Don’t Turn from Summer

"Wait." Lao Fang said, "Lin Mochen, your outsiders shouldn't say more. But I'm one of her only elders. It's probably not too much to say a few words. That's true. She has a better and wider road. You have seen better scenery outside, and you might as well leave her the best scenery. The road of life is still long, and gathering together is always impermanent. Do n’t ask her again Where I went, if in the future, if there is a destiny, at a better time, it may be more suitable and better to examine the relationship of youth. The things she left to you, you should treasure, you should be grateful. Remember not to I'm stuck in the past and go forward. She will also go forward. So maybe in the future, you will remember her kindness to you, and you won't feel ashamed. "

...

Hanging up the phone, Lin Mochen suddenly felt the pain in his temples. He was a little disturbed, but the deep night and extremely overstretched physical strength had made him not want to think too much. He continued to drive in the direction of the hotel. He thought the old man had something to say correctly. Go forward and life must continue. This matter, this person, so far, no need to mention it.

Then, like an irresistible fate, as if everything had irreversible signs before it happened. In the dark night, his cell phone rang again under the dim street light.

It's a number in the United States.

Lin Mochen stopped the car aside, raised his dark eyes, and picked it up.

It is a slightly hoarse, but energetic voice, speaking authentic American English: "hello, are you jasonlin?"

Lin Mochen: "Yes."

Burt snorted softly at that end, but still smiled in his voice: "Where's your girlfriend, summer? Why did I call her and the number no longer exists?"

Lin Mochen slowly answered, "I don't know."

Burt was a little upset: "Hey, boy, do you treat your own life-saving benefactor? I'm Burt, mk's chairman!"

"What are you doing to find her?" He asked.

Bert's tone softened and he took it a little bit seriously: "I asked her to thank her. Didn't she say it to you? It was this angelic girl who said to me, Many things in life are not rewarded with benefits. When I do good things, I get good rewards. After I help you, a miracle occurs. I was already ill and the doctor was not optimistic. But this time, I actually woke up again, and even my condition improved. I want to tell her that this is really the best reward I have ever seen. "

Lin Mochen has not spoken.

A voice came from Bert, and he muttered softly, and said, "Okay, I'm going to hang up. But please remember, young man, treat her well. She's entangled me for many days, I won this investment for you. Her bravery and perseverance are beyond your imagination. When a man is young, it is really lucky to meet such a girl. She said ... "Bert smiled again:" She She said she wants her sweetheart to live forever and she will save your love. Now, she should be very happy. If you are lucky to marry her in the future, remember to invite me to watch the ceremony. "

Lin Mochen answered, "Okay."

The phone hung up, and there seemed to be a sudden silence. Lin Mochen put his mobile phone in the co-driver, sat still for a while, started the car, and continued to drive forward. But the hazy road suddenly seemed extremely empty. He was driving on this road, but like driving in a deep, invisible dream. He kept driving forward, and suddenly it seemed that he didn't have much consciousness. He couldn't hear the sounds around him. Looking at the buildings and lights in front of him, his eyes seemed blank.

Until the cell phone rang unwillingly, waking him from the dream. He picked up almost indifferently: "Hey?"

It doesn't matter whose phone number it is, it won't be her phone anyway.

It came from the voice of my younger sister Lin Qian, with a bit of pride and coquettishness: "Brother, you know you haven't slept yet. Why didn't you call me this weekend? You called off yesterday and turned it off?"

Lin Mochen didn't speak.

"I just finished my book. This time, I took the third grade in the mock exam. Okay?"

"Ok."

Lin Qian also heard that his tone was wrong, and carefully asked, "Brother, is the company's business still not settled? I actually ... listen to what mom said, she said that you've saved your life. Brother, you rest assured, now you're working hard Point, when I graduate from college, I will help you fight the country. "

He replied, "Okay."

Lin Qian: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."

Lin Mochen took a deep breath and replied, "It's all right."

"Brother, have you encountered anything? Are you ... sad?"

Lin Mochen couldn't go on, and said dumbly, "Lin Qian, go to bed early, I still have something. I'll call you later." After talking, Lin Qian hung up the phone, shut down, and lost the cell phone.

During the night, he continued to drive the car forward. But I don't know where to go. Familiar city, strange street. On the empty road, only his car was driving.

In the end, he parked the car at an unknown junction. Raised his head, there was only one street lamp, and it shone silently. I don't know if it's a bar or an audio-visual shop next to it. It's so deserted so late, the door is still open. The sound at the door is playing the most popular band, the song that swept the streets. The pure but hoarse male voice sings piercingly:

I am most afraid of the sudden quiet of the air, my friend is suddenly afraid

Most afraid of memories suddenly rolling and writhing with pain

Most afraid of hearing your news suddenly

We are so sweet and so beautiful and so believing

So crazy so enthusiastic once

Why do we still want to grow old in our own happiness and regret

Suddenly I miss you

Where will you be happy or wronged

Suddenly I miss you

Suddenly sharp memories eyes suddenly blurry

...

Lin Mochen leaned in the car seat, raised his hand to cover his face, and tears rolled down.

...

Later, after a long time, my sister Lin Qian also fell in love with the savvy man in the upper part of the mall. He said to his sister, "The more a man who has done all the work, in love, the more you have to make him cramp and bones to see To his heart. "

Lin Qian asked: "Brother, have you ever been cramped by a woman?"

Lin Mochen was silent.

...

That woman, she didn't just remove his muscles and his bones. She took away all the joy and love of his life. After that, a Lin Mochen continued along the path of life. Another Lin Mochen, forever stuck on the road that night when he returned from the airport, looked up at the dark sky, and looked down at the lonely glimmer.