Endless love: Husband spoils gently

Gu Xi is afraid of Zuo Wei tonight. Some feel that Zuo Wei is too much. He is the only one who can make her feel sad and want to cry, but he is the only one who can make her feel sad but can't show it.

What is Zuo Wei's private life and night life out of his own will? Can she control it? If he is not happy, he has to do so. Gu Xi thinks that he can't stop him from looking for women today, tomorrow, and more days in the future?

"Should he have a sense of propriety? There should be a yardstick to be angry with me, right There are a lot of things tonight, Gu Xi somehow choked, drunk people are easy to vent their unhappiness in the words.

Gu Xi endured it for a long time, but now he can't bury his grievances. "Angkor, you can see that we didn't say a word tonight. He embarrassed me everywhere. If I didn't have a sense of propriety, I could drop the cup and leave directly. There are plenty of people to clean up the mess. If I don't care about him, I don't care who they are! I'm not here to drink! There are only two women present. Lin Manman is his wife. Who dares to irrigate Lin Manman? Who don't these people give me? Now he will go to whoever he likes. Why should I call him and beg him not to go? He doesn't look down on people like that! "

Raise a hand to wipe a cold face, finish saying her to raise head, the figure of left Wei stands on the high step, alone.

Maybe he had just walked out of it. He was in a bad mood after getting drunk. Maybe he heard it all, but Gu Xi was not afraid of him. Wine is really bold!

Zuo Wei walks down with long legs, takes the car key in Angkor's hand, and makes Angkor leave with a firm attitude. He turns around and grabs Gu Xi's wrist and drags her to the black Land Rover which stops in the distance. Angkor is afraid to go forward and has to leave first.

"Zuo Wei, you let me go, I want to go home!" Gu Xi was full of anger.

Zuo Wei Wei An's body stands in front of her, the strength that eyebrow doesn't wrinkle is enough to let her earn not to open, the eye blinks not to blink ground stares at her, the ice that says a word is same cold, "aggrieved? I look down on you. Who do you want to go with if you don't follow me? If you want to get into someone's car, tell me, I'll show you the way now! "

"Zuo Wei, you bastard!"

Gu Xi couldn't make it. His hands hurt. He tasted this bitter taste for the first time.

Enduring the headache and stomachache caused by alcohol, Gu Xi gasped for breath and said to him, "do you say that? Who do I want to go with? I don't want to go with anyone! Zuo Wei... Even if I want to go with someone, why do you care? What's between us? No position! Your wife put me to death everywhere, and you put me in an embarrassing situation. I'm such a fool! Is it only after you know that you have no right to kill the little dignity I have? "

***

These four words, like sharp ice cones, pierce Zuo Wei's heart heavily. They hurt, but most of them are too cold and too cold. Since the day he kisses her, he has never thought about all the words close to the meaning of these four words.

"What do you mean between us? What do you mean between us! Today is not suddenly found that can not afford to wait, today only to see that there are suitable for you, do not you wait for men, right Zuo Wei's voice fell to the ground.

Gu Xi asked, "does this allude to Qin Siping?"

"Yes! Except me, any man with you, you can live with dignity So Gu Xi, if you want to go with someone, remember to tell me in advance, if I can give up half of my heart, I will not blink! Otherwise, you will be treated as my humble request, and you will accompany me to entangle with me! " Zuo Wei's words are very heavy.

Tonight, his mood was particularly complicated. After reading a lot, he realized that this difficult life was full of crises.

Originally, she wanted to bite him hard to vent her depression, but what she heard was Zuo Wei's angry words, and what she saw was Zuo Wei's complicated eyes. Now it's very simple, it's not self-confident, it's the burning pain in his eyes.

This person always sometimes makes people hate him to the bone, always sometimes makes people love and hate him, since the front can make people angry and embarrassed, why always say some distressing words?

Tired, tired also love, more tired also don't want to let go, even break up two words to each other's mouth, but dare not say, even if said really finished, are not children, less than irreparable, dare not say.

In this way, at least every day there is a spiritual sustenance, want to natural and unrestrained wandering in the emotional world, which is so easy to imagine?

Impulse can't rise, because fear how many years later think of these, will heartache feel pity.

Gu Xi nodded, "from the beginning to the end... If I ever wanted to change my mind, I must have married Qiao Wensen at that time! Why torture myself? "

Zuo Wei is in a mess, so is Gu Xi. No one is better than anyone.

Through the effect of alcohol, they all said, "I've never felt sorry for you. If you embarrass me because of these things, then you should stay away from me in the future... "

In the box, Qin Siping tells Zuo Wei that Gu Xi's knee is scratched, but Zuo Wei doesn't like other people squatting beside her. If that person is himself, he must be himself. But unfortunately, he can't do it on this occasion, so he has this extremely hesitating mood.

