Ex-wife, please remarry me

Hearing song churan say such words, Lu Juncheng was stunned. He looked at Song churan and his lips moved slightly.

Song churan originally thought that Lu Juncheng wanted to explain something. She also wanted to hear what he could say to explain himself.

However, Lu Juncheng's lips just moved, and the words he wanted to say were taken back after a circle in his mind.

Looking at Song churan standing at the door of the bathroom and looking at him, Lu Juncheng is silent for a long time, and then says something that makes song churan feel speechless.

"I don't know what to explain now!"

What kind of answer is that?

Now she gave him the chance to explain, and he said that now.

Song churan looked at Lu Juncheng, silent for two seconds, then sneered and said: "Lu Juncheng, seriously, you really let me feel a little disappointed!"

After that, song churan didn't give Lu Juncheng a chance to speak. He turned to the bathroom and closed the door.

Song churan leans against the door of the bathroom, grabs his pajamas with both hands, raises his head, and takes several deep breaths with his eyes closed. Only in this way can he adjust his mood to a calm state.

When Lu Juncheng mentioned the children, she was really excited.

God knows how much, when she sees the ball, how much she hopes to give birth to an equally lovely child.

Therefore, when she asked that sentence just now, she thought in her heart that as long as Lu Juncheng gave her a reasonable reason, she would ignore him and give birth to a child.

However, she waited for a long time, but did not know how to explain.

What else can she say about such a perfunctory answer?

Now she really can't understand what Lu Juncheng is thinking in his heart.

If he really doesn't care about her, he doesn't have to wait for her.

Now that she has chosen to leave the country on her own initiative, if he really doesn't care at all, he can find another girl to marry and have children.

But he didn't.

Now that she's back, she's been lured to such a place by him. Song churan won't believe it because she said she didn't want to.

However, if he really meant it, why did he say such words that let her down and couldn't see through?

What was he thinking in Lu Juncheng's heart?

Does he really want to live with her all his life and have a baby, or is he just joking with her.

Song churan couldn't understand. The more he thought about it, the more confused he was. He simply stopped thinking about it.

Because he didn't want to go out to face Lu Juncheng, song churan stayed in the bathroom for a long time before he came out.

As soon as he opened the door, song churan saw Lu Juncheng sitting on the sofa with a glass of red wine in his hand.

Hearing the sound of the bathroom door being opened, Lu Juncheng looked up towards the bathroom.

Seeing song churan standing at the door, Lu Juncheng didn't speak, just showed her a very gentle smile.

However, such a smile, at the moment there is no way to move song churan's heart.

She didn't speak, and didn't even look at Lu Juncheng.

Now she has nothing to say to Lu Juncheng.

When he gets to the bed, song churan lifts the quilt and goes to bed. Then he reaches out his hand and turns off the lamp on his side. He turns his back to Lu Juncheng and looks at the light on the opposite building outside the window.

I can't sleep, but I don't want to say anything to Lu Juncheng.

Lu Juncheng stares at Song churan's back for a long time. Then he takes back his eyes, raises his hand and drinks the red wine in the glass. He feels the rush of his head.

Holding the empty wine glass, Lu Juncheng takes a deep breath in his heart, and then turns to look at Song churan.

"I've been married to you for so many years. Although I've had a relationship with you, I never thought that one day you would be pregnant.

Because before, in my heart, you have always been a very thoughtful woman, so I don't want you to have my child at all.

But even if we don't have children, I never want to divorce you. "

Listening to Lu Juncheng talking about this nonsense alone, song churan really feels very upset.

However, she did not interrupt her.

Since he wanted to speak, she also wanted to hear what he could say.

Looking at Song churan's back, Lu Juncheng stopped for a moment and then continued: "after three years of marriage, our relationship has always been incompatible.

I always try to stimulate you, to humiliate you, to see you angry.

Although, in my heart, I feel that I hate you very much, but when I see you with other men, I'm really angry.

At that time, I didn't understand that this uncomfortable feeling was jealousy, but when I understood it, it seemed that many things had developed in an irreversible direction.

I didn't expect that we would have a child at such a freezing point in our relationship.

I didn't expect that the child came and went in a hurry. He didn't even give me the chance to regret, so he left.

I don't know whether she is like you or me, because she is so anxious

Song churan doesn't understand why Lu Juncheng wants to bring up the old story again at this time. However, thinking that he once had a child who disappeared before he met, song churan has an unspeakable pain in his heart.

The hand under the quilt, holding the skirt tightly, seems to be the only way to make the heart a little less sad.

However, no matter how weakened, she still can't ignore that she and Lu Juncheng once had a child, but it has become a fact of the past without meeting each other.

Holding an empty wine glass, Lu Juncheng reached out and picked up the wine bottle on the table, then poured half a glass of red wine into the glass.

They didn't let the wine in the glass fully contact with the air, so they sent it directly to the mouth, and then drank it all in one gulp.

How delicious wine, drink so hastily, no aftertaste, only speechless bitterness flowing in the chest.

"After the child left, I reflected for a long time. I asked myself again and again, what was wrong with me? God would do this to me.

Because I never thought that I, Lu Juncheng, would have no way to keep my children if I had everything.

But it's like breaking a hole.

Before, there were a lot of things that I thought were quite indifferent.

Women, money, power.

I think I have everything in Lu Juncheng, so these things may be out of reach for others. In my eyes, they are just so.

However, since the death of my child, I have found that in the past, I thought everything was in my own hands, so I could not be afraid of anything.

However, after the children were gone, many things began to be out of my control.

I want to hold on to what's in my hand. I find I can't hold it now.

There is no way to remedy what I want to recover.

This kind of change makes me feel really flustered, so I am in a mess and do something I shouldn't do.

But even so, I still did not win the fate of the arrangement, I hope to get those things in the palm of my hand.

Including you, I can't keep it.

The long news is how to report your accident. At that time, for me, it was like a nightmare.

The place where your car accident happened was just on the road at Lu's gate, so I didn't dare to go to the company at all.

Because I don't have the courage to think about what happened when you had an accident.

I have no courage to face the regret in my heart.

I can't believe that you, who have no way for me all the time, will leave my world in such a painful way.

Seriously, song churan, I even hated you.

I hate you. Why should I abandon me in such a way when I see through my love for you

Lu Juncheng held the cup tightly in one hand and his knee in the other.

These things have troubled him for countless nights.

He thought that as long as song churan came back, everything would be settled.

But obviously, reality is not so kind.

Some things, you always think you should be able to forget.

However, those memories of the picture washing your brain, you found that they have been in place, never disappeared.

Having said so much, Lu Juncheng felt a little more comfortable in his heart.

He poured himself another glass of red wine, then leaned back on the sofa, slightly tilted his head, looked at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling that was not turned on, kept silent for a moment, sorted out his thoughts a little, and continued.

"But now I think it's your brother who's going to end my nightmare.

Because he had your wallet sent to my office.

Seeing your wallet, I can almost conclude in my heart that you are not dead.

I'm really happy to hear such news.

I ask people to investigate your whereabouts everywhere, but the world is so big that I don't know your whereabouts at all. It's really hard for me to find you.

During the time of the accident, I didn't come to the company. Basically, my father was in charge of everything in the company.

He fell ill because of overwork.

In order not to delay the work, and in order to find you, all these years, I have been working abroad.

So, you really contributed a lot to Lu's growth!

But even so, I still don't have any news from you.

If it wasn't for the competition with Quan Shaoxiang, I'm afraid I would not have been able to see you so soon.

Every time I think about it, I feel very lucky! "