Doomsday: I, a top killer, became a lolita

When the two passed by the tourist distribution center, Ning Yu jumped directly into the car and broke in to get the map.

Shen Yiyue went around outside, carrying zombies.

After Ning Yu got the map and jumped up again, he continued to drive.

The sun had already set directly in front of them, and the two of them seemed to be young girls day by day, sailing towards the sunset together.

The next step is to find a place to stay tonight.

Ning Yu checked the ammunition, there were still more than 70 rounds, which was quite durable, and it would be another 150 rounds when he woke up tomorrow morning.

The remaining ammunition can be used tonight to teach Shen Yiyue to use a gun.

Ning Yu took a picture of a very tall apartment from the map.

Most of the people living in this small, exquisitely decorated and modern apartment are solitary people living alone.

At the same time, they are basically office workers, and they should still be social animals in 996 on the day of the outbreak of the apocalypse, not in the apartment, so Ning Yu chose here.

This kind of home will generally have a lot of convenient food, two people can eat on the spot without wasting inventory.

The booming motorcycle drove into the underground parking lot of the apartment, there were almost no cars underneath, and it seemed that the occupancy rate of the apartment was not high.

There are not many zombies following behind.

The speed of the motorcycle is too fast, and some zombies suddenly lose their way while walking.

Only a small number of zombies with flexible legs followed in, and the two killed them all after getting out of the car.

The city has lost power, so there is no way to use the elevator.

After locking the motorcycle, the two could only walk up the stairs.

The two simply climbed to the top 12th floor, which was Ning Yu's idea.

After some searching on the 12th floor, Ning Yu unlocked and found a room with a decent atmosphere of life, and the two immediately walked in.

The setting sun has only a thin orange light, and the night sky has begun to show the color of black and gray.

The faint light shone into the apartment, through the thin window screen, and fell on the sideboard of the room, on which there were some red wines from the original owner's collection.

The dining table is covered with a blue tablecloth and some commonly used cutlery.

The sofa has soft throw pillows, and the coffee table in front of the sofa is carefully covered with striped carpets.

Overall a clean, tidy and comfortable house.

Shen Yiyue, a curious ghost, had already secretly run over, looking at the red wine in the cabinet, and then ate Ning Yu's loli hand knife from behind:

"Don't drink it, you have to rush tomorrow."

Shen Yiyue spat out her tongue mischievously:

"Hehe~~ I'll take a look and don't open it."

She subconsciously turned on the TV again, and then suddenly remembered that the power had gone out and turned on lonely.

While there was still a little light, both of them went to take a shower first.

After Ning Yu finished washing first, she searched the food in the house: she found some sparkling water, and some snacks such as chocolate and preserved fruit.

She lifted the floor-to-ceiling window screen in the living room, put one side away, and then moved a stool over and placed it on the balcony.

I took everything I ate and drank to the balcony, then sat on a stool and put my white calves on the balcony railing.

Freshly bathed, I was refreshed, and I was breezing in the breeze, looking at the rows of buildings in the distance, sandwiched between the night and the setting sun.

She began to taste sparkling water and snacks in her hand.

It's not pleasant.

Shen Yiyue also came out of the bath afterwards, and when she saw the comfortable appearance of the silver-haired little loli, she also learned it in a similar way.

Brought a small stool, and like Ning Yu, she put her long white and tender legs arrogantly on the railing, and ate something.

After a while.

Night has fallen completely.

"What are you thinking?"

Ning Yu just drank a sip of lemon sparkling water, feeling the sweet and sour feeling in his throat, and suddenly saw Shen Yiyue on the side who seemed to be in some deep thought.

"Ah, I was thinking... That sister during the day.

Shen Yiyue suddenly reacted, tore open a package of nuts with her hand, and put a raisin into her mouth.

"Huh? Are you still wondering about that 'does it work' question?

Ning Yu asked again.

"It's not... I know the answer, it's another thing, I feel like I can't say it.

Shen Yiyue paused and continued:

"I was thinking, she finally plucked up the courage to kill from the hotel, and ran to a safe place with food and water."

