Extramarital Obsession

So Lin Bin took her to the bar near the TV station, where the environment is elegant and the most important thing is safety.

Last time Chen Yao went to a bar to drink, she met a bad man. This time she came here, she was not afraid, and there was a man beside her.

From childhood to adulthood, she had few ordinary male friends. Today, she found that it was a good thing to have a blue confidant.

In a bad mood, the opposite sex can comfort the injured heart more than the same sex. If you are tired, you can rest on his shoulder.

However, she and Lin bin have not yet reached the level of blue Yan's confidant, usually can only be regarded as general colleagues.

It was quite unexpected that he proposed to have a drink today. Chen Yao was a bit surprised. What's more, he didn't refuse.

One ordered a glass of wine, and the two drank slowly.

Chen Yao drank and seemed to forget that there was someone around. The more she drank, the more dizzy she felt, but the more sober she was.

Lin bin was quiet and did not speak and drank his own. Outsiders think they don't know each other.

After drinking one cup, Chen Yao called another. She enjoyed the taste of dizziness, as if she had been far away from everything in the world, and her troubles became lighter.

Lin bin finally spoke.

"I heard your mother died!" His voice is very magnetic and deep, more magnetic than Du Mingkai. After all, he is the host.

"Yes When nodding, Chen Yao's tears slipped silently.

"Not out yet?" He asked again.

"Yes She began to choke a little.

All because her mother is going to die and fulfill her will, she is with Du Mingkai.

Now the mother is gone, she is with serenity, there is no regret. She was filial, but her heart was still bitter.

How would a mother feel if she knew she was not happy?

Chen Yao felt as if she had fallen into a bottomless abyss. Darkness and boundless darkness had been enveloping her.

She tried desperately to break free, to grasp the rope leading to the light, but she was always helpless.

"My mother died too, and I know that feeling. Why suppress it? I can understand it Lin Bin's magnetic voice rang out again, which urged her mood.

Chen Yao wanted to cry. She really wanted to. She pressed too long.

She wanted to cry at the top of her voice, but she still couldn't help.

Just drink the wine out of the glass again, and the sobbing becomes louder and louder.

Lin bin knows that her crying is not all for the death of her mother, it is just a matter of the beginning. The real reason, I'm afraid, is for her husband.

At her wedding, her husband's momentary pause was remembered by him. And during the day, he saw her whispering quarrels and tears.

"After marriage, is everything all right? Some don't understand. You are only 24 years old. How can you marry yourself in such a hurry? There are a lot of late childbearing women nowadays Lin bin still said quietly. But from the pocket took out a packet of paper towels, took two to her, let her wipe tears.

Once again, she was said to be sad. After wiping her tears, Chen Yao felt a little more stable.

She wanted to say it, and it was too long to hold it in her heart. Maybe he is a man who can talk about his mind. It seems low-key, not publicized, and very deep.

"Don't you understand? Actually, I don't understand. It's like having a dream and suddenly getting married. " She said faintly.

"Well, happiness?" Lin bin asked.

Chen Yao shook her head.

"I don't know what happiness is. Maybe modern people are not happy?" She sighed and ordered another drink.

He doesn't stop her from drinking. Anyway, he will give her a drink. Maybe she just needs to get drunk.

"Not necessarily. In any society, there are happy people and unhappy people. It depends on your choice." He said.

"You're right. It's your choice. My choice may be wrong. " She choked on the wine again.

"Amitabha, the sea of suffering is boundless, and looking back is shore!" Lin bin made a deep Zen remark and chuckled.

But only for Chen Yao's bitter smile, looking back, I'm afraid I can't find the way.

Her character, a bit does not hit the south wall does not look back stubborn.

"Tell me about you. Are you happy?" She raised her eyes and looked at Lin bin.

It seems that it is the first time to look at him. Usually, two people are in the program, and you talk about the car.

It seems that they have a tacit understanding, but in fact, there is little communication between them. Looking at him today is a bit like seeing a stranger.

"I'm fine, not bad. No happiness, no pain. I'll be alone. " Lin bin shrugged his shoulders and said casually that he also had a sip of wine.

"Well, I used to be. Unfortunately, I can't go back. "

As they talked and drank, Chen Yao became more and more eager to tell. Later, she even revealed how she was with Du Mingkai.Of course, she just said that they were in a bad mood after drinking. She didn't say anything about medicine.

Lin bin is a good listener, listening quietly all the time. Occasionally, when she needs to respond, he responds.

