Eternal Love

   Chapter 25: Turbulent Times (3)

  "Love you, Shuer, I love you, only you—"

The long-term depression has nothing to vent. Lin Wei has no intention to open Zhao Ziheng's tightly sealed feelings, so that Zhao Ziheng mistakenly recognizes her as her person and pours out her heart. After hearing Zhao Ziheng's voice, how can Lin Wei's heart fail pain?

   "Even in a dream, do you know how much I miss you?"

Lightly opened the arms that hugged Lin Wei and looked at her with affectionate eyes. Although Lin Wei was still in tears, Zhao Ziheng couldn't help kissing her lips, whether he was hugged or kissed, no matter what Zhao Ziheng was. What did Lin Wei do to Lin Wei, Lin Wei still only knows how to cry like losing her soul...

  Suddenly, when Zhao Ziheng forgot about me and kissed Lin Wei, he felt as if a wake-up bell rang in his mind, which made Zhao Ziheng wake up in an instant. He noticed his actions and Zhao Ziheng let go of Lin Wei like an electric shock...

"I am sorry-"

  At a loss, Zhao Ziheng just said this sentence, which inadvertently made Lin Wei's heart more painful.

   quickly realized his fault, Zhao Ziheng calmed his panic heart, and sat back on the chair...

   "How do you do so that you will not be hurt? From the beginning to the end, the person I don't want to hurt is you. As long as you tell me, how to do it will not hurt you so much. Even my life can be given to you."

  "...What about life? You can't tolerate anyone at all in your heart. There is only Shu'er in your heart from beginning to end. Can't you still forget her after so long?"

   Along with crying, the voice sounded strong and weak.

   "...I can't forget it, she is the only one who wants to protect her. The days when she is away are a torment for me. Just thinking, I can feel her residual warmth in my hands—"

  Without exaggerated words and clear behavior, Lin Wei can clearly feel how small she looks in Zhao Ziheng's heart.

"If this is the case, then why do you treat me this way? Why do you put me in a lonely position, since you can't love me and accept me, you can reject me, why are you doing this, don't you Don't you think this is cruel enough?"

  "I want to compensate you, and I want to make up as much as possible. I don’t think it’s too late until I find out. I don’t want you to forgive me. I just ask you not to be sad for someone like me. It’s not worth it—"

   couldn’t make up for the result she caused, and she faced and accepted it resolutely. Because of this, Lin Wei couldn’t hate him...

   "It was you who said you could try to forget and try to accept, why did you regret it until now? Even if you can't forget, you shouldn't use this way to reject me, why—"

  The clever Lin Wei does not lose her original calmness even in this situation. She knows that Zhao Ziheng cannot change his mind suddenly, but he does not know what kind of change his mood has and what caused his change?

   Where do you start?

  Faced with Lin Wei’s questioning, Zhao Ziheng subconsciously escaped, because he didn’t know how to say or how to prevent her from being hurt...

  "Are you going to continue to conceal it at this time?"

  Weeping Lin Wei noticed that Zhao Ziheng was running away, and her sad mood made her cry a little.

  Looking at Lin Wei, who had lost her usual beauty and tears in front of him, Zhao Ziheng struggled for a while in his heart, and finally summoned his courage: "Shu'er, I found Shu'er."

  Hearing Zhao Ziheng’s words, Lin Wei’s heart was like lightning strikes again...

   "And you know, even though she is not Shu'er before, I still know that she is Shu'er. We have been together since Ashenvale incident—"

   "Also, in other words, is it because of her that you have disappeared so far?"

  Zhao Ziheng nodded

  "Who is it? Who is the person I know?"

  "...Yinyin, Zhang Yinyin, the dancer among the Five Princesses in the World, and the daughter of Zhou's prime minister—"

  When he heard the familiar name, Lin Wei’s mind was blank, and all the past stories about Yinyin reappeared like a revolving lantern...

   was silent for a long time

  Lin Wei’s tears seem to have stopped

   "Is it—it was her—"

Until now, Lin Wei knows why Zhao Ziheng becomes a little strange every time there is something about Yinyin, including when he was under house arrest in Zhou, he insisted on staying, including after Yinyin's death, he was frustrated, including when they were overjoyed. After she was assassinated in Japan, he insisted on convening the two parliaments. It turned out that there was a reason. It turned out that what he did until the end was not her...

