Ex-wife's Lies

Han Yichen's care for Lin Zixi can be said to be meticulous. He devoted all the love he could give to Lin Zixi. Sometimes Ye Ning would think that the play played by Lin Zixi and Che Chenxi would cause much harm to Han Yichen. She didn't know. But what she knows is that Han Yichen's life has been in a mess in the past few years.

Lin Zixi looked out of the window at the green trees and the passers-by. On the surface, he was calm, but his heart was like a heat wave. Yes, ye Ning is right. Up to this moment, she still can't be as calm as water when she sees Han Yichen. She is really calm as water in her heart.

Whenever Han Yichen suddenly appears in front of her, Lin Zixi will be nervous, but after so many years, whenever Lin Zixi suddenly sees Han Yichen, her heart will still be as nervous as when she first moved.

Sometimes Lin Zixi even doubts whether fate is really unfair. Why give her a broken heart? Since she has given her a broken heart, why give her the ability to love generously. If she doesn't have this ability, how can she and Han Yichen love and torture each other.

Lin Zixi turned his head and looked blankly at Ye Ning's eyes. He didn't speak for a long time. Ye Ning knows that Lin Zixi's inner words at this moment can converge into a river, but he doesn't know how to speak to himself.

"Ning'er, Han Yichen went to see me more than once. He wanted to remarry, but I kicked him out."

In this world, the person who knows you best except your parents must be your best friend. Sometimes, she even knows you better than your parents. Your joys and sorrows, your careful thinking, and your first love are all her testimony. Only she can understand your sadness without mentioning it.

For Lin Zixi, ye Ning is such a best friend.

Han Yichen will talk to Lin Zixi about remarriage, which is what ye Ning expected. Ye Ning also knew that Lin Zixi would refuse. After all, there were too many people and the past between the two people.

In addition, the biggest reason is that Lin Zixi has never had confidence in his physical condition.

"Zixi, I will respect and support your choice whatever you decide. However, as your best friend, my biggest wish is that you can come here happily. Zixi, you are not happy at all. "

Ye Ning, Zixi, you are not happy at all. Said into Lin Zixi's heart, it was this sentence that made her tears. The only person who knows her best is Ye Ning.

"Ning'er, I know what you mean. Before leaving that day, my father advised me that Han Yichen was a good man. No matter how much we paid each other, it was worth it. Don't think we wasted our efforts on each other in vain. I don't know what my father heard or saw when he went to Han's house. "

"For whatever reason, we have only one reason, that is, we hope you can live happily. Don't force yourself too much, Zixi. You've suffered enough. Don't hold on to anything. You are not alone. You have me and Che Chenxi. We can all help you. As long as you want, we will help you. "

The ward was shrouded in a dull atmosphere. Lin Zixi was in a mess. It was not just Ye Ning's words. There was no peace in her heart since Han Yichen came to the room. Lin Zixi stood up from the sofa, walked to the window, stared out of the window, and let the sun beat on him wantonly.

If the hospital often brings people a sad atmosphere, and sometimes even makes people sensitively capture the breath of death, what the freshman ward now brings is endless hope.

Lin Zixi didn't want to finish it all. When Han Yichen still refused to let her go after all kinds of humiliation, when Han Yichen married someone else, and when he looked at Che Chenxi's pain because he couldn't find the heart source again and again. Lin Zixi doesn't want to be a burden on others. She wants to escape, but as long as there is a little thing in the world that can be grasped by her, she can't give up.

Today's weather is just right. The warm sunshine always reminds people of some beautiful things in the past. Lin Zixi tried to restore his mood and slowly sat back in his position.

"Ning'er, I know you are all for my good. I also know that as long as I say what I think, you will try your best to help me get it. But. I know my own physical condition better than anything else. Ning'er, isn't it too unfair for you to say "God?"

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself. Isn't Che Chenxi always helping you find the source of your heart? Maybe one morning when you just wake up from your sleep, you can hear great news. Che Chenxi will tell you, Lin Zixi, your heart, I can save you. "

"Ning'er, I know that the heart is not a small thing. If it is not particularly difficult, how can Che Chenxi face disappointment again and again. I think the most sorry person in my life is Che Chenxi. "

"In this world, there is no one who is sorry or not. No matter what choice he faces or makes, it is his own choice. Choosing to protect you is Che Chenxi's choice, and you can't give him the love he wants. It's your choice. "

"But."

