Excruciating Deep Love with You

Miss Ling was also shocked, “Mr. Qin, you finally woke up!”

She shook my arm with a smile on her face. “Miss Mo, Mr. Qin woke up! Finally woke up!”

“Yufei, I miss you so much.” The familiar voice kept coming from behind me and approached me slowly. I closed my eyes and swallowed the tears threatening to fall down.

I didn’t know what the tears tasted like before, but at that moment, I knew it was sweet.

I turned around and looked at the man standing in front of me. His handsome face was thin, and his dark eyes were filled with endless tenderness and love.

He smiled and parted his lips. He opened his arms with a warm voice. “Yufei, I love you…”

I bit my lower lip and couldn’t stop myself from falling into his arms. I felt the long-lost embrace and the strong love. My cold heart was gradually replaced by warmth.

When I was buried in his arms, I suddenly muffled and asked, “Did you take care of me when I was blind?”

Qin Mochen smiled lightly and sang for a moment.

I asked again,“ In that warehouse, you were the one who got hurt when I was blind in your arms. That time you held me in my arms, the blood on my hands was yours, wasn’t it? You knew my situation, right?”

“Yes,” Qin Mochen said quietly without hesitation, “Yufei, I’m sorry. Su Chengzhao told me everything about five years ago. In fact, I found that I had fallen in love with you already, but I found out too late.”

I left his arms, put my hands around his neck, looked at his beautiful face, laughed and shook my head. “It’s not too late. At least you wake up.”

Qin Mochen caressed my cheek with love and compassion and said with a deep and firm voice. “Yufei, loving you makes me suffer too much. You don’t need to love me back in this life. I just want to love you with all my heart.”

He lowered his head and kissed my lips to thaw the lingering, cold snow that fell on our body, gradually melting my frozen heart.

Qin Mochen, I will love you back in this life. Our love will be magnificent and vigorous, until the end of time…

“Daddy, Mommy, Le is back.” As the tender voice fell, a child ran in from outside.

He ran quickly, just about to run into my arms. However, midway, he was taken by Qin Mochen, who lifted him up, with a warning on his face. “In the future, you should not jump so hard into Mommy’s arms. Mommy’s body is weak, and she can’t stand your little head bumping into her.”

Le naughtily showed his tongue, turned his head and looked at me sadly, “Mommy, look at Daddy. Since I can remember, he doesn’t allow me to hold      you, always afraid that I will hurt you.”

He pouted his lips. His small and cute face filled my heart with warmth and happiness.

After the surgery, the doctor said that the chances of getting pregnant were very low. I didn’t expect to be pregnant again as my body was getting worse than before.

Qin Mochen never made me worry about the children. He had done everything for me.I really appreciated what he said: “In this life, I do not need you to love me, only my love you is enough”.

Le went to wash and eat with Miss Ling. Qin Mochen held me in his arms and kissed me on the cheek.

I hugged his neck, looked up at his dark eyes, hesitated for a long time then      said, “Mochen, I want to see Chengzhao. I want to make him Le’s godfather.”

Looking at Qin Mochen’s tense handsome face, I put my head on his chest with nervousness. I listened to his beating heart and murmured in a low voice, “I owe him too much, which I cannot make up for in this life. I thought for a long time: the only thing I can do is to make him Le’s godfather.”