Easy on Me, Snookums

Chen Yuan, who smoked for the first time, was irritated by the smell of cheap cigarettes. The discomfort in her lungs made her entire respiratory tract seem to be burning.

Why do people smoke or drink when they are struggling and suffering, or when their minds cannot find a way out? This is not good for the development of the situation!

Chen Yuan finally stopped coughing. She looked at the burning cigarette **** in front of her, tears rushing down her eyes.

His father, Yu Zhenhai, was a high school teacher with rich knowledge. He looked like a literati of that era, elegant and with a touch of melancholy, and he was tall and thin.

And mother Song Zhen is just an ordinary female textile factory worker. She has a nice face and a vigorous nature. She doesn't read much but has her own ideas.

Originally, such a family should be a combination of style and style, complementing each other, but since Chen Yuan was born, there is no feeling of feeling between them.

Endless noisy, mother vented frantically, father buried himself in drinking, as if the room was full of suffocating low air pressure.

At that time, Chen Yuan was still called Yu Beibei. Because of her parents, she was always bullied by neighbors' children.

"Yu Beibei, Yu Beibei, the upper beam is not straight and the lower beam, I am!"

"Your mom and your dad have strong feelings, and they blush every day in fights!"

The little girl went home crying, but in exchange for an even worse scolding.

Sitting in the garden in the middle of the street, the strong summer atmosphere in August made Chen Yuan chills. Her body kept shivering, and the cigarette in her hand was burning silently, leaving a bald cigarette **** flying away. The soot coming.

"Why, why are you doing this!" Chen Yuan couldn't understand, she felt very helpless and powerless, and she couldn't change anything at all.

After waiting for a while, the house must have been messed up again. The plates and plates were all over the place. Father was driven out of the bedroom by his mother and drunk sleeping on the sofa.

Thinking of this, Chen Yuan felt a splitting headache.

Opening the cigarette box, Chen Yuan took out another cigarette. Looking at the flame of the lighter, she really wanted to light herself with a torch, so as not to suffer such endless torture.

But Chen Yuan did not. In the heart of an 18-year-old girl, she still expects a miracle to happen. She hopes that after her parents can leave home to study, the two can communicate with each other well, put down everything in the past and start again.

Chen Yuan did not breathe hard this time. She gently held the cigarette on her mouth and took a slow sip. The smoke slipped to the throat along with her breath, and into the lungs, the excess part from the nose And ran out of the mouth.

Although she still wanted to cough, she was not as violently as she was just now. Chen Yuan smoked the cigarette to the end one bite at a time.

Or it is because when smoking, people will keep breathing, which has a calming and soothing effect, and Chen Yuan feels less uncomfortable.

She now has a calm attitude to examine what happened in her home. Every time her mother quarreled, she would mention that bitch, and even the bitch's child.

Mom said that there will be no other woman in Dad's heart except that bitch, so that so-called **** should be his father's former lover.

Who will she be? How is her child?

Since my father's heart is not in this home, why should he marry his mother, and he also said that his mother used despicable means to deceive him, and why?

Chen Yuan has always been smart, or her father’s genes, and her grades are also very good. This time she was admitted to a major university in modern office. Chen Yuan is actually very proud of her. Finally, she can give her parents more brilliance. Up.

But her mother is not happy at all. Does she feel that she is even more unable to face the situation of being alone with her father after she leaves?

Cigarettes were burning one by one, Chen Yuan frowned and thought about the problems between her parents, her mouth became more and more bitter.

The night is getting deeper, and there are fewer and fewer people in the garden in the middle of the street. When everyone passes by Chen Yuan, the elderly will look at the girl smoking and shake their heads. The children will look back and look curiously. The child’s parents always drag the child away in disgust.

The look of other people's eyes doesn't matter to Chen Yuan at all, has she seen few eyes from childhood to large?

There were more and more cigarette butts on the ground, and Chen Yuan stepped on the last one and almost fainted when she stood up. The dizziness made her tottering, luckily she supported the back of the bench in time.

It turned out that not only alcohol, but cigarettes can also make people drunk. Chen Yuan has a preliminary understanding of cigarettes.

Turning on the Coke, Chen Yuan drank it, finally relieved the discomfort of drunkenness.

There are bugs whispering in the grass, the street lights are dim in the middle of the night, and the hot weather makes people reluctant to go home.

Under the telegraph poles on the side of the street, there were still people playing poker. Chen Yuan looked at such an ordinary and ordinary street scene and felt that she should go home.

In any case, he is already an adult in the legal sense, and he should take responsibility for his parents.