For many days, Chen Yao's depression seemed to get a lot of catharsis this evening. When he sent her home, she felt much relieved.

She is still sober, afraid to give her mother-in-law a bad impression, drink a whole body of wine gas. So he sent her back to her former home.

It was a lonely home with her mother everywhere. And her father was not at home, she was helped into the door by him, really afraid.

I'm afraid of the desolate loneliness and the feeling of being too quiet.

"I knew I wouldn't come back, so I'd better stay in the bar. It's so quiet here. I don't like to be too quiet, which makes me feel vulnerable, as if at any time will be pulled into another world

She murmured, because she drank too much wine, and after shaking her head twice, she became more and more dizzy.

"You have drunk enough. If you drink more, you will go to the hospital. Which is your bedroom? I'll take you in Lin Bin said.

Although he had two drinks, it was not a big problem. He had a clear mind and a steady step.

"That one!" Chen Yao held out her finger and pointed to it.

Also do not care to change shoes, Lin bin helped her into her bedroom, turn on the light.

Chen Yao's bedroom is a typical Princess bedroom, pink, very warm.

The room is permeated with a faint fragrance. Lin bin smiles and thinks that she is really a lady.

"Come, lie down!" Lin bin holds Chen Yao and puts her in bed.

At this time, Chen Yao's face was crimson, emitting a light wine gas, but not bad smell.

Compared with her usual time, this is a very attractive man's eyes. Lin bin is a normal man. Under such circumstances, he doesn't feel it.

She was still talking drunk, intentionally or unintentionally.

"I don't want to be at home alone, I'm afraid. I'm good How lonely You know what? I'm really lonely. "

Lin bin really wants to say, it's OK, I'll accompany you.

After thinking about it for a long time, she said or did not say, should we take advantage of her drunkenness to tell her true feelings?

Although Lin bin has been quiet, it is not that he has no special feelings for Chen Yao. In fact, in cooperation, he had feelings for her for some time.

At first, he wanted to chase her, and because they were colleagues, they didn't look up. I'm afraid if it doesn't work out, they'll both feel embarrassed.

Besides, he wanted to enjoy the freedom of being single at that time, and he was not sure how true he was to her.

Later, she was in love. But after a short time, she began to feel sad again. Although she had been hiding it, he saw the sadness in her eyes.

She was married to be another woman. Although he knew what he was doing, he was too late.

It was only during the day today that he wanted to drink with her and listen to her talk about her feelings.

"Shall I accompany you?" He asked.

Chen Yao looked at him fondly, as if thinking about it for a while, and always felt that it was not right.

Her heart is actually shouting, need a person to accompany, the depression in the heart can be relieved.

But she couldn't do it. She was still thinking about Du Mingkai. If you have an indistinct relationship with others, you will no longer have the face to see Du Mingkai.

Lin bin saw her hesitation, and he realized that it was not the time. Maybe she doesn't have a chance here, she just needs to wait.

"Don't worry, I want to accompany you, and I don't want to do anything. If you don't worry, I'll go. Please send me a message. Goodbye

Chen Yao can't see that he is affectionate to himself. Before tonight, he is an ordinary colleague.

This evening, he drank with her and listened to her. He didn't hug himself, and he didn't express any interesting thoughts to her.

However, Chen Yao still has no willfulness and smiles at him.

"Thank you for drinking with me tonight! See you tomorrow

"Good! Good night Lin bin, like a friend, said hello without hesitation, turned around and left.

In his turn to go out of the moment, Chen Yao really want to stop him, want to leave him to fill the void of loneliness.

After all, when she heard the door slamming outside, Chen Yao finally burst into tears.

She wrapped herself tightly in a quilt and burst into tears in her only room.

Outside, Lin bin, who had not left immediately, heard her cry. He also wants to knock on her door again and tell her not to be sad. If you are sad, let go and be with me.

He just thought, but he didn't act. He is not willing to do something that is not sure, otherwise, he would have been chasing her for a long time.

After standing outside the door for a long time, listening to her cry slowly subsided, he turned to leave.

This evening, Du thought about what he had done to Chen Yao during the day, and whether he needed to apologize to her.Just wanted to call her, Huang Yuanzheng, who lived with her, began to talk to him.

That guy is worthy of running sales, is able to talk, don't mention more can say, said to Du Mingkai said sleepy.

The next day I worked as usual. I had nothing to do for two consecutive days, and the work was smooth.

He Xiaochu asked Huang Yuanzheng to stay here and go back when he held a sales meeting next month.

After arranging him, he Xiaochu and Du Mingkai are left.

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