Every time I wake up, I take the blame for the villain

The water was rippling under the night wind.

Jiang Chen stood by the stone chair, and looked around without sitting down.

This is Long Lake.

After leaving the lake, turn right 300 meters north, turn right 100 meters north, and you should be there.

But the road became a little different.

The cool breeze blew the willow leaves behind him, and the leaves swept across his neck, and Jiang Chen choked a little. A chill rose from the soles of his feet.

This couldn't be the legendary ghost wall.

Jiang Chen's heart stopped beating.

He shook his head, suppressed the discomfort in his body, what a joke. He had never believed in ghosts and gods since he was a child.

If praying to gods and Buddhas could make him healthy, then he really didn't mind worshipping. But those beliefs used to give people spiritual comfort had no effect on Jiang Chen.

He knew very well what consequences would be brought about by every determined action. The psychological comfort that led to self-deception often had zero effect.

Such consequences often do not get worse because of something, nor do they get better because of belief in ghosts and gods.

Compared with the metaphysics that has never experienced life and death but talks about reincarnation, he prefers science that can calculate accurate results.

For a person who is always wavering between life and death, discussing cause and effect reincarnation with him is too general.

Unable to tell the direction for a while, Jiang Chen stopped and sat on the suitcase to think of a solution.

Just as he was worrying, a woman ran over with Anyang.

"Anyang!" Jiang Chen shouted immediately. But he seemed not to hear it at all, and smiled and followed his mother to run away in three or two steps.

Seeing them crash into a willow tree, a circle of ripples passed, and the two figures disappeared. After witnessing this scene, Jiang Chen's pupils dilated a little, lowered his head, and covered his eyes, "hallucination."

After a while, he looked at the tree, took two steps with the box, reached out to touch the tree, and his fingertips went straight through.

Jiang Chen, who withdrew his hand: Just now he said he didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but now he suddenly felt that his worldview was shattered.

He dragged his suitcase and stepped out with his eyes closed.

...

Jiang's house.

When he touched the center of the formation, Jiang Chen had already sensed it.

He came out.

Originally, Jiang Chen hoped to see his sister and brother again, but it seemed that things would not allow him to do so.

The system of this world could not allow ghosts with missing souls to live forever. Moreover, there was already a soul with the same soul here.

He used the dragon ball and Shouyou to lead the soul back to this place. The suppression had weakened his power and made the scattered souls unstable.

This year, Jiang Chen is eighteen years old and still a young man. However, no matter in the past or now, the name Jiang Chen seems to be inseparable from the golden jade outside and the rotten inside. In the past, he had a bright smile, but a broken body. Now he has a healthy body, but a rotten soul.

If he doesn't solve it, I'm afraid he will have no chance.

He stood up and stepped out of the attic. The tempered glass in front of the door seemed to be nothing. When he was out of the balcony, it did not fall to the ground. It was like a piece of cotton wool in the wind, floating away without weight.

As for Jiang Mu and the others, they knew they were still there, and they also knew that he was fine. In this case, why must we meet again?

…

When Jiang Chen rushed out with the box, the figure at the bridge in the middle of the lake had been there for a long time.

He also waited for a long time.

Jiang Chen finally saw the face clearly.

A face that he had seen day and night and was extremely familiar with.

He opened his eyes slightly, showing a rare look of surprise.

When you know that you don’t have twin brothers and sisters, anyone who sees someone who looks exactly like you will probably be surprised.

Especially, you can’t feel the other person’s kindness.

The person standing by the bridge spoke, "Are you scared?" He asked himself.

He was asking himself now, and he was also asking himself in the past.

"Who are you?" Jiang Chen asked him.

He was asking himself now, and he was also asking himself in the future.

Since they were the same person, Jiang Chen answered his question, "I am Jiang Chen."

"..."

Jiang Chen frowned slightly. He wanted to doubt the truth of this sentence, but the other party's tone of faith made it impossible to doubt.

"What do you want to do?"

"Kill you." He announced calmly. It didn't seem to be about ending someone's life.

