Dressed As a Cannon Fodder Substitute For a Beautiful President

In the evening's invitation, Hua Tian's attitude was much more familiar than yesterday. Not long after sitting down, the two responsible persons had already started toasting. Qi Zheng heard from a colleague in the branch next to him that when he visited Huatian in the afternoon, the other party agreed to make concessions on the issue that had been deadlocked before.

After Qi Zheng listened silently, Shen Zhibing had already been poured several cups by the other party, but it was limited to that. Shen Zhibing changed his strategy today, he ate refreshments before coming, and at the beginning he gave all the important people a round of respect, and then let the people from the branch take over.

I didn't bring enough people yesterday, so today the branch has replaced two more powerful ones, and by the way, a backup was added.

"Mr. Shen, you didn't drink it at the beginning, what a shame."

"Don't mind Liu Gong, I drank too much yesterday, so I don't dare to be presumptuous today."

"Mr. Shen has always been a good drinker. It's hard to pour you a few cups yesterday. Could it be that the deal was negotiated today, so he ignored us."

"Liu Gong really likes to joke. If this is the case, I would not have taken the initiative to drink so much just now. I am really powerless, please forgive me."

Shen Zhibing was really refreshing just now, took the initiative to toast, and coaxed each of them into obedience. Now if he is forced again, he will lose his identity.

He raised his glass and turned to Qi Zheng beside Shen Zhibing, and said with a smile, "Mr. Shen doesn't drink, then I'll drink with Xiao Qi. She hasn't moved the glass much today, right, Xiao Qi?"

After he finished speaking, he stretched the wine glass straight to Qi Zheng, wishing to send it directly to her mouth.

Disgust flashed in Qi Zheng's eyes, but she lowered her eyes and the other party couldn't see.

Shen Zhibing put out his hand to block the wine glass back, and said with a light smile, "Gong Liu should let me out as a new employee. Qizheng has just graduated from university and came out to study business, so don't embarrass her."

Liu Gong crossed the dining table half of his body, and his posture is very funny now. Shen Zhibing refused, and then Qi Zheng couldn't drink the wine, which made him lose face. But he didn't dare to challenge Shen Zhibing face to face, people were polite to him entirely for Hua Tian's sake.

"Just one cup. After drinking this cup, Xiao Qi is free tonight." Liu Gong found a step for himself, but Shen Zhibing's hand didn't move.

"Qi Zheng was very uncomfortable last night, and barely slept in the second half of the night. I'm afraid that something will happen to me with a glass of wine. Liu Gong also doesn't want Shen's cooperation to be affected by this kind of news."

Liu Gong was very upset and drank the glass of wine himself. After sitting back, he ate a few chopsticks dishes. The colleagues around him laughed and teased him, but he ignored it.

Hua Tian's attitude softened, and Shen Zhibing's purpose of this business trip was achieved. Yongcheng is not within the scope of Shen's core business development, and came here purely because of Huatian Water Conservancy.

On the plane back home, Shen Zhibing was looking at the documents. For her, a business trip is just a different place to work, and extra entertainment is added. Qi Zheng didn't have much work, so sitting next to President Shen at this time seemed too leisurely.

"If you are tired, you can take a break. I will not even deduct the normal rest time of employees."

"It's not tired, just a little boring."

Shen Zhibing casually pointed to the screen next to him: "If you are bored, you can watch a movie."

"The boss is working, but I watch movies? Mr. Shen, are you digging a hole for me to jump in?"

Although Shen Zhibing's fragility was only revealed occasionally at night, after that night, the distance between the two seemed to be closer. Qi Zheng sometimes jokes with President Shen, but it's quite harmonious.

Shen Zhibing did not give Qi Zheng any other documents, nor did she pay any attention to how she passed the time. Fortunately, Yongcheng was not too far from Haicheng, and the flight almost landed after the approval of several documents.

