Ex-wife's Lies

When Che Chenxi drove home, it was already more than 9 p.m. At the intersection of a traffic light on the way, they waited silently for a long time. With the low music sound in the radio, they didn't feel that time passed slowly and suffering, but enjoyed a moment of peace.

However, they got home at more than nine o'clock, but they had a tacit understanding and didn't choose to get off. Lin Zixi's hair had been a little messy by the wind pouring in from the window all the way. Against her pale and thin face, she looked a bit decadent.

At this time, Che Chenxi's eyes were as deep and dark as the night. No one could see what waves were under the deep calm. Sometimes silence is the biggest cry.

Che Chenxi rolled down the window like Lin Zixi. Through the small grid, you can see the twinkling stars hanging in the night sky, some cold and some lonely.

The silence in the car made them almost hear their heartbeat, and Che Chenxi thought he would never experience the feeling of heart beating in his life. Since Lina left, his heart seemed to be taken away, and there was no news again.

He remembers his madness that day, after discovering Lina's absence. He took the note she left him and looked at the short words on it. He felt his heart was breaking. He sat on the ground in silence for a long time. He always felt that he was going to do something, but he didn't know what he could do.

Looking for Lina, but he knows the reason why she left is because she can't bear her love. He doesn't know when his feelings have become a burden, but Lina does say so. So after lying quietly all night, Che Chenxi knew the result of this matter. Maybe it was true.

In love, he lost a soul to mobilize his emotions. When the soul disappeared, Che Chenxi became a person who would no longer have emotions or a heart.

Although he is an excellent cardiologist, he can't cure himself. This may be a kind of irony. Che Chenxi suddenly thought of self mockery.

But today, after seeing the familiar face again at the corridor entrance, Che Chenxi felt the pain and suffocation. Suddenly, he felt sad like a normal person. The girl's clear smile was like the first time he saw Lina, and quietly knocked on his long closed heart.

But reason told him it wasn't her. It's not his Lina, it's just a similar person.

Even so, Che Chenxi had to admit that his mood had been awakened by the girl named Wenyang, which made him think of an unknown place thousands of miles away, the woman who might have forgotten about himself.

For a moment, the tumbling memory attacked his nerves and mind with towering waves. All kinds of bone marrow stinging pain made him feel as if he had been drowning in the deep sea for a long time, suffocating but not breathing for a long time, but still maintaining an extremely sober feeling.

Missing is really the most tormenting poison in the world. Che Chenxi half leaned back in his seat and felt it.

The mood seems to be contagious. Lin Zixi unconsciously thinks of Han Yichen at this time. This person has indeed forgotten her.

A person's love is as deep as her obsession. Lin Zixi never admitted that she had never put down Han Yichen from beginning to end, but what if she didn't admit it? Have you cheated others? Have you cheated yourself? Is your heart still painful?

Some pain you don't say, really no one knows. But if you say it, it doesn't necessarily mean that others think it's true, so many people will choose to remain silent. For love, everyone is an unarmed weak person, who can only let himself be defeated and willingly endure this hurtful torture.

Ask what love is in the world

Lin Zixi sighed slightly. After calming the surging of his heart, he unconsciously looked at the car Chenxi who was still quiet and silent. It turned out that everyone was so fragile in the face of feelings.

Lin Zixi hesitated for a long time and finally asked, "didn't you want to go to find her?"

Che Chenxi still leaned back in silence, as if he had never heard what Lin Zixi said. But Lin Zixi knew that he would answer.

Finally, after a long time, Che Chenxi slowly said, "she doesn't want me to find her."

Lin Zixi sighed, "did she say the reason when she left? Maybe it's not that she wants to leave, but that she has too much helplessness? "

Che Chenxi suddenly smiled and said, "the reason is that she can't afford my love, so she left. You said, "for this reason, what reason do I have to recover her?"

Lin Zixi looked at him in surprise. It turned out that behind a seemingly emotionless person, he had such deep feelings. What kind of burden is unbearable love

Lin Zixi stopped talking, and Che Chenxi calmed down. They seemed to be infatuated with this kind of darkness. Only the faint light was shining in the silence, and the atmosphere was frozen again.