For no reason, Jiang Chen knew that this sentence was true. He knew the person who said it, just as he knew himself.

This made it easy for him to judge the truth of the other party's words.

Jiang Chen couldn't help but take a step back. His heart beat violently because of nervousness, and his breathing began to be uncomfortable. He didn't understand where he got such a madman.

"Why?"

"To end the pain that has not yet begun, to end the pain that has begun." He took a step forward and smiled slightly, "Believe me. Soon."

You, no, me, we will completely end everything in the future.

"...Psycho!"

"..." Those who heard this evaluation said nothing, "It will always be just Jiang Chen, this will never change."

He wanted to kill everything today before everything even started.

The pair of slender, beautiful hands instantly grabbed the neck of the person opposite.

Tightening little by little.

On two identical faces, one was struggling to escape the pain of suffocation, while the other was smiling happily as his figure faded and his memory blurred.

The raging wind blew, and a white shadow flashed through the trees. Jiang Chen was not careful and was hit in the chest. His hand loosened, and the dying man was rolled back a few feet away. Jiang Chen covered his neck, supported himself with one hand and coughed, his heart beat violently, as if a hand was blocking his heart veins, and he felt suffocated. The scenery in front of him became blurred.

"Second brother! Are you okay?" Jiang Xi reached out to help him up.

The sixteen-year-old girl, who hadn't even changed out of her school uniform, had a pair of dragon shadows surging in her pupils.

"Xiao Xi?" Jiang Chen coughed, his heart beat violently, his chest ached, and his breathing became rapid, but the air seemed to have no oxygen, and the scenery in front of him was a little unrealistic.

...Wait, or, third sister, are you wearing colored contact lenses?

Jiang Xi saw what he meant, and her memory was in a mess, but she didn't know how to answer, but at the moment, she couldn't let anyone hurt him. She turned her head and looked at the face in the distance that looked exactly like her second brother. Her expression became colder. "...Who are you?"

They looked exactly the same, but their auras were very different. He was covered in countless karma and blood. Who was this person?

Why did he impersonate his brother's identity?

"..." Is this another question and answer?

Jiang Xi, Jiang Xi...

Isn't she human?

Jiang Chen frowned slightly and wiped the blood from the corner of his lips. His figure solidified again.

If he was killed, everything would be over. As long as he killed one person, as long as he died here, he would always be just that boy.

He only needed to kill one person.

The origin of the self is weak and dying. Without him, he will disappear, and his perception will decline. This is why...

"Don't tell me?" Jiang Xi's eyebrows are cold, and he raised his hand to shine silver. Jiang Chen frowned, but before he could move, he was blocked by another silver. The silver dragon flew out of the fluctuating void, landed on the ground and condensed into a human figure, protecting Jiang Chen, and worriedly said, "Second brother, are you okay?"

She was wearing a wide-sleeved fairy dress with silver silk and lace, and the collar and waistband were embroidered with silver dragon patterns. She looked only about eighteen or nineteen years old, and it was indeed Jiang Xi.

The four people stood on both sides, with different outfits, but almost the same face. It was just like looking in the mirror.

It's just that one side was ignorant, while the other side was broken through thousands of sails.

The sixteen-year-old Jiang Xi was also a little confused.

Jiang Xi glanced at the opposite scene, a little worried, and looked at the person behind him who was vomiting blood but still unwilling to give up. Without saying anything, he pulled up his hand, turned around, and the two disappeared in the long night void, in the fluctuating vortex.

Sixteen-year-old Jiang Xi breathed a sigh of relief. When she turned around, she saw her second brother had fallen to the ground with a pale face. His whole body was cold, but he was sweating. The white short-sleeved shirt she wore today was stained with dirt and turned into mud.

"Second brother! Second brother!" Jiang Xi called a few times, but she didn't get a response, and her heart tightened.

Jiang Xi suppressed her panic, took out her cell phone from him, and called the hospital without hesitation.

