Fairy Cries Only At Night

I don't know what I'm talking about. I just think Li Yan is inexplicable.

I tell the truth, he doesn't believe it. Do you want me to tell lies?

"Jane ANN, what does Li Yan's father do? How did you come back that day?" I can't figure out Li Yan, but I can't think of anything else.

He ran away like his life that day and almost died.

I won't forget.

Jane Ann looked a little strange, as if she was afraid of something.

Even his eyes looked around uneasily.

What's that look? Obviously something.

"Can't say?" I frowned, got up, looked at Jane Ann and stared at her.

"Miss, it's not that we can't talk about the master when we are servants."

"I won't let you talk nonsense, I'll let you tell the truth." I stared at Jane Ann and saw the reluctance through her golden eyes.

In my heart, my face became serious, "Li Yan won't let you tell me?"

Jane Ann's eyes flashed a silk look, which was "how do you know what it means".

I smiled, turned around, turned and walked upstairs.

If Jane Ann doesn't tell me, I'll ask Li Yan.

And Li Yan didn't go out. He's in the study now.

When I came to the door of the study upstairs, I opened the door directly and went in.

Li Yan was answering the phone. When he heard the voice, he turned my head and looked at me. The black in his eyes was deep.

I went straight in, closed the door and sat on the sofa.

"That's it."

Li Yan quickly hung up and walked towards me.

I watched Li Yan sit down beside me, his arm naturally hugged my waist, and looked at me with an expression I couldn't understand.

"Li Yan, is your father going to kill me?" I like to be direct, especially in such things.

Li Yan will neither let me die nor let anyone hurt me.

Of course, except him.

Li Yan's pupil shrank fiercely, recovered quickly, touched my face, and soon, I clearly saw the absolute in his eyes, "I won't let you die."

“……”

I know Li Yan won't let me die. If he wants me to die, he will let me die many times before. He won't try so hard to save me.

I stared at him for a while and said in a serious voice, "what if he wants to kill me again? Like last time, if it wasn't for my big life, would we meet in the yellow spring now?"

Well, being straightforward is my favorite way of speaking.

I am a person, no matter who I am, especially for people who have experienced great storms and waves. Family affection is very shallow for me now.

Especially Li Yan's relatives, will be desperate to eat people, more cruel than anyone.

I'm not a fool. Since I want to live, I won't wait to die.

Li Yan's hand touched my hair, his eyes were dark, with a cold light.

I don't know whether the cold light is on me or his father.

I didn't flinch. I looked at him straight.

For a long time, the breath dropped to cold, and the surrounding voices were quiet, leaving only my beating heart.

"You won't die, and neither will I."

Just as I was about to fall asleep in this silent world, Li Yan spoke.

The voice is as light as usual, but with affirmation and determination.

Li Yan is trustworthy. He will do as long as he says.

But at this moment, my idea wavered.

Not because of anything else, but because it was Li Yan's relatives who gave birth to him and raised his relatives.

No one else.

If it were me, my parents were so kind to me, but they didn't agree with me to be with my loved ones, I would be very painful.

"Remember, only I can hurt you."

“……”

If so.

I want to laugh. Li Yan's dictatorship has reached an inhuman situation.

The corners of my mouth bent and I really laughed.

"Li Yan, you are really crazy."

Li Yan didn't speak. His lips came to my ears. His voice was low, like a whisper, "yes, he was a madman who was possessed by evil."

Sometimes I think I know Li Yan very well, but sometimes I don't think so.

Like now, I don't understand him.

……

Li Yan and I recovered to a situation we had never had before.

Of course, maybe I feel like this alone.

Life is the same as before, do the same things as before, and even see the same people as before.

Nothing has changed.

But I don't think it's right.

Something has changed.

For example, I will often look at Li Yan in a daze and think about a lot of things unconsciously.

But when I look back, I don't know what I'm thinking.

That's strange.

"Miss? Miss?" Jane Ann's hand kept shaking in front of me. I blinked. My mind was confused for a few seconds.

"What's the matter?"

Jane Ann looked at me and couldn't help laughing, "Miss, you love your husband so much, but you still have to take the medicine!"

Love Li Yan too much?

Thinking of this, my heart pounded and stared, "where do I like him? You think too much!"

Then I looked at the dark medicine in the bowl. I waved my hand and went upstairs.

Disturb my mood, I'm going to paint!

Suddenly, Li Yan blocked in front of me. I looked at him and turned away uneasily, "don't block the way."

Li Yan didn't speak. He still looked at me faintly, but the corners of his mouth made me want to curse.

"What are you laughing at? Haven't you seen a beautiful woman?" I turned to walk upstairs, and my arm was caught.

The more anxious and flustered I was, the worse my tone was. Now it's like this, "Li Yan..."

"Drink medicine." Li Yan took the medicine and leaned to my lips.

I frowned and turned my head, "no!"

"Want me to feed you?" Li Yan opened his mouth calmly, saying it was very ordinary.

He said hello, but I don't want to serve me.

"No!"

Hard to break away, but Li Yan didn't allow me to escape. He drank the medicine and kissed me.

I was stunned. I didn't think he said hello.

I will not be allowed to escape, and the bitter taste of the medicine will come into my mouth.

Next came a low smile. I wanted to spit out angrily, but Li Yan pinched the back of my head and forced me to look up.

Well, all the medicine in his mouth fell into my stomach.

Not only that, but also a sweep in my mouth.

I was red with anger, but I was panting for a kiss from Li Yan, and had no resistance.

"Oh, it seems that you like this feeding method very much."

“……”

"I like it too."

“……”

After all, this bowl of medicine was fed up by Li Yan's extremely bad means, and there was no bone residue left by him.

I was tired and stared at him.

Li Yan smiled at me, touched my delicate clavicle, kissed my neck and whispered, "I'll feed you like this in the future."

“……”

I want to curse, but in the face of people like Li Yan, I don't know what to scold.

It's just hateful.

And now, I feel strange.

Why should I take traditional Chinese medicine? Isn't western medicine faster?

Moreover, the current medicine is so advanced and not ancient. Why does Li Yan insist on letting me drink traditional Chinese medicine?

I thought about it. It's piecemeal. I've been drinking it for months.

Do I have any... Incurable disease?