Eating an Actor’s Book

After a long time, I got out of the company and met Moon Sung Hyung.

He debuted in the CRT together with me at L & K and spent a long time together.

But he has resigned for a long time.

he started his business

I personally think that it is a brother who thinks it is not true.

there is a reason for that, because she was acting very well. Comedy, romance, trailer

If it continues in a positivee. it will be a ready-made actor who was able to perform amazing performances regardless of genre.

But to be a star it is lacking. If you stay a little longer, you will be able to make a name with a personality actor actress

Despite my advice, my brother completely abandoned his acting.

I regretted it quickly.

"Damn, if life was not so funny, I would have done it all the way."

"Drink modestly, brother."

"But you know what? I am glad that you have given up everything.

“Thinking about it? What do you think? "

Munsung spoke to his brother in a glass of alcohol.

"So you can buy me a drink, right? Oh, huh. "

I laughed at my brother 's sad laugh and poured a glass of wine.

"Great! It reminds me of old times. "

Where in the world is such a thing, dreaming of an actor is walking an endless tunnel.

Walking together in a dark tunnel that does not see a little light, we shiver in a bottle of shochu

"Yes. Let's be grateful for being able to eat shochu in this chicken house. "

"Thank you, brother."

"... it makes me sick. You son of a bitch. Drink it. "

Of course, now that everything has happened, and since Moon Sung Lee has left the company.

"What about the school? Do you still eat alone? "

"Well, same thing."

"... a rude child. If one of the three succeeds, let's pull them together.

It's a puppy. Now I get to eat and live ... "

"Okay, stop it."

"Is my word wrong? Once the transition is fast ... bad bitch. "

And again, he wakes up his drink.

Songmyo, I, and Moon Sung were together in the training camp and spent the most difficult time together.

If you were asking if you were a close friend who could open your mind, frankly it was not. I assure you.

I can be sure that something sticky can not guarantee anything.

But because of success after school, we've become far away.

It has become awkward.

"The bad kitten is the first to succeed, and it is just right. pup."

MoonSung's brother's emotions got stronger. I swallowed a cup of shochu silently.

I do not want to criticize the success of Song mungyo.

But one thing, if you have any questions.

Why, so far, I wonder if I tried to cut off my relationship with you.

Well, now it's already late to ask.

"Let's get the water out."

After he peed in the bathroom, he went outside and asked for a cigarette.

A rugged, cigarette smoke with a lighter fire embellishes the evening sky.

"Do you want one?"

Munsung shook his head to ask his brother.

"A little while."

I forcibly cut off my money, but I can not stop it completely. Recognize the possibility to smoke at any time

I sat down on the chair in front of the bar.

Then, Moon Sung sits beside me, asking indifferently.

"You saw the audition?"

"Uh, well. I saw it. "

""Are you doing well?"

How should I say it? It has not always been a good result. But I keep my head shut.

It was good.

"I think so."

Then Munsung 's face brightens. It is a reaction that can not be easily seen from me.

"Oh, yes. I'm a little confident now. Yes! I do that. Well, it is, "Youth train."

I? Who's starring? "

".... Song Mun-gyo."

"Oh, huh?"

".... "

"Hey....Are you auditioning for Song Mungyo?"

"Huh."

"... Why? is it because of Song Mungyo? "

"no."

"Then why is it?"

"Reason? There is no reason for that. "

However, there are many other works, why there is no reason why I chose "Youth train".

"I just liked the work."

I said this, but it is a lie.

I could feel myself holding a thorn in me.

This is a very big one.

If you try to swallow, you will not be able to swallow nostrils, but thorns that thrust your throat wide.

The gaze is asking me.

'Do you want to revenge?'

Yes, let's be honest.

I play next to Song mungyo and do a scene with him, I kill the act somehow and I stand out

I want to be, I know that there is such a hermit crazy reason.

Yesterday, when the bishop asked, 'Can you digest if your role gets bigger,' I'm so happy to laugh

It just seemed to pop out.

No one expects me to be accepted, and when they all like it.

I'm laughed.

Let's admit it.

Inside me, there is a pointed thorn that I want to pierce others.

However, do not expose it to the outside.

"... I'm cold, not when it's hot. I have to see everything that can be auditioned. "

Do not look the same as those I hate.

I swallowed as much aggressive feelings as possible. And I closed my eyes pretty.

Then.

Giving.

The phone rang.

- Really. Where are you now?

It was Park Chan-ik.

And I was introspective.

Audition, good.

*

I got into the office the next morning.

"... Jae Hee."

The loud office atmosphere is feeling a little bit sluggish at the same time as my appearance.

"It was said that Do Jae-hee was elected instead of Lim Joo-won "

I heard this from some people, and some of the people's gaze stuck to me.

Why? I mean, did I take the position of the Lim Joo-won?

... I can not believe you.

But I ignore their words with a bewildered face that does not know anything,

I approached.

Park Chan-Ick gets up from his seat and has a high-tongue voice that I have never seen before.

said.

"Are you here?"

And he gave me a glass of warm americano and said whether he had left it beforehand.

"Now, get this. Should we go to the break room? "

It is not surprising that this reaction is coming.

I defeated the L & K top prospect, Lim Joo-won.

<Youth Train> I received the notification of the roles of Kim Dohoon.

I took the direction that Park Chan-Ik was headed, and I saw Lim Joo-won looking at me in the corridor of the office.

I hit it.

"....."

"....."

He was looking at me and Park Chan-Ik, and he stared with a clear stare

Envy mixed with jealousy.

hey .. I know the look of your eyes.

It was my eyes that I was building in the mirror every morning.

And by the way, my eyes are now.

"...."

I was more confident than ever.

Lim Joo-won smiled awkwardly.

"Ah ... Jae Hee. did you pass the audition?? congratulations."

"Well, yes. Thank you."

".... Well, I'm so busy shooting that I'll go first."

And Lim Joo-won went out of his way.

I do not want to talk about going to your shoot.

I am very passionate and highly motivated.

as long as my lips smile a lot.

"Jae-hee, do you look good today?"

Jean's Stylist, as he passed by looking at my face, disappeared.

"... do you look happy?"

I stopped and looked at the mirror hanging on one wall.

In the mirror, I made my first look.

I smiled brighter than before.

My own facial muscles are stretched, and my appearance is hard to bear.

Why do you feel so good?

Maybe it's because I know now that Lim Joo-won is not much different from me.

I have never seen such a great person, and I have never seen much.

If you see the finish line.

They have not started yet.

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