Eternal Love

  Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine Cracks (3)

Shan Zhen looked at Yinyin blankly, unable to speak for a long time, raised his hands and stretched out towards Yinyin, as if to touch him, but stopped in the air, trembling a little, hesitated for a while before letting go. I tried to pull the muscles of the corners of my lips, and finally spit out a few words with difficulty: "Are you...recovering your memory?"

  Although it's just a guess, Shan Zhen can only guess that way from Yinyin's words.

"Ok."

It was confirmed that Shan Zhen didn’t know whether to be happy or to be worried. From Yinyin’s surface, it seemed that Yinyin was not as expected. Shan Zhen even felt that Yinyin was abnormally calm. Although he didn’t know what happened, Yinyin didn’t know what happened. Yin has recovered her memory, so why does she appear here? If it is to restore memory... Only then did Shan Zhen realize that even if Yinyin restores her memory, he doesn't know what she wants to do.

"I'm sorry!" After a long silence, Shan Zhen finally squeezed out a few words from his mouth. He had wanted to say these three words a long time ago, but he never had a chance. Even though it was too late, this was the most important thing for Shan Zhen. What I want to say to Yinyin; since Yinyin fell from the cliff that day, these three words have been repeated countless times in Shan Zhen's heart. When he knew that Yinyin was still alive, he wanted to face it even more. She said that so many things happened in the middle of reluctance that only now has the opportunity to speak out.

When he said these three words, Shan Zhen felt a kind of relief in his heart, as if his tight heart for a long time was released instantly, even if Yinyin would not forgive him, at least he had already said these three words. Out.

  "Did you do anything that requires an apology?" Yinyin was puzzled.

  In response to Yinyin’s reaction, Shan Zhen was silent again. He didn’t know what Yinyin’s answer meant, but she had forgotten it? Or did she never care about it? Either one is enough to make Shan Zhen's heart sink to the bottom, and it can't be explained by loss alone.

Looking at Shan Zhen's resolute face, his deep eyes seemed to be hurt. Yinyin felt a pain in her heart, and quickly reacted, realizing Shan Zhen's reason for apologizing, so she spoke: " You don’t have to apologize, I have never hated you."

Seeing that Shan Zhen had no response, Yinyin thought it seemed a little perfunctory, so she added: "Really, but, it was just that I felt very disappointed at that time, because at that time no one was by my side, and the only one was on my side. Who would doubt me, so whoever would be sad?"

Yinyin’s every word and every sentence of Shan Zhen listened, so when he heard these, he didn’t know whether he should be happy or sad. It was indeed a special situation at that time, and he even chose to help her, so he would doubt her. , So I will be disappointed and hopeless at that time, right? Did you make such a decisive choice? Whenever he thinks of that time, Shan Zhen cannot forgive himself, it is as deep as a brand on his heart, making him unforgettable, and becoming an indelible memory for his eternal life.

"Then the emperor?" Since this matter is mentioned, Zhou Cheng will inevitably be thought of. Shan Zhen never denies that he hates Zhou Cheng. As for now, he doesn't know whether to hate or not, but he can't avoid it. Go to the matter between Yi Yinyin and him.

   Yinyin pondered for a moment, and then slowly said: "...Hate it, but now I don’t hate it anymore, maybe I should thank him."

Like Shan Zhen, Yinyin did not deny hating. After all, she was a life of nine deaths that time, but without that incident, perhaps she would not have charged with Zhao Ziheng. From this point of view, she should be grateful to Zhou Cheng; After getting along with Zhou Cheng, I was surprised to find that Zhou Cheng was enamored of him, but at that time he had no intention of paying attention to it, and almost used him to avenge himself. Then there were so many things that Yinyin had to do. Acknowledging Zhou Cheng's true feelings for herself, including Zhou Yan, the two brothers almost turned against each other for themselves, but she could not accept it because she was already the one she loved again; when she was in Weicheng, Yinyin had not forgotten her deep words. After deeply hurting Zhou Cheng, when he returned to Wangcheng, he did not expect that he would ignore the previous complaints. Instead, he would continue to encourage himself to go the way he should go. When thinking about this, Yinyin only felt that Zhou Cheng was deeply affected. Guilt...

  Shan Zhen certainly doesn’t know what happened between Yinyin and Zhou Cheng, but he still knows a little bit, but he doesn’t know what Zhou Cheng has done that needs to be thanked?

"Life is free. Don't cherish everything after you lose it. It's like a person. What happened can't be made up for. No amount of resentment and hatred will help you. You only need to be sure that you don't lose it again. I have only recently understood this truth. "Speaking, Yinyin's voice has been mixed with a touch of sadness. She has lost her memory and been frustrated. If it were not for the ghost, she is still losing herself. If she waits for the person in her heart to die, I am afraid it will be her in the end. She regrets it so much, that's why she cherishes the present, that's why she came here; in fact, Yinyin still can't understand Zhao Ziheng's practices and behaviors, but because of Gui Sha's words, she chose to believe it, and she believes that he will last for at least two people. On the day they met, at least Zhao Ziheng would not die easily before they met, so before that, Yinyin had to find a way to solve Zhao Ziheng. Even if she died, it would be better than just seeing Zhao Ziheng die again. She had already endured the pain of losing Zhao Ziheng once, so she could not bear the second time. If that must be the case, she would rather die before him.