Estranged

Some fatigue and a little exhausted. She closed her eyes, fell asleep, but the dream is still the scenery of her hometown, the voice of the hometown. Perhaps she is really a home.

At midnight, a little smaller in the car, when passing through a long tunnel, sometimes bored midway stop, time but acceleration, sometimes the stay of another stop. A large rocker, gently dream, chaotic thoughts, endless miss.

The ears, the soldoons next to the hometown street, maybe the roar of the wheel is skewer. The night of the night, dinct overnight. Looking for the small space, thinking about thinking, don't know why, the past bits are like to disappear, I can't think of it, I can't force myself, I will lose it. Everything is like standing in the scenery, and she is in front of the way, I miss it, I will lose forever.

In the morning, I went down from the small space early in this day, sitting next to the small space, sitting next to the window, looking, looking, I don't know what I want to see, I don't know what I can see, it is dull Watching, after all, everything happening outside the window is a bureau, just a visitor, just passing. Unfamiliar is a sacred right, there is no more concern, leaving footprints, not therefore. In the carriage, Northeastern people are mostly, with their own buddhism, people who don't know, they are mixed, and they have a big card, chat together, and the whole car is like a gathering. Looking for fun, you have to die, your mother is chatting with the paved woman, but it is just something like taking soupas and fungus.

The scenery outside is very good, because it is summer, green has some noisy.

The mountains, the onion is shaded. I can't see it, just a blurred piece of connection, after walking from the plains, this mountain will become a beautiful scenery, blurred in a lithograph. The first time I saw the real mountain. Because of this journey, she saw a high and low mountain, of course, some can only be called the soil. She is excited, inexplicable. It seems that from the side of the mountain, it is slowly discovered that it comes to walk, it is still a mountain, it seems that no matter where it is, there is a similar scenery. Just a little less familiar taste, because it is unfamiliar and it doesn't hurt.

Seeing the Yellow River Water in the Yangtze River, I don't know how thin, I am really a gentle guy. I have seen these extraordinary scenes. After all, it is broad and majestic. She can only use extraordinary. . But even if they are very magnificent, under the trains of rapid driving, they are just a rush back. I really want to look at a few eyes, but I always feel that I am so silly look outside, just emptiness, just lonely. People's sadness is very fast, but so clearly, you will always retreat from quiet, why can't she answer themselves.

The car continues to move forward, swaying the carriage, let the car, let a feeling, dreaming between, she is unclear, it seems that the pain is so blurred.

Participate, smile and waved back, after all, we have met in the black sea, each of which flicks in the light of each other.

We laughed into people's world and smiled and smiled in a strange bunker, laughing with green cheeks in mind the first transient and eternal kiss.

Life, what is the initial movement? We are mostly forgotten, just know that you have been so happy.

I buried myself in the pain, in the old town. My thousand miles.

I will put all the love in my heart, and I will find it in the heartless dream. When everything is spread, I found that my dream is short, and I don't want to wake up. And youth, this is dissipated ------

, no longer love because of the answer

A person runs outside, so having a lot, it has grown up, at least it looks strong and mature. Learning, internships are full of time. Some Lively Thinking of your stay in bed every day, there is no extra time to looked at the ceiling. She began to make myself into a substance, and I won't be sad for my feelings. Those painful is a long-awaited, I can't get time to brush, slowly turn into a blurred face. If you don't go to review, There will be only one contour left, no more angular.

Through the summer vacation, I really live a home internship. Every day, I was busy late, a person got quiet in the small house of nearby, and I slept in the morning. This summer, I have been ill, Lu Nan. Since I found a missing three years of Lu Nan, I have been asking yourself since I have been asking yourself, if you still love him? After waiting for the number of dense edges, I don't know thinger than III, I have been in the middle of the world, I have been annoying, so I have no reason to go in this life. However, I think that I can see you again, I am still very touched in my heart.

Three thousands of times haven't seen Lu Nan, high school, big one, big two - three years to talk, don't know how many three years can surpauble. And this is waiting, it is not so sad. Time is very magical, cruel, very cold. Lively Sentailing a man feeling with a person who speaks with him in your heart. Customs tell him what I saw in the university, I am used to telling him that people who like themselves are taken care of themselves. Look for all, knowing that Lu Nan is in her heart, she has not left.

See the center of the lively center in the small town. However, in that many people, I suddenly can't find Lu Nan, she hoped that everything is a stranger, strange hometown. Loud to blurry, tears turn, but she won't cry again, at least in front of the boy who left the next sentence, there is no right to cry.

Lu Nan changed, fat. Fat to no longer do the same as single and lie. Fat to see you don't have anything. There is no thin and handsome face, there is no ordered shoulder, there is not much too much. Xu Yugo in front of Lu Nan.