While she was in a hurry, a dizzy feeling came over her mind. She shook her head, trying to be more awake, but her consciousness became more blurred.

Oh no, I forgot, the danger alarm was lifted.

Zhao Wen arrived quite in time.

Coincidentally, the emergency call was located near Longhu Lake. Zhao Wen, who was passing by, asked a question casually. When he heard that the caller was Jiang Xi, he knew that Jiang Chen was in trouble. So he ignored the ambulance and drove here first.

Jiang Mu's recent mission is still in progress, and he can't be distracted by family affairs.

The younger brother and sister of the Jiang family fell on the grass beside Longhu Lake, their backpacks flipped open, just like people who were beaten up by robbery.

Zhao Wen is Jiang Chen's attending physician, Jiang Mu's friend at university, and now his colleague. His external identity is the chief surgeon of the cardiology department, of course, his real research direction is not limited to this. But if you don't have a diamond drill, you can't take on porcelain work. In Longcheng, Zhao Wen considers himself second to none in understanding the structure of the heart, and few people can surpass him.

Congenital heart disease is actually not difficult to treat. Some mild cases will not even affect the patient's life. But Jiang Chen's disease is the kind that can't be called mild no matter how you say it.

However, this child looks leisurely and carefree, but in fact he is more cautious than anyone else, and he has always taken good care of himself.

Zhao Wen remembered that the last time Jiang Chen was hospitalized was a year and a half ago.

The physical condition of this friend's brother...

Zhao Wen can only say that it is not easy for him to survive until now.

He took the medicine that Jiang Chen used most often from the medicine box on the front seat of the car, lifted his head and drank it.

He reached out and carried the two people one by one to the car, turned on his mobile phone to inform the nurse to prepare the operating room, and drove away at lightning speed.

The elders of the Jiang family... keep it a secret for the time being.

Then, just say that Achen went to see Xiaoxi.

...

The door of the operating room was closed.

Jiang Xi sat on the stool at the door, staring numbly at the three words "in operation" for a long time.

A familiar nurse bought a bowl of rice for her. Jiang Xi took it, thanked him, and stared at the operating room again.

Before... I only remember that we were almost home...

What happened later?

Why is she in the hospital now? In addition, how could the second brother suddenly fall ill?

The Zhao family brother said that she called the emergency number, but... she had no impression at all.

She rubbed her forehead. Grandma is old, it's really not good to scare her. As for her brother, the Zhao family brother said that he had called.

I always feel like something is not right.

The young man who was still wearing a suit and rushed all the way arrived here.

"Xiao Xi!"

"elder brother."

"How is your second brother?"

"I, I don't know either. Doctor Zhao has been in for a long time."

Jiang Mu frowned slightly and stared at the operating room. Seeing Jiang Xi fidgeting all the time, he touched her head and comforted her in a deep voice, "Don't worry. He will get better."

"Um."

…

"Oops! The patient has suffered a cardiac arrest!"

"Electric stimulation! Quick! Restore the heartbeat first!"

"No! Doctor Zhao! It's useless!"

Jiang Xi didn't know how she heard these conversations through the thick door.

She heard it.

Second brother.

The dragon shadow in the eyes reappeared, and everything seemed to be completely still at this moment. Jiang Xi raised his head and even clearly saw Jiang Mu's worried look.

She kicked through the operating room door.

Zhao Wen, who was holding the knife, had a rare nervous expression. He knew Jiang Chen's heart best. He carefully read every heart chart taken by Jiang Chen.

His heart couldn't be fixed with a simple orthodontic treatment. Zhao Wen discussed with several doctors and agreed that the risk of surgery was too great. It would be better for Jiang Chen to maintain his current condition and not worsen it.

This time something unexpected happened, and emergency treatment was necessary, and the operation was temporarily performed. However, Zhao Wen had actually been preparing for it for a long time, so he just wanted to avoid any surprises.

But still...

All thoughts stopped at this moment.

Jiang Xi saw the bright red stagnant heart in the thin chest.