Shen Zhibing was supposed to go to the psychiatric clinic today, but her business trip caused her to reschedule. The secretary of the clinic called to confirm with her whether the schedule for tomorrow afternoon had changed. Shen Zhibing thought about it for a while and confirmed that she would go tomorrow afternoon.

After hanging up the phone, she turned her head and said to Yun Fei, "I have to leave an hour early tomorrow afternoon. You can shorten the meeting time."

Shen Zhibing's so-called reduction of meeting time is not to cut off the content of the meeting, but to shorten the meeting interval, and also to remove the lunch time. Every time he travels on business, there will be a backlog of work. Shen Zhibing usually chooses to work overtime, but this time he has to leave early, which is a bit abnormal.

Although Yun Fei was surprised, she still followed Mr. Shen's instructions, and Qi Zheng also returned to the company with the pick-up driver. In such a short time after joining the company, I can go on business trips with President Shen, and I heard that after stopping alcohol for President Shen, I was guarded the next day.

The news of the branch office was faster than the fax, and before they came back, the news was already portrayed in a good way.

Shen Qixing also listened with relish in the office. The personnel department is actually the most gossip, and there are well-known and justifiable reasons: caring about employee performance is conducive to comprehensive evaluation of employee performance.

Mrs. Shen has always encouraged talented people to join, so there has always been a lot of mobility between departments. For internal competition, the senior management also has a supportive attitude. Recently, three business departments have submitted employment requirements to human resources, and there are many vacancies, some of which are considered sweet.

With the encouragement of Yun Fei, Qi Zheng also submitted an application in the system. In fact, she did not meet the standard of applying for one year after entry, but Yun Fei said that there are no restrictions on applications. There are many criteria for screening, and the entry period is only one of the considerations, not a hard rule.

Yun Fei also said that she will evaluate Qi Zheng's work performance in detail since she joined the company.

After signing up, Qi Zheng never thought that she would be selected. When the personnel department called her, she was stunned for a moment.

"Because your entry time is short, our vice president Shen has to interview in person before deciding whether to approve you to participate in the selection of internal competition."

It's reasonable, but Shen Qixing and Shen Zhibing don't deal with it very well, and he came to the secretary's room several times before to inquire about her. This personal interview might be specifically for her.

When Yun Fei heard about this, let her not think too much, just prepare the materials carefully.

"Have you told President Shen about this?"

Qi Zheng shook his head: "Anyway, let's talk about it when we can officially participate in the selection."

Mr. Shen is so busy, where can I listen to her step-by-step report.

"It's best to clarify Mr. Shen's attitude first."

Yun Fei said that, Qi Zheng naturally couldn't delay any longer. He found a lunch time and knocked on Shen Zhibing's office.

After listening to Qi Zheng's report, Shen Zhibing put the lunch box aside.

"You want to go to the sales promotion department?"

"Yes."

"It's different from your major and what you're doing now, why would you want to go there."

Qi Zheng thought about it and said truthfully, "I want to make more money."

Shen Zhibing was not satisfied with Qi Zheng's reason, and after waiting for a while, she didn't see the second one.

"No more? Just to make money?"

"The sales department can contact more customers, grasp the latest development policies and industry trends, and directly create profits."

Shen Zhibing said nothing, waved her hand to let her go out.

"This matter is going according to the normal process, until you can enter the list for my final approval."

Qi Zheng felt that Shen Zhibing didn't seem very happy, but it was not easy to guess what Mr. Shen was thinking.

Shen Qixing's solo interview was quite satisfactory, and he was not alone in leading the interview. There were also personnel and the director of the sales department.

Qi Zheng's interview performance was good, and with Yun Fei's recommendation, she was exempted from the one-year entry threshold.

"Xiao Qi, I heard from the sales department that you are doing well, and you have to work hard for the business assessment next week."

After the manpower test is over, the general manager of the sales department will conduct an interview and assessment in person.

Qi Zheng was a little reluctant, but the work in the secretarial office was actually quite good.

