Eternal Love

   Chapter 137 Similar to Love (6)

Yinyin felt completely unable to refute the person's words, because the person said nothing wrong. So far she is indeed so, only when she is next to Zhao Ziheng...It should be said that she is only when she is alone with Zhao Ziheng and Feng Qinghan. A choice may be made, but will it really be the case?

In retrospect, Zhao Ziheng's love is too restrained. He always likes to take everything on his own body. He likes to hide everything in his heart without letting people know; and what Feng Qinghan gives makes people feel very warm, and it is easy to indulge in his gentleness. In the middle, there will be a sense of comfort around him; on the surface, Zhao Ziheng and Feng Qinghan are exactly the opposite of the two people. Yes, but there is still one thing in common, that is, the two people can also give Yinyin a sense of security. , Beside them, they will feel the kind of security that will be fearless no matter what kind of danger they face, even if they die together.

Why is this so? Yinyin has only now discovered that she has changed a lot just because of the appearance of Feng Qinghan, including her infatuation with Zhao Ziheng. This discovery made her feel terrified. So she can't stand the test of Zhao Ziheng's heart. She even almost forgot his looks, because Zhao Ziheng in this era has a completely different appearance from the 21st century, and she is the same. She is not sure if Zhao Ziheng remembers her, but she found that she was a little vague about Zhao Ziheng’s face. Only the ghost who lived in the 21st century had the same face as him.

I still remember Zhao Ziheng once said that although her appearance has changed, her heart remains the same. It is the heart of the person he loves. Zhao Ziheng loves her not because of her person, but her heart; How did you answer it? At that time, she felt that she still loved Zhao Ziheng, wholeheartedly, so she felt that she had not changed... Suddenly, everything about Zhao Ziheng walked through Yinyin's mind like a revolving lantern, and it was still so clear. Century Zhao Ziheng’s stunned expression when he first kissed and the expression on the night of marriage in this era overlapped. They were obviously two completely different people, but they overlapped. So when he knew that Zhao Ziheng was the one he loved. , Yinyin never regarded Zhao Ziheng with a brand new look as another person...

Recalling those intimate words that Zhao Ziheng said in her ear that night, Yinyin felt a warm current pouring into her heart, and that warm current tightly surrounded her broken heart; recalling Zhao Ziheng's kissed eyes and tears , I seem to realize that everything about Zhao Ziheng seems to be only for her. He changed for her, and gave everything willingly for her. When faced with danger, he would always hide her behind him, always caring and protecting so carefully. Myself...

Yinyin didn't realize how happy the expression on her face was when she thought of everything about Zhao Ziheng. Even with tears streaming down her face, she couldn't hide the way people knew how happy they were at first glance, but her happiness But there is a bit of bitterness in her expression, and it is precisely because of this that makes the person in front of her unknown. Therefore, there is a feeling that she can’t tell, because she doesn’t know what Yinyin is thinking, perhaps because she doesn’t know what Yinyin is thinking. What happened to me.

The memory is all that Zhao Ziheng treats himself well, including when he was chased and killed in Ashenvale, Zhao Ziheng blocked all the attacks for her. When in Yudao, he wanted to live like Zhao Ziheng, plain but very happy. , That period of time can be said to be Yinyin’s most precious; since Yudao, too many things may have happened. She and Zhao Ziheng have always been together, and have never been together at all. The most memorable thing is During the Weicheng plague, Zhao Ziheng at that time... Yinyin clearly felt the traces of the years left on him, such depression, except helplessness or helplessness, as for the reason for helplessness, she had already learned from Wang Ye, In the end, everything was because of her. Zhao Ziheng's feelings were so sincere and firm, which made Yinyin feel more guilty.

  He really never left him. Even if people leave, his heart and soul are always by her side... She has never been abandoned, but she has never discovered it. Why did he doubt and abandon it for a while? The words of the person in front of you reminded Yinyin of Lin Wei, the person who has the same appearance as herself in the 21st century and is gentle and virtuous, and the person who loves Zhao Ziheng. Actually, Yinyin is not so familiar with Lin Wei, but When she first met, she had discovered that Lin Wei truly loved Zhao Ziheng. Knowing that even if she became a queen, she still had not been loved by Zhao Ziheng, Yinyin felt that her guilt was even more serious.

  As the people in front of me said, Yinyin further understands that she is even less qualified to be loved by others, especially Zhao Ziheng, why is it Zhao Ziheng? The reason is self-evident, that is the person she loves... the first one to fall in love with is also the person who has loved with all her heart; in contrast to Feng Qinghan, Yinyin seems to have noticed that she really likes to be with Feng Qinghan The feeling when we are together, it’s just being together and never thought of spending a lifetime with him. Zhao Ziheng is different. He makes Yinyin feel that she can abandon everything and stay with him until she grows old, but she doesn’t know how to distinguish herself. The feeling for Feng Qinghan, but that is not love, but a feeling similar to love.

Now, Yinyin finally understands... She is loyal to Zhao Ziheng for her love, and for Feng Qinghan is only a kind of love-like love, but nevertheless, no matter what kind of love, she no longer has the right to have it. , If I see them again, Yinyin will tell everything and stop dragging anyone like that.

  Yinyin burst into tears, and said with a bitter smile: "I only love him, but not love. My love belongs to only one person from beginning to end, and I have only discovered that until now..."

  After that, Yinyin felt relieved, but it was extremely painful.