She stretched out her hand and crossed it from the sea of ​​consciousness. The dragon shadow in her right eye slowly came out with her fingertips. It lingered on the heart, gathering the soul of the entire body, and then replaced the one that dispersed when she was about to die. Ghostly light soul.

Half of those abnormal-shaped pupils were missing. One eye has a vivid dragon pattern, while the other has only a dull gray pupil.

Seeing that the heart was beating again, Jiang Xi turned pale, rubbed his eyes, returned to his normal pair of dark pupils, and walked out of the operating room again.

Passed out while sitting in my seat.

In reincarnation, dragons are not suitable for feelings. Only by sticking to your true heart and clarifying yourself can you survive the disaster intact. There is no other race in the world that can live as long as the ancient dragon race.

Because if you are too greedy for your identity in this life, the dragon clan will inevitably sacrifice your life to save your relatives and friends and sacrifice your cultivation. Until the end it turns to dust.

Whenever you awaken, there will be such a message in the memory of the Dragon Clan's inheritance.

However, it was absolutely impossible for her to watch Jiang Chen die.

When he wakes up again, the second brother should be able to live well.

He has always wanted to be free like a normal person, without being confined to a small world full of disinfectant smell.

Everything that stopped continues again.

The door to the operating room was about to open. Jiang Mu answered a phone call and frowned. He stood in front of the operating room door for a while, moved his steps, and then took a deep breath and calmly answered the person on the other side of the phone, " Wait. I'll be there soon."

Jiang Mu hung up the phone and turned around to see Jiang Xi's pale face falling asleep on the bench. My sister has been waiting here all day and night.

But now, he can't let her go back. Since grandma is not here, he can't keep watch at the moment. Only Jiang Xi can take care of her a little bit.

Jiang Mu took off his coat, gently covered her body, and quickly left the hospital in three steps.

The door opened.

Several deputies pushed the person to the intensive care unit. Zhao Wen took off his gloves and hat and saw Jiang Xi's unusual expression, "Xiao Xi?"

"Xiao Xi?"

Jiang Xi opened his eyes, sat up and looked at him, "..."

"Brother Zhao. How is the second brother?"

"Your eyes..."

Jiang Xi blinked, unaware, "What's wrong?"

"...

Jiang Xi saw the light color of her right eye on the black ceramic wall tiles behind her. For some reason, she subconsciously felt that the eye matter could not be traced to the root cause.

She rubbed her pale face to bring out some color, and thought for a while, "Well...does Brother Zhao know about cosmetic contact lenses?"

"It's probably because the contact lens that shifted a few days ago is now turned out."

"..."

The author has something to say: 1. Ask for no evidence

The author is not a medical student, and he doesn’t know if someone with congenital heart disease can live to be 18 years old.

I didn’t think too much about it either.

2. Everyone’s reaction to the fact that the innocent and cute Chen and the depressed Chen have the same name is unclear...

In fact, I have considered this issue before, but I felt that calling them Jiang Dachen and Jiang Xiaochen in the text is too devilish.

The author doesn't want to be so devilish...

If you really can’t tell the difference...then I will revise it when I revise the article tomorrow.

3. Our Xiaoxi’s memory ability is sealed and awakened at the same time.

4.

Jiang Xiaochen by the Willow Forest: Today, our worldview, outlook on life, and values ​​as a human being have been impacted.

Zhao Wen: Let me correct your uneasy heart.

Jiang Dachen:......

Zhao Wen:……

Jiang Chen: Xiaoxi, your eyes...

Jiang Xi: It’s colored contact lenses.

Zhao Wen: Xiaoxi, your eyes...

Jiang Xi: This is the recovery of the contact lens shift.

After a while, his body calmed down and got used to Jiang Xiaoxi who had lost half of his cultivation talent.

Zhao Wen: Xiaoxi, your eyes...

Jiang Xi: Oh, it went away again. Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or gave me the nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel who threw [landmines]: Lanny 1;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

Nothing much, the wind is too strong, I don’t want to get out of bed 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!