There are three people who competed with Qi Zheng to go to the sales department at the same time, and she happened to have a table of mahjong. She is the only woman and the only one who has been on the job for less than a year. But no one ignored Qi Zheng. The story of this man's triple jump has long been spread.

Qi Zheng knew that he was a bit inexperienced after all, especially in sales. She tried her best to prepare for the interview, but she didn't show an absolute advantage.

However, the sales department finally chose her, and when the personnel department called her to inform her of the result, Qi Zheng couldn't believe it herself.

Yun Fei also received a notice, and the human side said that the document would be officially issued after President Shen signed and approved.

It seems that there is only the process left, half a month as soon as possible, and no more than a month as slow.

Sales promotion is indeed the core department, and many people want to go there. The sales department at the headquarters does not have to work hard every day to run business, but there is no shortage of major customer resources.

Xin Jia and the others are also reluctant to Qizheng, but going to the business department will be more helpful for future development: "Xiaoqi will take good care of himself when he goes to the sales department, don't work hard with them, just follow his own pace."

"I will, thank you Sister Xin."

"If you encounter difficulties, just tell us. You didn't know anyone there, so don't be bullied."

The third secretary smiled and said, "You are all just worrying, Xiao Qi is from our secretary office, who dares to bully him? Don't be afraid to sue Mr. Shen directly, you may be flattered. Xiao Qi, you But resist the temptation and not be led astray."

This kind of department that directly generates profits or has a huge annual budget is both a fat and a trap, and different people have different gains.

Shen Zhibing just finished the meeting and saw the documents waiting for her to sign on the table. She looked it over carefully and called the manpower.

Qi Zheng received a call from the personnel commissioner that afternoon: "Qi Zheng, President Shen did not approve your transfer application. So...for this internal competition, you can't go to the sales department for the time being."

"Mr. Shen didn't approve? Why?" Qi Zheng didn't expect Shen Zhibing to challenge her at the last level. She didn't show any abnormality before, and she didn't say anything when she came back from the meeting in the morning.

Even if you don't approve, shouldn't you talk to her first? What does it mean to return directly to manpower?

"This is what President Shen meant. She said that you are not suitable for the sales department at the moment. We don't ask much about this."

Qi Zheng also knew that Manpower was just a message, and she couldn't ask anything. After hanging up the phone, she looked in the direction of Shen Zhibing's office, Mr. Shen never came out after returning from the meeting.

Yun Fei also received an email notification from the manpower, and her eyes were deep. She was a little worried about Qi Zheng's emotions: "Xiao Qi, do you want to get off work early to relax?"

Qi Zheng shook his head, this matter cannot be solved by distraction. She needs to ask Shen Zhibing to find out why?

I don't know if Shen always didn't see her on purpose, or if he was too busy, and Qi Zheng didn't wait until Mr. Shen was free until he got off work.

Most of the people in the secretary's office left, and Yun Fei saw Qi Zheng still sitting and persuaded her to leave work together.

"Don't wait, President Shen has a reception tonight. Even if you see her later, she won't have time."

The author says:

Thank you bosses for your support and encouragement

Since everyone is a little interested in dumpling literature, I will write a copy in two days for you to read

Chapter 53 [Miss Shen mentions Miss Q more and more times, and there is a trend of tying up with Mr. A, which needs attention. 】

Qi Zheng lowered her head and thought for a while, but still didn't want to go: "I'll be fine when I go home anyway." She paused and then said, "I just want to hear Mr. Shen's opinion so that it won't waste her too much time."

Yun Fei knew that the competition was a big blow, especially for a newcomer like Qi Zheng. It is an exceptional selection in itself, and has received more attention than others along the way.

Although Manpower has not officially issued a document, there must be a lot of internal news. Ups and downs, who will feel better? Yun Fei lightly pressed her shoulder and only reminded: "Mr. Shen must have her thoughts, try to communicate well. If it doesn't work, just wait."

Shen Zhibing had never disclosed this matter to Yun Fei before, and no one knew what President Shen was thinking. Yun Fei was afraid that Qi Zheng could not control her emotions and would conflict with President Shen, which would affect her subsequent work.

