Ex-wife's Lies

"You should be happy." It seemed that such a sound came to her ears through the sea breeze. In this way, it echoed in my heart and stirred up waves in the heart lake.

"But things are so unfair." She seemed to see another self. After hearing this sentence, she lost consciousness and fell into endless darkness.

She seems to have returned to the sea, holding the edge of the ship tightly with both hands, helplessly watching the waves come one by one. Helplessly looking at the endless night, thinking of the person in my heart.

In that storm, she survived by luck again and again, but she was exhausted and couldn't catch the little poor boat anymore. Helplessly let the waves beat her down and let her sink into the dark and cold sea.

Thinking of this, Lin Zixi's head suddenly hurt. These seemingly distant things seemed to happen right in front of him, which made Lin Zixi suddenly feel overwhelmed.

Holding back his sadness and physical discomfort, Lin Zixi went to the beach and watched the waves hit his ankles, a burst of cold seeping into his body.

Lin Zixi suddenly had a desire to sit down. It seemed that this feeling made her very comfortable. With the feeling, she sat on a beach, raised her face, and the familiar feeling hit again.

"It's all because of you, because there is a man named Lin Zixi in the world!"

"Lan ling'er, now I'm not Lin Zixi who can be manipulated by you. I heard you say these words today out of politeness. I don't feel guilty or have to be polite to you. And you, stop trying to disturb my life. "

"You can be desperate for the people you want, and I can be desperate for the people I want to protect!"

The voice of the two appeared in her mind. The latter seemed to be herself, but the voice was hazy and looming, so that she couldn't be sure of the feeling in her heart.

It seems that a voice in my heart tells me that another person is Lan linger, the terrible woman who worked hard to harm herself.

Do I remember? Lin Zixi was a little uncertain in her heart. After these times, she was not sure whether what came to her mind was what others told her or what really belonged to her own memory.

The feeling of confusion overwhelmed Lin Zixi. She couldn't help rubbing her temples. What are these things?

But she can be sure that what she sees and hears has happened.

But why are these things so sad? What has she experienced?

The past passed through her mind one by one, but she couldn't seem to grasp any detail. These memories look so ethereal and nihilistic, but they all stir up waves in her heart

She seemed to think of how Zhang Qinshu helped LAN linger deal with herself. I remembered the truth of Han Yao's coma and a lot of things in the past.

Han Yichen, ye Ning, Jiang you, Che Chenxi, LAN linger, and those who more or less broke into her life... All appeared in her mind one by one.

One story after another, moved again and again, let the heart live again. Those forgotten memories sprout again in my mind and remind me again

Those complicated things, those painful memories, those happy sweets, those good or bad people, all came back to life in her mind, and she recovered her memory!

Those familiar past, under the wind of the sea, let her pick up and feel again.

The past that contains memories hurts her. The things that carry her feelings make her feel and cry again.

She remembered how her child was framed by others, how Zhang Qinshu and Han Qinan ignored her. Who caused those twists and turns and how she drowned in the sea. She remembered all these things. These familiar things floated in her mind for a long time.

Tears fell in the sand and disappeared. But the pain in my heart lasts forever. I never let go of these things, or I wouldn't recover my memory. It is because of my persistence that I will experience the pain of bone etching again.

However, she never regretted that these memories, whether painful or happy, were very important to her. It's something you can't and shouldn't forget in your life.

Lin Zixi's mood at the moment is complex. She is glad that she has found her memory, but she is also worried about her future life. Somehow, from her falling into the sea to coming back, all these things seem to come too strange.

She can't relax easily. She feels that her life with Han Yichen seems to be manipulated by others in the dark. She can't relax for a moment. It's easy to be doomed!

Thinking of Han Yichen's tangled face, she knew he was worried about her. She knew he was afraid that she would suffer after recovering her memory. She also knows that Han Yichen loves her.

At the beginning, there were so many misunderstandings and separations because they were too young. Can not deeply understand each other's love, there are many misunderstandings, because of distrust, there are more separation, which makes them miss many years.

But now she has experienced so many things that her childish and innocent heart no longer exists. She is no longer the butchered, simple and compromised Lin Zixi.

Now she will not easily trust others. In her heart, only Han Yichen can let her trust unconditionally because of love.

At first, Lin Zixi was a naive, kind and lively girl, but after so many things, she became mature and steady, but she still couldn't change her soft heart and kindness, so she had many injuries later

。 But now she has experienced life and death. She seems to understand a lot. Maybe many people are not good. She shouldn't easily choose to believe.

From today on, she will not let Han Yichen worry and feel sad for herself. She will protect herself so that she can have a happy life with him.

Glancing at the vast sea, Lin Zixi wiped away the tears on her face, corners of her eyes and tip of her nose. She raised her head and let the sea breeze dry the tears on her face.

Even though she felt sad on her face, she still insisted, raised her head and kept letting the sea breeze hit her face. There was a faint tingling feeling, but it seemed to erase all her sadness.

Han Yichen, we have experienced so much pain. Maybe many mistakes are not in you, but in my heart. But you have borne so many years of self blame and guilt, but you have borne all the sadness.

At the moment, I may be really grown up. So many things, it seems that the person who is injured is me. How can you feel better? Once Lin Zixi was so proud, but so fragile and vulnerable. Now I will find out the truth bit by bit and expose those who have hurt us to the sun.

Lin Zixi's face is strong and stubborn, which is an expression that everyone who knows Lin Zixi has seen. But now the expression on her face seemed more determined and more memorable.

This is the real Lin Zixi. Maybe this is the real strength in her heart. She was never weak, but her soft heart made her unable to volatilize her strength.

Unknowingly, she sat on the beach for a long time, and all kinds of thoughts lingered in her mind. Although she didn't know the facts, she felt that her thoughts had come closer to the final truth. One day, she would make the whole thing and those who tried to hurt them pay a price.

Back home, looking at a table cooked by Han Yichen and him sleepy on the sofa, Lin Zixi felt a little warm in his heart. No matter how sad he was, there was always someone who would wait for her here. This is her home.

Looking at Han Yichen like this, her tears suddenly fell down. She couldn't stop flowing down and hit the bowl, table and clothes. Seeing her like this, Han Yichen was stunned. Today's Lin Zixi gave him a very different feeling. It seems that

"Why do you always take care of me? Why do you love me so much and love yourself more?" Lin Zixi suddenly said this, which stunned Han Yichen. He had nothing to say. He always thought it was right. At the moment, he didn't know how to answer her.

"Even if I lose my memory, you don't have to protect me and accompany me so carefully. You have your career. That's your pride and all your hard work. "

Lin Zixi has thought of everything. In her heart, she has now let go of the past blame for Han Yichen. Aren't those blame redundant?

Obviously, they are both deeply trapped in the trap of others and have suffered so many twists and turns. In that case, why hurt each other?

"Yichen... It's obviously not your fault. Why do you blame yourself so much, why are you immersed in fatigue and pain every day, and why are they all like this? You don't want to tell me and let me bear it with you."

Every time he said a word, Lin Zixi's tears fell more fiercely, which made Han Yichen feel at a loss. No matter when, he had never seen Lin Zixi cry so much.

"Because I'm a man." After a long time, Han Yichen smiled, reached out and wiped away her tears, and said as it should be.

"Because I am a man and your man, I should take care of you, protect you, love you, bear the pain that belongs to us, and make you happy."

Lin Zixi listened and looked up at Han Yichen seriously. His tears stopped. Just staring so deeply, it seems to want to see through his heart.

Whether before the divorce or after the reconciliation, Lin Zixi has never seen such a gentle Han Yichen. Now he is more and more gentle to her because of his amnesia.