Don't disturb me who is dying, I just want to leave quietly

The little boy looked at Chen Suqin and replied very seriously: "Auntie

, if I make a mistake, I will admit my mistake, and I will apologize!" "But I don't know if I have the ability to take responsibility, if I have the ability to take responsibility, I am willing to take responsibility, I think I will be better!"

Chen Suqin kept repeating this sentence when she heard this.

Is he having a better time now?

Only Chen Suqin knows how depressed she is in her heart.

Chen Suqin was not speaking.

The little boy didn't speak again.

I don't know how long it took to walk?

Chen Suqin spoke: "Have you thought about what you should do in the future?" Chen Suqin's

voice was very soft.

As if asking yourself.

It's like asking the little boy you're leading.

The little boy asked with some uncertainty, "Auntie, are you asking me?"

Chen Suqin nodded a little blankly.

She didn't know if she was asking this question to herself or to the little boy,

but she wanted to hear the boy's answer.

The little boy thought for a moment and said, "Auntie, I don't know what will happen to me in the future, but I know what I want to do, I want to live well, I want to earn money."

Chen Suqin asked: "Tell Auntie, why do you want to make money so much?"

The little boy replied: "Pay off the debt!"

Chen Suqin was even more incredible, although she didn't ask anything, but the expression on her face showed everything.

What debts do you pay off as a little brat

? And who do you owe to?

The little boy explained very firmly: "Pay off my mother's debts!" Chen Suqin's footsteps stopped, she stared at the little boy tightly: "Pay off your mother's debts?" The little boy

nodded very

hard: " My mother has done too many wrong things

, I am very sorry for my father, although my mother is dead now, but I think I am still alive, and I have to pay off my mother's debts!" "Maybe my father doesn't want to see me anymore, and he doesn't want to recognize me as a son anymore, but I will definitely work hard to earn money to repay my father and pay off everything my mother owes to my father!" Chen

Suqin couldn't believe that this was such a child's cognition: "Is this what you think for yourself, or is it told to you?"

The little boy replied without any hesitation: "Auntie, this is what I thought for myself

!" Chen Suqin couldn't help but ask: "You are so young, how could you

think of this?" The little boy's eyes were flashing with tears: "Because my heart is very, very uncomfortable, but when I think of this, I feel a lot better!"

Maybe this is my goal in life in the future, and it is also the motivation for me to live, and the teacher said that everyone must have a goal and motivation to live. "

Everyone must have a goal and motivation to live! Do you also have a goal and motivation to live?

Chen Suqin feels like a walking corpse.

What is the goal of my life, what is the motivation for my life?

If we say that my goal and motivation in the past was to be able to play mahjong well and not lack money.

And after experiencing this series of changes, what is his goal and motivation?

Chen Suqin suddenly felt that she was not even as good as a child.

Although this child's life may be very bitter in the future.

But at least this child

knows what he lives for, and he doesn't even know what he lives for! And

this child knows what responsibility he bears? Perhaps what

this child puts on his shoulders has nothing to do with this child.

Even if it was a debt, it was a debt owed by his mother.

But a child bravely undertook all this.

And he thinks that this is a debt that should be repaid by himself!

Thinking about it like this, Chen Suqin feels even more self-conscious.

Is he really not as good

as a child? Is it clear that he should bear the responsibility, but he still has to keep

evading? And the purpose of his evading responsibility is only to live as a walking corpse?

Chen Suqin couldn't help but smile bitterly, although he was laughing, it was much uglier than crying.

The little boy saw the complicated expression on Chen Sujin's face: "Auntie, do you have anything to tell me?" Chen Suqin

glanced at the little boy.

I saw incomparable sincerity in the eyes of the little boy.

Without the slightest hypocrisy and mockery of oneself.

Chen Suqin thought for a moment and nodded: "How much do you know about your brother Jiang Yuan?"

The little boy was a little silent.

After ten seconds

, he said: "I think the person my father and mother are most sorry for is Brother Jiang Yuan!" "If you say that among all of them, the one who has the most miserable life should also be

Brother Jiang Yuan!" Chen Suqin nodded: "Not only are your parents sorry for Brother Jiang Yuan, but your aunt and her husband are also very sorry for Brother Jiang Yuan."

"And I'm far more sorry for your brother Jiang Yuan than your parents, child, tell the truth to your aunt, shouldn't your aunt repay her debts like you?"

The little boy looked at Chen Suqin seriously, but he just shook his head and didn't answer the question.

Chen Suqin asked puzzledly: "Why don't you answer Auntie?" The

little boy still shook his head: "This is Auntie's own decision, I don't think anyone can make a decision for Auntie!" "

I want to repay the debt because I want to pay off the debt, if the aunt wants to repay the debt, it must be because of my own thoughts."

Chen Suqin felt even more surprised.

The words spoken by this little boy were so philosophical.

It really doesn't feel like what a child under the age of ten should say.

Some people don't necessarily understand this truth after living a lifetime.

Just like herself, Chen Suqin smiled sadly, but now she doesn't understand this truth.

Perhaps it was a sudden change in his life that made this little boy rare mature.

It matured in the shortest possible time.

But Chen Suqin still felt shocked by the maturity of the little boy.

I have also experienced drastic life changes.

But why didn't he mature so quickly

? Was it because the only person he loved from beginning to end was himself?

The reason why the little boy was willing to take on responsibilities that did not belong to him was because the little boy was not the only one in his heart.

At this time, the little boy spoke again: "Auntie, the teacher said that the goals and motivation must belong to you, and the goals and motivation that do not belong to you will not be persisted in for a long time.

Chen Suqin savored this sentence carefully.

This teacher really teaches the philosophy of life.

Life belongs to you, and your goals and motivation should also belong to you.

Maybe it's time for me to think hard about what kind of goals and motivation I need in the future