"I won't make trouble."

Qi Zheng just didn't understand, what was President Shen's intention in doing this? She was really uncomfortable, and she was very uncomfortable, but she didn't get to the point of quarreling if she didn't agree.

Shen Zhibing came out of the office, only Qi Zheng was left in the secretary room. She froze for a moment and slowed down a little: "Have you left yet?"

Qi Zheng stood up, took the bag on the table and followed: "I'm waiting for you."

Shen Zhibing seemed to have guessed Qi Zheng's purpose, and had no special response: "I don't have time tonight, I will talk to you in a few days."

Today, the personnel commissioner hinted on the phone that if Mr. Shen can change his mind as soon as possible, in fact, there will be a turning point in this matter. This is as soon as possible, and at the latest, it cannot be postponed until tomorrow after get off work.

A few days after Shen Zhibing, for Qi Zheng, the day lily was cold.

She followed Shen Zhibing into the elevator and refused to give up: "It won't take you a long time, I just want to know the reason. Why don't you agree with me going to the sales department?"

Shen Zhibing glanced at the time, she had to go back to Yunlu Garden first, and then rush to the hotel.

"You have a lot of questions, and I can't explain it in a few words, but my attitude is clear."

Lots of questions? Then why did Mr. Shen never say it? Have to wait until she is selected before rejecting it, but just watch it before?

When the elevator arrived, Qi Zheng subconsciously followed to the parking lot. Seeing that she still refused to back down, Shen Zhibing shook his head: "Get in the car first, I don't have time to waste here."

When they arrived at Yunlu Garden, Qi Zheng was still not invited upstairs, and Shen Zhibing asked her to wait in the clubhouse. Seeing that Shen Zhibing didn't rush her back, Qi Zheng wondered if he was going to take her to socialize?

She looked down at the suit on her body, which was quite satisfactory, typical of office workers.

Shen Zhibing's outfit tonight was not exaggerated, and there was no obvious distance between him and Qi Zheng. It seemed to be an ordinary game.

"Come with me, and if you can hold out until the night, I'll tell you."

Qi Zheng regretted it a little, and she should have dressed up as well. She actually paid attention to her image.

Seeing her frown, Shen Zhibing curled the corner of her mouth, but didn't break it: "Tonight, it's mainly people from industry associations, there are no customers, and most of them are colleagues."

Qi Zheng followed, and the atmosphere was slightly better than the ones he had been to before, but he could not avoid the fate of being secretly scrutinized. Shen Zhibing blocked some for her, but there were times when she couldn't care. I don't know if it was President Shen's intention or Qi Zheng's face was so unfamiliar that everyone was curious.

Finally boiled for three hours, got on the car back.

Shen Zhibing was satisfied that Qi Zheng could persist until now, and said to the driver, "Go to the villa on the outskirts of the city."

When Aunt Xin saw Shen Zhibing coming tonight, she specially ordered the kitchen to prepare a late-night snack and send it to Shen Zhibing's room.

Qi Zheng stood by the door, while Shen Zhibing sat in front of the dresser picking her jewelry. This pair of earrings doesn't seem very comfortable tonight. Qi Zheng saw her fiddling with it several times all night.

"You eat something first and wait for me."

Shen Zhibing simply cleaned up and returned to the sofa. Qi Zheng didn't eat much supper, Shen Zhibing glanced at it and smiled.

"You're angry, so you show your face to me?"

Qi Zheng froze for a moment, but she didn't deny it immediately.

Shen Zhibing didn't mention a word about this matter before, and after that, he dragged on without explaining it, as if he didn't care at all.

That's right, for President Shen, this kind of thing is just a document.

Qi Zheng was a little depressed: "Maybe for you, this matter is not so important. But for me, it was a missed opportunity."

Shen Zhibing's smile deepened: "A chance to make more money?"