Gu Xi never looked up at him, sniffed and said, "I'm not afraid of anyone laughing at me. I'm afraid of Lin Manman peeping at my embarrassment. I think I should be a little proud to live tenaciously. I don't want much. You don't have to look at me in front of them. You don't have to say a word to me... Acting as air is my life style because of you. But Zuo Wei, anyone can take the knife that killed me, not you. "

At night the wind, Gu Xi can not tell whether the stomach pain is more serious or pain elsewhere, hand covering the stomach, sad to cry, or not to make his nose a tear.

Zuo Wei is very silent. Gu Xi remembers what he said, and occasionally remembers it. It's all nutrients for her. She wants to see the day when the hard love continues to thrive.

"From the beginning until now, I have been forcing you. The problem has always been very clear, but I don't want to admit it. I'm sticking to it. Your heart hasn't changed. At this point, Gu Xi... I still don't think we should end it. There's no reason. " Left Wei stares at her tight low head, the reason recovers, has not been wrong again.

Gu Xi was confused by the wind. She bowed her head and said in silence, "don't say it's your reason or mine. Both sides have it. It's not that you forced me. You have your charm. It's worth me to leave a lot of bottom lines. You and I should have a rest... I'll give you time, and you'll give me time to deal with the mess. "

I didn't say goodbye. I didn't blurt out a pat or two at the beginning of the quarrel. I just let my feelings rest temporarily, which means that my feelings will work in the future.

Zuo Wei released her hand, eyes fixed on her body for a long time, and then turned to look away, his hands hanging on the side of the body, sad standing for a long time, he had about three minutes of inner precipitation.

When she turns around and looks at her again, Zuo Wei reaches out her hand and caresses her cold cheek with her fingers. She always lowers her head. Zuo Wei still sees that her fingers are stained with warm liquid from her face.

Gu Xi quickly turned his head, before really did not cry, did not let tears to the face, but can't stand him alone quiet these few minutes, don't know what he is thinking, for his gentle little action, will cry, will cry very embarrassed. So I've been telling myself that I'm happy to leave the project development department with less alcohol, because I can avoid drinking occasions.

It's true... Sometimes people who have drunk are not themselves. They can't control their emotions at all.

No one complains that Gu Xi is miserable. In his life, the good and the bad account for an uneven proportion. The good and the bad are just the four words of "suffer for yourself".

"Get in the car and I'll see you off." Zuo Wei sees her pressing her stomach and seems uncomfortable.

Gu Xi shook his head, he drank, "let Angkor see you off, I'll take a taxi."

Zuo Wei opens the door and insists.

Gu Xi looked around and didn't see Angkor. If he didn't get on the bus, he was afraid that he would have to fight again, or he was on the bus.

Fasten the seat belt, left Wei drive the car on the road, Gu Xi want to say to drive slowly, left Wei than her first mouth, "sleep for a while, I call you."

Gu Xi didn't speak. After drinking, he was more sleepy in a comfortable car, but he couldn't sleep and didn't feel at ease.

Zuo Wei drives very slowly, drinks a lot, and gets a little drunk on his indifferent expression. But he is driving seriously. In Haicheng, as long as there is no major accident, even if he is caught drunk driving, it's not a problem. In a word, it can be settled. Where it happens, it will be regarded as not happening.

It's tempting to have power and money, and it often looks good.

Zuo Wei is not good at expressing himself. He wants to tell her to sleep at ease. Because she is the one in the car, every one of his hands is very stable when he turns the left steering wheel, turns the right steering wheel and steps on the accelerator.

Red light, the car stopped, Zuo Wei put down the window, on one side of the road, a pair of lovers are laughing, the girl's hand is holding the boy's arm, Zuo Wei took advantage of the red light to light a cigarette, look melancholy, that couple's smile, and he did not get it? He did not smile like that. He met Gu Xi. He was not only over that age, but also full of thorns.

Gu Xi, smile when happy, is not happy when unhappy, this is in front of Zuo Wei.

In other people's eyes: she is always smiling, but she is not always happy.

Along the way, two people have nothing to say. Zuo Wei has only one cigarette on his lips. There are many red lights tonight, which wastes a lot of time. Outside Gu Xi's residential area, Zuo Wei looks at the street lights on the side of the road. It seems that the street lights are drunk.

Gu Xi didn't get out of the car and didn't move on the co pilot. Zuo Wei's hand was placed on the side of the window at will. There was no smoke between his fingers. His eyes turned to the outside of the window, looking at nothing.

He couldn't do anything, and he didn't know what to say. He wanted to kiss her, he wanted to hold her, he wanted to.

Zuo Wei is silent and Gu Xi speaks.

"Don't worry about what will happen when I meet her again. Did Qin Siping talk about what happened to me and Lin Manman tonight? Sometimes women are like this, they are jealous. She hates me because she loves you, and I hate her because I'm upset. "

Gu Xi wanted to communicate with him a little about it, and said, "Zuo Wei, I'm not afraid of big things. Big things make me afraid, but they can't be fatal. Some small things will disappoint me. I'm afraid this kind of disappointments will come again and again, and more will always be fatal. I like you. You're married. You told me to wait. I believe you. How much I love you today, how much I hate you when you're sorry. If you don't die, your heart is still alive. It's nothing to be sad and hurt... "