Escape the Library

【Concealed confession】

Jiang Pingce's work and rest are very regular. He usually goes to bed early and gets up early at school. After coming to the library, he still maintains a good living habit. When I get up at 7 o'clock, two people can stagger the washing time.

Unexpectedly, Yue Xingwen was not woken up by the library's timer alarm clock, but suddenly sat up from the bed.

Jiang Pingce washed his face from the bathroom, and just passed by Yue Xingwen's bed, Yue Xingwen suddenly sat up from the bed with a carp. I saw him with messy black hair, his back was as stiff as a statue, his face was full of disbelief, and his eyes were slightly widened in shock.

This sudden way of getting up made Jiang Pingce stop and look back at Yue Xingwen, wondering: "Xingwen? Why did you suddenly sit up?"

Usually, after the alarm in the library rang early, Yue Xingwen tossed and turned on the bed, waiting for a few minutes before reluctantly getting out of bed. The posture of waking up today is extraordinarily strange. Seeing that his pupils seem to have lost focus, Jiang Pingce stared blankly at the wall in front of him, as if he was an evil spirit.

Jiang Pingce said clearly: "Did you wake up from a nightmare?"

The familiar voice in his ear made Yue Xingwen finally come to his senses. He raised his head, looked at Shangjiang Pingce's concerned eyes, remembered the scene in the dream, Yue Xingwen's face suddenly turned red, and he stammered: "Well... I, just now... had a nightmare... I was woken up by fright."

Dreaming of Jiang Ping kissing me, is this a nightmare or a spring dream?

Yue Xingwen didn't dare to look into Jiang Pingce's eyes at all. He felt as if he had insulted Jiang Pingce. How could he have such a dream? Pingce has been by his side as a friend all these years, caring and caring for him. The two have always been best friends, but he actually had evil thoughts about Jiang Pingce other than friends?

If it wasn't for the crazy thoughts in the bottom of my heart, how could I dream of Jiang Pingce kissing him?

Not right! It must be because he and Jiang Pingce got along too closely during this time, and the two danced together in the dance class, holding hands and hugging their waists, that they would go further in the dream. This must be a coincidence.

Yue Xingwen took a deep breath, lowered his head and said, "I'm going to wash my face."

Then, under Jiang Pingce's gaze, he quickly fled into the bathroom. Jiang Pingce clearly saw that early in the morning, Xingwen's ears were already red, and his cheeks were also stained with a blush...

Jiang Pingce thoughtfully turned to look in the direction where Xingwen's back disappeared - I'm afraid it's not as simple as a nightmare.

Otherwise, why would there be the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, do you need a cold shower if you have a nightmare? They are all boys, and some things don't need to be said. Everyone knows what kind of dream it is when they go to shower early in the morning.

Thinking of Xingwen's nervousness and flushed face just now, Jiang Pingce's lips couldn't help but lift slightly. He walked to the bathroom door, knocked on the door, and whispered, "Are you alright?"

Although the voice from the bathroom tried to remain calm, the end tone was trembling slightly: "No, it's fine, don't worry about me, I'm sweating all over and want to take a shower, you go to the cafeteria to eat first, I'll be there in a moment. arrive…"

Jiang Pingce continued to ask: "Is it all right? You don't seem to be looking very well."

Yue Xingwen: "…"

The ambiguous object in the dream was caring about him at the door of the bathroom. That weird sense of shame made Yue Xingwen's pores seem to be tensed to the point of shrinking. He turned on the cold water from the big shower, took a deep breath, and pretended to be calm: " It's okay, I, when did I lie to you." When he said this, he couldn't help but feel guilty, Yue Xingwen wanted to slap himself.

Jiang Pingce whispered: "Okay, then I'll wait for you to have dinner together."

Yue Xingwen responded casually, took a shower with cold water indiscriminately, and wiped himself from head to toe with a bath towel, then changed into pajamas and walked out wet.

Jiang Pingce took the hair dryer and handed it to him, Yue Xingwen reached out and took it, sitting by the bed blowing his hair, the tips of his ears were still red, as if he was shy. Jiang Pingce looked at him like this, and his heart softened - I didn't expect that Yue Xingwen, a classmate with a bright smile and a carefree smile, would be nervous and shy at times?

Jiang Pingce looked at him tenderly: "What exactly did you dream about, can't you tell me?"

Yue Xingwen almost bit his tongue.

f*ck! That is absolutely not dare to tell you, I dreamed of making out with you, even crossing the boundaries of friends, rolling on the ground with you and kissing inseparably, if he really said it, Jiang Pingce's face might be blackened. , and broke up with him completely.

Yue Xingwen knew that Jiang Pingce actually had some mental cleanliness. Once Jiang Pingce was told that someone he regarded as a friend actually had strange evil thoughts about him, what would Jiang Pingce think? Will it feel disgusting?

Yue Xingwen's mind was in a mess, and he was embarrassed to say it, let alone dare to say it.

Because he cares very much about Jiang Pingce's opinion of him. The person Jiang Pingce doesn't want to lose the most, the more he values ​​this hard-won friendship, the less he dares to step over the thunder pool. He is afraid that once something is said, the two of them will Not even friends can do it.

Maybe this dream of my own is just a temporary distraction?

I have been single for a long time, but I have strange thoughts about my good brother by my side. Maybe it will return to normal after calming down in a few days. .