Qi Zheng froze again, but listened to Shen Zhibing continue: "The current salary income can't meet your needs or do you have other places to use the money?"

"I said that I want to earn liquidated damages as soon as possible, and then..."

Shen Zhibing interrupted her: "If you want to go to the sales department because of this, then I think this decision is the right one."

Qi Zheng raised her head abruptly, although she had guessed this before, she always thought that Shen Zhibing would not be so indifferent between public and private.

But now Shen Zhibing is so calm, Qi Zheng's anger is rising, and no matter how good his temper is, he can't bear it: "Mr. Shen, you don't want me to successfully terminate the contract and you can refuse to agree to my conditions. But you can't deliberately take advantage of your position after agreeing. Come to set up obstacles for me, I rely on my own ability to make money, what's hindering you? Besides, even if I go to the sales department, I will create profits for Shen's, why should you ignore the company's performance because of the matter between us !"

Shen Zhibing folded her arms and leaned on the sofa, listening to Qi Zheng's complaints and accusations, her face did not show any anger, but kept a shallow smile: "Go ahead and say all your dissatisfaction."

Qi Zheng took a deep breath, she couldn't say anything too vicious. She just felt aggrieved and powerless, and hated this kind of despair when she saw the dawn but was told that the road ahead was closed.

"I don't want to say anything. The company is yours. Of course, you have the final say. It's useless for me to say more."

Qi Zheng got up and prepared to go back to the room. This was probably Mr. Shen's explanation, and she understood it.

"Wait a minute."

Qi Zheng stopped, did not turn around, and Shen Zhibing did not speak in a hurry, the room was silent for a while.

"Didn't you say you want to listen to my reasons, you hurried away before I told you?"

Qi Zheng slowly turned around and looked at her, not knowing what Shen Zhibing was doing.

"Come and sit down, since you want to listen, you must have the attitude of wanting to listen."

Qi Zheng returned to his previous position, facing Shen Zhibing face to face, with a small coffee table in the middle, and the supper above was still warm.

"Qizheng, do you think you are suitable for sales? Or, do you like the job of sales?"

Qi Zheng thought for a while, and nodded hesitantly. This question has been asked several times during the competition. At that time, she answered yes very succinctly, but this time she showed her true thoughts.

"Then with your performance today, do you think you can become a sales elite?"

Qi Zheng frowned, what did you do?

She didn't receive an assignment to sell anything today. To be precise, she only received a heavy blow.

Shen Zhibing poured a cup of tea and said leisurely, "You insist on staying in the secretary's office and wait for me to come out. You do have the perseverance to be a salesman, but you are always passive and led by me. When you arrive at the hotel, face other people's curiosity about you. To inquire, you choose to keep a low profile and avoid contact with strangers as much as possible."

Qi Zheng nodded, what Shen Zhibing said was indeed the truth.

"You are introverted, although you are not particularly stable, but it is rare for your age. What you need in sales is to be outgoing and active, tough and thick-skinned, and to be able to resist blows. Running orders is normal."

These Qizheng knew when they were preparing for the interview.

But when it really happened to her, she felt different, and even her instinctive reaction was different from what she expected.

"If you really went to the sales department and missed the opportunity to meet so many people and resources tonight, I hope everyone ignores your actions, enough to make you fail the departmental assessment at the end of the year."

"I just..." Qi Zheng said slowly, a little lack of confidence, "I'm not quite used to it yet."

"There is a specialty in the art industry, Qi Zheng, your strengths are not here, and your personality is not suitable for sales. If you just want to make quick money, I will not agree to your transfer, it's that simple."

Qi Zheng is actually contradictory these days. On the one hand, he wants to go to the sales department, but on the other hand, he does not want to leave the secretarial office. For her, the work in the secretarial office became more and more smooth, and it even felt like a thousand miles away. Facing the unfamiliar sales department, she felt nervous but had to accept the challenge.

Shen Zhibing's explanation ended here, Qi Zheng didn't know what to say. Thinking about that tantrum against President Shen just now, it's a little embarrassing.