Younou's only to close your eyes because his voice did not change. The kind of voice that made her heard it couldn't help but cry.

In short meet, less than an hour. After that, you will continue to go to another urban internship, and Lu Nan doesn't have long before going to Beijing. For a short meeting, I am so remarkably talk to him in my heart.

Xiao Nan, saw you changed, I found out that I have always been wrong. I don't love you. I love your previous look. Previously, I was the container of my life. I put my most simple and beautiful memories in your life, so you become a container I don't want to cut, I like it when I was wronged. This big container is crying; I am happy, I want to continue to put this happiness into this container. I put the most cherished things in my own soul into this container, I thought you would be silently guarded. However, when I saw you now, I suddenly couldn't find my container. It's not that I don't like it now, I found that my container is lost. In my heart, you can't change the child who will not grow up. I will always read a manuscript in the classroom. We have always read it, read the sun, and everyone go home. I like you, just the younger brother silently. In the past, I thought I was your container, now I found out that you are also my container. We put happiness into each other's life, we will hold each other, miss each other, but this is not love. It is a memory, it is cherished, it is a bearer. We have always made a mistake.

After Lu Nan came back from Beijing, you have already left. Live for a triple to see you again, but it is still no goodbye. Looking for a message in the heart, it is not so painful, but it seems that they will never have official sayings, say goodbye. So, there seems to be a good reason to appear no matter how many years. However, this time, you don't want to go to him.

Xiao Nan, I am now going to understand why the Jews will then have to go back to the Holy City in the future, because that is their history, their past, is the source of their life. And you are the most happiness in my life, and I will quietly stay in the place. I am too selfish. I just don't want to grow up, in front of you, we will always be a child. I have never expected you to treat me as a complete woman. Every time I saw you, when I laughed, I just felt that I had returned to a child. Only in front of you can laugh again. However, now I grew up. Really grows up in your heart. I learned that I am no longer able to ask, I also learned to put down the wish. This world does not stop working because of our way. We can't help us for us. I put you from my heart, I am not the initial container of your life. I am no longer afraid to make you as a container. Our simple and beautiful little happiness is far like a lifetime. Occasionally, you dream of you, you will always have you in the past. When I ask you, when I am in your dream, you tacit it is my childhood. At that time, I laughed, but I am actually crying. We are so stupid. You say that I hate now, I don't like me, I don't like me, say so much, because now I let you find your container. You said that I am always your sister in your heart, no matter what I ignore you. However, my sister really wants you. I gave yourself a bowl of Meng Po soup, and I also fill it to you. I was forgotten, I reager again when we were young, I have been laughing, I have been laughing. Xiao Nan, goodbye.

Before leaving home, Xiao Qi is also as short as you have a short. They went to the park together. That once Xiaoqi and Xu Ziyu Park. They went to sit on the stone grinding tray to sit and chat. Time seems to be reversed, but everything runs forward. Looking for some lost in the heart, Xiaoqi is still a happy side by her heart. When you think of a big one, Xiao Qi, who has lost a year, suddenly sent her a text message. That is voyed with nickname - light rain, then the stinging eyes is displayed on the mobile phone SMS, is Xiaoqi when the first reaction is the first reaction? However, she immediately splashing cold water. Xiao Qi must still misunderstand her, still hate her, how can I send a text message to her. However, when she hit it, the phone was the thick voice. Looking for a few words, I hang up the phone. Hanging up the phone, she is holding a phone, crying, I don't know how long it is.

Since then, Xiao Qi has been made of good friends.

Virie Thorkal love, call Xiaoqi, crying, complaining about the betrayal of the boy, crying and saying that he doesn't know how to get behind, crying, don't know how to make a decision. Xiaoqi advised her and encouraged her, let her break up with the heartless boy. In the days of falling love, Xiaoqi is so realistic good friends.

This summer, because you are so busy, you can only see Xiao Qi. Two people came out of the park and went to the cold shuttle hall that would be together. Familiar stores, like stubborn, etc., they will not have the style and layout like people who go home for half a year, familiar with it.

They talk to each other, talk about interesting high school, talking a lot. Two people started nostalgia as the elderly, and they have also begun to be familiar.

When separated, I will talk to him with my words, Xiaoqi clean laugh, let a trace of hints in my heart. However, it is a very happy ending like this as a good friend. I know that he is happy in these days.

Before starting school, Xialong has a few good friends with a few good friends. I have started school, so there is already a student in the evening to self-study. The class of Xiaowei became a self-study room, looking out outside the teaching building, the only classroom with lighting lights.

"Can we get into the teaching building?" Luxing looked at the high school children walking around, looking back, Qi Dragon.

"Let's try it." So a few people put themselves to self-study, see the grandfather of the transceiver, and the heads don't return.

