Fairy Cries Only At Night

As time goes by, I don't know what day it is and what date it is.

I know Dr. Jin Yan called me. That's when it's time.

The light rain outside the window rustled the red maple in the distance.

After I calmed down, my hearing was so sensitive that I could hear voices from far away.

I put down my cell phone, got up from bed, opened the bedside table and took out the card.

I went downstairs, took my umbrella and went out.

Aunt Liu saw me and hurried up, "Miss Su, it's raining outside. Where are you going?"

Since I was brought back by Li Yan, Yu Yue didn't appear again. Aunt Su came back.

I picked up my mobile phone, input a few words on it and handed it to Aunt Liu.

I'll go out for a minute.

Aunt Liu saw the words on her mobile phone and was worried, "where are you going when it's raining? Wait until the rain stops."

I shook my head, turned and walked out.

Aunt Liu couldn't. She ran to me and stopped, "Miss Su, wait, I'll let ah Cheng send you."

I nodded.

If I don't let ah Cheng send me, I go out without authorization, and Li Yan will come back. In that case, I'd rather ah Cheng send me.

Ah Cheng quickly drove to the door. I sat in and handed ah Cheng my cell phone.

Go to the bank.

Ah Cheng returned my cell phone and the car sped out quickly.

Without concealment and obstruction, I successfully beat the money and finished the money from next month to next year at one time.

Because if I don't finish this time, I won't have a chance next time.

After I typed the money, I broke the card and threw it into the dustbin.

Sitting in the car, I sent a text message to Jin Yan's doctor. After sending it successfully, I cleared all the records of this number.

I re entered a line of words in the input field and handed it to ah Cheng.

I'm going to a western restaurant for steak.

Ah Cheng sent me to the western restaurant. I ate steak. I told ah Cheng that I was going to the mall to buy fruit.

I bought a knife when I bought fruit. Well, go back.

Back home, Li Yan sat on the sofa, reading the documents.

Every time he reads a document, he has a cup of coffee in front of him.

When I walked in, Li Yan didn't change anything and turned a page naturally.

I turned and walked upstairs.

When I came to the stairs, Li Yan said, "where have you been?"

I paused and went upstairs.

I closed the door, put the knife under the bed, sat on the balcony chair and looked at the thin rain outside.

The door opened and the heavy footsteps came behind me.

It's Li Yan.

Li Yan stood quietly behind me, picked up a bunch of my long hair to the tip of his nose and sniffed.

"Enough money?"

“……”

Warm breath fell on my ears, light as a feather kiss fell on my cochlea, and my body trembled uncontrollably.

"Not enough. There's more here."

The cold hand slid down from my collar like a cold snake circling and moving on my body.

My coat fell off, leaving a white knitted sweater. Li Yan opened the collar to reveal my thin and round shoulder. His lips meandered down with his auricles and neck, came to my shoulder clavicle and bit gently.

"Tell me what you want in the future."

“……”

When the sweater fell to the ground, the long hair of my waist and I was covered to my chest by Li Yan. His hands continued to erode my territory, and his lips fell inch by inch on my back.

"You don't have to go there yourself."

“……”

Li yanmeng picked me up. He sat leaning in the. I sat on his leg and faced him.

He raised my chin, a shallow smile from the corners of his mouth and a cold look in his eyes, "tell me where the flowers are, and I'll let people do it well."

The kiss fell on my lips, gentle like the love words between lovers, but my hands took off my pants and penetrated me recklessly.

His hand fell into his arm tightly, and Li Yan whispered, "don't worry, I'll do it for you."

I lowered my head, bit him on the shoulder and closed my eyes.

Li Yan, today is the last time.

The last time you ask for what you want from yourself.

At night, endless darkness spread. I opened my eyes and looked out of the window.

The endless black was waving at me like the hands of hell. I looked at these hands and smiled gently.

Don't worry, I'll be with you soon.

Turning around, I came under the bed, took out my knife, sat on the bed, pressed the table lamp, and the room was dark.

I lay on the bed, covered myself with the quilt, picked up the knife and moved along my wrist. After determining where the pulse was, I cut it.

This knife is very sharp. I tried it for the first time. I can cut the skin with one touch.

I didn't stroke lightly. I rowed heavily. Then, I changed my hand and rowed towards the other side.

But because of the massive gushing of blood from my left hand, I had less power to draw on my right hand, so I didn't cut it so deep.

I put it on my right hand. It's sticky. I'm relieved.

Close your eyes and put your hands on your stomach. Your consciousness is getting heavier and heavier.

But even so, I still saw Jin Yan.

I remembered that Jin Yan and I realized that I was out of prison. This process was recorded into a CD in my heart and played by me countless times.

And I played it again before I died.

Jin Yan, I'm sorry, I'm trying.

Trying to cure you, and then, together with you, grow old together.

But fate has given me a big choice. I can cure you, but I can't be with you.

In my life, just 18 years, I didn't live to the age of 50 or 100 of others, but I was satisfied.

The only regret is that I can't see you again for the last time.

Of course, I have no face to see you. I dare not see you.

So I chose this way to end my life now.

You will have your new life. I will bless you with health and happiness forever.

That's good.

Tears ran across the corners of my eyes.

I haven't cried for a long time, because I forgot my tears.

And now, cold things soak my heart.

I know, I am happy to cry.

I'm finally free.

"Ah!"

“……”

"Blood, blood, bad, bad, Miss Su committed suicide!"

“……”

"Come on, call Mr. Li!"

“……”

"Call a doctor, call a doctor!"

“……”

"Su Qing, why are you so stupid!"

“……”

"Blame me, blame me, I should have thought of it."

“……”

With the passage of blood, I was immersed in boundless chaos.

Very warm and reassuring.

Far away, there were all kinds of noisy voices. I heard many people, but there was no Li Yan.

I looked at the sound, the chaotic world became bright, and a halo hit me, making me happy.

I looked at the bright bedroom. All the beds were red with blood. I lay in bed with a white face like paper without a trace of vitality.

Is this me?

I subconsciously came forward and came to the bedside. Yi Qiao trembled and wrapped my wrist with gauze. Wen's face was full of pain.