Just now, she rushed out of the house in anger. She didn't know what the situation of her parents is now. Although Chen Yuan felt that she had seen the ending, she still had to go back and clean up the mess left by them after the battle.

Father may be drunk, mother may also take the money to continue playing mahjong, but someone must clean up the mess in a house.

After smoking a whole pack of cigarettes, Chen Yuan's steps became a little floating. Although she did not inhale every puff into her lungs like a real smoker, there was still a lot of nicotine in the blood.

Staggeringly walked to the home along the road when she came. From time to time, malicious men whistled at Chen Yuan on the road, but she continued on her way as if she hadn't heard it.

Home is getting closer, and Chen Yuan's heart is both contradictory and helpless. After standing still, she took a deep breath and silently counted a hundred times in her heart.

Be strong, Yu Beibei!

No matter what kind of scene you see when you go back, it will not be worse than before. Mom’s quarrelling and swearing will not have much effect in front of Dad. He will always choose to avoid or leave home, although this will only make Mom is more painful and crazy, but it can finally calm down for a while.

After Chen Yuan finished counting, she walked forward step by step. She came to the top of the stairs, went upstairs, and saw the door of her house.

There was no noise and it was calm. Chen Yuan put her ear to the door and listened. There was no sound in the room.

It seems that the quarrel should have stopped, Chen Yuan sighed and took out the key.

After opening the door, the house was dark and there was no dad's snoring. Could it be that dad ran away by mom?

Through the street lights outside the window, Chen Yuan saw that the living room was indeed as messy as she expected.

Where did they go?

Chen Yuan turned on the light and silently watched the war scene in the living room. She walked to the kitchen and took a broom and started cleaning.

After cleaning up all the rubbish, Chen Yuan's body was already wet with sweat. She washed her face and walked to the sofa to sit and rest.

It was already two o'clock in the morning, and Chen Yuan's eyelids were a bit sore. She rubbed her eyes and planned to go to sleep first.

When she passed her parents' bedroom, Chen Yuan heard crying inside. She stopped and heard that it should be her mother.

In this way, father must have been scolded by mother, and she is now crying in the room alone.

Chen Yuan's heart is softened. Although her mother is always the first to stir up troubles, she is always her biological mother. If she doesn't care about her comforting her, is she still a daughter?

"Mom, are you inside?" Chen Yuan knocked on the door of the room. She didn't hear her mother's answer, but felt that she cried louder.

Chen Yuan pushed the door and it was unlocked. She increased her strength a little. The door of her parents' bedroom opened slowly, and there was no light inside.

"Mom..." Chen Yuan only shouted, and immediately discovered something was wrong. It was a horrible feeling.

Her head seemed to be blank, and the blood in Chen Yuan's body was about to freeze. She stood at the door motionlessly.

What kind of smell is this, why is it so pungent, and not only that, this kind of smell can make people feel like the sky is spinning in an instant, is it bloody? The smell of blood!

Chen Yuan felt that the surrounding air had changed color, and she tremblingly reached out and touched the light switch on the wall.

It was just a switch, but Chen Yuan felt that her strength had already left her body, and her fingers kept shaking, just like her heart.

Courage was like a discouraged ball, limply lying on Chen Yuan's fingertips. She desperately grasped the hand on the switch with her other hand, and finally pressed it down.

With a snap, the light filled the room, and Chen Yuan couldn't help closing her eyes when the light was on.

The smell in her nose can't deceive anyone, even if she closes her eyes, Chen Yuan feels a huge sense of fear enveloping her.

"Babe, you're back..." Mom shouted in a changed voice.

The light made Chen Yuan, who closed her eyes, feel the darkness in front of her, and she mustered up the courage to open her eyes.

"what!!!!"

Blood, blood, blood everywhere, the smell just now was bloody, that's right!

Whose blood is this? How can there be so much so red, so suffocating!

Chen Yuan screamed, unable to restrain her fear, she bent down and began to vomit dimly, until her internal organs were about to come out.

"Babe, I, I killed your dad!" Mother's voice was like a devil. Chen Yuan covered her ears and shook her head frantically, tears splashing around with her movements.

How is it possible, how is it possible? How can those scenes that only appear on TV happen to me!

Chen Yuan could no longer control herself, her scream penetrated her eardrum, but she couldn't stop.

Her mother rushed over and covered Chen Yuan's mouth. Her hands were slippery, all of her father's blood, and Chen Yuan immediately began to vomit again.

"Babe, don't call, don't call you!" Mother's white clothes were stained with blood, red and dark, like flowers on the snow.