At that time, I just wanted to do a good job in my career and devote eight percent of my energy to it. I learned to be tactful and worldly. I learned to talk to people and ghosts. All kinds of social activities came one after another. I began to spend less time with your mother. Every time I went home, your mother couldn't wait to fall asleep, When I got up, your mother went to the company early.

These days have lasted for a long time. Your mother has always been used to self-confidence and independence. I didn't know that her mood was wrong at that time.

Now in retrospect, it's probably since then that your mother has been suffering from depression.

If I had noticed earlier, your mother might not have committed suicide.

Once, your uncle Han noticed something wrong and reminded me that I was ready to go back and have a good talk with her. But at this time, song Xueyi came over and said that she was pregnant with my child that night. Now the child is over ten years old.

I was shocked and shocked.

Because for a man, some things do not do much is some feeling, I do not believe her words, but she seems to have prepared, brought me photos, also brought Zixi hair.

I was immediately attracted by the eyes in the photo. Like me and you, the three of us have the same eyes. I can't deny it at all.

I did a paternity test, and the result is the same as my guess, that child is really my daughter, and it was caused by my cheating during your mother's pregnancy.

I can't accept this fact. I reject it from my heart. I also know your mother's character. I dare not tell her about it. I sent song Xueyi away with a sum of money and told her not to come again.

Because of this secret hidden in my heart, I was afraid to see your mother for a period of time, and I was afraid of my unreserved trust in her eyes. I always waited for her to fall asleep every day on the pretext that I was too busy with my work. Several times, I found that she was not asleep, which she pretended.

We used to be husband and wife who talked about everything. Because of this secret, we had a distance. Your mother should have noticed my deliberate evasion. She didn't ask anything, and I wouldn't take the initiative to tell her.

I think that if we go on like this, our husband and wife will definitely have problems, so I changed my attitude towards her, doubled my kindness to her, and tried to return to the state when we were just married.

We did return to the original state, but not long after the quiet days, Zixi's fight with others in school spread to me. At that time, I knew that she was seriously injured, but I still ignored her.

In the end, I couldn't help but have a sneak look, which led to irreparable results.

At that time, when I went with Shuren, I saw Zixi. The child was yellow and thin. At a glance, I knew that it was long-term malnutrition. All the people in senior one were as tall as a primary school student.

At that time, she was surrounded by several boys with a bandage hanging in one hand. The boys were all using all kinds of vicious words to call her the daughter of a murderer. She was very angry. Regardless of her injured hand, she wrestled with the boys and finally fell to the ground, still crying and explaining, "is that her father, Her father is not that kind of person, her father is a company boss, he is a very good person

I'm struggling in my heart. I came from that kind of life. I know the pain of that kind of life. I once vowed to be a good father and not let my children suffer like this. But what did I do? I let my other daughter go the same way as me.

So finally let Shuren hand, the child thought Shuren is her father, immediately hugged Shuren's leg, cried out: "Dad, help me."

Shuren and I can only take her to the hospital of a city for treatment. I also want to understand that I can't ignore this daughter, otherwise I can't pass my heart in my life, so I left her in a city.

Naturally, song Xueyi won't let Zixi be here alone. Soon she came along with her. She was very calm and assured that she would not destroy my family. I thought about it again and again and felt that Zixi still needed to be taken care of. Finally, I decided to put them in a house a little farther away.

After more than a year in this way, I can't hide it any more. I'm ready to explain it to your mother.

It's just that I didn't expect your mother to commit suicide before I explained.

In this world, I am sorry for her, she is my favorite person, but I failed her.

Until he died, he didn't hear my apologies, nor did he hear my explanation. If time could come again, I would communicate with her immediately when I knew there was a daughter outside. Even if she complained that I hated me and wanted to divorce me, I didn't want to watch her die in front of me with blood all over her body.

She is the warmth of my life. I don't want to hurt her even if I hurt myself.

Later, after reading her diary, I learned that song Xueyi had found her and that she had suffered from depression for a long time.

But I know her, these are not the main reasons for her suicide, she is just using such a determined way to revenge me, revenge my infidelity, my betrayal.

Mo Nuan can't help but cover his mouth and sob. The handwriting on the paper is so heavy that it almost damages the paper. It seems that the writer has made great efforts in this sentence.

After your mother died, I was depressed, either working or smoking.

Before long, you and Zixi happened that kind of thing again. You were dying and Zixi's legs were amputated. If I hadn't insisted, she would have been in a wheelchair now.

At that time, I was really in a mess. Only in the dead of night would I linger outside your ward secretly and talk to you. I am happier than anyone to hear the news of your awakening.

Song Xueyi insists on suing you. I don't believe that you are the leader of the traffic accident. I grew up watching you. I know your character better than anyone else, so I'll just make a little fuss. I've always been very rational in front of this kind of big right and big wrong.

I used all my relationships to investigate, but I couldn't find anything. The power behind the truth was far beyond my imagination. At that time, I was surprised that I was not strong enough to clean up my daughter's grievances.

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