Listen to song churan say such words, Lu Juncheng Leng for a moment, he looked at Song churan, lips moved slightly.

Song churan originally thought that Lu Juncheng wanted to explain what she wanted to hear. What else could he say to justify himself.

However, Lu Juncheng's lips just moved, and the words he wanted to say were taken back after a circle in his head.

Looking at Song churan standing at the door of the bathroom looking at him, Lu Juncheng was silent for a long time, and then said a sentence that made song churan feel speechless.

"I don't know what to explain now!"

What kind of answer is that?

She has now given him an opportunity to explain, and now he has said that.

Song churan looked at Lu Juncheng, silent for two seconds, then sneered and said, "Lu Juncheng, seriously, you really let me feel a little disappointed!"

After saying that, song churan did not give Lu Juncheng a chance to speak. He turned directly into the bathroom and closed the door of the bathroom.

Lock down, song churan leaned against the door of the bathroom, holding his pajamas in both hands, raised his head, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Only then could he adjust his mood to a calm state.

When Lu Juncheng mentioned the children, she was really excited.

God knows that when she sees the ball, she hopes she can have an equally lovely child.

Therefore, when she asked that sentence just now, she thought in her heart that as long as Lu Juncheng gave her a reasonable reason, she would ignore him and give birth to a child.

However, she waited for a long time, but did not know how to explain.

What else can she say about such a perfunctory answer?

She really can't see what Lu Juncheng is thinking in her heart.

If he really didn't care about her, he didn't have to wait for her.

Since she has already chosen to leave the country voluntarily, if he really doesn't care, he can find another girl to marry and have children.

But he didn't.

And now, when she came back, she was lured to such a place by him, saying it was unintentional. Song churan would not believe it at all.

However, if he really meant it, why did he say such words that let her down and couldn't see through?

What is he thinking in Lu Juncheng's heart?

Did he really want to spend his life with her and have a baby, or was he just kidding her.

Song churan doesn't understand. The more he thinks, the more chaotic he is in his heart. He simply doesn't want to think about it any more.

Because he didn't want to go out and face Lu Juncheng, song churan stayed in the bathroom for a long time before coming out.

As soon as he opened the door, song churan saw Lu Juncheng sitting on the sofa with a glass of red wine in his hand.

Hearing the sound of the bathroom door being opened, Lu Juncheng looked up at the bathroom side.

Seeing song churan standing at the door, Lu Juncheng did not speak, just showed her a very gentle smile.

However, such a smile, at the moment, there is no way to move song churan's heart.

She did not speak, and even her eyes did not stop at Lu Juncheng.

Now she has nothing to say to Lu Juncheng.

When he got to the bed, song churan opened the quilt and went to bed. Then he reached out and turned off the lamp on his side. He turned his back to Lu Juncheng and looked at the light in the opposite building outside the window.

I can't sleep, but I don't want to talk to Lu Juncheng.

Lu Juncheng stares at Song churan's back for a long time, then takes back his eyes, raises his hand to drink the red wine in the cup, and feels the momentum surging up his forehead.

Holding an empty glass, Lu Juncheng took a deep breath in his heart, then turned to look at Song churan.

"I've been married to you for so many years. Although I've had sex with you, I never thought that one day you would get pregnant.

Because before, in my heart, you have always been a very thoughtful woman, so I don't want you to have my child.

But even if we don't have children, I never thought about divorcing you. "

Listen to Lu Juncheng a person in the God said these nonsense, song churan really feel particularly irritable.

But she didn't interrupt her.

Since he wanted to say it, she also wanted to hear what he could say.

Looking at Song churan's back, Lu Juncheng stopped for a moment and then continued: "after three years of marriage, our relationship has always been incompatible.

I always try to stimulate you, to humiliate you, to see you angry.

Although, I feel that I hate you very much in my heart, but when I see you with other men, I am really very angry.At that time, I didn't understand that the uncomfortable feeling was vinegar, but when I understood it, it seemed that many things had developed in an irreversible direction.

I didn't expect that we would have a child at such a freezing point.

What's more, I didn't expect that the child came in a hurry and went in a hurry. He didn't even have the chance to regret, so he left.

I don't know if she is so anxious, like you or me

Song churan doesn't understand why Lu Juncheng should bring up the old things again at this time. However, thinking that he once had a child who had disappeared before meeting, song churan felt a kind of unspeakable pain in his heart.

The hand under the quilt, clinging to the lapel, seems to be the only way to make the heart a little less sad.

However, no matter how it is weakened, she can not ignore that there was once a child between her and Lu Juncheng, but it has become a fact in the past that she did not meet.

Holding an empty glass, Lu Juncheng reached for the red wine bottle on the table, and then poured half a glass of red wine into the glass.

Did not let the glass of red wine and air full contact, directly to the mouth, and then a drink.

What a delicious wine, drunk in such a hurry, no aftertaste, leaving only unspeakable bitterness flowing in the chest.

"After the child left, I reflected on it for a long time. I asked myself again and again in my heart, what was wrong with me? God wants to do this to me.

Because I never thought that I, Lu Juncheng, had everything, could not save my child.

But it was like breaking a hole.

In the past, there were a lot of things that I didn't care about.

Women, money, power.

I think I have everything in Lu Juncheng. Therefore, these things may be out of reach for others. In my eyes, they are just like this.

However, since the death of the child, I have found that before, I thought everything was in my own hands, so I can be afraid of anything.

However, after the child was gone, a lot of things began to get out of my control.

I want something to hold tightly in my hand, and I find I can't hold it now.

I want to restore the matter, there is no way to remedy.

This kind of change makes me really feel particularly flustered, so, I was in a mess and did something I shouldn't have done.

But even so, I still did not win the fate of the arrangement, those I want to get in the palm of my hand.

Including you, I can't keep it.

The news all over the world is about how to report your accident. At that time, it was like a nightmare for me.

The location of your car accident happens to be on the road at Lu's gate, so I dare not go to the company at all.

Because I don't have the courage to think about what happened when you had a car accident.

I have no courage to face the regret in my heart.

I can't believe that you, who have been taking me for a long time, will leave my world in such a miserable way.

Seriously, song churan, I even hated you.

Why do I hate you when I see through my heart that I love you, and then abandon me in such a way

Lu Juncheng held the cup in his hand tightly with one hand and his knee with the other hand.

These events have troubled him for many nights.

He thought that as long as song churan came back, everything would be easy to solve.

But obviously, reality is not so kind.

Some things, you always think you should be able to forget.

However, those memories of the picture washed your brain, you found that they have been in place, never disappeared.

Having said so much, Lu Juncheng felt a little more comfortable in his heart.

He poured himself another glass of red wine, then leaned back on the sofa, looked up at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling. After a moment's silence, he sorted out his thoughts a little, and then went on.

"But now I think it's your brother who will end my nightmare.

Because, he had your wallet delivered to my office.

Seeing your wallet, I can almost conclude in my heart that you are not dead.

I was really happy to hear such news.

I sent people everywhere to investigate your whereabouts. However, the world is so big that I don't know your whereabouts at all. It's as hard for me to find you as hard as it is.

At the time of the accident, I never came to the company. My father was in charge of all the things in the company.He fell ill because of overwork.

In order not to delay the work of things, and to be able to find you, these years, I have been reaching out to develop in foreign countries.

Therefore, Lu's ability to have today's growth, you really have a great contribution!

But even so, I still have no news from you.

If it wasn't for fighting with Quan Shaoxiang, I'm afraid I haven't been able to see you so soon.

Every time I think of these things, I feel very happy

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