I don't know when, Che Chenxi opened the storage box on the side of the seat. Inside is a box of Marlboro. Lin Zixi's eyes were tingling. This cigarette was the brand he smoked during a painful period of treatment in the United States. After many years, unexpectedly, their roles suddenly changed.

Che Chenxi skillfully lit the cigarette with a lighter. Looking at his posture, Lin Zixi knew that this man might never quit smoking, but he didn't touch it for a long time. That may be when Lina was still there

The night wind outside the window blew, and the smoke circle drifted with the wind. Lin Zixi smelled the familiar faint pungent smell. Xu hadn't smelled it for many years. For a moment, Lin Zixi couldn't help coughing softly.

Che Chenxi slightly turned his head and said softly, "go in first. I'll come in after smoking."

Lin Zixi sighed, nodded, opened the door and looked at the car Chenxi sitting inside with some worry. The weak light shone on his side face and looked a little haggard. Suddenly bright and dark cigarette butts gradually become shorter with the light smoke circle, as if they were ending their life.

Lin Zixi shook his head helplessly. He didn't know what he could say to comfort him, so he had to give up. What he can do now is to give him enough space to vent his emotions, otherwise Lin Zixi is always worried that one day, his spirit will go wrong.

After Lin Zixi returned home, she changed her shoes tired and fell on the sofa. She closed her eyes and lay quietly without thinking about anything, but she seemed to be thinking about everything. It was just that the messy thoughts in her mind made her feel tired.

Maybe the best way in the world is to forget the past like Han Yichen, and take care of the closest people around you. Lin Zixi suddenly whispered with some emotion. At this time, Che Chenxi still opened the door and came in.

As she imagined, Che Chenxi still nodded quietly to her, then went into the room, took his clothes and prepared to take a bath.

This is Che Chenxi's habit. As long as he is depressed, taking a bath will be much happier. She also tried before, feeling the water splashing from the shower head. The water temperature was slightly cold under her deliberate control. It was like cold rain falling on her body, slowly wetting her whole body, and also removing all her negative emotions.

Today will be a tough night for him. Lin Zixi thought silently. Instead of sitting on the sofa, he took the initiative to go to the kitchen to get warm water and take the medicine.

For Che Chenxi, he has good enough body to do some impulsive things wantonly, but for himself, the most important thing is to fight with this incomplete heart first. If he doesn't jump suddenly one day, it may be too bad.

Just for his illness, Lin Zixi didn't know how long it would take for him to consume. She knows that as long as she doesn't have surgery, sooner or later she may die of sudden suffocation, but how can a suitable heart be so easy to find? If you really have to, it's your own life.

Lin Zixi doesn't feel sorry. Anyway, Han Yichen has forgotten her, and ye Ning also has her own destination. In addition to her father, she has nothing to worry about in the world.

While Lin Zixi was thinking, Che Chenxi came out after taking a bath. He looked very thin in simple long sleeved pajamas. But his face is better than before.

"Take the medicine?" Che Chenxi looked at the water cup in Lin Zixi's hand and asked.

"Yes." Lin Zixi replied.

Che Chenxi nodded and stopped talking. He sat on the sofa and turned over his book. Lin Zixi walked over and said softly, "today, Han Yichen came to me."

"Huh?" Che Chenxi raised his head slightly surprised, but there was a faint clarity hidden in the depths of his eyes.

Lin Zixi didn't notice, but hesitated for a while before he said, "inexplicably told me some questions about ye Ning's children, but I don't think this is the reason why he came to me."

"What do you think he wants from you?" Che Chenxi asked faintly.

"I don't know, but I always think there's something wrong with him today, but I can't tell why." Lin Zixi also said faintly. In fact, she just wanted to find a topic to let Che Chenxi no longer immerse himself in his grief, although he always looked like nothing.

"Maybe he has his own ideas." Che Chenxi said something ambiguous.

Lin Zixi didn't listen carefully. She never thought there would be any intersection between the two people who didn't like each other.