Eternal Burning

My parents fell in love at first sight..."

Mei Zixun has been known as a talented girl since she was a child. At the age of fourteen, she held her first solo exhibition and became famous in the art circle. Since then, the wind has been smooth and the future is promising.

Shang Lu was accidentally invited by a friend to see Mei Zixun's art exhibition. The painting did not attract him much, but the girl who painted the painting occupied all his attention. At that time, one of them was nineteen and the other was eighteen. The girl was one year older than the boy, both of whom were at the beginning of their love affair. The two fiery souls collided with each other.

At the age of 20, Mei Zixun disregarded the opposition of her parents, resolutely gave birth to Shang Yunrou, and established a family with Shang Lu."

At that time, Shang Lukong had an appearance, he didn't want money, he didn't want a name, and he was taking classes in an actor training class. But Mei Zixun doesn't care, she thinks this is love, and she doesn't hesitate to break with her family for this.

As for Shang Lu's relationship with Mei Zixun... that may no longer be called love", it's more like a belief. He was obsessed with everything she had, obeyed her every word, and obeyed her every word, even if he entered the entertainment industry later.

But love is such a thing, sometimes love alone is not enough.

Mei Zixun is addicted to creation, and Shang Lu's acting career is thriving. They all knew the problem and tried to solve it, so they had a second child, Shang Muxiao.

Mei Zixun reacted violently in the early stages of pregnancy, and during childbirth, it was difficult to give birth, and the situation was critical. After giving birth, she began to lose a lot of hair and suffer from severe insomnia. Even if Shang Lu invited the best doctor for her, it had little effect. The worst thing is that she lost her desire to create, her brain became numb, her body was in constant pain, and she could no longer paint as good as before.

She started blaming Shang Lu, the new-born child, and everyone else. She was sick, very sick.

In order to better accompany his wife, Shang Lu had to give up his flourishing acting career and return to his family.

He obeyed her unconditionally, loved what she loved and hated what she hated. She doesn't love Shang Muxiao and doesn't allow anyone to love him, so Shang Lu doesn't love him either, and treats him as a transparent person in the family.

She felt that... I was the reincarnation of the evil lord, who came to destroy her and devour her. In my impression, she always looked hysterical and never calmed down. "

Aristotle believed that all good, outstanding people are melancholy.

The once genius has fallen, and he can't bear to become mediocre. For sensitive artists, they are naturally sentimental, and it is indeed easier to exacerbate their inherent pessimism due to certain setbacks, and Mei Zixun is no exception.

The book "Wisdom of Life" mentions that there are two extremes that lead to suicide, one of which is that innate depression is morbidly exacerbated. Mei Zixun's tragedy can be said to be formed the day after tomorrow, or it can be said to be doomed by nature.

She was always cold and impatient with me, and I never got the slightest warmth from her. When she was three years old, she tried to kill me for the first time..."

I moved involuntarily, shocked that Mei Zixun wanted to kill his son more than once.

She was always in the studio, and I was so curious about the things that would get her attention, I sneaked in. I moved her paint and just dipped some of it with my fingers. "

She came in and saw me and started yelling like crazy that I had broken her painting. But I swear, I really didn't touch her painting. "Different from the thrilling content, his tone was calm, calm, and not angry. He was about to fall asleep in the next second. She pinched my neck and told me to die, if my sister hadn't rushed in." Push her away and I might die. My sister said that my mother was not like this before, my mother was just sick, and she didn't want to be so scary."

When I am sick, can I be forgiven for doing anything? "

He started to tremble, like I was in a nightmare.

I tightened my arms and hugged him harder. I didn't say anything, just held him silently and listened to him finish everything.

They all thought that the three-year-old would not have memory, and that sooner or later I would forget. But I haven't forgotten, I can't forget. I'll remember until I die, how she tried to kill me..."

After about four or five minutes, the shaking of his body gradually stopped. I felt his arms loosen, and I loosened my arms.

He raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, but fortunately there were no tears.

Taking a deep look at me, he turned over and got down: What time is it? "

At half past eleven. "

Picking up the suit jacket on the ground, he shook it and put it on his arm.

Where is your spare wheelchair? "

I pointed to the living room and said: tuck it on the edge of the bookcase. "

He nodded and went out.

It seemed that he was completely sober, and he didn't know how much he remembered what happened tonight.

Not long after, Shang Muxiao came in with a wheelchair.

After parking the wheelchair next to me, he picked up the exoskeleton I took off and went outside. When I went outside, he had already charged the device.