Eternal Burning

Life is a constant swing between pain and boredom. When one is free from pain, one is bound to become bored. Schopenhauer did not deceive me.

The phone vibrated, and Shang Muxiao finally came back with a message, with a refusal between the lines.

[But I already have someone I like. 】

[So it's a pity...]

I stopped teasing him and answered his original question with a little hint.

[People have different sensitivities, and in a sense, the bond between them is like a fragile and strong glass. When you can't have a "painful" empathy with the other person, the bond is cracked and your relationship is in jeopardy. It's very difficult to mend the damage, and you need to let the other person know that you will never do the same again. mistake, and convince the other party that you will do your best for it.]

[The bond needs to be calcined with sincerity to become strong again. 】

Until I fell asleep, Shang Muxiao still didn't make any movement.

I put my phone on silent and left him alone.

I slept in the middle of the night, suddenly woken up by the knock on the door, and glanced at the alarm clock, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

Not knowing what was going on, I hurriedly moved to a wheelchair and hurried out of the bedroom.

who? "I came to the door and asked people outside through the door panel.

There was silence outside the door for a while. Just when I thought it was some drunk who went through the wrong door and was about to call the security guard over to check, Shang Muxiao's voice slowly rang from the other side.

it's me. "

I was really relieved to learn that it wasn't someone strange.

After the He Weizhou incident, I realized that the danger is everywhere, I specially bought the door blocker online, and I carefully block it every night before going to bed. I don't want to be perverted and not blocked, but to block Shang Muxiao.

It's so late, why are you here? "

Just as his hand was on the doorknob, Shang Muxiao said again from outside: I have something I want to give you, you don't need to open the door now, when I'm gone... you can open the door again. "

After saying these words, there was no movement outside.

What is it that is so mysterious and has to be delivered in the middle of the night? I was full of doubts and waited for a while before opening the door.

The sensor light outside was dimmed because of the long silence, and only a little light in the room could dimly illuminate what Shang Mu Xiao left on the ground.

I was stunned, unable to believe my eyes.

After a while, I carefully picked up the thing, although it was beyond recognition and even though it was broken, it was indeed the crystal trophy that was smashed by Shang Muxiao.

Maybe it's not strong enough, starting from the base, it is wrapped with a circle of Scotch tape, which at first glance looks like a mallet.

That's not what I mean when I say "repair and breakage".

Shaking my head amusingly, I glanced at the dark corridor and made sure that Shang Muxiao was no longer there. I closed the door with the trophy and went back into the room.

Put the trophy back in its original place, and the box of "Retrograde Wind" that was pressed down by it before told me to throw it into the trash-now I can no longer appreciate this film with an artistic eye, fans and It's better to keep a distance if the idol is fine.

Back in the bedroom, I checked my phone and found that Shang Muxiao had called me several times, but I didn't hear it.

Not only did he make a phone call, he also texted me using his own number. There are not many words, it is concise and clear, and the subject is clear.

[Sorry, I was wrong. 】

I sent a um" past.

Before I could lie down, Shang Muxiao's call came.

What do you mean by 'um'? "

I was awakened from sleep by him, but now when I touch the pillow, drowsiness will come again.

It means to know. "

You..." He suppressed his temper and asked with no confidence, so are you forgiving me or not?"

Why not face me? "

He dawdled and spit out four words: I'm afraid you won't. "

You are too ugly. "

I was glued all night for four hours! "

My thoughts drifted away from my body slowly, I rubbed against the pillow, closed my eyes and said, "Who made you break yourself..."

His voice continued, uncertain: is it really ugly? Then I... Then I take it back and stick it again? "

Wouldn't that be broken again? This trophy is already pitiful enough, why bother with it all the time.

No, give it to me..." My voice is getting lower, it's mine."

If you accept it, then forgive me. "

My brain can still understand his words, but my body has involuntarily surrendered to the soft bed, responding to Duke Zhou's call.

……teacher? "

Arabidopsis? "

He didn't get my answer for a long time, he tried to call my name, but when it didn't work, he tutted angrily.

I reluctantly withdrew the hand that had been handed to Duke Zhou, tried hard to wake up, and was still in a daze when I heard him let out a long sigh.

In the past, I always thought that love should not be for a lifetime, but to be happy. When they are happy together, they separate when they are unhappy, so breaking up is also a normal thing. "His voice was soft, the kind of volume he wanted to tell me without waking me up.