Fairy Cries Only At Night

Jane pulled me out.

My feet seemed to have roots. I stood in place and looked at the disappearance of Jin Yan and Fu Lin.

"Miss? Miss?"

Jane Ann kept waving before my eyes.

Bow your head, the tears in your eyes fall to the ground and disappear soon.

"Miss, why are you crying? Miss!" Jane Ann hurriedly pulled me and called me in panic.

I opened Jane's hand, and my strength seemed to be exhausted. I walked forward powerlessly.

"Miss, miss..."

I don't know how I got home. All I know is that when I get back, I lie directly in bed.

Before long, the doctor came.

Jane Ann couldn't be in a hurry. Tell the doctor what happened to me.

I don't know what the doctor said. I only know that my heart is immersed in another world and can't hear the sound outside.

Jin Yan, Jin Yan

Dada, the sound of leather shoes coming in came in.

Unlike the previous rush, this time is very stable and calm.

I am still immersed in my own world, motionless.

The bed sank and touched my face with a cold hand.

Yes, it's the face, not the forehead.

I was awakened by the freezing temperature and turned to look at the people.

But the eyes are very sour and painful.

But even under such circumstances, I still see who is in front of me.

There is no one but Li Yan.

Seeing him, I was stunned. I didn't know what expression to face him for a long time.

I want to act, like before, rely on him and like him.

But now I'm so tired, physically and mentally tired, and I don't want to do anything.

"See the person you want to see?"

The corners of his mouth aroused a smile, but the evil charm was cold and without a trace of emotion.

I opened my eyes and looked at Li Yan in disbelief.

What did he say?

See who you want to see?

What does he mean?

Questions came one after another, and my eardrum buzzed like a bomb.

"Jane Ann said you didn't eat. What do you want to eat?" Li Yan whispered as if he couldn't see my look.

The lips opened and closed and kept moving. It took a long time to make a sound, "you've long... Known?"

Li Yan's words told me that he already knew about my recovery of memory.

However, when did he know, and he could treat me as before.

I acted foolishly, and he was the best one.

I want to laugh, really want to laugh.

However, I pulled the corners of my mouth, but I couldn't laugh.

"Not early." the voice was low and calm, without any abnormality.

Not early?

Hehe, that was earlier than me.

"Li Yan, is it fun to play with me?"

This time, I laughed, ironic.

Li Yan didn't speak, but looked at me faintly. For a while, his voice was thin and cold, but it was cruel and terrible, "I thought you were very smart."

"Smart? Ha ha... Li Yan, this is the funniest joke I've ever heard in my life!"

Then I laughed and burst into tears.

Li Yan looked at me, his eyes were dark and surging rapidly, but he soon returned to peace.

Finger abdomen wiped away my tears, thin lips opened and closed, and more cruel words came out.

"Qiao Jinyan and Fu Lin, you should know their feelings better than I do."

My smile was frozen, and the hypocrisy on my face was broken. I roared fiercely, "feelings? What feelings? Jin Yan and I also have feelings! Not everyone can compare!"

I know it's no use getting angry with Li Yan, but I can't help it.

I can't bear such a thing from beginning to end.

And Li Yan, the rare thing is not to treat me cruelly with actions as before, but to sit at the edge of the bed and look at me with strange eyes like a bystander.

"That's the past."

Past... Past

A terrible past.

Why did this happen?

It was fine before.

In which link did the problem occur?

I kept thinking about it. I grabbed my hair and patted it hard.

Soon, there were many pictures in my mind, and there were countless, and the most people in it were not Jin Yan, but Li Yan!

Yes, it's Li Yan! It's him!

Without him, Jin Yan and I wouldn't be like this.

"It's you! It's all you! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be the past with Jin Yan. It's all you!"

I was like a crazy madman. I jumped on Li Yan and hit him.

But Li Yan grabbed my hand, his dark eyes looked at me calmly, "are you sure... It's me?"

“……”

"Are you sure you're still in the east palace without me? Oh, you should have received a lot of guests now."

In Li Yan, there is no cruelty, only more cruelty.

The pain of breaking his wrist made his whole body tremble.

Li Yan continued: "are you sure that Qiao Jinyan will ask you again after knowing what you have done?"

I want Li Yan to stop talking, but he can't spit a voice in his throat.

Tears fell down like broken beads.

"Wuwu..."

"Su Qing, he won't want you."

“……”

"The Qiao family won't want you either."

"Wuwu..."

I cried. Tears wet my whole face. I couldn't see Li Yan's face and his look clearly.

All of them can't be seen clearly.

Li Yan relaxed his strength and held me in his arms. His hands were light and afraid of my back.

"You are not a passer-by."

"Wow!"

I can't control it anymore. The cry is earth shaking.

I'm not stupid, Li Yan is not stupid.

He knows what I want, but also my weakness.

And I can't refuse

I cried for a long time. My tears were dry. I lay on Li Yan's shoulder and looked at the ginkgo tree outside the window, sobbing constantly.

God, I want love, eager to have a person who loves me.

However, how can you be so cruel and give me sweets? When I want to continue eating, you take it away.

Too cruel!

Li Yan picked me up and walked into the bathroom.

One hand dragged my waist, the other hand took out a towel and put it under the faucet to wet my face.

I know I'm embarrassed and ugly now.

But what does that matter?

All my ugliness has long been seen by Li Yan 360 degrees. I don't care.

"Li Yan, what do you mean?"

For a long time, when Li Yan put the towel on the washstand, I spoke in a hoarse voice.

No more coercion, no more threats, treat me like a child.

It's not like him.

I looked at him. My eyes were swollen with walnuts, but I could still see his eyes through a thin gap.

It's dark and there's no light.

"You say, what do I mean?"

Li Yan raised my chin, leaned close, and then stared.

What a simple action, what an overbearing word.

We have been together for so long, especially what he did to me after I lost my memory, that kind of Li Yan like a spoiled child.

It's just, it's interesting to me.

No, it may not only be interesting, but also others

Thinking of this, my heart jumped up quickly. I quickly turned my head with embarrassment and panic.

The heart is flesh. I have eyes and heart. I can feel and see.

Li Yan, he