"I won't stop your plan to earn liquidated damages, but I don't want you to ruin your career because you just want to make money. I don't allow talent to self-destruct in front of my eyes."

Qi Zheng was stunned, nodded and said, "I know, I will think of other ways."

Shen Zhibing took a sip of tea and said in a low voice, "In the fourth quarter, the company will set up a temporary business development team, which will recruit backbones from various core business departments."

Qi Zheng raised his eyes when he heard the words, thinking about the meaning of Mr. Shen's words.

"Because it is a sprint at the end of the year by concentrating resources, the profits are considerable and the bonuses are very generous. Everyone has a stage where they can develop their talents, but the space is limited." Shen Zhibing looked at her with deep eyes, "Qi Zheng, do you dare to try it? Give it a try?"

Qi Zheng felt that Shen Zhibing was really an incomprehensible person. One moment ago, he rejected his transfer application, and the next second he threw an olive branch to her.

But why not do something that can make use of your strengths and make money? Isn't the job just to make money?

"Okay, I'll try my best."

**

Jiang Youyou originally planned to celebrate Qi Zheng's success in the competition, and specially booked a Michelin restaurant, saying that she was happy for her by prepaying the year-end bonus in advance. Who would have thought that the change had come so quickly, Qi Zheng felt relieved after complaining, and ate and drank normally.

Jiang Youyou still couldn't get back to her senses, and was stunned for a long time: "Your boss is really difficult to serve. But then again, it is normal for a few to be a big boss. If they want to do something like our little shrimps It's the same, wouldn't it be okay for me to be the president?"

Qi Zheng has also figured it out in the past two days, maybe she is really not suitable for sales. In short, she is not good at chasing after customers and chatting and laughing with people at the wine table.

"She is much more normal than before." Qi Zheng's relationship with Jiang Youyou is now closer than when she was studying, and she only talks to her occasionally when she complains.

Jiang Youyou suddenly approached her nervously and said in a low voice, "Qi Zheng, have you noticed that you have mentioned your President Shen more and more recently. Also, your attitude towards her is also different. already."

Qi Zheng just finished eating a piece of cowboy bone, vomited the bone, and asked, "What's the difference?"

"You will be angry because of her. When you mentioned her before, you always wanted to stay away from her. It's better that you don't know each other after work. But when you mention her now, you will have obvious emotional ups and downs. ."

Qi Zheng was startled, she really didn't find it.

**

Shen Zhibing actively cooperated with the treatment this time. Although she was still busy with her work, she tried to make time for follow-up visits. But the curative effect did not go as smoothly as she had hoped, and even encountered obstacles shortly after the beginning.

The psychiatrist looked at her file and said softly, "Miss Shen, don't keep emphasizing that you need to get rid of the past in your consciousness. This is actually ineffective."

Shen Zhibing was puzzled: "Is it wrong to increase self-suggestion?"

"Of course it works, but not now. The first thing you have to do is face the past calmly and open your heart. Only by letting go of the past can you truly come out."

Instead of forcibly sealing, gritted his teeth and entered another role as he is now.

When Shen Zhibing heard her mention the past, she felt sad. The past has become the past, and she doesn't even want to cherish it anymore, she just wants to forget it as soon as possible and no longer be trapped in the past.

"The haste is not enough. Especially for things like relationships, it takes years and months to accumulate bits and pieces to get what it is now. You have to clear the past, and you can't be in a hurry."

Shen Zhibing asked in a deep voice, "How long will it take?"

The psychiatrist looked at her report and thoughtfully said, "As soon as half a year, it usually takes a year."

"It's been too long, I can't wait."

"Miss Shen, you suppress your true emotions all year round, which has a lot to do with your work environment. You are under a lot of pressure at work, and if you can't release it in your life, it will lead to the backlog of emotions in your heart. Unbalanced, one year is actually an optimistic estimate."

Shen Zhibing was displeased, this was not a time she could accept.

"Then how can she do it?"

