Fairy Cries Only At Night

I am human, flesh and blood, of course I know the pain.

Besides, just thinking about Jin Yan, I forgot all the pain.

Now, Jin Yan is not around, and all my pain perception has come back.

However, I didn't say, and I can't allow me to say, Li Yan broke in again, which made me feel crazy.

This time I still didn't call, but Li Yan was like a madman. He had to call me and constantly delayed me.

My last bit of strength was drained, and finally I couldn't help shouting.

Cried and begged him not to do so.

However, my cry seemed to have a counterproductive effect, and Li Yan tortured me more madly.

I fainted.

Wake up again, the sky is already fish belly white.

But it didn't end. Li Yan was like an indefatigable machine, brutally destroying me.

Tears ran dry. I don't know what pain is anymore.

Pass out again.

I had lost consciousness in the back and fell asleep completely.

"How long?"

"At least half a year."

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"No other way?"

"This is the safest way. Miss Su is too weak and her foundation is broken. Even if she is pregnant, her child is easy to miscarry."

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I had a dream that Li Yan would try his best to get me pregnant.

Finally, he found a way to get me pregnant and give birth to the child.

Then he held the child and drove me away like a beggar.

Said that the child will never have a mother like me.

I opened my eyes violently, my chest fluctuated up and down, and I was short of breath.

How could you have such a dream?

I haven't had such a dream for a long time.

The aftertaste of the nightmare frightened me. I didn't recover for a long time.

Looking at the familiar bedroom in front of me, I lay on the bed and closed my eyes.

I don't know how long I slept this time

"Click wipe" the door opened, I heard a sound, my eyes moved, but I didn't open it.

Subtle footsteps, with deliberate lowering.

I know whose voice it is.

Jane Ann's.

"Miss hasn't woken up yet?"

"Well, didn't the doctor say that miss should wake up at this time? Why didn't she wake up?"

Then the footsteps came in this way.

I still closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Now I don't want to see anyone for the time being.

"Miss? Miss?"

The strength of Jane Ann's gentle shaking came from my arm, and I still didn't move.

"Miss? Miss? Miss..."

After a while, Jane Ann finally gave up and turned away. This time, the footsteps were very urgent.

I listened to the footsteps disappear and opened my eyes.

There was a meal on the table, which Jane Ann had just sent.

Close your eyes, cover your heart with your hands, and hold down your beating heart.

The dream has faded a lot, but the fear is still there.

Li Yan used to threaten me with her child and said she wanted artificial pregnancy, but she didn't do so later.

What's going on?

Of course, I don't think he would let me go so easily. After all, children were my biggest weakness at that time.

But why didn't he do such a good thing?

Can't I get pregnant?

His eyes opened fiercely and his hand touched his stomach.

Li Yan and I have never used contraception in sex, never!

Moreover, we have a lot of sex. According to common sense, I can't be pregnant.

But the truth is, I just don't.

So there's only one explanation.

I can't get pregnant.

A stabbing pain came from my heart. My fingers covered my stomach tightly, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Child, will I have no children in the future

Dada, the sound of hurried footsteps came, and my mood was in the excitement and couldn't be taken back for a moment.

Therefore, when Li Yan came in, he saw my tearful face.

"Miss?" Jane Ann exclaimed.

Li Yan stopped and raised his hand a few seconds later. Jian'an and the doctor left soon.

The bedroom became silent.

All that was silent was the ticking of my tears.

I don't want to be alone and have no relatives.

And children are my only support, but now, even children are gone, and I will be alone in the future.

Nothing there?

Great sorrow enveloped me like a rolling dark cloud.

I turned around, turned my back to Li Yan, took the quilt and covered my face.

Li Yan came over and stopped at the edge of the bed. A cold spread around me. I curled up and trembled.

I don't care about anything now, don't think about anything, and completely ignore Li Yan.

I thought Li Yan would go.

But unexpectedly, he didn't go, and instead of going, he picked me up.

The delicious food aroma penetrates into the tip of the nose.

I raised my hand and pushed it away.

"Bang!" the porcelain bowl was broken, and the clear porridge was scattered all over the ground, some of which were also scattered on Li Yan.

Li Yan fiercely tightened his arm. The pain came, and I roared in an instant, "Li Yan, kill me with a knife!"

Jin Yan and I are no longer possible. I just want to have a child in the second half of my life. At least send me some comfort.

But now I don't even have this. What's the point of my life?

Li Yan raised his hand, held his crazy wrist and looked at me with his eyes.

I was enraged and bit him on the shoulder.

Li Yan tightened up and stopped moving, letting me bite.

However, the cold and cruel words fell in my ears, "if you want to die, Qiao Jinyan can accompany you."

I froze and my reason slowed down.

Yes, Li Yan still has my weakness. It's useless for me to do anything.

Li Yan loosened me, got up, lowered his eyes and looked down at me like a noble emperor, "don't worry, I'll let you be a pair of yellow spring mandarin ducks."

Then he turned and left.

My blood was taken away and my soul was taken away, all in Li Yan's hands.

He can do whatever he wants. I have no way.

"Ha ha... Ha ha... Ha ha..."

I fell into bed and laughed like a madman.

Su Qing, this is your life.

You accept your fate.

Li Yan is a terrible man. He always knows how to attack the enemy.

From this day on.

I will receive a piece of information every day, which Minghui specially brought to me.

There is nothing else in the data. It's all the data of Jin Yan.

What he did, where he went and who he met are clearly written in the materials.

Li Yan told me clearly that he knew what Jin Yan was doing, that is to say.

He clearly mastered the whereabouts of Jin Yan. It was easy for him to do what he wanted to do with Jin Yan.

No, he doesn't need to do anything about Jin Yan. As long as he submits the evidence of Jin Yan's murder that year, with his ability, he can easily sentence Jin Yan to death.

"Take it and burn it." today, Minghui brought in a document again.

Without raising my head, I turned and walked outside.

Suffering from fear every day.

My tortured mind is haggard.

"Mr. Li said he would show it to you in person." Minghui came over with the information and stood in front of me.

Before, I thought Minghui came to protect me.

Now, ah, she is the one who monitors me, gives Li Yan instructions and executes them.

My heart was angry, but I tried to control it. Looking at Minghui, I quickly turned over in front of her.

Then, tear it off.