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“I still remember that it was a sun shone brightly afternoon…”

Lorenzo’s voice was very soft, and his memories became slightly strange, as if he was browsing another person’s memory.

“Actually, I can’t remember clearly. My memory was messed up for a while, and it was messy. It’s like your life is a jigsaw puzzle. As a result, someone put it together in a mess, completely losing its original appearance.

But I still remember a scene in my memory, it was a sun shone brightly afternoon.

At that time I was not a Demon Hunter person, just an ordinary…pastor? I remember that it was probably the pastor. At that time, I was at the most leisure time in Evangelion Church. There was no physical training and no sword technique to fight against. Some just read the scriptures, studied theology, and became a pastor for a short time.

I remember it was a day off, Florence was in the middle of summer, and my friends and I stayed in the room, leaning lazily on the side, letting the rays of light shine…”

Lorenzo was a little fascinated by what he said, looking at nothingness, as if he could go back to that moment through the obstacles of the years.

“A dazzling sunlight.

I don’t know why, this scene is always very deep, even now, I can still easily recall the old smell in the room, the trivial sound of reading. “

“So, for’life’, is your first reaction to this scene?” Zuojin asked.

Lorenzo was a little dazed nodded, and then shook the head again.

“I have said it, I don’t know, I don’t understand this, but what I have to say is many scenes, just like a stage play, one after another.”

“Someone told me that you are going to Old Turin to start a new life. I didn’t know what to do at first. For this reason, I tried a lot of things, such as renting, cooking, working, socializing…” [19459002 ]

Unconsciously, Lorenzo also didn’t notice, his words had deviated from the problem, continuously each minding their own business.

“I have some new friends, a landlord who treats me well, and a nice roommate. I remember that I was staying in my room at that time. Outside the window was the gloomy Old Turin, and there were vendors shouting on the street. , I heard the snoring of my roommate next door, the sound of ding ding dong dong sounded downstairs, and the air was filled with the taste of food.

At the time, I felt that all of this was so strange. It seemed that I had never experienced anything like this before, but I was very happy again… Maybe this is a new life. “

Lorenzo soothed his body and fell into the soft hospital bed. He was probably too fascinated. The pain on his body declined a lot, almost imperceptible.

“But a new life is always difficult. I’m still learning. I wanted to raise some small animals, such as any cat or dog, but when I think about it, if I die, they seem to have no one. Take care, forget it.

Life has to go on, and after a long time, I have made some new friends, although they are all a little weird. “

“Do you mean everyone from the cleansing agency?” Zuojin said.

“Well, everyone except Arthur is pretty good.” Lorenzo smiled, and he hated Arthur.

“It’s just that the new life is not always so peaceful. Later, something happened. Some friends left and some new friends came. It went over and over again. Sometimes I was sad, but I couldn’t help it.”

Lorenzo thought of something bad, his eyes darkened.

“Later… Later my roommate and landlord also left, and I was the only one left there.”

Zuojin didn’t ask what happened, but with his simple understanding of Lorenzo, he could probably guess it.

They are all dangerous people walking on the edge of the abyss, and the Death God harvesting lives. They exude a strong death spirit, which can not only destroy the enemy, but also make those who are protected by them feel terrified.

Therefore, they can only wander out of the crowd sadly, born alone, and then leave alone.

“It was difficult at first, but I convinced myself that this is a’new life’. I also realized the meaning of this word at this time. Everyone is continuously starting a new life. This new life is one Section after section runs through our lives.

I said I will always get used to it, just like when I first came to Old Turin, I will survive. “

“It’s really surprising, I thought your life was just a monotonous killing.” Zuojin said.

“How come, I am living a good life.”

Lorenzo retorted that he was quite sure of all this, beyond doubt.

“I even went to school for a while, Zuojin, although it was just a lesson, but I was really in class, learning the novel knowledge, just like an ordinary student, hanging out on the campus in the afternoon , I was tired from walking, I just sat by the flower bed, watching the men and women, talking and laughing and leaving, some of them were whispering, some of them held hands in silence.

Ah… I think of another bad guy. “

“Who? Your friend?” Zuojin chatted with him.

“Friend… plus Reverend? Probably,” Oscar’s face appeared in Lorenzo’s mind. “He is a shameless guy. Many times I think I’m similar to him, but when I think about it, it’s very different. The same.”

“What’s the difference?”

“He is an ordinary person, and I am a Demon Hunter person, this is the biggest difference.”

Lorenzo relaxed his guard. Perhaps he was moved by Zuojin’s story, or he wanted to tell the story in his heart. In short, the conversation went smoothly, and Zuojin couldn’t help feeling a slight joy.

“Oscar is a familiar guy. The first time I communicated with him was at a flowerbed on campus. He sat next to me and praised me wretchedly.”

“What do you praise?” Zuojin didn’t understand.

Lorenzo couldn’t help but smile when he saw this, he said slowly.

“You should take a look, Zuojin, a young and delicate body walks in front of you on high heels, wearing a pure white dress, the skirt swaying in the wind, revealing a sculpturally delicate ankle, with With the fragrance of flowers.”

Following Lorenzo’s story, Zuojin sketched such a scene in his mind, and for a moment he didn’t know what to say.

Lorenzo laughed louder, shook his head, and said helplessly.

“Oscar said that this is his place to supplement his motivation. When he sees these young and beautiful children, no matter how old he is, his heart will be shocked, and he is full of hope for the future… In fact, he is the secretion of male hormones. It’s too much. I always suggest that he see a doctor.”

“Didn’t expect you to be such a person, should it be reasonable inside?”

Zuojin’s expression is slightly strange.

“No, I’m different from him,” Lorenzo guessed what Zuojin was thinking, repeatedly vetoed, “I and Oscar didn’t think the same at all. He saw the beautiful young body, like an impatient Old pervert, but I am different.”