Before Lin Zixi finished, ye Ning interrupted her.

"No, but, Lin Zixi, you've never been so timid before. Your own happiness is in your own hands. Yes, Han Yichen is now Chen Ning's husband, but Chen Ning's woman, you know, she is by no means a good person. Moreover, Han Yichen knows that she has no feelings for her. "

"Ning'er, do you know? Sometimes I began to believe in fate. I never believed it before. I think I have the ability to change my destiny. So I divorced Han Yichen. It made a storm all over the city. I don't care. I just want to cure my heart and make me like a normal person.

The days when Che Chenxi accompanied me abroad were very difficult for me. While facing the physical pain, we have to endure the mental torture. Later, it was easy to come back and remarry with Han Yichen. Although he tortured me, hurt me and even kept me in the hospital, I didn't want to leave him. But from the beginning to the end, the only thing that can make me make up my mind is my incomplete heart.

Ning'er, you know what? Every day I live alone, every night before I go to bed, my heart will be flustered. I'm afraid that once I sleep, I will never be able to open my eyes to the world. I am afraid that at the moment when my heart suddenly stops, there is no one around me.

But sometimes when you think about it, it's good to have no one around. At least it can alleviate a little sadness. Why don't I want to remarry? Since I married him, I never thought that one day we would be separated because of something. How nice we are. They all say that we are beautiful and talented. His family also likes me, tolerates me and treats me as their own children. But in the end I broke their heart.

Who doesn't want to be able to give birth to a healthy and lovely child for the man they love deeply? I also want to. I'm also a woman, but my heart is doomed that I can't taste the joy of being a mother. Ning'er, sometimes I really envy you. I missed a Jiangyou, and Chen Likai loves you, dotes on you, and never leaves you.

Seriously, Ning'er, I don't want to be a burden to anyone. I just want everyone to think of me as happy memories I bring to you, which is enough. Every time I had an attack, I seemed to see the end of my life. So now, I just want to live one day at a time. I can't stand the toss. "

Lin Zixi never said these words and never said them so calmly. Ye Ning, with hazy tears in her eyes, sobbed, "Lin Zixi, don't be so pessimistic. I don't allow you to say such depressed words here. You will get better. You will get better. You have to accompany me to raise the baby. okay? I can't live without you. Didn't we say that we should be the devil together when we are old? "

"Ning'er, don't worry, I won't give up. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will live well. I want to watch the baby grow up bit by bit in our arms, listen to him running and jumping to me, and happily call me godmother. "

Lin Zixi felt as if she hadn't said so much to Ye Ning for a long time. It seems that since Ye Ning became pregnant, they have never sat face to face and talked about such a heavy topic.

At this moment, Lin Zixi felt very familiar in his mind. The two people seem to have returned to the days when the two girls look forward to the future together. They would sit under the camphor tree and talk about their little secret of their first love. Which of the boys in the next class is really good-looking, and who received another letter from a strange boy on the way after school.

After so many years, the two shaky little girls with ponytail sat down with their mother in the blink of an eye. Time is really something unexpected. If you are not careful, the corners of your eyes will be covered with wrinkles.

Just as they were immersed in the atmosphere of sadness, the doctor in charge of delivering Ye Ning knocked on the door and came in. Looking at the two tearful people, he couldn't help saying, "why? This is, crying with joy? Ye Ning, your mood is not suitable to fluctuate too much. How careful are you? How do you feel now? "

Ye Ning reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. "Thank you, doctor. I feel much better now. It's just a burst of pain that torments me."

"Pain is inevitable, and you can't take painkillers during lactation. Women have to go through this sooner or later. They can only bear it by themselves. But if you really hurt badly, just call me. Doctor Che specially called and told me to take good care of you. "

"Thank you so much and bother you too much."

"Well, don't say so many polite words to me now. The most important thing is to keep healthy. I'm on duty today. If you have any problems, just ask them to come to me. Dr. Che's friend is my friend. Just speak where you need me. Also, we must keep a happy mood now, remember ha! "

"Since you've said that, I won't be polite to you. I'll trouble you if I have something."