After a while, Yue Xing Wencai returned to his position, touched his nose and coughed lightly, and said, "I dreamed that when we were dancing, the stage suddenly collapsed, and I woke up in an instant... It's nothing, you don't have to worry."

Jiang Pingce did not poke the obvious lie of Chuan Xingwen, but just held the back of Yue Xingwen's hand lightly and said, "Xingwen, I know you are not sure about some things, and you are not mentally prepared, but I will always Waiting for you in front."

Yue Xingwen was stunned for a moment: "What, what did you say?"

Jiang Pingce's voice was low and gentle: "Follow your heart, as long as you are willing to take that step, I will accompany you on the next journey."

Yue Xingwen has been a liberal arts master with full marks in reading comprehension since he was a child. However, he could not understand the two sentences Jiang Pingce said at all. He always felt that Pingce seemed to be implying something to him, and even saw through him that he suddenly appeared. The evil thoughts... to accompany him down? Could it be that Pingce also thinks this way about him?

Speaking of it, the two have known each other for six years. From their ignorant adolescence to college adulthood, they have too many unforgettable memories and are used to following each other's figures. When I was in middle school, I always liked to find each other's names on the ranking list. When I was in college, I participated in various activities and clubs, and it was also two people who walked together...

Jiang Pingce's appearance is the ceiling of the mathematics department. His grades are outstanding, and his family conditions are excellent. His fans who admire him can line up to circle Hua'an University, but in the past three years, Jiang Pingce has never had a girl by his side.

Is it because he is too busy studying to care about falling in love, or does he have someone in his heart?

During the freshman exchange meeting in freshman year, Jiang Pingce only chatted with Yue Xingwen and exchanged contact information; Yue Xingwen wanted to join the student union, but Jiang Pingce, who originally hated the liveliness, actually accompanied him to the interview; later, regardless of Yue Xingwen Whatever activity you participate in, as long as you say it, Jiang Pingce will always accompany him.

As soon as the two have free time, they go to the library for self-study and run together in the playground...

A student in the mathematics department, is it reasonable to find a friend from the Chinese department for self-study? What can be discussed?

Last year, Yue Xingwen led his team to Beijiang University of Political Science and Law to participate in the finals of the debate. Jiang Pingce actually booked a ticket for the day and went to watch the game in person. When Yue Xingwen won the prize, he bought flowers and came forward to congratulate him. Can a good friend do that?

In the year of the college entrance examination, I heard that Jiang Pingce was going to apply to Kyoto University, and many people in the school were rumored that Jiang Pingce’s father and the signature professor of the Department of Mathematics of Kyoto University were brothers in the same school. Jiang Pingce would definitely be more taken care of in the past. As a result, he finally met Ping Ce at the freshman exchange meeting of Hua'an University.

For three whole years, the person who stayed with Jiang Pingce the most was Yue Xingwen.

Yue Xingwen was usually careless and never thought about these issues carefully. Now, the links in the past seem to point to a possibility - the possibility that Jiang Pingce likes him.

Yue Xingwen's breathing suddenly choked, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

This simply subverted his cognition!

He always thought he was straight, never thought he would bend? Never thought that Jiang Pingce was bent?

There was a mess of porridge in his mind, Yue Xingwen rubbed his temples and muttered softly, "I didn't wake up, my brain couldn't react. I was wrong, right? I must be wrong..."

Jiang Pingce sighed softly. Back then, when he found out that he liked Xingwen, he was also shocked and confused. Later, after confirming his intentions repeatedly, he strengthened his determination to protect this relationship and revised his will. When I came to the Department of Mathematics of Hua'an University, I started a long pursuit.

Of course, his way of chasing people with boiled frogs in warm water was not obvious at all, and Yue Xingwen didn't notice it at all.

But he knows that Xingwen is a very emotional person. One day, he will let Xingwen get used to his existence and slowly become attracted to him. If Xingwen really can't accept same-sex love, or even the approach of a disgusting man, at that time, he will leave silently and no longer disturb each other's life.

Now Xingwen, obviously aware of his feelings, and shaken.

Xingwen was experiencing the contradictory mood he had experienced at the beginning, Jiang Pingce decided to assist gently: "Xingwen, if I told you that I like boys, would you think I'm perverted?"

Yue Xingwen: "..."

This was like a thunderbolt that sounded on a sunny day, making Yue Xingwen's mind go blank.

After a long time, he suddenly came back to his senses and stammered: "No, no, I have no prejudice against homosexuality, but I didn't expect that you actually, actually..."

Jiang Pingce's voice was gentle: "I'm not born gay, I just like someone who happens to be a boy. If he is a girl, I would like him too. It has nothing to do with gender, you can understand the kind of 'he must' feel it?"

Yue Xingwen: "..."

Is this talking about me? Is it a side-by-side confession?

In the quiet dormitory, there was only a violent heartbeat, Yue Xingwen's ears were red, and he didn't know how to answer this question, he stood up in a hurry, pretending to be blunt: "As a good buddy, of course I support you, ahem, I-I'm a little confused today, let's not talk about this for now, let's go meet everyone first."

Yue Xingwen turned and left the dormitory, Jiang Pingce was silent for a moment, then got up and followed.

He didn't directly say "The person I like is you", he said it euphemistically, leaving enough leeway for each other and Xingwen a little time to think carefully.

The frogs have been boiled in warm water for three years, and now they are almost cooked, but they should not be boiled too hard.