"It sounds like a very hopeful story."

"But I didn't expect to suffer such inhuman treatment in the end, which became a living tragedy."

"I always feel that everything is very impermanent, if it weren't for the light rain, what would happen to me?"

Ning Yu didn't say anything when she heard this, she lit a candle, and seemed to be planning to read the "Outsider".

Taking a sip of sparkling water, Ning Yu's eyes did not look at her, but slowly spoke:

"Have you heard of absurdity?"

"Huh? Absurd? What is the meaning? Of

course, Shen Yiyue knew the meaning of the word, but she didn't understand why Ning Yu suddenly said this, and tilted her head to look at her.

Ning Yu opened the corner of the page, but did not intend to look, but looked up at the moon that had already emerged:

"It's the absurdity of life."

"You think she's finally got hope, she's going to develop an inspiring story, and then something so tragic happens."

"Isn't this absurd? Full of unexpected turns, but it really happened.

Shen Yiyue understood both and didn't seem to understand, she chewed the nuts in her mouth, and asked,

"What does Xiaoyu want to say?"

Ning Yu raised the "Outsider" in his hand and said: "

For example, the author of this book, I have read his biography."

"The previous page of that biography still talks about what revolution he won the Nobel Prize in Literature, and it is a glorious moment that exudes the beauty of life."

"But on the next page, he suddenly died in a car accident, and his glorious life came to an abrupt end."

"For example, you were supposed to have a normal reading day, but the end times suddenly broke out, and you almost died."

"You and your loved ones are suddenly separated like this, life and death are unknown."

Ning Yu's amber eyes were full of indifference, like the surface of a calm lake, she spoke again:

"So I want to say that life is inherently impermanent and absurd."

"All good stories and wishes are wishful thinking that we weave in words."

"Life is the opposite of story, without the embellishment of language, it cannot be beautified, it is a series of phenomena."

Shen Yiyue felt even more puzzled, and she asked,

"A series of phenomena?"

Ning Yu nodded and suddenly closed the page:

"It is we who use language to beautify or ugly pure phenomena into stories in our minds that meet our expectations."

"For example, 'He didn't cry at his mother's funeral, then he must be a heartless person'."

"For example, 'The female white-collar worker who escaped from the hotel has been reborn, so this must be a symbol that everything will be fine.'"

"It's all our imagination, we are judging reality with logic, we are giving us the pure phenomena we see, plus self-righteous imagination."

"However, reality often responds to you with absurdity and makes you hit your head."

Shen Yiyue felt that these words were very cold and ruthless, making people feel inexplicably uneasy, but they always felt that they were very correct.

This time, she thought for a long, long time, feeling that the evening breeze seemed to be getting cooler, and after a pause, she said:

"But.... Xiaoyu, if life is so absurd, isn't it very desperate to live?

"One second you are still joying, and the next second there may be calamity befalling."

"Hard work does not necessarily pay off, and if you see the hope of success, you may still fail in the end."

When Ning Yu heard this, he smiled at her:

"No, on the contrary, when you realize the absurdity, you should fight it even more."

"Give this fucking life a big middle finger."

"Even if the final result is a failure, it is to die without reconciliation, not willingly."

"Don't you think that's true courage?"

Shen Yiyue froze a little, and began to seriously think about the meaning of these words.

Ning Yu then realized that she seemed to have said something inexplicable, and she showed a slightly apologetic look:

"I'm sorry, I said these irrelevant nonsense with you."

Shen Yiyue shook her head gently, and something was shining in her watery eyes.

"No, I think what Xiaoyu said just now made me feel a lot more at ease."

She suddenly raised a big middle finger to the night sky, and then 'poofed' and giggled, laughing vigorously and relaxed.

Ning Yu also laughed softly with her after a long absence.

The laughter of the two girls echoed in the night sky, which was particularly abrupt.

The zombies downstairs raised their heads one after another.

I want to see which fool dares to laugh here.

Is this laughter mocking them, or is it mocking something?