Shen mange let go, but there is not much joy for ye Nanxian. He can feel Shen mange's inner conflict, but for him, she is compromising.

This kind of Shen mange is very similar to her five years ago. She has no self at all. She lives by Ye Nanxian's preference. Ye Nanxian once enjoyed such a time and felt that it was a kind of honor to be loved by a woman. But now he also fell in love, only to find out how helpless and sad it is to lose oneself for the sake of a person he loves.

Ye Nanxian stood in front of the bed and didn't move. Shen mange was somewhat surprised.

"What's the matter?"

"Don't worry about me. You can do whatever you want. What I want is a wife, a complete you, not you who give up for me. No matter what you do, I'll be with you. "

Ye Nanxian's voice is not big, even with a trace of low and hoarse, but Shen mange is very moved.

She suddenly found that her efforts five years ago may not be as great as she thought.

At that time, she has been following Ye Nanxian, looking at his back, dreaming when ye Nanxian can stop to look at her humble, but she never realized that this kind of love is abnormal, is a kind of humble to the bone.

If you want a person to fall in love with you, you have to let him see your good, not for him to completely lose himself.

Five years ago, Shen mange was a puppet doll. He had no soul and thought. All he did and thought was for ye Nanxian to have a look at her, even a little pity.

Once upon a time, she was also the son of heaven. In the whole school, in the Department, she is also a character of Fengyun class 1, but since she met Ye Nanxian and fell in love with her, she completely lost herself.

In the past eight years, looking back on it, it seems that there are very few pieces that are really worth remembering.

She didn't actively strengthen herself, improve herself, and strive to make herself worthy of Ye Nanxian and keep up with Ye Nanxian's steps. Instead, she has been wasting time and herself in the name of love.

How does she deserve Ye Nanxian?

How to stand with her like this? Is she Ye Nanxian's wife?

Ye Nanxian was born with a golden spoon. What kind of woman do you want? Should ye Nanxian pay for her love just because she loves him?

No!

She has no capital to let Ye Nanxian stay for her!

God pity, ye Nanxian now moved her heart, moved love, is guilt or true love, Shen mange don't want to think about these useless. She only knew that it was an opportunity for her to be around Ye Nanxian now.

No matter how unbearable she used to be, no matter what she has missed, now she has a great chance to start over with Ye Nanxian.

After Shen mange figured out all this, he suddenly felt that he was so tied up in a cocoon. If we had figured out these earlier, would she and ye Nanxian not be like this today?

She would like to thank the fire five years ago, at least let her not lose Ye Nanxian this man. She is also grateful to herself. Five years later, her feelings for ye Nanxian are still as firm as a rock. She is more grateful for the disaster now, because only in this way can she really realize how rare a man Ye Nanxian is, is worthy of her life to pay sincerely, to join hands with him for life partner.

Shen mange never understood what he needed like this.

She wants the man in front of her!

Not only to him in her side, she also his heart, his love, his life!

But she is not asking for, on the long road of life, no one can pay for others for no reason, even if that person is his favorite person, so if you want to compete with it, you have to make yourself completely strong, this must test yourself.

Shen man Ge sighed, but his eyes became brighter.

She takes her eyes away from ye Nanxian and looks out the window at the scenery. Suddenly, she feels that the sky outside is blue, the sun is warm and the scenery is beautiful.

How could she refuse and reject everything so beautiful?

Shen mange smile, smile with a kind of relief, a kind of put down.

Ye Nanxian is a little crazy and confused.

He hasn't seen Shen mange smile for a long time. At least she has been repressing herself since she came back. She lives carefully.

Now she smiles.

The whole world seems to change color for her, so colorful.

The dark clouds floating in his heart slowly left.

Ye Nanxian doesn't know what Shen mange has figured out, but the tranquility and relief at this moment make him feel relaxed.

He sat beside Shen mange and asked in a low voice, "do you still need a psychologist?"

Shen mange shook his head and said, "the psychiatrist can only give guidance. If I don't want to face it myself, the water is not easy to use. Thank you, ye Nanxian. "

This sudden thanks made Ye Nanxian confused."Thank me?"

"Yes, thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me for five years. Thank you for falling in love with me. No matter how much guilt there is in this love, but at this moment, I take it seriously. Let me ask you again, do you really intend to join hands with me in this life? No matter how difficult the future is, no matter who opposes, you will never leave me? "

Shen mange looks at Ye Nanxian, his eyes are very bright.

