Don't disturb me who is dying, I just want to leave quietly

Jiang Mingshan continued: "Even if he is not your hope, you don't have to regard him as your hope, because Jiang Yuan is your real hope in the future, isn't it?"

I firmly believe that this time there will be a miracle and we will be able to have a very good future with our son.

When Chen Suqin heard Jiang Mingshan's words, she felt a little enlightened.

That's right, even if his youngest son is his own retribution.

At least now I can look forward to the future I want.

His eldest son is so good.

I also firmly believe that miracles will happen in the future.

Heaven was very, very unfair to his eldest son.

It's time to be fair to your eldest son.

Chen Suqin asked, "Then have you thought about what you plan to do in the future?"

Jiang Mingshan nodded and replied: "I have thought about it many times, but every time I think about it, the conclusion is different, I thought about dying for my son before." And then let his son never know about it.

"But then slowly things started to change, and some of my previous ideas clearly didn't fit reality. I couldn't help but start some new ideas.

"But now that I'm just like you, I'm looking forward to improving my relationship with my son. If I don't have that expectation in my heart, I am really deluding myself.

"Now I realize how good my son is, and how much my son deserves to be loved with all my heart.

"Of course, if my son doesn't accept me, I won't stick to it. I'm entangled in the second half of my son's life, but if I can improve my relationship with my son, I won't miss it easily.

"You know my condition now, I am a man who has no hope but my son.

Chen Suqin sighed softly and replied: "Actually, the two of us are the same, and I don't have any hope except for my son." "

Wang Yong said that it was my son, but it was my retribution, for such a son, I can't love it now.

"You may not know a thing, I tell you, don't be angry. He actually wanted to stop me from saving Jiang Yuan, the purpose was only. I will be able to take good care of her life in the future.

"If he stopped me for his own sake, I can accept it in my heart. But he didn't think about me at all, he thought about himself.

"And that's not the most outrageous thing, you know what the most outrageous thing is? The most outrageous thing is that he told me. If I don't do what he says, he won't give me a pension in the future. "

I really can't understand that such a young child, who is not yet capable of living independently, has begun to threaten me as a mother, what is going on in her

head?" "Sometimes I really want to break his head and take a good look at why his brain is so different from normal people?"

But I also have to tell you one thing, that is, Zhang Lan's son really makes me feel very warm now, really obedient, and very sensible.

Jiang Mingshan nodded and replied: "This kid has matured very quickly recently. It also made me feel a little distressed.

"But when I think about Jiang Yuan's childhood, he also began to mature quickly, and I feel even more like a sinner. I can't forgive myself even more.

Chen Suqin was also silent.

Jiang Mingshan continued: "Actually, I also have no trouble with myself, such as how to face Zhang Lan's son. I can't convince myself that I can accept this child now.

"I also know that this child is not at fault, and I also know that this child is actually very good by nature, and now he has become very mature, but I can't convince myself to face him.

"You can see me as an escape, or you can see it as a lack of courage, I think so. But there's really nothing I can do right now.

"Can you give me a suggestion on what to do with this matter?" I really don't know what to do right now?"

"I'm very serious about hearing your advice. I also want to see if there is any better way for you to help me face Zhang Lan's son?"

Chen Suqin said: "Actually, to tell you the truth, I like this child a lot, if you really can't face it, then don't face it."

"I want to keep this child and raise this child. Maybe he can be more affectionate to me than Wang Yong is to me.

"After listening to my words, don't you feel very ridiculous that your own son, who has no hope?

Jiang Mingshan said: "If you really want to raise this child, then you can raise this child, I will not object, and I want to say thank you to you."

"Actually, I feel a little unbearable to put such a young child in an orphanage. I don't really have that much ruthlessness, and I think I'll feel guilty if I do put it in an orphanage.

"But when I saw this child and thought of the child's mother, I couldn't help but feel extreme pain, I don't know if you can understand my feelings, extremely painful.

"Zhang Lan can get my forgiveness for everything, but she has done things that no man can understand.

"This child is also a miserable child, and he doesn't even know who his father is. From this point of view, this child really makes people feel very distressed and distressed.

"I also believe that after going through so many things this time, this kid won't have to worry about you at all in the future. I will definitely study very hard.

"As long as you train with your heart, this child will definitely be able to become a talent, I think although I can't achieve such amazing results as our son, but it won't be too bad."

"I hope you can nurture this child well, and if you need any help in the future, just let me know, and I will definitely help you in the best way I can."

"It's also some compensation for this child, and there is not much I can do for this child. That's all I can do in the future.

"As for your own son, don't kill him all at once now, and see later. Has the child changed in any way? Depending on the situation, then decide what to do next.

Chen Suqin nodded and replied: "You're right, I should be more patient and carefully observe whether Wang Yong's child will change in the future." "