“Then what did you see? Holmes.”

The smile on Lorenzo’s face faded, he almost wanted to speak, but he held back, and finally slowly squeezed out a few words.

“I watched men and women leave the classroom and stay in the garden, discussing poetry and literature with each other, talking about ideals and love, some people are scattered, some people get together, holding hands or letting go…

Some girls moved towards me and smiled. Just as I responded, I suddenly realized my past. At this time, I realized that I seemed so incompatible with everything here. “

The voice looked a little lonely, and Lorenzo continued.

“I think they treat me as a member of the students, but they can’t think of it. In front of their eyes is a monster with a good camouflage. I witnessed them leave with a good look…

This feeling is very familiar, just like that afternoon that has been irreparable.

Do you know? Zuojin, in that moment, I thought of a lot.

The new life I started is just an illusion, I can’t really blend in here, and all the things I experienced in Old Turin are just false. I have worked hard enough, but at that moment I realized that I am I missed something, these things do not belong to me, and impossible belong to me.

I seem to come from another world, as you said, a demon crawling out of hell, my ultimate destination is only hell, not this beautiful world. “

Lorenzo’s expression was a little frightened, like a child awakened from a nightmare.

“What did I miss…”

Zuojin did not speak. The look in Lorenzo’s eyes changed slightly, as if the ice was starting to melt.

“I miss that feeling, that sun shone brightly afternoon, the breezy garden… I later, I seem to find this feeling again,” Lorenzo said, “I have missed that many, so I thought Try, fight for it, and don’t miss any chance.”

“After I had my own office, they would come to me if there was nothing to do. Although these guys are annoying, but when the house is lively, I seem to find a little bit of that feeling.

But this thing doesn’t last long, Zuojin. “

Lorenzo tells himself.

“Then what should you do? Holmes,” Zuojin asked, “in order to continue this, what should you do?”

“My action, I think you have seen it, haven’t you?”

Lorenzo asked rhetorically, his expression turned cold, from the frightened child to the bloodthirsty demon.

“I can’t lose my friends anymore, because I don’t dare to make new friends anymore, nor can I lose this city, lose that beautiful garden, so I don’t even have a place to remember that feeling Now, I can’t let them ruin it, because I’m a fucking Demon Hunter! I swear it!”

He was angry.

“This damn identity, damn duty, damn secret blood.

I have lost too much, and missed too much. Right now these are the only things I have, and as a result they want to take more. “

With Lorenzo’s verbal anger, Zuojin could see the dim light in his pupils. As the sublimation deepened, Lorenzo had slipped to the edge of the abyss, and more and more extraordinary features appeared on him.

“I will kill them all, shoot them with a gun, slash them with a sword, smash them with my fists, bite them with my teeth… Anyway, I will kill them all, leaving no one left, no one left.”

Eradicate Demon.

“Then do you regret it?”

Zuojin asked calmly, at first he was very wary of Lorenzo, but now looking at Lorenzo who is angry, Zuojin is not so scared, as if a few chats between the two have made both parties rest assured a lot.

“What do you regret?”

“Becoming a Demon Hunter, it can be said that all your tragedies originate from secret blood. You have implanted this sinful blood, and you have taken an irretrievable path… If you are given a chance to make a new decision, Will you embark on such a path?”

Facing this problem, Lorenzo was stunned, and his angry expression calmed down. He touched his chest, probably because he wanted to get a cigarette out, but his clothes had been changed by the nurses and he could only touch it. To the dry bandage.

Zuojin also unhurried Lorenzo’s answer, he asked Lorenzo to think about it.

“You seem to have never considered this issue. If there is no secret blood, you may now live a completely different life.”

Lorenzo ignored Zuojin, his eyes were hollow, thinking hard.

“No… maybe.” He gave an unsure answer.

“You don’t regret it?”

Lorenzo took a deep breath, then affirmed, “Well, I have already embarked on this road, and there is no need to regret anything.”

“Why?”

Past experience flashed before my eyes, countless familiar faces, and the last golden rays of light fell.

“Zuojin, there is one thing you need to know. Without this damn blood, there would be no beginning of all this, would it? It’s like a bad story. If you don’t write, none of this will happen.”

Lorenzo is a little relieved, thinking about it, there is no way.

“I won’t come to Old Turin, I won’t meet these new friends, and I won’t have these experiences. Although there is no sadness, I won’t be so happy…not to mention so much nonsense with you here.

Although it is cruel, there is always something beautiful. If you let me choose another path, you will undoubtedly give up all of this. “

Lorenzo looked directly at Zuojin, the dim light rolling in his eyes fell silent, leaving only the pitch black in the shadows.

“Do you think I will give up all this and deny myself?”

Zuojin didn’t say anything any more, he got up and looked like he was going to leave.

“Are you leaving?” Lorenzo asked.

“en. “

“Stop asking what life is that?”

Lorenzo asked again, thinking about it, he didn’t seem to answer Zuojin’s question at all, just talking about each minding their own business, turning into a ridiculous conversation.

“I think…I have got the answer.”

Zuojin laughed no more words, no sharpness when entering the room, he seems to have changed back to that kind old man, if it wasn’t for his identity, he might say goodnight to Lorenzo.

“Wait a minute, Zuojin.”

Lorenzo suddenly stopped him, Zuojin pushed the door halfway open, and turned his head, the rays of light in the corridor illuminated his face, but Lorenzo was still hiding in the dark.

“I don’t know or understand what you said, but I understand one thing.”

“What?”

“If you were taken away by Demon, I will ask for it back.

A lot, asking for it back from Demon’s hands. “

In the dark, Zuojin can see the slowly rising dim light, like a beam of light passing through a cloud, tenacious and unstoppable.