From the hall to the left, the end of the first floor is that Xiao Qi and Many Thundor's corridor are Xiaqi and Xie Xie Xu, the corridor of playing badminton, is Xiaoqi for the first time, Xiqi, Xiao Qi For the first time, Xu Xiangyou Touring Corridor. In this corridor, you are so happy; in this corridor, you are so sad.

Remember two people drawing apples on the wall together, writing. I remember that two people were silly little happiness, remember not to want to let the college entrance examination to die at that time, but now I will return to this corridor. I can't find it. The wall has been refined. Was very clean. It seems that Xiang Yumi seems to make a badminton without having to make badminton under this wall, and never have been embracing here. No photo of apple with a drove together.

What is the chest on the left. I dare not breathe myself. Xiao Qi, I have always wanted to go back to this wall. I used to teach the building in the door. Now I put her hand on the wall, I can feel that these new big white is a one we have once. Do you know why do I have to use Apple as the trolley of our love? I want an ordinary and real love. I just want to flatten with Apple and you flee here, but, in the end, we haven't come to all. Now, I am not right, I think so. Xiao Qi, bless you, be happy. In fact, I hate you. Hate you betrayed our vowed, hate your eyes, let me open, hate you so sad, so sad.

Lake I will leave behind them, send text messages to Xiaoqi, tell him that I have just went to the corridor. Looking for a little happiness, he still remembers the little happiness that I have said, just want to tell him that he thinks he thinks he thinks he thinks he thinks he thinks he thinks he thinks of him.

Tianlong looked at Xu Xiangyan to find the words and paintings that could not find the word, and the heart was tangled. He especially hopes that you are so happy, although you are just like a boy like a boy in his eyes in your eyes, but he understands Little girl with too much sadness, hard clothes, stubborn and strong. Look at her in that wall, all of them are not seen, like a mother who lost the child, can't find it, can't find it, still can't find it. I hope to mix with disappointment, he has seen it.

The little daughter-in-law, see you have a sad expression, I know that this wall is too important for you. However, Xiao Qi does not belong to you. You do this, just make yourself more dignified. See you texting to him, smiling with tears, smiling, looking at his reply, I am particularly painful. Don't be stupid, if he still remembers this wall, how can you now cry and cry here? It shouldn't be here.

After returning home, I will be asleep soon. Because it seems to be particularly easy to fall asleep after crying. Very tired, don't want to think about it, don't want to be a good friend now, I don't want to see him is so strange acquaintance. I don't want to smile and say each other's life then my heart feels. In fact, the once lovers are really not suitable for friends, because they have been sad; but the old lovers are not suitable for their enemies because they have loved each other. Unfortunately, I have love Xiao Qi in my heart, but Xiao Qi doesn't seem to have loved myself. then. She and Xiaoqi will not be a good friend.

This summer, crying, laughing, busy, helpless ... but are others are still very glad. Because in addition to them, I see the trajectory, Han Jian - on a small black wedding.

People who have been with themselves, I used to say that there is no reason to speak again. I used to think that I can abandon the past, but in the small black wedding, there are many people in junior high school. Lively Sitting, looking at the little black and bride happiness than the friend brother. Look at the color of this air, slowly fall slowly, look at the trajectory of this standing, is asking other sorry. After the gift, Han Jian came. Sitting in a realistic opposite. Looking for you to look at him, you can't say it. Because you are a failure in front of him. I will never fall there. She once thought that she could help her, but because too much coincidence and mistake, he left. So you will never fall there. For a long time, I have forgotten to stand up. I haven't been willing to help her. For a long time, she forgot that she also treated sincerely. For a long time, happiness makes her feel so luxurious things.

In fact, when the wedding day, when the stream is coming back from the city, the bus sitting is also the bus. Coincidentally, is it narrow? Seeks to the cold asking yourself. When you are waiting in line, Han Jian stood in front of the sun, but I have been waiting for half an hour, I don't find that the front is from Han Jian. After half a child, Han Jian returned to see how long the team was found.

Han Jian Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang, watching because of the mature of the TV station, the hair is no longer a short hair, in addition to the thin cheeks, everything has changed. Grow up, different.

Small, I saw you, I was shocked and thought it was wrong. However, thank you can talk to me next to me. Although I always want to say to you, I am very grateful to you like I have never hurt you, and I will take me all the way.

