Eternal Love

  Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three Heart Lock (5)

  Yinyin didn't answer, she moved her gaze to the teacup in her hand, and gently rubbed the edge of the teacup playfully.

   "I don't have any reason to hate it anymore. I just want to live a quiet day like this."

  After a while, Yinyin spoke slowly.

   "Why?" Han Ji blurted out subconsciously, and then continued after a pause: "If you really recover your memory, don't you want to return to him? He is not dead, is he?"

"What about being alive? That's all over. I don't hate anyone, and of course I won't love anyone again. That's too extravagant for me. I have already experienced love and hate. What else can I seek? I have only my mother as a relative now, and this is the only relative who will never leave me. What else do I need? After so many experiences, my life has been fulfilled, except for being able to live peacefully with my mother. In the second half of my life, I have nothing else to ask for."

  "Do you mean that you will not bother about anything that happens now?" Han Ji asked.

  "I don't have that right, don't I?" Yinyin replied.

   "What if I wait to see you?"

   "That's his business."

   "Do you want to leave here?"

"Maybe."

   "He won't allow it."

"Where do I go, why do I have to get his permission? The same is true for the emperor. I am just a little princess temporarily canonized by the former emperor. He can destroy me at any time, but he cannot interfere with my life. Of course, if he decides on this I have nothing to say about my sin."

   Yinyin’s words were too sensible, too ruthless, that Han Ji couldn't believe it.

   "He will definitely not let you go." Han Jiyin said withbearingly.

   "What can he do? Or what qualifications does he have? Just because he is the prince?" Yinyin's tone was not even a trace of emotion.

   "He...you know he won't let you go."

  Han Ji didn’t know how to refute Yinyin, but she felt that no matter how Yinyin changed, it would always be the case, and Zhou Yan would just sit back and watch.

   "He is your husband, why would you let him be so? You can hate me, but you really don't hate him?"

Yinyin turned her gaze to Han Ji again. Somehow, even with the indifferent and calm gaze, Han Ji still felt that that gaze seemed to be able to see through her heart. For a while, she felt a little ashamed and a little embarrassed to avoid it. Yinyin's gaze; this time Han Ji didn't refute Yinyin's words, because she didn't know if she really didn't hate her, and Zhou Yan, didn't she really hate it? No, she didn't know, but she couldn't help herself with some things. Even though she hadn't hated him, she actually said that she hated him in front of Zhou Yan. Han Ji still remembers what happened that time.

"After too many things have happened, I realized that even if I try to grasp and pursue some things, I will still get nothing. Rather than insisting on it, it is better to give up from the beginning, so that at least I can suffer less; even if I give up later, it doesn’t matter. , As long as it’s not late, just like I’m now, I don’t have to think about anything, I feel much better than before, I won’t feel hurt for anyone, I won’t think about anyone, and I won’t be in a bad mood all day; not to mention, That person is not worthy of sister Han Ji's pursuit and waiting, isn't it? He can't give you anything. How much can he see your pain?"

"say no more."

  Han Ji subconsciously resisted Yinyin’s ruthless words, maybe it was because Yinyin’s words happened to be right in her heart?

Ignoring Han Ji's resistance, Yinyin continued to say: "You can't force your feelings. I know very well that I used to think so, but even so, I still feel guilty for you, and it feels like You will endure the pain silently because of me."

   "Stop talking."

  Han Ji held her head and swayed. Yinyin’s words slowly spread in her body like poison, and her voice made her frightened.

"You love him, so you can silently endure his love for another woman, and you are still accommodating to that woman in every possible way. You are great, let me know how small I am, because I can't do it; I admit me Very selfish, because I hope that the person I love can only love me, but I was wrong. It will never be possible. No matter how deep the emotional distance and time are, it can be wiped out; moreover, even in your own way. The same, do you think that as long as you pay, you can get rewards? No matter how much tolerance and tolerance you blindly, it is not what you can't always insist on."

  "Stop talking, stop talking!!!"

Han Ji yelled out of control. Yinyin’s words may be true, but they are too cruel and cruel, especially for Han Ji. Every word and sentence of Yinyin is as deep as acupuncture. Dasein was in Han Ji’s heart; Han Ji couldn’t believe it, couldn’t believe that these words were spoken from Yinyin’s mouth, because she thought Yinyin was the least likely to say these words, but it was from Yinyin. Something came out of the mouth.

   "Why? Why do you say such cruel things? Why do you deny everything yourself to destroy the hope of others? When did you become so cruel?"

  Han Ji almost shouted, every word and every sentence was full of strength, and her whole body trembled with excitement.

  Yinyin’s reaction is still indifferent, she is just like that, staring at Han Ji with her head held up from a soft prone posture. She seems to turn a deaf ear to Han Ji’s anger, or is she accepting it happily? There is no thought in her still calm expression or eyes. What she said to her or her reaction to Han Ji seemed to be quite normal to her, so there wouldn’t be any feel?