"Maybe it’s hard for you to accept. Shu'er came into this world like me and was attached to her current body. Even if she is not herself, her soul is Shu'er. Although I didn’t know it at the beginning, I was slow. I slowly noticed the shadow of Shu'er in strangers. I didn’t get the answer until Ashenvale. She was framed and harmed again and again, and I couldn’t just sit back and watch. I once swore that I will be with you in this life and this life. By her side, since God has given me this opportunity again, I will never let go of—"

   "If this is the case, why don't you stay with her now?"

  Returning to the previous Lin Wei, calm and calm but unable to suppress her trembling, she asked Zhao Ziheng to the end.

   "Because of a lot of things, she is now in a state of half-life. Although she is still alive, it is no different from death. I came back to save her because I needed ‘Fire Soul Jade’."

  One reality after another made Lin Wei immune now, even if he asked himself to return the ‘Fire Soul Jade’.

"Originally, I decided to live or die. After I got the'Fire Soul Jade' and gave the throne to Zixi, I had to accompany her, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't sit back and watch. It’s good to see her again, that’s my choice."

  If she hadn't heard it with her own ears, and if she hadn't relied on her own understanding of Zhao Ziheng, Lin Wei might think what she was hearing now was a big talk or even a lie.

"Fortunately, she didn't know the news that I was alive before she fell asleep, but if she really wakes up, she will know it sooner or later. If she knows that I choose this way, she will hate me? But I believe she must understand it. "

In other words, Zhao Ziheng and Yinyin are connected with each other. If this is the case, Lin Wei thinks that she can do it. She only hates acquaintance. It should be said that although they know each other, they also know the body of the person she originally loved. , The soul of others.

"Because of the chaotic world, because the originally balanced world is beginning to lose balance, so you choose the people, so you choose to leave her? Then you think it's okay to worry about it? Since you are connected with each other, it is the most important thing for her now. Isn’t it you who is needed? Why did you make such a cruel choice?"

"Weir, Shuer, she is my life and everything to me. If I can, I will choose her desperately, but I am not allowed to do this now, because God has given me the position of the king of a country, if I don’t come back If I were not the prince of a country, I would be obliged to stay by her side, but now I can’t do that anymore. Although I can’t resolve the coming war, I want to do my best to stop it. That was something I couldn't do before. Since I have the ability to stop now, I have to use it, right?"

Zhao Ziheng’s awareness made Lin Wei admire from her heart, and she also knew how good the person she loves now is, she can be loyal to love, and can give up the happiness she deserves to the people of the country. How could such Zhao Ziheng tell her to hate? Why don't you tell her not to love?

"Vir, please forgive me, don't ask you to forgive me for everything I have done to you, but please understand that I can't make any atonement opportunities for you now. I am not great, and my heart is too small to tolerate A person, although he said he was willing to give his life to you, but it still doesn't work. If you can wait until the chaos is over, I will definitely give my life to you at that time. This is my only request."

   "Wait?"

Lin Wei knows that it is not the first time that she has realized the meaning of this sentence. Zhao Ziheng once said this sentence, but when she came back, the person she loved had already become another person. I have feelings for the current Zhao Ziheng, and because of the assassination, she has to wait again. Is the time she waited short? And what she waited for was never the happiness she deserved, but just the beginning of a new pain.

   "Then, can I have a request, too?"

  Lin Wei stared at Zhao Ziheng with tears, her expression was also very sincere.

   "You said, as long as I can do it—"

   "This thing is easy for you to do—"

"what's up?"

  Although Zhao Ziheng did not directly agree, but the tone indicated that he was acceptable, Lin Wei wiped away the tears, as if she had made a certain mental preparation. When she wiped away the tears and stared at Zhao Ziheng again, her expression was so strong...

  "As long as it is good now, give me a little of your love for Shuer, a little bit is fine, I want to get your love—"

  Lin Wei's words seemed to have given Zhao Ziheng a head, and Zhao Ziheng's mind was blank.

  Compared with Zhao Ziheng, who was blank in her mind, what Lin Wei showed was a pious and eager expression. She just hopes to get the love of the person she loves deeply in front of her, even if it is only for a short time, she just wants to have...

   Just when Zhao Ziheng was stunned, he seemed to feel a certain touch on his face, so that Zhao Ziheng could wake up from the stunned.