Han Jian, you can't think of it, after leaving you, I have changed so much. I am looking for comfort in front of my people. I am looking for my losing confidence. However, even the trajectory can't confident, he has no way to accommodate my taste and stubborn. I found me when I was a child, I thought I missed each other with him, I thought that it was true before you. However, I am still wrong. So, I will continue to find someone who loves me. When I found that people who love me can't give me, I can't give me. I start looking for people I love. I thought I was hard to fall in love with someone. However, later, I found Xiao Qi. Very magical. I am no longer like you with other boys, I have no temper in front of him. I have nothing to do in front of him. I let this. I used to think that boys like I owe me. In my heart I am retalian, I have never loved them, at least I didn't have a good idea. However, have you thought about it? That once said in front of you, I am going to the explosion, and I bowed in front of Xiao Qi. He misunderstood me, I don't explain, sad is sad to leave it. He smiled for me, I can be happy for a few days. I remember that you have told me: "I am very bad, I am very bad, so others can't stand it, you will return to me." At that time, I think you said this, Slealed my bad temper, squatting me, hurting me, I thought I would have been so happy. However, you know? In front of Xiao Qi, I have forgotten my bad temper. I have no dignity. When you are walking by you, you said: "You can't go." But I didn't say anything, I went to pack your luggage. At that time, dignity is important than our love. At that time, the stubborn and nature were more important than you ... In fact, I also want to say something to you. Although I have always hated your family. However, sometimes, I will still remember you, remember that you buy the exam's utensils to my house and tell me tomorrow test. Go to the examination room with me, and then take your hand from the examination room. In fact, I really want to tell you thank you. Thank you, I used to take me so much, familiar with strange ... In fact, I have no hate you in my heart. Look at this intimate photo of you and your girlfriend, I only bless my heart. I know that when you start, you don't love her. You joked you to reduce the standard, but I saw that she was very good to you, and I watched your little days happily. I don't take your friends, because we used to love each other deeply harm. So, I will treat you as a classmate. A call than a good person, you have to be indifferent. But thank you for giving a bus together. I thought that I would not tell you anymore, but we still said.

On the small black wedding, you are equipped with Han Jian, which is ignored to each other. Snowing for the breakfree. In fact, she really wants to stay, watching Han Sword for a while, but the heart is clear, it is lost, thank you, hate, I can't afford it.

From the hotel, you will leave for aunch, walk forward, walk, the road has become a long. This winter holiday, I saw it. I don't remember what I have told them, and I'm going to put movies, chaos in my heart. Noisy inner, everything I don't know if I can't call □ □. Xu Xiyo, which person is loved now?

In the evening, I can't sleep with the rest. She thought about everyone, then slowly taught the story of naive and wounded.

In the dream, she dreamed of Xiao Qi, she woke up her neck from behind her neck, she woke up. She jokes too much, she warned she didn't think about it. Don't lose the only "dignity" that is the only "dignity" from Han Jian in front of Xiao Qi.

Pack your luggage, and good friends say goodbye, and your family farewell. Lixun once again stepped on the train again, and he left the old city again.

It is very quiet outside the window, reversing. The fellows go back to schools together to always be hi. But soil is not high. Like the table, I don't want to sleep, but I don't want to talk.

I finally knew who I loved. However, this answer is too late. I still have to live alone, people who don't love me, there is no place where I love. I can still live. I am glad that in this summer, I know my answer. what is love? It is we think that we have been pursuing in facts, we have already have it just that we are too mad, too do not know how to cherish, we lose. Our life will not only have a true love, but will not be much given by God. We really love it once, how to love someone in the painful middle school. Then we took a blind way with a blind way. We fell into the collision, we continued to taste frustration and disappointment, one day we desperate, anyone seems to love us sincerely. So, there is a realm called peach blossom. In the failure and desperation, put the hurt, pain, love, hate, a true emotion, all of which don't leave a thing, so I love this person, I don't care, I don't care, when everything The end of the sky again, our injury, pain, love, hate, still there, stay. So our corpse fleeing, drifting, wandering, wanting to forget people that they really love, living people. However, when you die, then solemnly put your injury, pain, love, and hate, you will have no reason to forget. He is not a container, not a person who loves you, is not a person you love, is a person you love now, is a person who doesn't love you, is your people who are willing to be self-respect.

So, I have always thought that the inquiry is a beautiful missed. However, when everything is like a meteor shower, I know that the inquiry is just a beautiful misunderstanding. When we grew up to understand what is true love, we regretted, no true love.

A one year, three years, ten years later, we have different from the past. The same thing is that we can't afford to commit commitments, can't give the future.

The feelings of love are very clear and very clear, the answer is found, I really want to tell him right away. However, Lixun is still closed, and the train sways, she doesn't know when she is asleep. After tired journey, she returned to the university, returned to the day after class, and returned to no old town without the story without a happy day.

In fact, I have always wanted to be a perfect ending. However, I am afraid that I will wait until that, so I am willing to go so busy and tired. At least she is no longer a knife, no longer gains a bones for love powder.

Xiao Qi, I love you. However, I seem to have no courage.