The psychiatrist pushed up his glasses and asked, "You mean Miss Q?"

Shen Zhibing didn't say Lian Ao's name, so naturally he wouldn't name Qizheng. In front of the psychiatrist, she referred to them as Mr. A and Ms. Q.

Shen Zhibing told the psychiatrist that Qi Zheng was very free and easy after getting rid of her previous relationship. This is her goal, and it can also be called a role model. In order to make the psychiatrist understand her demands more clearly, she described Qi Zheng's performance in love and after a breakup in detail.

"She can succeed in such a short time, why can't I?"

Shen Zhibing believes that she is more mature and experienced than Qi Zheng, can't she do it?

"Everyone has a different way of dealing with feelings, and everyone's psychological endurance is also different. Miss Q may not have the other disturbing emotions of Miss Shen. For her, she only needs to deal with feelings. But Shen Miss, you are different, except for your feelings, your entire emotional processing function is on the verge of losing control."

Shen Zhibing frowned and lay down on the comfortable sofa reclining chair. She liked the environment here very much, and it allowed her to relax temporarily. But the psychiatrist's words were so cruel and straightforward, which was one of the reasons why she was reluctant to receive treatment two years ago.

In addition to the nostalgia for that relationship, there is also the emotional problem of not wanting to be noticed by others. At that time, her position as vice president was not stable enough, and there were constant voices of doubts within the company. If people knew her true situation again, I am afraid that she would not even have the opportunity to prove herself.

She raised her hand on her forehead and murmured, "Sometimes I really admire her and am curious about her. But I always feel that she hides herself, making it difficult for people to see clearly, and I can't believe it completely."

The psychiatrist recorded in the report: [Miss Shen mentioned Miss Q more and more times, and there is a trend of tying up with Mr. A, which needs attention. 】

The author says:

Bao, the real hzc didn't come, don't get excited

The relationship between them is true. Japan. For a long time + Playing everywhere that no one cared about before (God, what is the author talking about?

ps Thank you for your love, I will try my best to make up for the comments I owe tomorrow, because the working hours on Sunday are too long, I can’t finish writing today, sorry

Chapter 54 "Would you like to try this kiss again? Or, further intimacy?"

Shen Zhibing's mood gradually relaxed, the soothing music and light incense in the room, as well as the professional and moderate tone of the psychiatrist, made her often tense nerves finally begin to relax.

After listening to Shen Zhibing's statement, the psychiatrist suggested: "In addition to emphasizing your goals, Miss Shen, you should pay more attention to yourself. Try to ask yourself, what do you want most?"

Shen Zhibing almost blurted out: "Of course I want to be free."

This is what she thinks with full satisfaction, and this is what she is anxious for, like someone who is about to drown looking for the last hope of life.

"Look at the essence through the appearance. Liberation is a matter of time, so what else is there for you to desire?"

Shen Zhibing calmed down, thinking about what she really wanted.

She has too many things to think about every day, the company's affairs take up most of it, and she has to take care of the situation of the Shen family. Even if she doesn't go back to live often, she has always been clear about the trend of the mansion.

The only thing left was for her and Lian Ao's feelings in the past. As for now, it's still a bit unreliable.

Seeing her dazed, the psychiatrist began to guide: "Your emotional problem is not only due to external factors, but also your own over-repression. You subconsciously close up part of your heart's desires, and you are unwilling to really face it. No benefit."

Shen Zhibing agreed with this statement, and she also felt her own discomfort, so she chose to seek help from professionals. However, she couldn't find the feeling of being sealed for too long.

The psychiatrist is no stranger to this kind of case, and continued to explain: "You close your eyes, relax your body, and then forget about the busy and trivial things in your daily life, and try to listen to the voice in your heart."

Shen Zhibing did as he did, and the silence in the room continued for a long time.

After that, Shen Zhibing said slowly: "I want a hug, the kind that hugs me tightly."

"anything else?"

"If you want close contact, the kind that has a temperature, it is best to stick together."