Ye Nanxian seems to be looking at the beautiful starry sky, deep and charming.

He took Shen mange's hand and put it on his chest, where his heart beat like thunder, which was very shocking. The warm body temperature along Shen mange's fingertips filled her whole body a little bit.

Warm, hot, as if have the whole spring.

This is the feeling of heart, this is the feeling of love.

After eight years, she finally experienced that kind of heart beating moment again. The difference is that eight years ago, she was in unrequited love, and eight years later, they were heart to heart.

Ye Nanxian looked at her very seriously and said, "in this life, I have to be you."

"I will make your decision without any regret!"

Shen mange smiles confidently.

Although she is haggard and thin, at this moment, ye Nanxian seems to have seen Shen mange half a year ago.

At that time, Shen mange was very skillful in painting, and he was regarded as the favorite of the whole art department. He still remembers the moment when he saw Shen mange for the first time.

She is full of youth and confidence. At that moment, it seems that the world can change color for her.

That's what made him remember the girl named Shen mange.

Behind the blunder, two people actually happened in the hotel was caught in bed, see her, ye Nanxian actually not much rejection.

That young girl, with his indifference, may be able to bring him a bit of excitement.

At that time, he decided his own marriage, which was useless. He said that he was responsible for his own behavior. He said that he had to get married after sleeping with Shen mange in public. In fact, ye Nanxian knew better than anyone that his heart really existed at that moment.

But after marriage, Shen mange is like a new person, submissive, respect him, and even completely lost his self-confidence.

Ye Nanxian once thought that he might have recognized the wrong person and married the wrong person, but what could he do?

Shen mange loves him so much and doesn't do anything wrong to him. Can't he divorce his wife?

So ye Nanxian doesn't pay attention to Shen mange any more. Although he knows that she has been paying so much that she has lost herself, he just can't stand it. But after the fire five years ago, I found that although Shen mange lost himself, some feelings penetrated into his life and his soul with the passage of years.

Perhaps there are children's departure, also let him more guilt and remorse. Now seeing Shen mange's self-confidence again, he suddenly feels that his heart beat half a year ago seems to have recovered here.

For half a year, I have taken many detours, but at this moment, my two hearts are hugging each other tightly. Even one look in the eyes makes people feel very warm and enthusiastic.

Ye Nanxian held Shen mange in his arms and said in a low voice, "do you know? The first time I see you, you want to be the master of heaven. No one can compare with you. All the people have become green leaves, I was still thinking, this little girl film is really brilliant. But in the next eight years, I have never seen you like that again. I even feel that my marriage has made you dead, and I have made you lose all your vitality. Now that I see you like this again, I know that you can defeat yourself, right? "

Shen mange was surprised and asked, "didn't you see me at the reception for the first time?"

"The first time I saw you was on the podium where you won the first prize in painting."

What ye Nanxian said surprised Shen mange for a long time.

It turned out that he had seen her for a long time.

It turned out that their first acquaintance was so brilliant.

Shen mange was suddenly satisfied with his smile.

"Fortunately, it's not at the party, or I'll die of shame."

Ye Nanxian gently hugged her and said softly, "if it was the first time at that time, no matter you were a sleeping daughter, I would not marry you."

"So what am I doing in the last eight years?"

"It's all over. We have to be fine tomorrow. believe me. Our daughter will have a successful operation, our son I will find, ye Rui will grow up happily, and our days will be better and better. "

Ye Nanxian did not avoid Shen Zian's disappearance.

If the child is missing, it is not possible to find it without saying it is missing. They are husband and wife, need to bear the children's things together, even such things.

Shen mange's mood is somewhat sad.

Shen Zian has no news so far, which is not good news for her, but she also knows that the top priority is to cure herself first.If she breaks down, how can she go on for her children and ye Nanxian?

Shen mange sighed and said, "do you really want to know what I've experienced to be so hungry?"

"If you don't want to say it, don't force it. When you want to say it, I'll be here at any time. Whether you say it or not, it doesn't change much. I want to accompany you and guard you. This heart will never change. "

Ye Nanxian's words moved Shen mange. She took a deep breath and said, "I'd better tell you. Maybe I'll open my heart when I say it."

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