomorrow or the accident will come first." She had already experienced this sentence when she was twenty-Tao Qing was in a car accident and died on the spot. She even saw him for the last time. There is no chance.
Her sky collapsed, completely collapsed.
Her mother was seriously ill, she was forced to retire, and her uncle died. In her twenty-year-old life, the age that should have bloomed like a flower was rendered heavy by the color of despair.
She sat in front of Tao Qing's body for a long, long time, until she had forgotten the time, the night and the day, and the person lying in front of her.
She had hallucinations, everything went back to the beginning, her life was not so bad, Tao Qing was still waiting for her at home. But the illusion stayed for too short a time, it almost knocked her back to her original form in an instant, making her have to face this terrible reality that makes people speechless.
She had dry eye sockets, she couldn't cry, she stumbled out, holding on to the cold wall, walking towards the light in a daze, every step she took, she lost a point of strength, and finally a few centimeters away from the door. Suddenly, she knelt down on the ground-she couldn't walk anymore.
She can't go on
Why is her twenty years old so bad
It was also at that time that Zhou Yirou stepped on the light, came in from the door, came to her, bent down, and gently placed her hand on her shoulder. Without saying too much, she only said: "There is still tomorrow. ."
-Don't despair of life, you have countless tomorrows.
When all thoughts were lost, Zhou Yirou suddenly shone into her dark heart like a beam of light. So she couldn't help falling in love with this ray of light, and for the first time in her life gave birth to the courage to stand beside someone.
Zhou Yirou asked her for a secret lover, and she agreed. Zhou Yirou asked her to dress herself according to her liking, and she agreed. There are only two reasons, Zhou Yirou can pay for her mother's medical expenses, and she likes her.
But at that time she misunderstood Zhou Yirou's meaning. She mistakenly thought that Zhou Yirou wanted to make her into her ideal type. She thought that Zhou Yirou wanted to be with her too. In the end, everything was just "she thought".
Zhou Yirou doesn't like her. She has always been like this. She only uses her as a substitute, and she only wants to use her as a substitute.
To be honest, when she first discovered this, she was really angry, and even had a fuss with Zhou Yirou, got angry, and ran away from home. She thought they were in a relationship, but they couldn't see the light, but they just couldn't see the light.
She was not reconciled, she liked Zhou Yirou so much at that time, she wanted Zhou Yirou to shine on her alone.
She stayed outside for a long, long time, and couldn't help but look forward to Zhou Yirou's coming to see her, to pick her up, and to tell her, "Let's start again." But after waiting for a long time, Zhou Yirou didn't come. At that time, she was forced by the situation, coupled with her young age, and her madness. She naively thought that as long as she worked hard, she could one day make Zhou Yirou like her.
So she returned to Zhou Yirou's side and told her expectantly: "No matter what happened in the past, we will treat it as if it hasn't happened. Let's do it all over again, okay?"
Zhou Yirou didn't say anything, and left. The next day, as always, she came to see her, never mentioning what she said—this is her attitude.
And she still feels stupidly that if she works harder, she can warm Zhou Yirou's heart
"The result is all a scam." Tao Youqing lowered his head and picked the cherries in the bowl with his fingers. "Now when I think back to the past, I think I'm a joke."
She actually fell in love with the culprit and chased her like a light. She naively interpreted her mask of hypocrisy, humbled and piously offered her own heart, and the result was her five years in vain.
But that person didn't feel that he had done anything wrong.
Tao Youqing picked up a cherry, bit it lightly, raised his eyelids and looked at the person sitting on the other side of the sofa, and asked softly: "Do you think I'm stupid?"
"Well," Yuan Churui nodded honestly, "I feel."
Judging from the identity of a bystander, it is indeed a bit silly.
Tao Youqing was pierced by her straightforwardness: "Can you hesitate a bit?"
Yuan Churui gently squeezed the cherry in her hand and played with it: "But that's not to blame you, it's her fault, and Tao Yaling's birth mother's fault."
If she hadn't exchanged the lives of Tao Youqing and Jiang Yaling privately, Tao Youqing's twenty-year-old would surely be as brilliant as the sun.
Tao Youqing gave a dull "um", shrugged his head, biting the same cherry in small bites.
Yuan Churui's black and white eyes slowly turned to her, and she could clearly feel the low pressure on her body. Having experienced this kind of life, few people can do it indifferently. It is her greatest effort to keep a positive attitude until now.
The children are also very wronged.
"Come here." Yuan Churui said.
Tao Youqing raised her head blankly, and saw Yuan Churui open her arms to her. The loss in her eyes was instantly washed away by the smiles that surged upwards. She put down the bowl in her hand and crawled over and embraced her. Yuan Churui's waist.
Yuan Churui patted her on the back gently, and said warmly: "Thanks for your hard work, you are doing well."
Tao Youqing chuckled, "Thank you."
She couldn't help but sighed: "It would be great if I met you at that time."
Yuan Churui is different from Zhou Yirou, too different.
She firmly believed that if she had met Yuan Churui at that time, Yuan Churui would definitely not treat her like this.
Yuan Churui smiled slightly: "I won't support you like Zhou Yirou, I will only let you work hard to earn money to pay me back."
Sober domineering chairman, evil capitalism-Yuan Churui.
"That's also very good." Tao Youqing nestled in her arms, bent her eyes, and smiled contentedly, "At least you won't lie to me."
Yuan Churui was inexplicably dumb, and then smiled softly and gently patted her on the back, as if he was coaxing a child.
At this moment, Tao Youqing's cell phone rang suddenly, and someone sent a message in. She picked it up and looked at it, and was surprised to find that it was Zhou Yirou.
Yuan Churui continued to hold his head, obviously expecting Zhou Yirou would not give up easily, and asked casually: "What did she say?"
Tao Youqing turned to look at her: "She told me I'm sorry."
A "sorry" who has been late for many years and has lost its usefulness.
Yuan Churui raised her eyebrows: "How do you want to get back?"
Tao Youqing's child's heart surged: "Now I'm sorry to have a fart, I just want her to explode!" Then he added, "It's so angry that it explodes!"
Tao Youqing had an idea and turned to look at Yuan Churui: "Little Yuan Dong, borrow your identity to use it~"
Yuan Churui: "?"
Why do I have an ominous hunch?
Zhou Yirou thought that she would not receive Tao Youqing's reply so soon. After all, she felt resentful towards her. It was normal for her to ignore her for a while. She was ready to receive a reply tomorrow. I received a reply in minutes.
[Tao Youqing]: She is already asleep
Zhou Yirou: "?"
Yuan Churui? !
[Tao Youqing]: Also, your ex is awesome
Zhou Yirou: "???"
What does Yuan Churui mean! !
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