The psychiatrist lowered his head and recorded it on the report and said softly, "Who do you want to contact like this?"

who? Shen Zhibing has tried to delete Lian Ao from his memory bank, but his habit cannot be changed overnight. Lian Ao's name jumped out at the first time, but Shen Zhibing immediately felt a lot of reluctance.

She was lost again, it seemed that apart from Lian Ao, she couldn't find another person who could carry her desire. But she has given up on Lian Ao, and it is impossible to have any close contact with him in any case, let alone that kind of thing.

Qi Zheng's name appeared again, this time in addition to her name, but also her face. In addition to the usual indifference, Shen Zhibing actually remembered her lips, the ones she bitten on the top of the mountain that night.

The touch at that time was very short, and Qi Zheng didn't respond to her. She seemed to be kissing a piece of soft meat, but it still moved her heart.

Shen Zhibing still closed her eyes, she licked her lips subconsciously, and hesitantly put Qi Zheng's name in her mouth.

Seeing her like this, professionals will know at a glance that she has the answer.

"It doesn't matter that anyone can say it."

"I kissed her, and it felt weird. I didn't expect much, but after the kiss, it felt good again."

"Then do you want to try this kiss again? Or, to get closer?"

Shen Zhibing also fell into thinking, she tried to substitute herself, if those charming clips that she had in her dream were replaced with Qi Zheng's face... She suddenly grabbed the cushion at hand.

"I have no idea."

The last kind of intimacy was unfamiliar to Shen Zhibing. She had never had a relationship with Lian Ao, and she had never had it herself. Only in a dream, she was released by her body's needs.

But the joy was only shallow, and after waking up, it added a bit of melancholy. Shen Zhibing never liked to make this kind of thing clear. When she had a good relationship with Lin Muyun in the past, she was harassed and inquired about it, and she perfunctory her.

Yu Xinyan often jokes, saying that she is more Buddhist as she gets older, and she doesn't have any awareness that she is about to turn 30 years old. Of course Shen Zhibing knew what she was talking about, but she was busy and paranoid after all. Unless she really wanted to, nothing could force her to do it.

But sometimes the body is not obedient. Shen Zhibing, who is about to turn 30, may be able to tell himself rationally that some things don't have to be forced. But her 30-year-old body was just about to move, and every pore was opening her mouth, longing for more.

She had a dry mouth, and she longed for this thing. Once it was released, it would not be so easy to calm down.

"Miss Shen, it's alright."

The psychiatrist's words made Shen Zhibing gradually wake up. She slowly opened her eyes, but she could still feel the slight heat on her cheeks.

The psychiatrist handed her a glass of water, the temperature was cold but just what she needed: "Drink some water to calm down."

Originally, it was hard to say, but because of the other party's professionalism, it seemed very serious. Shen Zhibing is not an uninformed little girl, she can be calm when someone points her nose at the board of directors, let alone now.

She took two sips slowly, waiting for her cheeks to warm down.

"I think you, Miss Shen, know very well what your real needs are."

"I know, but that doesn't mean all needs have to be met."

"But this will directly affect your mood." The psychiatrist looked down at the report, then looked up at her, "You need an outlet to release, otherwise you won't be able to hold on any longer."

Human abilities are limited, and no matter how powerful Shen Zhibing is, it is impossible to contain all emotions endlessly. She needs to release so that it can cycle and allow both good and bad emotions to truly coexist peacefully.

"I'm more cautious in this regard, and there are very few people I can accept."

The psychiatrist doesn't have much gossip about this kind of thing. It is purely from a professional point of view. He suggested: "You can start with a relationship that can make you relax, and you don't have to have such a clear purpose at the beginning. A person who can make you feel relaxed, It must make you feel safe and happy."

The psychiatrist's pen circled the name of Miss Q on the report, but she didn't say it. After all, Miss Q's gender is not suitable to be Shen Zhibing's candidate.

Shen Zhibing thought about it and put the cup back on the coffee table: "