Eight’s Crown

2020-11-07

  Chapter 198 What is your wish? When the   time came to December, Lucia's actual age was already 12 years and 4 months.

His birthday is January 17th. Calculated based on the parallel world time of the moon he was born in, he had already passed his 12th birthday when he was in the [Demon Slayer] world.

However, he himself doesn't care much about this aspect, and after becoming a ghost, he can change his body shape at will, so he doesn't care much about age.

One day in early December, Lucia learned all 24 runes and 3 original runes, and her magic skills have risen a lot.

According to Aozaki Orange’s judgment, although his magic skills are still at the Fifth Rank [open] position, his surgical methods have almost reached the Second Rank [color position]. This is because Because his physical coordination ability is too strong and can easily form muscle memory, as long as he trains more, it is impossible to catch up with Aozaki Orange within two or three months.

Of course, it's only limited to the speed and accuracy of the operation that's all. If he wants to surpass Aosaki Orange in terms of surgical attainments, unless he invests himself in Rune for more than a year or two, he will temporarily There is no such probability.

I have also learned all the knowledge about magic, Formation, etc., and even the magic ceremonial moon elixir was made with the help of Aosaki Orange.

"In this way, the transaction between us will be over."

Lucia sits on a chair in the hotel, holding a glass test tube in her hand with silver Liquid, he was feeling the state of the Moon Spirit Marrow Liquid through the magic engraving on his right shoulder.

After a month, Lucia’s magic engraving has also been simplified and enriched a lot. In addition to the original spirit technique and strengthening technique, the base plate for manipulating the moon spirit liquid has been added. As well as the foundation of Rune, all the previous tracking techniques have been eliminated. The average magician may not be able to eliminate and engrave so easily. After all, it is something like an organ, but he is a ghost and can easily be done. To.

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Cangqi Orange stood by the window with the last Tai Chi cigarette in her mouth. While smoking, she asked Lucia a question.

"Speaking of which, I have always wanted to ask you a question. Since I haven't asked for anything in the past month, shouldn't it be too much to answer this question?"

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"Look at the depth of your question."

Lucia stared at the Moon Essence Liquid on her hand without looking back, while replied: "If it's a question I don't want to answer, I He won’t answer."

His remarks seem very rascal. No matter what questions Aozaki Orange asks, he can prevaricate by not wanting to answer, as long as he has a little idea that he doesn’t want to be reasonable. Then Aozaki Orange is impossible to get the answer.

Cangzaki Orange did not respond to his remark, but spoke plainly.

"What's your wish?"

Under her inquiry, Lucia moved slightly paused, then turned around, turning her eyes towards Aozaki Orange with no ups and downs. Voted in the past.

"In this month, I have been observing you."

Aozaki Orange smoked and continued: "All your actions are based on measurement and On the basis of calculation, if you can get benefits from it, or if it is something that is necessary, you can do it without the slightest hesitation. If there is no benefit to talk about, you will ignore it and treat anyone and anything. Reciprocal color."

"When necessary, you will be kind to make people feel that you are friendly, but when it is not necessary, you will be cold-blooded to make people feel terrifying, although people get along with each other Most of them are full of hypocrisy and calculations, but your hypocrisy is even worse. Instead of switching personality like me, you switch to the most suitable character when needed. There is a huge gap in subjectivity."

"Your outside is like a mystery, or a machine, but your inside is very simple, so simple that there is no filler in it. To describe it in one word, that is-an empty shell ."

Externally, it is a machine for calculating profit.

And the inside is a simple empty shell.

This is the answer that Aozaki Orange has observed during this month's relationship with Lucia.

"Quite fair judgment."

Lucia nodded, he has long been conscious of his own personality.

"Many children who grow up in the magic family are born with personality defects. Some are born lack of pleasure, some are born to pursue pleasure, and some are born with A moving obsession...So I'm wondering, are you doing the same?"

Aozaki Orange looked towards Lucia, the look contained in the orange eyes is very flat, but inexplicably enough to shock Mind, "Your way of living is because of the lack of emotional existence, right?"

In the room, there was a moment of silence.

In fact, this is not so difficult to find. As long as you spend a period of time with Lucia, you can more or less detect the flaws in his personality.

Except that, just like Aozaki Orange said, Lucia will pretend to be a kind and gentleman when necessary, and his disguise ability is very superb, so it has not been exposed under normal circumstances.

At the beginning, he used the curiosity of ancient people to modern people, and took advantage of Musashi's own boldness and compassion, so that she did not find Lucia's abnormality within a month of living with Lucia.

But if Lucia herself didn't mean to hide it, then the abnormality in his personality would be easily noticed.

As a crown magician, Aosaki Orange has a vision beyond imagination. I am afraid I have noticed it a long time ago, but only now I have picked it out clearly.

"You are right, this is not something that needs to be concealed deliberately."

Lucia's plain nodded, "My feelings are indeed inherently flawed, and I understand everything. No, joy and disgust, anger and hatred, joy and sorrow...I can’t have all feelings."

"That’s why you live like this."

Cang If Saki Orange has a profound nodded, "But there is a certain degree of subjectivity in your actions? Unlike the real [Gara Cave], there are always parts in your actions that I cannot understand, and you should follow a certain Why do you act?"

"That’s why I want to ask, what is your wish? Is this a question you don’t want to answer?"

Garan is a Buddhist term. Means bottomless pit.

The incomprehensible part she was referring to was probably Lucia's psychic mission, but what she was curious about was not the psychic mission itself, but the reason why Lucia was obsessed with completing the psychic mission.

"No, I can answer, and the answer is very simple."

Lucia shook the head, he is never ashamed to say his wishes without feelings, his The gaze is very plain but it seems to be rippling.

"My feelings are missing, so although I can recognize what feelings are, after all, I can't really understand what feelings are, so I only have one wish from the very beginning. "

"——I want to have feelings."

Thank me for calling Jazz, please give me more advice and give me an unparalleled reward here! 求推荐票和月票~   　　   　   (本章完)