Eternal Love

   Chapter 137 Similar to Love (4)

  Like doesn’t mean love, so love must not mean liking? No, Yinyin loves Zhao Ziheng because he likes him, so what about the wind and cold? Is it just like it? But why does Yinyin feel that there is a voice in her heart telling her that she loves him and she also loves wind and cold, but that kind of love is obviously different from Zhao Ziheng, is it because they are not the same type of people?

  "Don't know or can't answer it?" The man asked again.

Yinyin felt that her mind was chaotic, and the chaos made her unable to think. She only felt that it was getting chaotic and chaotic... Yinyin who was in chaos didn't seem to be aware of it, what kind of gaze the person in front of her looked at her.

   Just when the person thought Yinyin would not answer, Yinyin’s voice suddenly sounded: "I love him."

  The person was slightly stunned, wondering if it was because Yinyin’s words were too sudden or too straightforward? But who is it to be straightforward? That person is waiting for Yinyin's next...

However, Yinyin was lost in thought. What she said was Zhao Ziheng. Although she didn't understand the feelings for Feng Qinghan, she was very sure that she loved Zhao Ziheng. Only this point she could not make a mistake, but if she didn't. Qing's feelings for Feng Qinghan, then she has always believed that the love given to only one person may be unknowingly distributed to another person. This is undoubtedly a betrayal of Zhao Ziheng. If this is the case, then she still has the qualifications. Do you get Zhao Ziheng's only love? Not only that, but in fact she feels that she is no longer qualified to be loved by anyone, whether it is body or mind, she is not qualified to be loved by anyone, especially the only love.

In fact, Yinyin can make an excuse if it is only the body, that is, this body is not her own, but Yinyin would not think so, because it is her soul that is defiled. How can the body with the soul be cleaned? go with?

Yinyin doesn't know how much Zhao Ziheng knows about what happened to her, but this is the darkest memory for her who has recovered so the memory, and the pain has been deeply imprinted on her soul. Erase, as long as she is still alive, she will never forget; thinking of this, Yinyin suddenly feels that her amnesia may not be a bad thing, at least this memory will never be awakened, but after all, she can't hide from the arrangement of fate... With a filthy soul, both body and mind, what qualifications does she have to be loved?

  Memory is like tide. When you don’t touch it, it will be calm, but once you touch it, it will be as unstoppable as raging waves. No matter how you deliberately suppress it, you can’t stop it.

Tears slipped from Yinyin’s face without warning and soundless, and the person in front of her was shocked when she saw it. She found that Yinyin’s heart was far more difficult and complicated than she had imagined; she said she loved him a minute ago. Regardless of who that person is, she burst into tears a moment later, what is it that makes her sad so far? And from Yinyin's eyes, she saw a look of silence; seeing the scene without warning, the person was first taken aback, then took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on Yinyin's face...

   "If you love him, why are you sad?" The man asked Yinyin while wiping her tears.

   "But, I am not qualified to have it." I thought Yinyin would not answer, but got an answer unexpectedly, even though Yinyin's voice was a little choked.

   "Why don't you qualify for it?" the man asked, because she knew there must be a story.

Yinyin choked and replied: "I am not qualified to have love from someone, anyone is fine, especially the person I love, who is not worthy of his love. He loves me, but I betrayed him. Both body and mind."

  After listening to Yinyin’s words, the person only felt puzzled. Of course she didn’t know what betrayal, but what does it mean to be unworthy of possession? Not even the one you love? If you say that Xin's betrayal is at best a change of heart, but if it is only a change of heart, of course Yinyin would not say that. That person knows this very well.

  "Because of that friend of yours?" The person suddenly noticed that Yinyin's change occurred after mentioning that friend, that is, after the wind was clear and cold. Repeatedly, even the dull people would find out.

  Yinyin did not answer. Her silence means no denial. In fact, there is no need to deny. Because this is a fact, even if she denies, she cannot escape.

"Did you just say that you love him refers to this friend of yours, or the person you love?" The person asked, while carefully observing the changes in Yinyin's expression, even the slightest change seemed to be Can't escape her eyes.

"I know that I love that person, that is the person in my heart, but for him, I..." Yinyin truthfully admits and truthfully expresses the confusion in her heart, but she knows that she loves Zhao Ziheng, but she cannot deny that she does not love wind and cold. No one can understand such a mood, and no one can understand her mood at the moment.

The person in front of her was silent. She fixedly looked at Yinyin with no change in her expression. She maintained this posture for a while. Fortunately, because Yinyin didn't pay attention to anything on her mind, the person just spoke. Said: "Do you love your friend too?"

  Yinyin is silent again. Does this silence mean that she does not deny it? Yinyin wanted to nod and shook her head, because she really didn't know, what was her love for Feng Qinghan, was it to treat him as an adult's partner? No, she can't be sure, even can't be sure... It's as if she has lost the qualification to have this choice now.